XVIII

Breakfast was always half an hour later on Sundays. Margaret had spent

the early hours in writing to her father, telling him of the

impossibility of remaining any longer at Woodside Farm unless the

relations between Mr. Garratt and Hannah were definitely settled.

Something would have to be done, and immediately, but he was not to be

distressed about her. She meant to go to Miss Hunstan and to take her

advice. Perhaps if she could gather courage she would consult Sir George

Stringer, but it was Miss Hunstan on whom she relied, she even asked her

father to direct his next letter to her care just on the chance. The

morning was sultry, the notes of the birds were languid, there was not a

stir among the branches though the scent of flowers came stealing

upwards from the bed against the house. She went to the window and

leaned forward to catch any passing breeze that might chance to wander

by. Suddenly Mrs. Vincent and Hannah came out of the porch and stood

just a few yards below her. Hannah was evidently continuing a

conversation.

"Well, I've no patience with them, mother, fine folks giving themselves

airs and ashamed to say who they are and what they've done; lord, or no

lord, he shall see that I don't care for his ways, nor for Margaret's

either." All the same there was in Hannah's heart an odd feeling of

curiosity. What would happen to her when her step-father was Lord

Eastleigh? What would the country people say to her, the people who now

and then, most politely, it is true, asked her to accept a present for

herself when they paid a quarter's account. And Mr. Garratt, what would

he say? He would surely know that Margaret, with her stuck-up ways,

would not look at him now. Most likely he would think himself lucky to

get Hannah, since she would gain a reflected importance. But she wasn't

sure, on the whole, if she wanted him any longer, and yet it would be

something to make sure of a man. She couldn't bear going over to

Petersfield and seeing women younger than herself, whom she remembered

as girls, walking out with their husbands, or nursing their children,

while she remained a spinster. "I do wonder what Mr. Garratt will have

to say to it all," she said, aloud, without meaning it.

"He'll see it's no good caring for Margaret," Mrs. Vincent said.

"Why should he? Not that he does care," Hannah answered, quickly. "She

isn't any better than she was yesterday, nor than I am. For my part, I

think this title business will make us the laughing-stock of the place."

"There is no occasion to speak of it; it's no one's business but our

own."

"I never was one for secrets."

"Neither was I," said Mrs. Vincent. "But I have always found that there

was more in silence than in talk. I hope you and Mr. Garratt will settle

up soon, Hannah, for these quarrels make me miserable."

"It's Margaret's fault, not mine," Hannah answered, doggedly. "After

all, mother, whatever's said, you know that I'm fond of you. If there

had been no strangers about all these years, and I'd had the taking care

of you by myself, I could have been content enough without any thought

of marrying."

"Jealousy is such a poor thing, Hannah."

"We ourselves are poor things in the sight of the Lord, mother. If

Margaret would once come to see that she might be different."

Margaret, above, could stand it no longer. "It's so mean to be listening

here," she said to herself; "and though Hannah was horrid last night she

is rather better this morning, and she's fond of mother. Oh, I'm so glad

that she loves her." Then she raised her voice and called out,

"Good-morning, mother. I can hear all you say. Let us have a happy

Sunday, Hannah. I won't look at Mr. Garratt; I will be thoroughly

disagreeable to him if that will please you." At which Hannah answered,

not without a trace of amiability and with the flicker of a smile:

"You had better come down to your breakfast; for my part, I never know

why we are so late on Sunday mornings." As she spoke, Towsey tinkled a

bell to show that the simple meal was ready.

When the breakfast was over and the things were put away as usual, there

was the getting ready in best clothes, and the starting of Hannah and

Mrs. Vincent across the fields for church. Mr. Garratt was not coming

till mid-day, and for the first time Hannah took an interest in

Margaret's movements.

"I suppose you are going to the wood as usual?" she asked.

"I'm going there with a book," Margaret answered.

Then, with anxiety in her voice, Hannah said: "I wish you'd take a book

that would do you some good."

"It can't do me any harm." Margaret was delighted at finding Hannah a

little softer than usual. "I'm going to take _Paradise Lost_--it's a

poem."

"It sounds very appropriate," Hannah said, solemnly.

Margaret blinked her eyes in astonishment, and wondered if Hannah were

making a joke, and on the Sabbath, too! Perhaps, as most people are

influenced by worldly matters, protest to the contrary as they will,

Hannah was somewhat soothed in her secret mind at yesterday's

revelations concerning the Vincent family. To be sure, the Australian

brother had gone away, according to Mrs. Lakeman, because he made an

unlucky marriage. And Gerald Vincent had lived quietly for twenty years

at Woodside Farm: perhaps he, too, considered his marriage unlucky, and

in his heart looked down on her and her mother; but even that would not

undo the fact of the relationship, or prevent the step-daughter of Lord

Eastleigh from being counted a more important person than hitherto when

she went to Petersfield. There were moments when Hannah had visions of

herself as an aristocrat in an open carriage driving through a park, or

going to court in a train and feathers; she had often heard that people

wore trains and feathers when they went to court. Nonsense and vanity

she called it, but the momentary vision of herself trailing along and

the white plumes nodding from her head was pleasant all the same.

"Well, we'll see when he comes back," she thought, as she walked across

the fields with her mother. "If he isn't going to call himself Lord

anything, and is going to live on here all the same, I may as well marry

Mr. Garratt and be done with it--that is, if he behaves himself

properly. He's getting a good business round him at Guildford, and we'll

hardly rank as tradespeople when they know who I am. Mother," she said,

aloud, "you'll not be staying on at the farm if what this Mrs. Lakeman

said is true, and father comes back with a title?"

"Nothing will ever take me away from it," Mrs. Vincent answered; "and

father will be just the same when he comes back, whether his brother be

living or dead. I'm sorry you know anything about it, Hannah, for it

won't make any difference one way or another."

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