XXVIII

Margaret meanwhile awoke full of happiness. She was engaged to Tom

Carringford; she was going back to her mother to-day--it seemed too good

to be true. A telegram came from Tom before she had finished her

breakfast; he was safe at Perth, and just starting onward. She wondered

how Lena was, and what her illness could be. It was dreadful for Mrs.

Lakeman, she thought, and she was glad that Tom was gone. The post

brought a letter from her mother; it was dated two days ago; but they

were slow in posting things at Woodside Farm; probably it had been put

on one side and forgotten. Mrs. Vincent was not very well, it was only a

cold, but it had affected her heart, the doctor said, and she must be

kept very quiet; there was not the least danger, and she would write

again to-morrow. She begged Margaret not to think of coming, for Hannah

was very bitter--she doubted if she would let her in, and Mr. Garratt

had been there yesterday and made matters worse. "Hannah is fond of

saying," Mrs. Vincent went on, "that the door is locked and barred

against you, and shall remain so till she is forced to open it. She

told Mr. Garratt so yesterday when he wanted your address. He said he

should never care for anybody but you, and she told him not to come here

again, and that if he did he should find the doors shut, as you would.

Perhaps it will be better when we have had a letter from your father,

for she was always in some fear of him."

While Margaret was still reading the letter there came the sound of

wheels in the cobbled street. Something stopped in front of the house; a

loud knock echoed through it and made Margaret start to her feet. For

one horrible moment it struck her that Mr. Garratt had found her out.

Then the door opened and Mrs. Lakeman entered. Her face was drawn, her

lips were firmly shut, a strange, uncanny expression was in her eyes.

"Margaret!" she exclaimed. "Margaret Vincent, my old lover's child. I

have come to throw myself on your mercy." She pushed Margaret back on

the sofa, threw herself down by her, and burst into what sounded like

hysterical tears.

Mrs. Lakeman had got her dramatic moment.

Margaret was aghast. "Oh!" she exclaimed. "Is it Lena? Has anything

happened to her?"

Mrs. Lakeman struggled for utterance; when she gained it her words were

thick, her voice desperate. "I have come to ask you for her life!" she

said.

"Me?"

"Your telegram has killed her."

"Oh!" Margaret's face blanched, for she saw what was coming. Mrs.

Lakeman raised herself, and sat down on the sofa and took Margaret's

hands, and looked at her with eyes as strangely blue as they were

mocking.

"Margaret," she said, "I have done a desperate thing; but my child has

been ill, she has been fretting and waiting for her lover--for the boy

who has always been her lover. She can't bear separation from him.

Yesterday morning I sent for him, and told him she was dangerously ill;

at five o'clock your telegram--"

"It was Tom's telegram."

Mrs. Lakeman was impatient at the interruption. "Tom's telegram,

then--came. By an accident it was given into her hands instead of mine,

and a quarter of an hour later I was bending over her wondering if she

would ever open her eyes again. Tom has been ours--all his life," Mrs.

Lakeman went on, vehemently; "he and she have grown up together; he has

always loved her; he has done everything for us; they have never been

three days apart till we went to Scotland the other day. She worships

him, and it has been the one hope of my life to see them married. She

has never dreamed of anything else; he is the air she breathes and the

world she lives in. When that telegram came yesterday it struck her like

a death-blow."

"Oh, but Tom and I love each other," Margaret cried, in despair.

"No, dear," Mrs. Lakeman answered, impressively. "You must know the

truth, for my child's life hangs on it. He does not love you--he loves

her. He may have been infatuated with you during the last fortnight in

which he has been parted from her. It's so like Tom," she added, with a

little smile, for she found the tragic role a difficult one to maintain.

"He has been infatuated so often."

"So often?" repeated Margaret, incredulously.

"Oh yes," Mrs. Lakeman answered, and the odd smile came to her lips.

"You wouldn't believe how many times he has come to confess to me that

he has made an idiot of himself. He is always falling in love, and

getting engaged, and going to be married."

"I can't believe it! I won't believe it!" Margaret cried, passionately.

"It's quite true," Mrs. Lakeman answered, coolly. "Generally I have

managed to conceal everything from Lena, and to get him out of his

scrapes--I have known perfectly well that they were only boyish

nonsense, for at the bottom of his heart, Margaret Vincent," she went

on, resuming her solemnity, "he loves no one but my child; any other

woman would be miserable with him. You won't give him any trouble?" she

asked, insultingly; "you will give him up quietly, won't you?"

"I can't--I can't believe it."

"You would have believed it," Mrs. Lakeman said, slowly, opening her

eyes wide, and this time contriving to keep the humor out of them, "if

you saw her lying straight and still in her little room at Pitlochry, as

she would have been now but for my presence of mind."

"What do you mean?" Margaret asked, a little scared by Mrs. Lakeman's

manner.

"You mustn't ask me." She dropped her voice, and the words appeared to

be dragged from her. "I can't tell you; it shall never pass my lips. I

shouldn't dare to tell you," she whispered. "I have left her with a

woman I can trust, more dead than alive. I told her I would come and ask

her life of you, and I've come to ask it, Margaret. You are your

father's child, and will do the straight and just thing by another

woman?"

"I don't know what to do," Margaret said, desperately, and, rising

quickly, she walked up and down, clasping her head in her hands, trying

to think clearly. The whole thing was theatrical and unreal, and the

mocking look in Mrs. Lakeman's eyes nearly drove her mad.

"It won't break your heart to give him up; it can't." Mrs. Lakeman's

tone was a trifle contemptuous. "You were in love with the other young

man only a few weeks ago."

"I was never in love with Mr. Garratt," Margaret answered,

indignantly--"never for a moment."

"You may think so now, just as Tom thinks he cares for you; but you did

care for him. George Stringer saw it directly, and Tom saw it the day he

had tea with you all. In fact, he thought it was more on your side than

on his," she added, watching the effect of her words with an amusement

she could scarcely control. "He came and told us about it at once--he

tells us everything--he was so funny when he described it all to us,"

Mrs. Lakeman added, as if the remembrance were highly diverting. Then

recovering, she asked, in a deep voice: "What are you going to do,

Margaret; are you going to give me back my child's life?"

"I am going to wait and see Tom, and hear what he says."

"I can't believe you will be so cruel."

"I don't understand," Margaret cried, desperately. "If Lena is so very

ill, if she is dying, why have you left her?"

"Because I knew that there was only one thing that could save her."

"You must have started directly you got the telegram."

"I did--as soon as she recovered her senses. I told you she was with

some one I could trust; I have been in the train all night." From her

tone it might have been a torture-chamber. "I have come to throw myself

on your mercy. I felt that for a fortnight's foolish infatuation you

couldn't be so cruel as to wreck my child's whole life. Your father

would not let you do it, Margaret. Be worthy of him, dear; be the noble

woman you ought to be and give him up."

Mrs. Gilman entered with two telegrams. Mrs. Lakeman gave a little

suppressed shriek; but there was unreality in it, and Margaret felt it

at the back of her head.

"There's one for you, ma'am, and one for Miss Vincent," Mrs. Gilman

said.

Mrs. Lakeman chattered her teeth till Mrs. Gilman had left the room. "I

can't open it," she said, and tried to make her hand tremble. But

Margaret had read hers already.

"_Forgive me, dear_," it ran, "_I am here with Lena_. _Better go

home._--_Tom._" She stood rigid and scarcely able to believe her eyes.

Was it true, then?

"Thank God!" exclaimed Mrs. Lakeman, holding out her telegram to

Margaret. "_We are together again and happy, darling. Be gentle to

little Margaret._--_Lena._"

"Now do you see?" said Mrs. Lakeman, triumphantly.

"Yes, I see," Margaret said. "You needn't have come," she added, with

white lips that almost refused to move.

"I came partly out of love for you," Mrs. Lakeman began, and then seeing

how ill this chimed in with her previous remarks, she added, lamely, "I

couldn't let my child die, could I?"

"What do you want me to do?" Margaret was in despair.

"Will you go to Paris for a time as my guest. You might start to-night.

A former maid of mine could go with you. It would do you a world of

good. It would be better to go away for a time, dear."

"I won't," Margaret answered, quite simply and doggedly. "If Tom loves

Lena better than he does me let him go to her, but I shall stay here."

Then Mrs. Lakeman had an inspiration, and, as usual, she was practical.

"Go out to your father," she said, "in Australia. A cousin of mine is a

director of one of the largest lines of steamers; I'll make him put a

state-room at your disposal. You'll come back in a vastly different

position from your present one. Cyril can't live many months--I

shouldn't be surprised if he's dead already--and you, of course, will be

the daughter of Lord Eastleigh." She stopped, for Mrs. Gilman entered

again with a cablegram. Perhaps the gods were listening and thought the

moment an apt one for its arrival.

"It is from my father," Margaret said, with a quivering lip. "We cabled

to him yesterday." She opened it, and the violent effort to keep back

her tears brought the color to her face. It contained the one

word--_delighted_.

"What does he say?" Mrs. Lakeman asked.

"It doesn't matter; it makes no difference," Margaret answered, crushing

it in her hand; and then she said, gently and sweetly, so that it was

impossible to take offence: "I will give up Tom, Mrs. Lakeman, but you

must go away now, for I feel as if I can't bear any one's presence. And

I can't go away; you must manage as you please, but I shall stay here."

"But there's something else I want you to do," Mrs. Lakeman said. "I

want you to keep this visit of mine a secret from Tom--for Lena's sake."

"Doesn't he know that you have come?"

"He doesn't dream it; and I'm going back to Pitlochry this evening."

"But I don't understand! Where is Tom, and where does he think you are?"

"Tom is with Lena," Mrs. Lakeman said, with a confident smile, "and he

doesn't miss me; he is too happy. I couldn't humiliate my child in her

future husband's eyes"--Margaret quailed at the word--"by letting him

know that I had come to beg her life of a woman for whom he had had a

passing infatuation. Now," she added, and her manner showed her

alertness for practical detail. "Why won't you go to Australia?"

"I don't wish to go," Margaret answered, positively. "I don't wish to

leave my mother."

"Your dear mother," Mrs. Lakeman said, with a funny little twitch. "Go

home to her, Margaret; let me drive you to the station and know that you

are on your way back to the farm?"

"I can't go home now," Margaret answered. "I will do as you wish about

Tom, and I will not tell him that you came to me; but you must leave the

rest in my hands."

"But how is he to know?" said Mrs. Lakeman, feeling in a moment that her

house of cards might fall. "How is he to know that you give him up?"

"I will write to him," she said, bitterly.

"You had better telegraph at once."

Margaret felt as if these telegrams were becoming a nightmare; but, at

any cost, she must get rid of Mrs. Lakeman.

"Oh yes; I will telegraph if you like." She crossed over to the table at

which Tom had sat so joyfully only yesterday.

"Tell him you are going away," Mrs. Lakeman said. "Oh, Margaret, you

don't know how they have loved each other all these years."

"You said he'd been infatuated so often?"

"He has always laughed at it afterwards."

Margaret took up her pen and wrote: "_Stay with Lena; I do not want you.

I am going away._--_Margaret._"

"You had better put your surname, too," Mrs. Lakeman said, and she wrote

it. "I'll take it for you, dear," she said; "you don't want to go out

just yet, and you don't want the landlady to see it. Now, tell me what

you mean to do?" she asked, in a good, businesslike tone.

"I don't know," Margaret answered, gently. "I want to be alone and

think. I have done all I could; it has been very hard to do, and I hope

Lena will be happy. Please go; I feel as if I couldn't bear it any

longer, unless I am alone."

Mrs. Lakeman took her in her arms and kissed her, and, though Margaret

submitted, she could not help shuddering.

"It's rather a desperate game," Mrs. Lakeman thought, as she drove away;

"but it's thoroughly amusing. The best way will be to insist on Tom

marrying Lena at once--a special license. A man is often caught in a

rebound."

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