XXV

Ten days had passed. It was like a dream to Margaret to be in London

alone, her mother and Hannah at Woodside Farm, and her father on the

other side of the world. But she was beginning to be uneasy at what she

had done--at taking this step out into the world without her father's

knowledge. Perhaps he would be angry with her, or would say, as Tom did,

that she had joined the great army of bread-snatchers, the women who

were not obliged to work for their living, who had no genius to justify

them, no particular talent even, and yet from sheer restlessness and

inability to settle down in their homes and quietly fulfil the duties

there, had come out into the open and meddled with work that others

might do better, and for a wage that meant to those others not added

luxuries and frivolities, but the means of living. She wished a hundred

times that Mr. Garratt had never come near Woodside Farm, that she had

never left it, that she were sitting on the arm of her mother's chair in

the living-room once more, looking out at the garden and the beech wood

beyond; but something in her heart told her that that happiness was

forever at an end. No one approved of the step she had taken except her

mother, who had seen the impossibility of her remaining at home. Hannah

had shut the door on her, and Tom had shaken his head.

Sir George Stringer had appeared as promptly as possible after getting

her note; but, since he was away when it arrived, that was not till a

couple of days after she had written it.

He was emphatic enough.

"My dear Margaret--I think I may call you that, as I have known your

father all my life--this is simply madness, and, what's more, it's

wrong," he said. "You are not old enough to choose your life yet. Take

my advice and go back as fast as you can."

"I can't," she answered, dismayed.

"Of course it was unpleasant to have the attentions of the young man I

saw." (Tom Carringford had told him the correct version of that story.)

"But you have surely wit enough to let him see that they are distasteful

to you?"

"I did--I did."

"If my sister were not such an invalid I should insist on your going to

her at Folkestone."

"Oh, but I want to stay in London," she said, firmly, and told him of

her engagement at Farley's Theatre. He was furious, and could not hide

it.

"The fact of the matter is, you like this rehearsing business. It's

madness!" he said. "And I expect you like seeing Master Tom, and that is

madness, too. He and Lena Lakeman have always been fond of each other,

and you will only upset their relations with your pretty eyes, or ruin

your own peace of mind." A more untactful gentleman than Sir George in a

matter of this sort it would have been difficult to find. "I suppose you

know that he and Lena Lakeman are fond of each other? She's fond of him,

at any rate, or else it would have been the best thing in the world;

'pon my soul, I wish some one would marry you."

"But I don't want to be married." Margaret was indignant, but amused at

his vehemence.

"Yes, you do," he said, recovering his good humor. "All girls want to be

married--nice girls, that is. Quite right, too. For my part, I think

women ought to be married as soon as possible; if they are single at

eight-and-twenty, they ought to be shunted off to the colonies. They are

only in the way here; but they might be of some use out there."

"Do you think I ought to go after my father to Australia?" Margaret

asked, demurely, with a twinkle in her eye.

"No, my dear, I don't think that." He was quite pacified by this time.

"But I think you ought to go home, and, if you can't do that, you had

better come and stay with me. I'm going to Chidhurst myself at the end

of the week--day after to-morrow--if I can get off, unless I go to

Dieppe for a few days first; better come with me--perhaps that wouldn't

do either. 'Pon my soul, a young lady is a very difficult thing to

manage."

"I am quite safe here, dear Sir George," she said. "When you are at

Chidhurst I wish you would go and see my mother."

"I'll go and see your mother, and tell her she ought to be ashamed of

herself to let you stay here." His voice had become abstracted; he was

evidently considering something in his own mind. He got up and walked up

and down once or twice. He turned and looked at Margaret half

wonderingly, then at himself in the glass, and at her again. "My dear

Margaret," he said, "I dare say you will think I am as mad as a hatter,

but do you think you could marry me?"

She nearly bounded off her chair.

"Marry you?"

"Well, really, it seems to me that it's the best way out of it. I'm five

years older than your father, but there's life in the old dog yet. You

are a beautiful girl--I thought so the first moment I saw you--and I

could be thoroughly fond of you. In fact, I believe I am already. I have

no one belonging to me in the world except my sister, and I'm afraid she

won't be here long, poor thing; no entanglements of any sort--never

had. Quite well off; can give you as many pretty things as you like, and

I'll take care of you, and not be grumpy. Do you think you could?"

"Oh no, I couldn't, indeed!" She was still staring at him, but she put

both her hands into his with frank astonishment. "You are very kind, but

you are--"

"Old, eh?"

"Oh no, no!" she said, "but I'm a girl--and I couldn't--"

"Why not? It seems to me it would work well enough, my dear."

"I couldn't!--I couldn't!" she repeated.

"Is it Master Tom?" he asked, like an idiot.

"No."

"Because he ought to marry Lena Lakeman and no one else."

"And I can't marry any one," she answered.

He stood still for a moment, holding the hands that she had held out,

looking at her gravely. When he spoke there was real feeling in his

voice, and Margaret knew it.

"Think it over," he said. "I would be very kind to you, dear; you should

do pretty much as you liked, and there's no fool like an old fool,

remember. I didn't mean to say this when I came in--hadn't an idea of

it; but I think it's a way out, and a good one. I am very lonely

sometimes; I should be another man if I had a girl to look after, and

an old fogy would perhaps delight in your girlhood more than a boy would

know how to do. I think I'll run over to Dieppe for a few days instead

of going to Chidhurst, and come and hear what you have to say to me when

I return."

"It will be just the same," she answered.

"You don't know;" he shook her hand and hesitated, then stooped and

kissed her forehead. "I have known your father all my life, and would do

well by you," he said.

He walked away from Great College Street muttering to himself. "Upon my

life, I believe she's in love with Tom. I don't know what Hilda Lakeman

will say to it all. I wonder if Hilda was lying? She generally is.

Pretty fool I've made of myself, for I don't believe the girl will ever

look at me. I wish she would. I suppose now she'll go and tell Tom;

that'll be the next thing, and he will laugh at me. Best thing I can do

is to tell him myself, and have done with it. Here! Hi!" and he stopped

a hansom. "Stratton Street." He got in rather slowly. "I'm blest if

there isn't a twinge of gout in my foot now--just to remind me that I'm

an ass, I suppose." He met Tom coming out of his house.

"Just wanted to see you for a minute--can you come back?"

"All right; come along," and Tom led the way into the house.

"Look here, my dear boy, I came to speak to you about Margaret Vincent.

You know she wrote to me?"

"Yes, of course."

"Well, it seems to me sheer idiotcy--worse, almost a crime--that

Vincent's girl should be here alone in lodgings and apparently stark,

staring mad about the stage."

"I have told her so--but I am looking after her."

"Which only makes matters worse; besides, the Lakemans won't like it."

"It doesn't matter to them."

"Well, but I suppose you are going to marry Lena some day?"

"I never dreamed of it."

"Never dreamed of it?" Sir George repeated, looking at him

incredulously, and then with a glimmering of common-sense it occurred to

him not to repeat Mrs. Lakeman's confidence. "But you are going to them

in Scotland?"

"I ought. Lena's very ill, I fear, and Mrs. Lakeman telegraphs to me

every day to go and cheer them up."

"Humph!" said Sir George to himself, "trust Hilda for knowing what she's

about. Well," he added, aloud, "I didn't think it was a good thing for

that girl to be here in London alone, and I knew that you were due in

Scotland and belonged to the Lakemans--"

"To the Lakemans?" Tom repeated, rather bewildered.

"So, when I went round to see her just now, I thought the only way out

of the difficulty was--was--well, the fact is, I asked her to marry me."

"Lor'!" Tom said, and opened his blue eyes very wide. "What did she

say?"

"Wouldn't look at me. Now, of course, I feel that I have made a fool of

myself, and upon my life I haven't the courage to go near her again for

a bit. Think I'll run over to Dieppe and shake it off. What I want to

say is"--he stopped, for it suddenly occurred to him that he might be

mismanaging things all round. "Something must be done about the girl,

you know," he said.

Tom held out his hand.

"It's all right," he answered; "don't worry about her; I'll see that she

doesn't come to grief."

Sir George looked back at him and understood. "I know you are a good

boy," he said, and grasped Tom's hand, "and will do the best you can.

Don't think me an old fool. I did it as much for her sake as my own. I

shall come back next week and look her up again before I go to

Chidhurst." And he took his departure.

But Tom stayed behind, and thought things over more seriously than was

his wont. "I wish Mrs. Lakeman would be quiet, or Lena would get

better. I ought to go to them, I suppose, but can't till this matter is

settled." Then he went down to the theatre and fetched Margaret from her

rehearsal; it was nearly three o'clock before it was over.

"I have had two telegrams," she told him. "Mr. Farley, I suppose, told

Mrs. Lakeman that I was in London, and she has sent me this."

He took it from her and read:

"Come and stay with us here. Pitlochry--train leaves Euston

to-morrow night at eight; meet you at Perth; ask Farley to see you

off."

Mrs. Lakeman was always practical and full of detail. The other telegram

was from Lena, and ran:

"Do come, little Margaret; we want you."

"What are you going to do?" asked Tom.

"I telegraphed back, 'Thank you very much, but quite impossible.'"

"Good! good!" but his voice was a little absent. He was becoming

serious.

Miss Hunstan had written, but from a cheering point of view; for she,

too, had once set out on her way through the world alone.

"I wish I'd been there to receive you," she said in her letter; "but

when I come back you will be in your rooms above, and I in mine

beneath. We must be friends and help each other."

"It's just like her," said Tom; "but she's a dear, you know. By-the-way,

I saw Stringer just now; he told me he had been to see you."

"Yes," Margaret answered, uneasily. They were in a hansom by this time,

driving to Great College Street.

"What did he say?" asked Tom, maliciously.

"He was very kind," she answered--the color came to her face; "he said I

oughtn't to be in London alone."

"Quite right!" and Tom thought that she was a nice girl not to betray

her elderly lover; a proposal was a thing that every woman should regard

as confidential--unless she accepted it, of course.

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