What am I? What have I done? What am I about to do? shot as forked
shadows over the hot lava-flow of Malta's impulse. The vitality that
Westerling had felt by suggestion from a still profile rejoiced in a
quickening of pace directly she was out of sight of the veranda. All the
thinking she had done that afternoon had been in pictures; some saying,
some cry, some groan, or some smile went with every picture.
Coming to the arbor she slowed down for a step or two, arrested by the
recollection of her last meeting with Lanstron. There it was that she
had scored him for making her an accomplice of trickery. She saw his
twitching hand, and the misery in his eyes and the cadence of his words
came as clearly as notes from a violin in a silent chamber to her ears.
She nodded in affirmation; she shook her head in negation; she frowned;
she laughed strangely, and hurried on.
The sitting-room of the tower was empty to other eyes but not to hers.
In imagination she saw Feller standing by the table in the dejection of
his heart-break when he faced her and Lanstron, his secret disclosed;
and the appeal was more potent in memory than it had been at the time.
She went on into the bedroom, which had been formerly the tool-room. On
the threshold of the steps into the darkness she glanced back, to see
Feller's face transfixed as it had been when he discovered the presence
of interlopers--transfixed in fighting rage.
The lantern was in the corner at hand. Only yesterday, in want of
occupation, as she thought, she had cleaned the chimney and trimmed the
wick. It seemed as if Lanny's fingers were lighting it now; as if he
were leading the way as he had on her first visit to the telephone.
After her hastening steps had carried her along the tunnel to the
telephone, she set down the lantern and pressed the spring that opened
the panel door. Another moment and she would be embarked on her great
adventure in the finality of action. That little ear-piece became a
spectre of conscience. She drew back convulsively and her hands flew to
her face; she was a rocking shadow in the thin, reddish light of the
lantern.
Conscious mind had torn off the mask from subconscious mind, revealing
the true nature of the change that war had wrought in her. She who had
resented Feller's part--what a part she had been playing! Every word,
every shade of expression, every telling pause of abstraction after
Westerling confessed that he had made war for his own ends had been
subtly prompted by a purpose whose actuality terrified her.
Her hypocrisy, she realized, was as black as the wall of darkness beyond
the lantern's gleam. All her pictures became a whirling involution of
extravaganza and all the speeches of the characters of the scenes a kind
of wail. Then this demoralization passed, as a nightmare passes, with
Westerling's boast again in her ears. She was seeing Hugo Mallin;
hearing him announce his principles in sight of the spot where Dellarme
had died:
"I love my country.... But I know that other men love theirs.... Men
should be brave for their convictions.... The Browns are fighting for
their homes.... They are fighting, as I should want to fight, against
murder and burglary.... I will fight with my face to the white posts,
but not with my back to them."
She was seeing the faces of her children; she was hearing them repeat:
"But I shall not let a burglar drive me from my house. If an enemy tries
to take my land I shall appeal to his sense of justice and reason with
him; but if he then persists I shall fight for my home."
When war's principles, enacted by men, were based on sinister trickery
called strategy and tactics, should not women, using such weapons as
they had, also fight for their homes? Marta's hands swept down from her
eyes; she was on fire with resolution.
Forty miles away a bell in Lanstron's bedroom and at his desk rang
simultaneously. At the time he and Partow were seated facing each other
across a map on the table of the room where they worked together. No
persuasion of the young vice-chief, no edict of the doctors, could make
the old chief take exercise or shorten his hours.
"I know. I know myself!" he said. "I know my duty. And you are learning,
my boy, learning!"
Every day the flabby cheeks grew pastier and the pouches under the
eyebrows heavier. But there was no dimming of the eagle flashes of the
eyes, no weakening of the will. Last night Lanstron had turned as white
as chalk when Partow staggered on rising from the table, the veins on
his temples knotted blue whip-cords. Yet after a few hours' sleep he
reappeared with firm step, fresh for the fray.
The paraphernalia around these two was the same as that around
Westerling. Only the atmosphere of the staff was different. It had a
quality of sober and buoyant alertness and fatality of determination
rather than rigid confidence. Otherwise, there was the same medley of
typewriters and telegraph instruments, the same types of busy officers
and clerks that occupied the Galland house. To them, at least, war had
brought no surprises. Its routine was as they had anticipated it there
in the big division headquarters building, dissociated from the actual
experience of the intimate emotions of the front. Each man was
performing the part set for him. No man knew much of any other man's
part. Partow alone knew all, and Lanstron was trying to grasp all and
praying that Partow's old body should still feed his mind with energy.
Lanstron was thinner and paler, a new and glittering intensity in his
eyes.
A messenger had just brought in two despatches from the telegraph room.
One was from the taciturn press bureau of the Grays which flashed into
the Browns' headquarters from a neutral country at the same time that it
flashed around the world to illumine bulletin-boards in every language
of civilization. Day after day the Grays had announced the occupation of
fresh positions. This was the only news that they had permitted
egress--the news which read like the march of victory to the eager world
of the press, hastening to quick conclusions. To-day came the official
word that Westerling had established his headquarters on conquered
territory. Proof, this, that five could drive back three; that the weak
could not resist the strong!
"Hm-m--indeed!" exclaimed Partow, lifting his brow into massive,
corrugated wrinkles. "It may affect the stock market, but not the
result."
The other despatch was also out of the land of the Grays, but not by
Westerling's consent or knowledge. By devious ways it had broken through
the censorship of the frontier in cunning cipher. It told of artillery
concentrations three days old; it told only what the aeroplanes had
already seen; it told what the Grays had done but nothing of what they
intended to do.
When word of Feller's defection came, Lanstron realized for the first
time by Partow's manner that the old chief of staff, with all his
deprecation of the telephone scheme as chimerical, had grounded a hope
on it.
"There was the chance that we might know--so vital to the defence--what
they were going to do before and not after the attack," he said.
Yet the story of how Feller yielded to the temptation of the automatic
had made the nostrils of the old war-horse quiver with a dramatic
breath, and instead of the command of a battery of guns, which Lanstron
had promised, the chief made it a battalion. He had drawn down his brows
when he heard that Marta had asked that the wire be left intact; he had
shot a shrewd, questioning glance at Lanstron and then beat a tattoo on
the table and half grinned as he grumbled under his breath:
"She is afraid of being lonesome! No harm done!" A week had passed since
the Grays had taken the Galland house, and still no word from Marta. The
ring of the bell brought Lanstron to his feet with a startled, boyish
bound.
"Very springy, that tendon of Achilles!" muttered Partow. "And, my boy,
take care, take care!" he called suddenly in his sonorous voice, as vast
and billowy as his body. "Take care! She might unwittingly repeat
something you said--and hold on!" He was amazingly light and vigorous on
his feet as he rose and hurried after Lanstron with the quick, short
steps of active adiposity. "She may have seen or heard something.
Ask--ask what is the spirit of the staff, of the soldiers who have
fought? What is the truth about their losses? What--" He broke off at
the door of Lanstron's bedroom. Lanstron had flung aside a bathrobe that
covered a panel door in the closet and already had the receiver in his
hand. "But you know what to ask!" concluded Partow. A flush of
embarrassment crept into the pasty cheeks and a sparkle into his fine
old eyes as he withdrew to acquit himself of being an eavesdropper.
It was Marta's voice and yet not Marta's, this voice that beat in
nervous waves over the wire.
"Lanny--yes, I, Lanny! You were right. Westerling planned to make war
deliberately to satisfy his ambition. He told me so. The first general
attack on the first line of defence is to-night. Westerling says so!"
She had to pause for breath. "And, Lanny, I want to know some position
of the Browns which is weak--not actually weak, maybe, but some position
where the Grays expect terrible resistance and will not find it--where
you will let them in!"
"In the name of--Marta! Marta, what--"
"I am going to fight for the Browns--for my home!"
In the sheer satisfaction of explaining herself to herself, of voicing
her sentiments, she sent the pictures which had wrought the change
moving across the screen before Lanstron's amazed vision. There was no
room for interruption on his part, no question or need of one. The wire
seemed to quiver with the militant tension of her spirit. It was Marta
aflame who was talking at the other end; not aflame for him, but with a
purpose that revealed all the latent strength of her personality and
daring.
"Yes, the only way is to fight for your home," she concluded.
"Otherwise, the world would be to the bully and the heads of saints and
philosophers and teachers would be egg-shells under his bludgeon."
"It seems," said Lanstron, "that this is almost like my own view."
He was sorry before the words were fairly out of his mouth that he had
taken that tack. It was asking her to back down abruptly from her old
principles, which only the weak proselyte will do readily; and she was
not a proselyte at all, to her conception.
"No, no!" She etched her reply into his mind with acid, "My profession
is peace; it is not war. I am caught with my back to the wall. If the
Browns lose, the Gray flag floats over my home. As Westerling says,
everybody must take orders from the Grays then. Oh, the mockery of his
repairing the damage done to our house and grounds! Let him repair the
damage done to fathers and mothers by bringing their sons sacrificed to
the ambition for conquest back to life! Oh, I got the whole of him
reflected in the mirror of himself this afternoon when he was
comfortably taking tea, and in no danger, and sending men to death!"
There Lanstron winced over a characterization that might apply to him.
He could think of only one thing that would ever heal the wound. Perhaps
the chance for it would come some day.
"Yes," she went on, "sitting there so comfortably and serenely and
deciding that a man who was ready to die for his convictions must be
shot for cowardice! My views are like Hugo Mallin's and my back is
against the wall. But to the work, Lanny! I have a half-hour in which to
make up my mind"--she laughed curiously as she repeated the phrase--"in
which to make up my mind." Briefly she recounted what about: "I want to
give him positive information of a weak point that can be taken easily."
"But, Marta--Marta--have you considered what a terrible risk--what--" he
protested, the chief of intelligence now submerged in the man.
"No more than for Feller. I sent Feller away and I am taking his place.
How is he? Did he get his guns?"
"Yes, not a battery, but a battalion--a major's command--and the iron
cross, too!"
"Splendid! Oh, I'd like to see him in uniform directing their fire! How
happy he must be! But, are you going to do your part? Are you going to
give me the information?"
"I shall have to ask Partow. It's a pretty big thing."
"Yes--only that is not all my plan, my little plan. After they have
taken the first line of defence--and they will get it, won't they?"
"Yes, we shall yield in the end, yield rather than suffer too great
losses there that will weaken the defence on the main line."
"Then I want to know where it is that you want Westerling to attack on
the main line, so that we can get him to attack there. That--that will
help, won't it?"
"Yes."
"Of course, all the while I shall be getting news from him--when I have
proven my loyalty and have his complete confidence--and I'll telephone
it to you. I am sure I can get something worth while with you to direct
me; don't you think so, Lanny?"
She put the question as simply as if she were asking if she might sew on
a button for him. It had the charm of an intimate fellowship of purpose.
It appeared free of the least realization of the magnitude of her
undertaking. Didn't Mrs. Galland believe that blood would tell? And
hadn't the old premier, her grandfather, said: "You can afford to be
fussed about little things but never about big things"?
"I'll hold the wire, Lanny. Ask Partow!" she concluded. Of the two she
was the steadier.
"Well?" said Partow, looking up at the sound of Lanstron's step. Then he
half raised himself from his chair at sight of a Lanstron with eyes in a
daze of brilliancy; a Lanstron with his maimed hand twitching in an
outstretched gesture; a Lanstron in the dilemma of being at the same
time lover and chief of intelligence. Should he let her make the
sacrifice of everything that he held to be sacred to a woman's delicacy?
Should he not return to the telephone and tell her that he would not
permit her to play such a part? Partow's voice cut in on his
demoralization with the sharpness of a blade.
"Well, what, man, what?" he demanded. He feared that the girl might be
dead. Anything that could upset Lanstron in this fashion struck a chord
of sympathy and apprehension.
Lanstron advanced to the table, pressed his hands on the edge, and, now
master of himself, began an account of Marta's offer. Partow's formless
arms lay inert on the table, his soft, pudgy fingers outspread on the
map and his bulk settled deep in the chair, while his eagle eyes were
seeing through Lanstron, through a mountain range, into the eyes of a
woman and a general on the veranda of an enemy's headquarters. The plan
meant giving, giving in the hope of receiving much in return. Would he
get the return?
"A woman was the ideal one for the task we intrusted to Feller," he
mused, "a gentlewoman, big enough, adroit enough, with her soul in the
work as no paid woman's could be! There seemed no such one in the
world!"
"But to let her do it!" gasped Lanstron.
"It is her suggestion, not yours? She offers herself? She wants no
persuasion?" Partow asked sharply.
"Entirely her suggestion," said Lanstron. "She offers herself for her
country--for the cause for which our soldiers will give their lives by
the thousands. It is a time of sacrifice."
Partow raised his arms. They were not formless as he brought them down
with sledge-hammer force to the table.
"Your tendon of Achilles? My boy, she is your sword-arm!" His sturdy
forefinger ran along the line of frontier under his eye with little
staccato leaps. "Eh?" he chuckled significantly, finger poised.
"Let them up the Bordir road and on to redoubts 36 and 37, you mean?"
asked Lanstron.
"You have it! The position looks important, but so well do we command it
that it is not really vital. Yes, the Bordir road is her bait for
Westerling!" Partow waved his hand as if the affair were settled.
"But," interjected Lanstron, "we have also to decide on the point of the
main defence which she is to make Westerling think is weak."
"Hm-m!" grumbled Partow. "That is not necessary to start with. We can
give that to her later over the telephone, can't we, eh?"
"She asked for it now."
"Why?" demanded Partow with one of his shrewd, piercing looks.
"She did not say, but I can guess," explained Lanstron. "She must put
all her cards on the table; she must tell Westerling all she knows at
once. If she tells him piecemeal it might lead to the supposition that
she still had some means of communication with the Browns."
"Of course, of course!" Partow spatted the flat of his hand resoundingly
on the map. "As I decided the first time I met her, she has a head, and
when a woman has a head for that sort of thing there is no beating her.
Well--" he was looking straight into Lanstron's eyes, "well, I think we
know the point where we could draw them in on the main line, eh?"
"Up the apron of the approach from the Engadir valley. We yield the
advance redoubts on either side."
"Meanwhile, we have massed heavily behind the redoubt. We retake the
advance redoubts in a counter-attack and--" Partow brought his fist into
his palm with a smack.
"Yes, if we could do that! If we could get them to expend their attack
there!" put in Lanstron very excitedly for him.
"We must! She shall help!" Partow was on his feet. He had reached across
the table and seized Lanstron's shoulders in a powerful if flesh-padded
grip. Then he turned Lanstron around toward the door of his bedroom and
gave him a mighty slap of affection. "My boy, the brightest hope of
victory we have is holding the wire for you. Tell her that a bearded old
behemoth, who can kneel as gracefully as a rheumatic rhinoceros, is on
both knees at her feet, kissing her hands and trying his best, in the
name of mercy, to keep from breaking into verse of his own composition."
Back at the telephone, Lanstron, in the fervor of the cheer and the
enthusiasm that had transported his chief, gave Marta Partow's message.
"You, Marta, are our brightest hope of victory!"
"Yes?" The monosyllable was detached, dismal, labored. "A woman can be
that!" she exclaimed in an uncertain tone, which grew into the
distraction of clipped words and broken sentences. "A woman
play-acting--a woman acting the most revolting hypocrisy--influences
the issue between two nations! Her deceit deals in the lives of sons
precious to fathers and mothers, the fate of frontiers, of institutions!
Think of it! Think of machines costing countless millions--machines of
flesh and blood, with their destinies shaped by one little bit of lying
information! Think of the folly of any civilization that stakes its
triumphs on such a gamble! Am I not right? Isn't it true? Isn't it?"
"Yes, yes, Marta! But--I--" If she were weakening it was not his place
to try to strengthen her purpose.
"I was thinking, only thinking!" she murmured reflectively. "That's not
the thing now!" she added with sudden force. "Partow gave you the
positions?"
He described the Bordir position. She repeated the description after him
with a stoical matter-of-factness to make sure that she had it
correctly.
"I must actually know in order to be convincing," she said. "Now that of
the main line."
He did not include in the description of Engadir any reference to the
Browns' plan of a crushing counter-attack. But as she was repeating
this, her calm tone broke into an outcry of horror, as the nature of
what he was inadvertently concealing flashed into her mind. She was
seeing another picture of imagination, with all the hideous detail of
realism drawn from her week's experiences.
"That column of Grays will go forward cheering with victory, led on,
tricked on--and then they will find themselves in a shambles. No going
forward, no going back through the cross-fire! Is that it?"
"Yes, something like that, though not exactly a cross-fire--not unless
the enemy has poorer generals than we think."
"But that will be the object and the effect--wholesale slaughter?"
"Yes!" assented Lanstron honestly.
"And a woman whose greatest happiness and pride was in teaching the
righteousness and the beauty of peace to children--her lie will send
them to death!" she moaned. "I shall be a party to murder!"
"No more than Westerling! No more than any general! No--" But he paused
in his argument. Conviction must come to her from within, not from
without. He stood graven and wordless, while she was tortured in the
hell of her mind's creation.
She was hearing the cry in the night of the Gray soldier who had fallen
from the dirigible in the first day's fighting; the agonized groans of
the men under the wall of the terrace when the hand-grenades spattered
human flesh as if it were jelly. But there was Dellarme smiling; there
was Hugo Mallin saying that he would fight for his own home; there was
Stransky, who had thrown the hand-grenade, bringing in an exhausted old
man on his back from under fire; there was Feller as he rallied
Dellarme's men; and--and there was Lanny waiting at the other end of the
wire--and a burglar should not take her home.
"Men must have the courage of their convictions!" Hugo had said. Hers
were all for peace. But there was not peace. There could not be peace
until the war demon had had his fill of killing and one side had to cry
for mercy. Which side should that be? That was the only question.
"It will the sooner end fighting, won't it, Lanny?" she asked in a
small, tense voice.
"Yes."
"And the only real end that means real peace is to prove that the weak
can hold back the strong from their threshold?"
"Yes."
Even now Westerling might be on the veranda, perhaps waiting for news
that would enable him to crush the weak; to prove that the law of five
pounds of human flesh against three, and five bayonets against three, is
the law of civilization.
"Yes, yes, yes!" The constriction was gone from her throat; there was a
drum-beat in her soul. "Depend on me, Lanny!" It was Feller's favorite
phrase spoken by the one who was to take his place. "Yes, I'm ready to
make any sacrifice now. For what am I? What is one woman compared to
such a purpose? I don't care what is said of me or what becomes of me if
we can win! Good-by, Lanny, till I call you up again! And God with us!"
"God with us!" as Partow had said, over and over The saying had come to
be repeated by hard-headed, agnostic staff-officers, who believed that
the deity had no relation to the efficiency of gun-fire. The Brown
infantrymen even were beginning to mutter it in the midst of action.