XXXII

"My heart's desire" is a true phrase. Since 1900, when my own breakdown

occurred, not fewer than one million men and women in the United States

alone have for like causes had to seek treatment in institutions,

thousands of others have been treated outside of institutions, while

other thousands have received no treatment at all. Yet, to use the

words of one of our most conservative and best informed psychiatrists,

"No less than half of the enormous toll which mental disease takes from

the youth of this country can be prevented by the application, largely

in childhood, of information and practical resources now available."

Elsewhere is an account of how my plan broadened from reform to cure,

from cure to prevention--how far, with the co-operation of some of this

country's ablest specialists and most generous philanthropists, it has

been realized, nationally and internationally, through the new form of

social mechanism known as societies, committees, leagues or

associations for mental hygiene.

More fundamental, however, than any technical reform, cure, or

prevention--indeed, a condition precedent to all these--is a changed

spiritual attitude toward the insane. They are still human: they love

and hate, and have a sense of humor. The worst are usually responsive

to kindness. In not a few cases their gratitude is livelier than that

of normal men and women. Any person who has worked among the insane,

and done his duty by them, can testify to cases in point; and even

casual observers have noted the fact that the insane are oftentimes

appreciative. Consider the experience of Thackeray, as related by

himself in "Vanity Fair" (Chapter LVII). "I recollect," he writes,

"seeing, years ago, at the prison for idiots and madmen, at Bicêtre,

near Paris, a poor wretch bent down under the bondage of his

imprisonment and his personal infirmity, to whom one of our party gave

a halfpennyworth of snuff in a cornet or 'screw' of paper. The kindness

was too much ... He cried in an anguish of delight and gratitude; if

anybody gave you and me a thousand a year, or saved our lives, we could

not be so affected."

A striking exhibition of fine feeling on the part of a patient was

brought to my attention by an assistant physician whom I met while

visiting a State Hospital in Massachusetts. It seems that the woman in

question had, at her worst, caused an endless amount of annoyance by

indulging in mischievous acts which seemed to verge on malice. At that

time, therefore, no observer would have credited her with the exquisite

sensibility she so signally displayed when she had become convalescent

and was granted a parole which permitted her to walk at will about the

hospital grounds. After one of these walks, taken in the early spring,

she rushed up to my informant and, with childlike simplicity, told him

of the thrill of delight she had experienced in discovering the first

flower of the year in full bloom--a dandelion, which, with

characteristic audacity, had risked its life by braving the elements of

an uncertain season.

"Did you pick it?" asked the doctor.

"I stooped to do so," said the patient; "then I thought of the pleasure

the sight of it had given me--so I left it, hoping that someone else

would discover it and enjoy its beauty as I did."

Thus it was that a woman, while still insane, unconsciously exhibited

perhaps finer feeling than did Ruskin, Tennyson, and Patmore on an

occasion the occurrence of which is vouched for by Mr. Julian

Hawthorne. These three masters, out for a walk one chilly afternoon in

late autumn, discovered a belated violet bravely putting forth from the

shelter of a mossy stone. Not until these worthies had got down on all

fours and done ceremonious homage to the flower did they resume their

walk. Suddenly Ruskin halted and, planting his cane in the ground,

exclaimed, "I don't believe, Alfred--Coventry, I don't believe that

there are in all England three men besides ourselves who, after finding

a violet at this time of year, would have had forbearance and fine

feeling enough to refrain from plucking it."

The reader may judge whether the unconscious display of feeling by the

obscure inmate of a hospital for the insane was not finer than the

self-conscious raptures of these three men of world-wide reputation.

Is it not, then, an atrocious anomaly that the treatment often meted

out to insane persons is the very treatment which would deprive some

sane persons of their reason? Miners and shepherds who penetrate the

mountain fastnesses sometimes become mentally unbalanced as a result of

prolonged loneliness. But they usually know enough to return to

civilization when they find themselves beginning to be affected with

hallucinations. Delay means death. Contact with sane people, if not too

long postponed, means an almost immediate restoration to normality.

This is an illuminating fact. Inasmuch as patients cannot usually be

set free to absorb, as it were, sanity in the community, it is the duty

of those entrusted with their care to treat them with the utmost

tenderness and consideration.

"After all," said a psychiatrist who had devoted a long life to work

among the insane, both as an assistant physician and later as

superintendent at various private and public hospitals, "what the

insane most need is a _friend_!"

These words, spoken to me, came with a certain startling freshness. And

yet it was the sublime and healing power of this same love which

received its most signal demonstration two thousand years ago at the

hands of one who restored to reason and his home that man of Scripture

"who had his dwelling among the tombs; and no man could bind him, no,

not with chains: Because that he had been often bound with fetters and

chains, and the chains had been plucked asunder by him, and the fetters

broken in pieces; neither could any man tame him. And always, night and

day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting

himself with stones. But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and

worshipped him, And cried with a loud voice, and said, What have I to

do with Thee, Jesus, Thou Son of the Most High God? I adjure Thee by

God, that Thou torment me not."

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