VI

At what I am now about to say of Edward Whymper, he would himself

either have hooted with cynical ridicule or else would have heard

with a slow and cold smile of amused scorn, but to me his was a sad,

gloomy, if not indeed a pathetic figure. I do not say this because

he was a lonely man--and in all life I have met no one who was

quite as lonely as he--but because he walked always in the shadow

of self. I am not implying that he was selfish, for he was not. In

his business transactions--albeit not an easy man to “best,” and

not above driving a hard bargain with those whom he distrusted--he

was not only as good as his word, but was the soul of integrity and

honour. Prepared as he was to fulfil his share of the contract to

the letter, he expected and required that others should do the same.

Yet when dealing with those who had treated him handsomely he could

be quixotically generous. Even to those to whom he owed nothing, he

did many unselfish kindnesses for which he expected no gratitude, and

was prepared to go unrequited. While the professional mendicant was

sternly and mercilessly shown the door, the deserving poor he was

always, if stealthily and secretly, ready to help.

Yet, looking back on him as I knew him all those years, I ask myself

whether there was really one being in the world who really “mattered”

to Edward Whymper, or by whose death his serenity would have been

disturbed. It was Robert Montgomery, I believe, who wrote a poem in

which he pictured the tragic loneliness of “the last man” left alone

in the world.

Had it been possible, by some such universal cataclysm as, say, a

world-wide earthquake, for every living creature, with one exception,

to perish off the face of the earth, and had Edward Whymper been that

one exception, I verily believe that, whistling softly to himself at

the wonder of it all, he would, with untrembling fingers, calmly have

filled and lit his pipe, and have sat down, were anything left to sit

upon, to contemplate the ruins of a world, and then, first of all, to

consider how to get his next meal, and, after that, to think out how

to accommodate himself to the unusual and inconvenient circumstances

in which he found himself. Nor would he have forgotten, with such

instruments as happened to be within reach, to take such astronomical

and meteorological bearings as he thought would prove valuable in the

interests of science.

It is of course preposterous and inconceivable to suppose any such

situation as I have imagined, and some of my readers may reasonably

suppose that I am either laughing at them or wishing them to laugh

at Whymper or myself. I assure them I am doing nothing of the

sort, for, with no inconsiderable knowledge of the man, I honestly

believe that in such circumstances he would have behaved exactly

as I have said. They are magnificent, those qualities of absolute

self-dependence, self-containment and self-contentment which Whymper

possessed, but to me at least and at times they seemed almost

superhuman. He walked, as I have said, in the shadow of self; was

content so to walk, and apparently had no conception of and no wish

to live a life to the happiness or sorrow of which it was in the

power of others to contribute. A man who can so isolate himself is

possibly to be envied, even if it never occurred to him that he is

also to be pitied. Yet in spite of the fact that he was perfectly

satisfied with his lot in life, and in living that life according to

the cut-and-dried system by which he ordered it, and in spite, too,

of the fact that he would have assured one that he was, and indeed

believed himself to be, a happy man, Edward Whymper was, as I have

said, not only the loneliest but the most pathetic human creature I

have ever known.

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