XIV

At last, on the afternoon of a day when Hannah was more than usually

unbearable, Margaret determined to write to Miss Hunstan, asking if she

might really go and see her if she went to London. This was in her own

room over the porch--a little room, with a latticed window and a seat to

it, and an old-fashioned cupboard let into the wall.

"I will write at once," she cried, "this very minute." It gave her some

comfort even to see the address on the envelope, for she wrote that

first. When the letter was finished she felt as if she had taken a step

towards freedom: she put her elbows on the table, and, resting her face

in her hands, tried to imagine what freedom would be like, and all that

might come of it. And then, faint in the distance, as in a dream, she

heard the sound of a horse's hoofs. They were coming nearer and nearer

along the lane. She rose and looked out, but it was not possible to see

the rider, for in the summer-time the hedges were thick and green. It

was June now, and the honeysuckle and traveller's joy grew high.

"Mr. Garratt again, I suppose," she said to herself in despair. The

sound of the hoofs came nearer; they had come in at the gate, past the

duck-pond, and the outbuildings and the hayricks, and round the corner

of the garden. They stopped at the porch, and she heard the boy call

out, "I'm coming, sir," and run to take the horse. "He generally rides

round to the stable himself," she thought; but she had made up her mind

that it was Mr. Garratt, and determined to keep to her room all the

afternoon. There was a knock at the front door, though it was standing

wide open, and at that she started, for Mr. Garratt never knocked; he

just walked in as if he felt that one day he would be the master. Towsey

came out of the kitchen and shuffled through the living-place to the

porch.

"Is Mrs. Vincent at home?" Then there was no doubt at all.

"It is Mr. Carringford," Margaret said to herself, and her heart bounded

with happiness.

"And is Miss Vincent at home?" she heard him further ask, as Towsey

showed him into the best parlor. "Yes! Yes! She was at home," she

thought, and danced a fan-fan round her room; but she stopped

suddenly--suppose he had heard of Mr. Garratt? Oh, what a good thing Sir

George had gone, for now, after all, Tom mightn't know. She stopped

before her glass, and in a moment had taken down her hair, and smiled as

she saw the glint of gold in it, and twisted it up into quite a neat

knot. "And my lace collar," she said, and pinned it round her throat and

fastened it with a little heart-shaped brooch that her mother had given

her on her birthday; "and my best shoes, for these are shabby at the

toes." Then she was ready.

She stopped for a moment at the head of the stairs to look in at her

mother's room, of which the door stood open. It had a great, gaunt

wardrobe in it, and an old-fashioned bed with a high screen round one

side--the farther one from the door. She put her hand to her throat, for

something like a sob came to it--and yet she was so happy. Outside her

mother's door, still nearer to the stairs, there was a little room used

as a box place and hanging cupboard: her mother's best dress and a long

cloak that she wore in the winter, and many things not often used, were

stowed away there, or hung on hooks. She looked at them as if to mark

something in her memory, or because of an unconscious knowledge perhaps

of a day that had yet to come. As she went down the old, polished

staircase she heard Hannah moving briskly in the kitchen.

"She is getting some scones ready in case he stays to tea," Margaret

thought, and demurely walked into the best parlor. Her mother was

sitting in the chintz-covered arm-chair by the window, and Tom sat

facing her near the writing-table. He looked tall and strong as he

jumped up and went forward to greet her.

"How do you do?" he said. "Mr. Vincent told me I might come, you know,

and here I am--I heard he had gone." His voice was cordial enough, but

in the first moment Margaret knew that he was different--different from

the morning when he had said good-bye at the Langham, and talked of

coming to Chidhurst, and foretold that they would have another drive

round London together. He was a little more distant, she felt, as if he

thought less of her, as if he liked her less, as if he had heard of Mr.

Garratt and despised her. It chilled her; she had nothing to say after a

bare welcome, and Mrs. Vincent, thinking that, now Margaret had come,

Mr. Carringford would naturally talk to her, was silent, too. Then Tom

jerked out--

"When are you going to get a letter from Mr. Vincent?"

"We expect it every day now," Mrs. Vincent answered, and turned to

Margaret. "Mr. Carringford has ridden over from Hindhead," she said,

"and I've thanked him for the roses and told him I couldn't remember the

day when I'd had any sent me before."

"Miss Vincent and I made an expedition together--"

"Oh yes, we've often talked it over together."

Margaret wished her mother hadn't said that; it made the color come to

her face; but luckily Tom was not looking at her, and then Mrs. Vincent

added simply, in the half-countrified manner into which, for some

strange reason, her speech had relapsed since her husband's departure,

"You'll be tired after your ride, Mr. Carringford; you must stay for a

cup of tea."

"I should like to, if I may."

"And while it's getting ready Margaret could show you the garden, if

you'd care to see it." She said it with the native dignity that was

always impressive. It had its effect on Tom.

"I should like to see it very much," he said, and five minutes later he

and Margaret were walking down the green pathway of the Dutch garden.

Almost without knowing it, she took him through the garden gate towards

the wood, and across a green corner, through a tangle of undergrowths,

up to the great elms and beeches. They had hardly spoken on the way;

they felt constrained and awkward; but when they reached the top things

seemed to adjust themselves in their minds, and they looked at each

other for a moment, and laughed as if they thought it good to be

together again. Then Tom shook off his awkwardness; the boyish happiness

was on his face again, and she was almost satisfied. "I say, what a

wood!" he exclaimed.

"It's father's and mine; we call it our cathedral."

"Good! good!" he answered. "When are you coming to London again?"

She clasped her hands and looked at him. "I don't know, but I want to go

again dreadfully. Do you think I could go by myself?"

"Well, no! But you might come up and stay with the Lakemans. You must

make haste about it if you do, for they're going to Scotland at the end

of July. Only another month, you know. By-the-way, I rather think you'll

see them here first. Stringer can't get away again till the middle of

August except for week-ends, and then he has to go to Folkestone; he has

a sister there--ill. But the Lakemans told me a day or two ago that they

were coming here for a Saturday to Monday; he had offered them the

house."

"When?"

"I don't know when, but pretty soon, I expect. Farley is coming, too; he

has taken a theatre, and is going to produce a legendary thing this

autumn, 'Prince of--something', it is called."

"Will there be a princess in it?"

"I expect so. Why?"

"When Miss Hunstan came out first she walked on the stage holding up a

princess's train."

"They generally begin in that way, you know. By-the-way, Stringer said

that you were walking about the fields with a friend--was it anybody

particular?"

"It was Mr. Garratt."

"Who is Mr. Garratt?"

"He used to be a house agent at Petersfield. He's at Guildford now. He

has just taken a house there."

"A married gentleman?"

"No," she laughed; "that's why he comes. He doesn't come for me," she

added, hurriedly, but he didn't understand her.

"Any success?" he asked, quickly--"of course not."

"Not yet; Hannah won't encourage him."

He mistook her tone altogether, and walked to the edge of the crown and

looked out at the view.

"That's rather hard lines" he said; "but it doesn't matter if you make

it up to him, of course. I say, it's magnificent up here," he went on;

"do you ever bring Mr.--what is he called?--Garratt up here?"

"No," she answered, quickly.

"Well, you took him across the field?"

"I met him by accident, and Hannah was very angry--" she began, but

stopped in sheer confusion.

"You seem to be rather afraid of Hannah," he said, for it simply never

occurred to him that there should be any question of love-making between

Mr. Garratt and Hannah. Margaret was such a nice girl, he thought; it

was a pity she should flirt, for perhaps, after all, it was only a

flirtation with a local house-agent; it put her on another level

altogether from the girl he had known in London. And so talk was not

very easy between them again, since each felt a little indignant with

the other. "Are you going to be here all the summer?" he asked, when

they returned to the garden.

"I suppose so," she answered, "unless I go to London. I want to do that

more than anything in the world."

"A romantic elopement with the gentleman we have been discussing?"

"Oh, how can you! He is nothing to me; he knows that--it is Hannah."

She looked downright beautiful when the color came to her face, he

thought, and wished Mr. Garratt at the bottom of the sea.

"When is your father coming back?" he asked, and his tone was

constrained.

"We don't know till we get his letter," she said, impatiently; something

was wrong with this interview, and it seemed impossible to set it right.

"You must tell the Lakemans when they turn up; then I shall hear."

Tea was ready when they returned--a generous tea, set out as usual in

the living-room. Tom took his place next to Mrs. Vincent and talked to

her gayly, while his eye wandered over the table with the satisfaction

of a school-boy. Margaret remembered how he had talked of going into the

House of Commons; but he didn't look a bit like a politician, she

thought, he was so splendidly young, and he and she had understood each

other so well in London. But now he seemed to be bound hand and foot to

the Lakemans, and he thought she cared for that horrid Mr. Garratt.

"I like big tea and jam," he said. "Do you ever come up to London, Mrs.

Vincent?"

"No," she answered; "but sometimes I have thought that I should like to

go with Margaret while her father is away."

"Did you think that, mother dear?" Margaret asked, in surprise.

"Better come and stay with me. I could take you both in."

Hannah was pouring out the tea, grasping the teapot with a firm hand,

putting it down with determination on the tray when the cups were

filled. "Mother is better where she is," she said, without looking up.

"Towsey, there is no slop-basin on the table. I hold with staying at

home, Mr. Carringford, though I've sometimes thought I'd like to go up

myself for the May meetings."

"May meetings? Of course--I know. I thought you meant races at

first--but it is Exeter Hall you are thinking of? I'm afraid Mr. and

Miss Vincent didn't go there when they were in town."

"I'm afraid not, Mr. Carringford."

"Good Lord, what an ogress!" he thought. "They had a pretty good time,

though," he said, aloud.

"Margaret has told me about it so often," Mrs. Vincent said, and Tom,

turning to look at her while she spoke, realized suddenly that this

mother of Margaret, who had grown old and gray, was beautiful. He looked

round the living-room; his eyes lingered on the black beams and the

great fireplace and the red-tiled floor; it made a peaceful picture, he

thought, in spite of the ogress.

"Did she tell you about Miss Hunstan?" he asked. "It was rather lucky

coming across her."

"She told me all about her," Mrs. Vincent answered, "and how you went to

her rooms and put the flowers into the pots. It made me hope--that, and

what my husband told me--that some day you would come and see us here."

"Thank you," he said, simply.

"Who is Miss Hunstan?" asked Hannah.

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