CHAPTER XIII. -- ST. VALENTINE’S DAY

Miss Mohun came back in the dark after a long day, for once in her life

quite jaded, and explaining that the health-officer and the landlord had

been by no means agreed, and that nothing could be done till Sir Jasper

came home and decided whether to retain the house or not.

All that she was clear about, and which she had telegraphed to Aden,

was, that there must be no going back to Silverfold for the present,

and she was prepared to begin lodging-hunting as soon as she received an

answer.

‘And how have you got on?’ she asked, thinking all looked rather blank.

‘We haven’t been to see Fly,’ broke out Valetta, ‘though she went out on

the beach, and Mysie must not stay out after dark, for fear she should

cough.’

‘Mysie says they are afraid of excitement,’ said Gillian gloomily.

‘Then you have seen nothing of the others?’

‘Yes, I have seen Victoria, said Aunt Adeline, with a meaning smile.

Miss Mohun went up to take off her things, and Gillian followed her,

shutting the door with ominous carefulness, and colouring all over.

‘Aunt Jane, I ought to tell you. A dreadful thing has happened!’

‘Indeed, my dear! What?’

‘I have had a valentine.’

‘Oh!’ repressing a certain inclination to laugh at the bathos from the

look of horror and shame in the girl’s eyes.

‘It is from that miserable Alexis! Oh, I know I brought it on myself,

and I have been so wretched and so ashamed all day.’

‘Was it so very shocking! Let me see--’

‘Oh! I sent it back at once by the post, in an envelope, saying, “Sent

by mistake.”’

‘But what was it like? Surely it was not one of the common shop things?’

‘Oh no; there was rather a pretty outline of a nymph or muse, or

something of that sort, at the top--drawn, I mean--and verses written

below, something about my showing a lodestar of hope, but I barely

glanced at it. I hated it too much.’

‘I am sorry you were in such a hurry,’ said Aunt Jane. ‘No doubt it

was a shock; but I am afraid you have given more pain than it quite

deserved.’

‘It was so impertinent!’ cried Gillian, in astonished, shame-stricken

indignation.

‘So it seems to you,’ said her aunt, ‘and it was very bad taste; but you

should remember that this poor lad has grown up in a stratum of society

where he may have come to regard this as a suitable opportunity of

evincing his gratitude, and perhaps it may be very hard upon him to have

this work of his treated as an insult.’

‘But you would not have had me keep it and tolerate it?’ exclaimed

Gillian.

‘I can hardly tell without having seen it; but you might have done the

thing more civilly, through his sister, or have let me give it back to

him. However, it is too late now; I will make a point of seeing Kalliope

to-morrow, but in the meantime you really need not be so horribly

disgusted and ashamed.’

‘I thought he was quite a different sort!’

‘Perhaps, after all, your thoughts were not wrong; and he only fancied,

poor boy, that he had found a pretty way of thanking you.’

This did not greatly comfort Gillian, who might prefer feeling that she

was insulted rather than that she had been cruelly unkind, and might

like to blame Alexis rather than herself. And, indeed, in any case, she

had sense enough to perceive that this very unacceptable compliment

was the consequence of her own act of independence of more experienced

heads.

The next person Miss Mohun met was Fergus, lugging upstairs, step by

step, a monstrous lump of stone, into which he required her to look and

behold a fascinating crevice full of glittering spar.

‘Where did you get that, Fergus?’

‘Up off the cliff over the quarry.’

‘Are you sure that you may have it?’

‘Oh yes; White said I might. It’s so jolly, auntie! Frank Stebbing is

gone away to the other shop in the Apennines, where the old boss lives.

What splendiferous specimens he must have the run of! Our Stebbing says

‘tis because Kally White makes eyes at him; but any way, White has got

to do his work while he’s away, and go all the rounds to see that things

are right, so I go after him, and he lets me have just what I like--such

jolly crystals.’

‘I am sure I hope it is all right.’

‘Oh yes, I always ask him, as you told me; but he is awfully slow and

mopy and down in the mouth to-day. Stebbing says he is sweet upon

Gill; but I told him that couldn’t be, White knew better. A general’s

daughter, indeed! and Will remembers his father a sergeant.’

‘It is very foolish, Fergus. Say no more about it, for it is not nice

talk about your sister.’

‘I’ll lick any one who does,’ said Fergus, bumping his stone up another

step.

Poor Aunt Jane! There was more to fall on her as soon as the door was

finally shut on the two rooms communicating with one another, which the

sisters called their own. Mrs. Mount’s manipulations of Miss Adeline’s

rich brown hair were endured with some impatience, while Miss Mohun

leant back in her chair in her shawl-patterned dressing-gown, watching,

with a sort of curious wonder and foreboding, the restlessness that

proved that something was in store, and meantime somewhat lazily

brushing out her own thinner darker locks.

‘You are tired, Miss Jane,’ said the old servant, using the pet name in

private moments. ‘You had better let me do your hair.’

‘No, thank you, Fanny; I have very nearly done,’ she said, marking the

signs of eagerness on her sister’s part. ‘Oh, by the bye, did that hot

bottle go down to Lilian Giles?’

‘Yes, ma’am; Mrs. Giles came up for it.’

‘Did she say whether Lily was well enough to see Miss Gillian?’

Mrs. Mount coughed a peculiar cough that her mistresses well knew to

signify that she could tell them something they would not like to hear,

if they chose to ask her, and it was the younger who put the question--

‘Fanny, did she say anything?’

‘Well, Miss Ada, I told her she must be mistaken, but she stuck to it,

though she said she never would have breathed a word if Miss Gillian had

not come back again, but she thought you should know it.’

‘Know what?’ demanded Jane.

‘Well, Miss Jane, she should say ‘tis the talk that Miss Gillian, when

you have thought her reading to the poor girl, has been running down to

the works--and ‘tis only the ignorance of them that will talk, but they

say it is to meet a young man. She says, Mrs. Giles do, that she never

would have noticed such talk, but that the young lady did always seem in

a hurry, only just reading a chapter, and never stopping to talk to

poor Lily after it; and she has seen her herself going down towards the

works, instead of towards home, ma’am. And she said she could not bear

that reading to her girl should be made a colour for such doings.’

‘Certainly not, if it were as she supposes,’ said Miss Mohun, sitting

very upright, and beating her own head vigorously with a very prickly

brush; ‘but you may tell her, Fanny, that I know all about it, and that

her friend is Miss White, who you remember spent an evening here.’

Fanny’s good-humoured face cleared up. ‘Yes, ma’am, I told her that I

was quite sure that Miss Gillian would not go for to do anything wrong,

and that it could be easy explained; but people has tongues, you see.’

‘You were quite right to tell us, Fanny. Good-night.’

‘People has tongues!’ repeated Adeline, when that excellent person had

disappeared. ‘Yes, indeed, they have. But, Jenny, do you really mean to

say that you know all about this?’

‘Yes, I believe so.’

‘Oh, I wish you had been at home to-day when Victoria came in. It really

is a serious business.’

‘Victoria! What has she to do with it? I should have thought her

Marchioness-ship quite out of the region of gossip, though, for that

matter, grandees like it quite as much as other people.’

‘Don’t, Jane, you know it does concern her through companionship for

Phyllis, and she was very kind.’

‘Oh yes, I can see her sailing in, magnificently kind from her

elevation. But how in the world did she manage to pick up all this in

the time?’ said poor Jane, tired and pestered into the sharpness of her

early youth.

‘Dear Jenny, I wish I had said nothing to-night. Do wait till you are

rested.’

‘I am not in the least tired, and if I were, do you think I could sleep

with this half told?’

‘You said you knew.’

‘Then it is only about Gillian being so silly as to go down to Miss

White’s office at the works to look over the boy’s Greek exercises.’

‘You don’t mean that you allowed it!’

‘No, Gillian’s impulsiveness, just like her mother’s, began it, as a

little assertion of modern independence; but while she was away that

little step from brook to river brought her to the sense that she had

been a goose, and had used me rather unfairly, and so she came and

confessed it all to me on the way home from the station the first

morning after her return. She says she had written it all to her mother

from the first.’

‘I wonder Lily did not telegraph to put a stop to it.’

‘Do you suppose any mother, our poor old Lily especially, can marry a

couple of daughters without being slightly frantic! Ten to one she never

realised that this precious pupil was bigger than Fergus. But do tell me

what my Lady had heard, and how she heard it.’

‘You remember that her governess, Miss Elbury, has connections in the

place.’

‘“The most excellent creature in the world.” Oh yes, and she spent

Sunday with them. So that was the conductor.’

‘I can hardly say that Miss Elbury was to be blamed, considering that

she had heard the proposal about Valetta! It seems that that High School

class-mistress, Miss Mellon, who had the poor child under her, is her

cousin.’

‘Oh dear!’

‘It is exactly what I was afraid of when we decided on keeping Valetta

at home. Miss Mellon told all the Caesar story in plainly the worst

light for poor Val, and naturally deduced from her removal that she was

the most to blame.’

‘Whereas it was Miss Mellon herself! But nobody could expect Victoria

to see that, and no doubt she is quite justified in not wishing for the

child in her schoolroom! But, after all, Valetta is only a child; it

won’t hurt her to have this natural recoil of consequences, and her

mother will be at home in three weeks’ time. It signifies much more

about Gillian. Did I understand you that the gossip about her had

reached those august ears?’

‘Oh yes, Jane, and it is ever so much worse. That horrid Miss Mellon

seems to have told Miss Elbury that Gillian has a passion for low

company, that she is always running after the Whites at the works, and

has secret meetings with the young man in the garden on Sunday, while

his sister carries on her underhand flirtation with another youth, Frank

Stebbing, I suppose. It really was too preposterous, and Victoria said

she had no doubt from the first that there was exaggeration, and had

told Miss Elbury so; but still she thought Gillian must have been to

blame. She was very nice about it, and listened to all my explanation

most kindly, as to Gillian’s interest in the Whites, and its having been

only the sister that she met, but plainly she is not half convinced.

I heard something about a letter being left for Gillian, and really, I

don’t know whether there may not be more discoveries to come. I never

felt before the force of our dear father’s saying, apropos of Rotherwood

himself, that no one knows what it is to lose a father except those who

have the care of his children.’

‘Whatever Gillian did was innocent and ladylike, and nothing to be

ashamed of,’ said Aunt Jane stoutly; ‘of that I am sure. But I should

like to be equally sure that she has not turned the head of that poor

foolish young man, without in the least knowing what she was about. You

should have seen her state of mind at his sending her a valentine, which

she returned to him, perfectly ferociously, at once, and that was all

the correspondence somebody seems to have smelt out.’

‘A valentine! Gillian must have behaved very ill to have brought that

upon herself! Oh dear! I wish she had never come here; I wish Lily could

have stayed at home, instead of scattering her children about the world.

The Rotherwoods will never get over it.’

‘That’s the least part of the grievance, in my eyes,’ said her

sister. ‘It won’t make a fraction of difference to the dear old cousin

Rotherwood; and as to my Lady, it is always a liking from the teeth

outwards.’

‘How can you say so! I am sure she has always been most cordial.’

‘Most correct, if you please. Oh, did she say anything about Mysie?’

‘She said nothing but good of Mysie; called her delightful, and

perfectly good and trustworthy, said they could never have got so well

through Phyllis’s illness without her, and that they only wished to keep

her altogether.’

‘I dare say, to be humble companion to my little lady, out of the way of

her wicked sisters.’

‘Jane!’

‘My dear, I don’t think I can stand any more defence of her just now!

No, she is an admirable woman, I know. That’s enough. I really must go

to bed, and consider which is to be faced first, she or Kalliope.’

It was lucky that Miss Mohun could exist without much sleep, for she was

far too much worried for any length of slumber to visit her that night,

though she was afoot as early as usual. She thought it best to tell

Gillian that Lady Rotherwood had heard some foolish reports, and that

she was going to try to clear them up, and she extracted an explicit

account as to what the extent of her intercourse with the Whites had

been, which was given willingly, Gillian being in a very humble frame,

and convinced that she had acted foolishly. It surprised her likewise

that Aunt Adeline, whom she had liked the best, and thought the most

good-natured, was so much more angry with her than Aunt Jane, who, as

she felt, forgave her thoroughly, and was only anxious to help her out

of the scrape she had made for herself.

Miss Mohun thought her best time for seeing Kalliope would be in the

dinner-hour, and started accordingly in the direction of the marble

works. Not far from them she met that young person walking quickly with

one of her little brothers.

‘I was coming to see you,’ Miss Mohun said. ‘I did not know that you

went home in the middle of the day.’

‘My mother has been so unwell of late that I do not like to be entirely

out of reach all day,’ returned Kalliope, who certainly looked worn and

sorrowful; ‘so I manage to run home, though it is but for a quarter of

an hour.’

‘I will not delay you, I will walk with you,’ and when Petros had been

dismissed, ‘I am afraid my niece has not been quite the friend to you

that she intended.’

‘Oh, Miss Mohun, do you know all about it? It is such a relief! I have

felt so guilty towards you, and yet I did not know what to do.’

‘I have never thought that the concealment was your fault,’ said Jane.

‘I did think at first that you knew,’ said Kalliope, ‘and when I found

that was not the case, I suppose I should have insisted on your being

told; but I could not bear to seem ungrateful, and my brother took

such extreme delight in his lessons and Miss Merrifield’s kindness,

that--that I could not bear to do what might prevent them. And now,

poor fellow, it shows how wrong it was, since he has ventured on that

unfortunate act of presumption, which has so offended her. Oh, Miss

Mohun, he is quite broken-hearted.’

‘I am afraid Gillian was very discourteous. I was out, or it should

not have been done so unkindly. Indeed, in the shock, Gillian did not

recollect that she might be giving pain.’

‘Yes, yes! Poor Alexis! He has not had any opportunity of understanding

how different things are in your class of life, and he thought it would

show his gratitude and--and--Oh, he is so miserable!’ and she was forced

to stop to wipe away her tears.

‘Poor fellow! But it was one of those young men’s mistakes that are got

over and outgrown, so you need not grieve over it so much, my dear. My

brother-in-law is on his way home, and I know he means to see what can

be done for Alexis, for your father’s sake.’

‘Oh, Miss Mohun, how good you are! I thought you could never forgive us.

And people do say such shocking things.’

‘I know they do, and therefore I am going to ask you to tell me exactly

what intercourse there has been with Gillian.’

Kalliope did so, and Miss Mohun was struck with the complete accordance

of the two accounts, and likewise by the total absence of all attempt

at self-justification on Miss White’s part. If she had in any way

been weak, it had been against her will, and her position had been an

exceedingly difficult one. She spoke in as guarded a manner as possible;

but to such acute and experienced ears as those of her auditor, it

was impossible not to perceive that, while Gillian had been absolutely

simple, and unconscious of all but a kind act of patronage, the youth’s

imagination had taken fire, and he had become her ardent worshipper;

with calf-love, no doubt, but with a distant, humble adoration, which

had, whether fortunately or unfortunately, for once found expression in

the valentine so summarily rejected. The drawing and the composition

had been the work of many days, and so much against his sister’s protest

that it had been sent without her knowledge, after she had thought

it given up. She had only extracted the confession through his

uncontrollable despair, which made him almost unfit to attend to his

increased work, perhaps by his southern nature exaggerated.

‘The stronger at first, the sooner over,’ thought Miss Mohun; but she

knew that consolation betraying her comprehension would not be safe.

One further discovery she made, namely, that on Sunday, Alexis, foolish

lad, had been so wildly impatient at their having had no notice from

Gillian since her return, that he had gone to the garden to explain, as

he said, his sister’s non-appearance there, since she was detained by

her mother’s illness. It was the only time he had ever been there,

and he had met no one; but Miss Mohun felt a sinking of heart at the

foreboding that the mauvaises langues would get hold of it.

The only thing to be decided on was that there must be a suspension

of intercourse, at any rate, till Lady Merrifield’s arrival; not in

unkindness, but as best for all. And, indeed, Kalliope had no time to

spare from her mother, whose bloated appearance, poor woman, was the

effect of long-standing disease.

The daughter’s heart was very full of her, and evidently it would have

been a comfort to discuss her condition with this kind friend; but no

more delay was possible; and Miss Mohun had to speed home, in a quandary

how much or how little about Alexis’s hopeless passion should be

communicated to its object, and finally deciding that Gillian had better

only be informed that he had been greatly mortified by the rude manner

of rejection, but that the act itself proved that she must abstain from

all renewal of the intercourse till her parents should return.

But that was not all the worry of the day. Miss Mohun had still to

confront Lady Rotherwood, and, going as soon as the early dinner was

over, found the Marchioness resting after an inspection of houses in

Rockquay. She did not like hotels, she said, and she thought the top of

the cliff too bleak for Phyllis, so that they must move nearer the sea

if the place agreed with her at all, which was doubtful. Miss Mohun was

pretty well convinced that the true objection was the neighbourhood of

Beechcroft Cottage. She said she had come to give some explanation of

what had been said to her sister yesterday.

‘Oh, my dear Jane, Adeline told me all about it yesterday. I am very

sorry for you to have had such a charge, but what could you expect of

girls cast about as they have been, always with a marching regiment?’

‘I do not think Mysie has given you any reason to think her ill brought

up.’

‘A little uncouth at first, but that was all. Oh, no! Mysie is a dear

little girl. I should be very glad to have her with Phyllis altogether,

and so would Rotherwood. But she was very young when Sir Jasper

retired.’

‘And Valetta was younger. Poor little girl! She was naughty, but I do

not think she understood the harm of what she was doing.’

Lady Rotherwood smiled.

‘Perhaps not; but she must have been deeply involved, since she was the

one amongst all the guilty to be expelled.’

‘Oh, Victoria! Was that what you heard?’

‘Miss Elbury heard it from the governess she was under. Surely she was

the only one not permitted to go up for the examination and removed.’

‘True, but that was our doing--no decree of the High School. Her own

governess is free now, and her mother on her way, and we thought she had

better not begin another term. Yes, Victoria, I quite see that you might

doubt her fitness to be much with Phyllis. I am not asking for that--I

shall try to get her own governess to come at once; but for the child’s

sake and her mother’s I should like to get this cleared up. May I see

Miss Elbury?’

‘Certainly; but I do not think you will find that she has exaggerated,

though of course her informant may have done so.

Miss Elbury was of the older generation of governesses, motherly, kind,

but rather prim and precise, the accomplished element being supplied

with diplomaed foreigners, who, since Lady Phyllis’s failure in health,

had been dispensed with. She was a good and sensible woman, as Jane

could see, in spite of the annoyance her report had occasioned, and it

was impossible not to assent when she said she had felt obliged, under

the circumstances, to mention to Lady Rotherwood what her cousin had

told her.

‘About both my nieces,’ said Jane. ‘Yes, I quite understand. But, though

of course the little one’s affair is the least important, we had better

get to the bottom of that first, and I should like to tell you what

really happened.’

She told her story, and how Valetta had been tempted and then bullied

into going beyond the first peeps, and finding she did not produce the

impression she wished, she begged Miss Elbury to talk it over with the

head-mistress. It was all in the telling. Miss Elbury’s young cousin,

Miss Mellon, had been brought under rebuke, and into great danger of

dismissal, through Valetta Merrifield’s lapse; and it was no wonder

that she had warned her kinswoman against ‘the horrid little deceitful

thing,’ who had done so much harm to the whole class. ‘Miss Mohun was

running about over the whole place, but not knowing what went on in her

own house!’ And as to Miss White, Miss Elbury mentioned at last, though

with some reluctance, that it was believed that she had been on the

point of a private marriage, and of going to Italy with young Stebbing,

when her machinations were detected, and he was forced to set off

without her.

With this in her mind, the governess could not be expected to accept as

satisfactory what was not entire confutation or contradiction, and Miss

Mohun saw that, politely as she was listened to, it was all only treated

as excuse; since there could be no denial of Gillian’s folly, and it was

only a question of degree.

And, provoking as it was, the disappointment might work well for

Valetta. The allegations against Gillian were a far more serious affair,

but much more of these could be absolutely disproved and contradicted;

in fact, all that Miss Mohun herself thought very serious, i.e. the

flirtation element, was shown to be absolutely false, both as regarded

Gillian and Kalliope; but it was quite another thing to convince people

who knew none of the parties, when there was the residuum of truth

undeniable, that there had been secret meetings not only with the girl,

but the youth. To acquit Gillian of all but modern independence and

imprudent philanthropy was not easy to any one who did not understand

her character, and though Lady Rotherwood said nothing more in the form

of censure, it was evident that she was unconvinced that Gillian was not

a fast and flighty girl, and that she did not desire more contact than

was necessary.

No doubt she wished herself farther off! Lord Rotherwood, she said,

was coming down in a day or two, when he could get away, and then they

should decide whether to take a house or to go abroad, which, after all,

might be the best thing for Phyllis.

‘He will make all the difference,’ said Miss Adeline, when the

unsatisfactory conversation was reported to her.

‘I don’t know! But even if he did, and I don’t think he will, I won’t

have Valetta waiting for his decision and admitted on sufferance.’

‘Shall you send her back to school?’

‘No. Poor Miss Vincent is free, and quite ready to come here. Fergus

shall go and sleep among his fossils in the lumber-room, and I will

write to her at once. She will be much better here than waiting at

Silverton, though the Hacketts are very kind to her.’

‘Yes, it will be better to be independent. But all this is very

unfortunate. However, Victoria will see for herself what the children

are. She has asked me to take a drive with her to-morrow if it is not

too cold.’

‘Oh yes, she is not going to make an estrangement. You need not fear

that, Ada. She does not think it your fault.’

Aunt Jane pondered a little as to what to say to the two girls, and

finally resolved that Valetta had better be told that she was not to

do lessons with Fly, as her behaviour had made Lady Rotherwood doubt

whether she was a good companion. Valetta stamped and cried, and said

it was very hard and cross when she had been so sorry and every one had

forgiven her; but Gillian joined heartily with Aunt Jane in trying

to make the child understand that consequences often come in spite of

pardon and repentance. To Gillian herself, Aunt Jane said as little

as possible, not liking even to give the veriest hint of the foolish

gossip, or of the extent of poor Alexis White’s admiration; for it was

enough for the girl to know that concealment had brought her under a

cloud, and she was chiefly concerned as to how her mother would look

on it. She had something of Aunt Jane’s impatience of patronage, and

perhaps thought it snobbish to seem concerned at the great lady’s

displeasure.

Mysie was free to run in and out to her sisters, but was still to do

her lessons with Miss Elbury, and Fly took up more of her time than the

sisters liked. Neither she nor Fly were formally told why their

castles vanished into empty air, but there certainly was a continual

disappointment and fret on both sides, which Fly could not bear as well

as when she was in high health, and poor Mysie’s loving heart often

found it hard to decide between her urgent claims and those of Valetta!

But was not mamma coming? and papa? Would not all be well then? Yes,

hearts might bound at the thought. But where was Gillian’s great thing?’

Miss Vincent’s coming was really like a beginning of home, in spite

of her mourning and depressed look. It was a great consolation to the

lonely woman to find how all her pupils flew at her, with infinite

delight. She had taken pains to bring a report of all the animals for

Valetta, and she duly admired all Fergus’s geological specimens, and

even undertook to print labels for them.

Mysie would have liked to begin lessons again with her; but this would

have been hard on Fly, and besides, her mother had committed her to the

Rotherwoods, and it was better still to leave her with them.

The aunts were ready with any amount of kindness and sympathy for the

governess’s bereavement, and her presence was a considerable relief in

the various perplexities.

Even Lady Rotherwood and Miss Elbury had been convinced, and by no means

unwillingly, that Gillian had been less indiscreet than had been their

first impression; but she had been a young lady of the period in her

independence, and was therefore to be dreaded. No more garden trystes

would have been possible under any circumstances, for the house and

garden were in full preparation for the master, who was to meet Lord

Rotherwood to consult about the proposed water-works and other designs

for the benefit of the town where they were the chief landowners.

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