CHAPTER XXX

The Forged Deed

Mr Wynne, the parish surgeon, was right. He could and did obtain

employment for Ruth as a sick nurse. Her home was with the Bensons;

every spare moment was given to Leonard and to them; but she was

at the call of all the invalids in the town. At first her work lay

exclusively among the paupers. At first, too, there was a recoil

from many circumstances, which impressed upon her the most fully the

physical sufferings of those whom she tended. But she tried to lose

the sense of these--or rather to lessen them, and make them take

their appointed places--in thinking of the individuals themselves,

as separate from their decaying frames; and all along she had

enough self-command to control herself from expressing any sign of

repugnance. She allowed herself no nervous haste of movement or

touch that should hurt the feelings of the poorest, most friendless

creature, who ever lay a victim to disease. There was no rough

getting over of all the disagreeable and painful work of her

employment. When it was a lessening of pain to have the touch careful

and delicate, and the ministration performed with gradual skill, Ruth

thought of her charge, and not of herself. As she had foretold, she

found a use for all her powers. The poor patients themselves were

unconsciously gratified and soothed by her harmony and refinement of

manner, voice, and gesture. If this harmony and refinement had been

merely superficial, it would not have had this balmy effect. That

arose from its being the true expression of a kind, modest, and

humble spirit. By degrees her reputation as a nurse spread upwards,

and many sought her good offices who could well afford to pay for

them. Whatever remuneration was offered to her, she took it simply

and without comment; for she felt that it was not hers to refuse;

that it was, in fact, owing to the Bensons for her and her child's

subsistence. She went wherever her services were first called for.

If the poor bricklayer, who broke both his legs in a fall from the

scaffolding, sent for her when she was disengaged, she went and

remained with him until he could spare her, let who would be the next

claimant. From the happy and prosperous in all but health, she would

occasionally beg off, when some one less happy and more friendless

wished for her; and sometimes she would ask for a little money

from Mr Benson to give to such in their time of need. But it was

astonishing how much she was able to do without money.

Her ways were very quiet; she never spoke much. Any one who has been

oppressed with the weight of a vital secret for years, and much more

any one the character of whose life has been stamped by one event,

and that producing sorrow and shame, is naturally reserved. And yet

Ruth's silence was not like reserve; it was too gentle and tender

for that. It had more the effect of a hush of all loud or disturbing

emotions, and out of the deep calm the words that came forth had a

beautiful power. She did not talk much about religion; but those

who noticed her knew that it was the unseen banner which she was

following. The low-breathed sentences which she spoke into the ear of

the sufferer and the dying carried them upwards to God.

She gradually became known and respected among the roughest boys of

the rough populace of the town. They would make way for her when she

passed along the streets with more deference than they used to most;

for all knew something of the tender care with which she had attended

this or that sick person, and, besides, she was so often in connexion

with Death that something of the superstitious awe with which the

dead were regarded by those rough boys in the midst of their strong

life, surrounded her.

She herself did not feel changed. She felt just as faulty--as far

from being what she wanted to be, as ever. She best knew how many

of her good actions were incomplete, and marred with evil. She did

not feel much changed from the earliest Ruth she could remember.

Everything seemed to change but herself. Mr and Miss Benson grew old,

and Sally grew deaf, and Leonard was shooting up, and Jemima was

a mother. She and the distant hills that she saw from her chamber

window, seemed the only things which were the same as when she first

came to Eccleston. As she sat looking out, and taking her fill of

solitude, which sometimes was her most thorough rest--as she sat at

the attic window looking abroad--she saw their next-door neighbour

carried out to sun himself in his garden. When she first came to

Eccleston, this neighbour and his daughter were often seen taking

long and regular walks; by-and-by his walks became shorter, and the

attentive daughter would convoy him home, and set out afresh to

finish her own. Of late years he had only gone out in the garden

behind his house; but at first he had walked pretty briskly there

by his daughter's help--now he was carried, and placed in a large,

cushioned easy-chair, his head remaining where it was placed against

the pillow, and hardly moving when his kind daughter, who was now

middle-aged, brought him the first roses of the summer. This told

Ruth of the lapse of life and time.

Mr and Mrs Farquhar were constant in their attentions; but there was

no sign of Mr Bradshaw ever forgiving the imposition which had been

practised upon him, and Mr Benson ceased to hope for any renewal of

their intercourse. Still, he thought that he must know of all the

kind attentions which Jemima paid to them, and of the fond regard

which both she and her husband bestowed on Leonard. This latter

feeling even went so far that Mr Farquhar called one day, and with

much diffidence begged Mr Benson to urge Ruth to let him be sent to

school at his (Mr Farquhar's) expense.

Mr Benson was taken by surprise, and hesitated. "I do not know. It

would be a great advantage in some respects; and yet I doubt whether

it would in others. His mother's influence over him is thoroughly

good, and I should fear that any thoughtless allusions to his

peculiar position might touch the raw spot in his mind."

"But he is so unusually clever, it seems a shame not to give him all

the advantages he can have. Besides, does he see much of his mother

now?"

"Hardly a day passes without her coming home to be an hour or so with

him, even at her busiest times; she says it is her best refreshment.

And often, you know, she is disengaged for a week or two, except the

occasional services which she is always rendering to those who need

her. Your offer is very tempting, but there is so decidedly another

view of the question to be considered, that I believe we must refer

it to her."

"With all my heart. Don't hurry her to a decision. Let her weigh it

well. I think she will find the advantages preponderate."

"I wonder if I might trouble you with a little business, Mr Farquhar,

as you are here?"

"Certainly; I am only too glad to be of any use to you."

"Why, I see from the report of the Star Life Assurance Company in the

_Times_, which you are so good as to send me, that they have declared

a bonus on the shares; now it seems strange that I have received no

notification of it, and I thought that perhaps it might be lying at

your office, as Mr Bradshaw was the purchaser of the shares, and I

have always received the dividends through your firm."

Mr Farquhar took the newspaper, and ran his eye over the report.

"I've no doubt that's the way of it," said he. "Some of our clerks

have been careless about it; or it may be Richard himself. He is not

always the most punctual and exact of mortals; but I'll see about it.

Perhaps after all it mayn't come for a day or two; they have always

such numbers of these circulars to send out."

"Oh! I'm in no hurry about it. I only want to receive it some time

before I incur any expenses, which the promise of this bonus may

tempt me to indulge in."

Mr Farquhar took his leave. That evening there was a long conference,

for, as it happened, Ruth was at home. She was strenuously

against the school plan. She could see no advantages that would

counterbalance the evil which she dreaded from any school for

Leonard; namely, that the good opinion and regard of the world would

assume too high an importance in his eyes. The very idea seemed to

produce in her so much shrinking affright, that by mutual consent

the subject was dropped; to be taken up again, or not, according to

circumstances.

Mr Farquhar wrote the next morning, on Mr Benson's behalf, to the

Insurance Company, to inquire about the bonus. Although he wrote

in the usual formal way, he did not think it necessary to tell Mr

Bradshaw what he had done; for Mr Benson's name was rarely mentioned

between the partners; each had been made fully aware of the views

which the other entertained on the subject that had caused the

estrangement; and Mr Farquhar felt that no external argument could

affect Mr Bradshaw's resolved disapproval and avoidance of his former

minister.

As it happened, the answer from the Insurance Company (directed to

the firm) was given to Mr Bradshaw along with the other business

letters. It was to the effect that Mr Benson's shares had been sold

and transferred above a twelvemonth ago, which sufficiently accounted

for the circumstance that no notification of the bonus had been sent

to him.

Mr Bradshaw tossed the letter on one side, not displeased to have

a good reason for feeling a little contempt at the unbusiness-like

forgetfulness of Mr Benson, at whose instance some one had evidently

been writing to the Insurance Company. On Mr Farquhar's entrance he

expressed this feeling to him.

"Really," he said, "these Dissenting ministers have no more notion of

exactitude in their affairs than a child! The idea of forgetting that

he has sold his shares, and applying for the bonus, when it seems he

has transferred them only a year ago!"

Mr Farquhar was reading the letter while Mr Bradshaw spoke.

"I don't quite understand it," said he. "Mr Benson was quite clear

about it. He could not have received his half-yearly dividends unless

he had been possessed of these shares; and I don't suppose Dissenting

ministers, with all their ignorance of business, are unlike other men

in knowing whether or not they receive the money that they believe to

be owing to them."

"I should not wonder if they were--if Benson was, at any rate. Why,

I never knew his watch to be right in all my life--it was always too

fast or too slow; it must have been a daily discomfort to him. It

ought to have been. Depend upon it, his money matters are just in the

same irregular state; no accounts kept, I'll be bound."

"I don't see that that follows," said Mr Farquhar, half amused.

"That watch of his is a very curious one--belonged to his father and

grandfather, I don't know how far back."

"And the sentimental feelings which he is guided by prompt him to

keep it, to the inconvenience of himself and every one else."

Mr Farquhar gave up the subject of the watch as hopeless.

"But about this letter. I wrote, at Mr Benson's desire, to the

Insurance Office, and I am not satisfied with this answer. All the

transaction has passed through our hands. I do not think it is likely

Mr Benson would write and sell the shares without, at any rate,

informing us at the time, even though he forgot all about it

afterwards."

"Probably he told Richard, or Mr Watson."

"We can ask Mr Watson at once. I am afraid we must wait till Richard

comes home, for I don't know where a letter would catch him."

Mr Bradshaw pulled the bell that rang into the head-clerk's room,

saying as he did so,

"You may depend upon it, Farquhar, the blunder lies with

Benson himself. He is just the man to muddle away his money in

indiscriminate charity, and then to wonder what has become of it."

Mr Farquhar was discreet enough to hold his tongue.

"Mr Watson," said Mr Bradshaw, as the old clerk made his appearance,

"here is some mistake about those Insurance shares we purchased for

Benson ten or a dozen years ago. He spoke to Mr Farquhar about some

bonus they are paying to the shareholders, it seems; and, in reply to

Mr Farquhar's letter, the Insurance Company say the shares were sold

twelve months since. Have you any knowledge of the transaction? Has

the transfer passed through your hands? By the way" (turning to Mr

Farquhar), "who kept the certificates? Did Benson or we?"

"I really don't know," said Mr Farquhar. "Perhaps Mr Watson can tell

us."

Mr Watson meanwhile was studying the letter. When he had ended it, he

took off his spectacles, wiped them, and replacing them, he read it

again.

"It seems very strange, sir," he said at length, with his trembling,

aged voice, "for I paid Mr Benson the account of the dividends myself

last June, and got a receipt in form, and that is since the date of

the alleged transfer."

"Pretty nearly twelve months after it took place," said Mr Farquhar.

"How did you receive the dividends? An order on the Bank, along with

old Mrs Cranmer's?" asked Mr Bradshaw, sharply.

"I don't know how they came. Mr Richard gave me the money, and

desired me to get the receipt."

"It's unlucky Richard is from home," said Mr Bradshaw. "He could have

cleared up this mystery for us."

Mr Farquhar was silent.

"Do you know where the certificates were kept, Mr Watson?" said he.

"I'll not be sure, but I think they were with Mrs Cranmer's papers

and deeds in box A, 24."

"I wish old Cranmer would have made any other man his executor. She,

too, is always coming with some unreasonable request or other."

"Mr Benson's inquiry about his bonus is perfectly reasonable, at any

rate."

Mr Watson, who was dwelling in the slow fashion of age on what had

been said before, now spoke:

"I'll not be sure, but I am almost certain, Mr Benson said, when I

paid him last June, that he thought he ought to give the receipt on

a stamp, and had spoken about it to Mr Richard the time before, but

that Mr Richard said it was of no consequence. Yes," continued he,

gathering up his memory as he went on, "he did--I remember now--and

I thought to myself that Mr Richard was but a young man. Mr Richard

will know all about it."

"Yes," said Mr Farquhar, gravely.

"I shan't wait till Richard's return," said Mr Bradshaw. "We can soon

see if the certificates are in the box Watson points out; if they are

there, the Insurance people are no more fit to manage their concern

than that cat, and I shall tell them so. If they are not there (as

I suspect will prove to be the case), it is just forgetfulness on

Benson's part, as I have said from the first."

"You forget the payment of the dividends," said Mr Farquhar, in a low

voice.

"Well, sir! what then?" said Mr Bradshaw, abruptly. While he

spoke--while his eye met Mr Farquhar's--the hinted meaning of the

latter flashed through his mind; but he was only made angry to find

that such a suspicion could pass through any one's imagination.

"I suppose I may go, sir," said Watson, respectfully, an uneasy

consciousness of what was in Mr Farquhar's thoughts troubling the

faithful old clerk.

"Yes. Go. What do you mean about the dividends?" asked Mr Bradshaw,

impetuously of Mr Farquhar.

"Simply, that I think there can have been no forgetfulness--no

mistake on Mr Benson's part," said Mr Farquhar, unwilling to put his

dim suspicion into words.

"Then of course it is some blunder of that confounded Insurance

Company. I will write to them to-day, and make them a little brisker

and more correct in their statements."

"Don't you think it would be better to wait till Richard's return? He

may be able to explain it."

"No, sir!" said Mr Bradshaw, sharply. "I do not think it would be

better. It has not been my way of doing business to spare any one,

or any company, the consequences of their own carelessness; nor to

obtain information second-hand when I could have it direct from the

source. I shall write to the Insurance Office by the next post."

Mr Farquhar saw that any further remonstrance on his part would

only aggravate his partner's obstinacy; and, besides, it was but a

suspicion--an uncomfortable suspicion. It was possible that some of

the clerks at the Insurance Office might have made a mistake. Watson

was not sure, after all, that the certificates had been deposited in

box A, 24; and when he and Mr Farquhar could not find them there,

the old man drew more and yet more back from his first assertion of

belief that they had been placed there.

Mr Bradshaw wrote an angry and indignant reproach of carelessness to

the Insurance Company. By the next mail one of their clerks came down

to Eccleston; and having leisurely refreshed himself at the inn, and

ordered his dinner with care, he walked up to the great warehouse of

Bradshaw and Co., and sent in his card, with a pencil notification,

"On the part of the Star Insurance Company," to Mr Bradshaw himself.

Mr Bradshaw held the card in his hand for a minute or two without

raising his eyes. Then he spoke out loud and firm:

"Desire the gentleman to walk up. Stay! I will ring my bell in a

minute or two, and then show him upstairs."

When the errand-boy had closed the door, Mr Bradshaw went to a

cupboard where he usually kept a glass and a bottle of wine (of which

he very seldom partook, for he was an abstemious man). He intended

now to take a glass, but the bottle was empty; and though there was

plenty more to be had for ringing, or even simply going into another

room, he would not allow himself to do this. He stood and lectured

himself in thought.

"After all, I am a fool for once in my life. If the certificates are

in no box which I have yet examined, that does not imply they may not

be in some one which I have not had time to search. Farquhar would

stay so late last night! And even if they are in none of the boxes

here, that does not prove--" He gave the bell a jerking ring, and it

was yet sounding when Mr Smith, the insurance clerk, entered.

The manager of the Insurance Company had been considerably nettled at

the tone of Mr Bradshaw's letter; and had instructed the clerk to

assume some dignity at first in vindicating (as it was well in his

power to do) the character of the proceedings of the Company, but

at the same time he was not to go too far, for the firm of Bradshaw

and Co. was daily looming larger in the commercial world, and if any

reasonable explanation could be given it was to be received, and

bygones be bygones.

"Sit down, sir!" said Mr Bradshaw.

"You are aware, sir, I presume, that I come on the part of Mr

Dennison, the manager of the Star Insurance Company, to reply in

person to a letter of yours, of the 29th, addressed to him?"

Mr Bradshaw bowed. "A very careless piece of business," he said,

stiffly.

"Mr Dennison does not think you will consider it as such when you

have seen the deed of transfer, which I am commissioned to show you."

Mr Bradshaw took the deed with a steady hand. He wiped his spectacles

quietly, without delay, and without hurry, and adjusted them on his

nose. It is possible that he was rather long in looking over the

document--at least, the clerk had just begun to wonder if he was

reading through the whole of it, instead of merely looking at the

signature, when Mr Bradshaw said: "It is possible that it may be--of

course, you will allow me to take this paper to Mr Benson, to--to

inquire if this be his signature?"

"There can be no doubt of it, I think, sir," said the clerk, calmly

smiling, for he knew Mr Benson's signature well.

"I don't know, sir--I don't know." (He was speaking as if the

pronunciation of every word required a separate effort of will, like

a man who has received a slight paralytic stroke.)

"You have heard, sir, of such a thing as forgery--forgery, sir?" said

he, repeating the last word very distinctly; for he feared that the

first time he had said it, it was rather slurred over.

"Oh, sir! there is no room for imagining such a thing, I assure you.

In our affairs we become aware of curious forgetfulness on the part

of those who are not of business habits."

"Still I should like to show it Mr Benson, to prove to him his

forgetfulness, you know. I believe, on my soul, it is some of his

careless forgetfulness--I do, sir," said he. Now he spoke very

quickly. "It must have been. Allow me to convince myself. You shall

have it back to-night, or the first thing in the morning."

The clerk did not quite like to relinquish the deed, nor yet did

he like to refuse Mr Bradshaw. If that very uncomfortable idea of

forgery should have any foundation in truth--and he had given up

the writing! There were a thousand chances to one against its being

anything but a stupid blunder; the risk was more imminent of

offending one of the directors.

As he hesitated, Mr Bradshaw spoke, very calmly, and almost with

a smile on his face. He had regained his self-command. "You are

afraid, I see. I assure you, you may trust me. If there has been any

fraud--if I have the slightest suspicion of the truth of the surmise

I threw out just now,"--he could not quite speak the bare naked word

that was chilling his heart--"I will not fail to aid the ends of

justice, even though the culprit should be my own son."

He ended, as he began, with a smile--such a smile!--the stiff lips

refused to relax and cover the teeth. But all the time he kept saying

to himself:

"I don't believe it--I don't believe it. I'm convinced it's a blunder

of that old fool Benson."

But when he had dismissed the clerk, and secured the piece of paper,

he went and locked the door, and laid his head on his desk, and

moaned aloud.

He had lingered in the office for the two previous nights; at first,

occupying himself in searching for the certificates of the Insurance

shares; but, when all the boxes and other repositories for papers had

been ransacked, the thought took hold of him that they might be in

Richard's private desk; and, with the determination which overlooks

the means to get at the end, he had first tried all his own keys on

the complicated lock, and then broken it open with two decided blows

of a poker, the instrument nearest at hand. He did not find the

certificates. Richard had always considered himself careful in

destroying any dangerous or tell-tale papers; but the stern father

found enough, in what remained, to convince him that his pattern

son--more even than his pattern son, his beloved pride--was far other

than what he seemed.

Mr Bradshaw did not skip or miss a word. He did not shrink while he

read. He folded up letter by letter; he snuffed the candle just when

its light began to wane, and no sooner; but he did not miss or omit

one paper--he read every word. Then, leaving the letters in a heap

upon the table, and the broken desk to tell its own tale, he locked

the door of the room which was appropriated to his son as junior

partner, and carried the key away with him.

There was a faint hope, even after this discovery of many

circumstances of Richard's life which shocked and dismayed his

father--there was still a faint hope that he might not be guilty of

forgery--that it might be no forgery after all--only a blunder--an

omission--a stupendous piece of forgetfulness. That hope was the one

straw that Mr Bradshaw clung to.

Late that night Mr Benson sat in his study. Every one else in the

house had gone to bed; but he was expecting a summons to someone

who was dangerously ill. He was not startled, therefore, at the

knock which came to the front door about twelve; but he was rather

surprised at the character of the knock, so slow and loud, with a

pause between each rap. His study-door was but a step from that which

led into the street. He opened it, and there stood--Mr Bradshaw; his

large, portly figure not to be mistaken even in the dusky night.

He said, "That is right. It was you I wanted to see." And he walked

straight into the study. Mr Benson followed, and shut the door. Mr

Bradshaw was standing by the table, fumbling in his pocket. He pulled

out the deed; and opening it, after a pause, in which you might have

counted five, he held it out to Mr Benson.

"Read it!" said he. He spoke not another word until time had been

allowed for its perusal. Then he added:

"That is your signature?" The words were an assertion, but the tone

was that of question.

"No, it is not," said Mr Benson, decidedly. "It is very like my

writing. I could almost say it was mine, but I know it is not."

"Recollect yourself a little. The date is August the third of last

year, fourteen months ago. You may have forgotten it." The tone of

the voice had a kind of eager entreaty in it, which Mr Benson did not

notice,--he was so startled at the fetch of his own writing.

"It is most singularly like mine; but I could not have signed away

these shares--all the property I have--without the slightest

remembrance of it."

"Stranger things have happened. For the love of Heaven, think if you

did not sign it. It's a deed of transfer for those Insurance shares,

you see. You don't remember it? You did not write this name--these

words?" He looked at Mr Benson with craving wistfulness for one

particular answer. Mr Benson was struck at last by the whole

proceeding, and glanced anxiously at Mr Bradshaw, whose manner, gait,

and voice were so different from usual that he might well excite

attention. But as soon as the latter was aware of this momentary

inspection, he changed his tone all at once.

"Don't imagine, sir, I wish to force any invention upon you as a

remembrance. If you did not write this name, I know who did. Once

more I ask you,--does no glimmering recollection of--having needed

money, we'll say--I never wanted you to refuse my subscription to the

chapel, God knows!--of having sold these accursed shares?--Oh! I see

by your face you did not write it; you need not speak to me--I know."

He sank down into a chair near him. His whole figure drooped. In a

moment he was up, and standing straight as an arrow, confronting Mr

Benson, who could find no clue to this stern man's agitation.

"You say you did not write these words?" pointing to the signature,

with an untrembling finger. "I believe you; Richard Bradshaw did

write them."

"My dear sir--my dear old friend!" exclaimed Mr Benson, "you are

rushing to a conclusion for which, I am convinced, there is no

foundation; there is no reason to suppose that because--"

"There is reason, sir. Do not distress yourself--I am perfectly

calm." His stony eyes and immovable face did indeed look rigid. "What

we have now to do is to punish the offence. I have not one standard

for myself and those I love--(and, Mr Benson, I did love him)--and

another for the rest of the world. If a stranger had forged my

name, I should have known it was my duty to prosecute him. You must

prosecute Richard."

"I will not," said Mr Benson.

"You think, perhaps, that I shall feel it acutely. You are mistaken.

He is no longer as my son to me. I have always resolved to disown

any child of mine who was guilty of sin. I disown Richard. He is

as a stranger to me. I shall feel no more at his exposure--his

punishment--" He could not go on, for his voice was choking. "Of

course, you understand that I must feel shame at our connexion; it is

that that is troubling me; that is but consistent with a man who has

always prided himself on the integrity of his name; but as for that

boy, who has been brought up all his life as I have brought up my

children, it must be some innate wickedness! Sir, I can cut him off,

though he has been as my right hand--beloved. Let me be no hindrance

to the course of justice, I beg. He has forged your name--he has

defrauded you of money--of your all, I think you said."

"Someone has forged my name. I am not convinced that it was your son.

Until I know all the circumstances, I decline to prosecute."

"What circumstances?" asked Mr Bradshaw, in an authoritative manner,

which would have shown irritation but for his self-command.

"The force of the temptation--the previous habits of the person--"

"Of Richard. He is the person," Mr Bradshaw put in.

Mr Benson went on, without taking any notice. "I should think it

right to prosecute, if I found out that this offence against me was

only one of a series committed, with premeditation, against society.

I should then feel, as a protector of others more helpless than

myself--"

"It was your all," said Mr Bradshaw.

"It was all my money; it was not my all," replied Mr Benson; and

then he went on as if the interruption had never been: "Against an

habitual offender. I shall not prosecute Richard. Not because he is

your son--do not imagine that! I should decline taking such a step

against any young man without first ascertaining the particulars

about him, which I know already about Richard, and which determine me

against doing what would blast his character for life--would destroy

every good quality he has."

"What good quality remains to him?" asked Mr Bradshaw. "He has

deceived me--he has offended God."

"Have we not all offended Him?" Mr Benson said, in a low tone.

"Not consciously. I never do wrong consciously. But

Richard--Richard." The remembrance of the undeceiving letters--the

forgery--filled up his heart so completely that he could not speak

for a minute or two. Yet when he saw Mr Benson on the point of saying

something, he broke in:

"It is no use talking, sir. You and I cannot agree on these subjects.

Once more, I desire you to prosecute that boy, who is no longer a

child of mine."

"Mr Bradshaw, I shall not prosecute him. I have said it once for all.

To-morrow you will be glad that I do not listen to you. I should only

do harm by saying more at present."

There is always something aggravating in being told, that the mood in

which we are now viewing things strongly will not be our mood at some

other time. It implies that our present feelings are blinding us, and

that some more clear-sighted spectator is able to distinguish our

future better than we do ourselves. The most shallow person dislikes

to be told that any one can gauge his depth. Mr Bradshaw was not

soothed by this last remark of Mr Benson's. He stooped down to take

up his hat and be gone. Mr Benson saw his dizzy way of groping, and

gave him what he sought for; but he received no word of thanks. Mr

Bradshaw went silently towards the door, but, just as he got there,

he turned round, and said:

"If there were more people like me, and fewer like you, there would

be less evil in the world, sir. It's your sentimentalists that nurse

up sin."

Although Mr Benson had been very calm during this interview, he had

been much shocked by what had been let out respecting Richard's

forgery; not by the fact itself so much as by what it was a sign of.

Still, he had known the young man from childhood, and had seen, and

often regretted, that his want of moral courage had rendered him

peculiarly liable to all the bad effects arising from his father's

severe and arbitrary mode of treatment. Dick would never have had

"pluck" enough to be a hardened villain, under any circumstances;

but, unless some good influence, some strength, was brought to bear

upon him, he might easily sink into the sneaking scoundrel. Mr Benson

determined to go to Mr Farquhar's the first thing in the morning, and

consult him as a calm, clear-headed family friend--partner in the

business, as well as son and brother-in-law to the people concerned.

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