SHE CHANGES HER MIND

The indefatigable captain of engineers had turned spectator. With

high-power binoculars glued to his eyes, he was watching to see if the

faint brown line of Dellarme's men were going to hold or break. If it

held, he might have hours in which to complete his task; if it broke, he

had only minutes.

Marta came up the terrace path from the chrysanthemum bed in time to

watch the shroud of shrapnel smoke billowing over the knoll, to

visualise another scene in place of the collision of the squadrons, and

to note the captain's exultation over Fracasse's repulse.

"How we must have punished them!" he exclaimed to his lieutenant. "How

we must have mowed them down! Lanstron certainly knew what he was

doing."

"You mean that he knew how we should mow them down?" asked Marta.

Not until she spoke did he realize that she was standing near him.

"Why, naturally! If we hadn't mowed them down his plan would have

failed. Mowing them down was the only way to hold them back," he said;

and seeing her horror made haste to add: "Miss Galland, now you know

what a ghastly business war is. It will be worse here than there."

"Yes," she said blankly. Her colorless cheeks, her drooping underlip

convinced him that now, with a little show of masculine authority, he

would gain his point.

"You and your mother must go!" he said firmly.

This was the very thing to whip her thoughts back from the knoll. He

was thunderstruck at the transformation: hot color in her cheeks, eyes

aflame, lips curving around a whirlwind of words.

"You name the very reason why I wish to stay. Why do you want to save

the women? Why shouldn't they bear their share? Why don't you want them

to see men mowed down? Is it because you are ashamed of your profession?

Why, I ask?"

The problem of dealing with an angry woman breaking a shell fire of

questions over his head had not been ready-solved in the captain's

curriculum like other professional problems, nor was it mentioned in the

official instructions about the defences of the Galland house. He aimed

to smile soothingly in the helplessness of man in presence of feminine

fury.

"It is an old custom," he was saying, but she had turned away.

"Picking flowers! What mockery! Lanny's plan--mow them down! mow them

down! mow them down!" she went on, more to herself than to him, as she

dropped the chrysanthemums on the veranda table.

In a fire of resolution she hastened back down the terrace steps. The

Grays and the Browns were fighting in their way for their causes; she

must fight in her way for hers. Stopping before Feller, she seemed

taller than her usual self and quivering with impatience.

"Have you connected the wire to the telephone yet?" she asked abruptly.

"No, not yet," he answered.

"Then please come with me to the tower!"

Whatever his fears, he held them within the serene bounds of the

gardener's personality, while his covert glimpse of her warned him

against the mistake of trying to dam the current of a passion running so

strong.

"Certainly, Miss Galland," he said agreeably, quite as if there were

nothing unusual in her attitude. No word passed between them as he kept

pace with her rapid gait along the path, but out of the corner of his

eye he surveyed in measuring admiration and curiosity the straight line

of nose and forehead under its heavy crown of hair, with a few detached

and riotous tendrils.

"Bring a lantern!" she said, as they entered his sitting-room, in a way

that left no excuse for refusal.

When he had brought the lantern she took it from his hand and led the

way into the tunnel.

"Please make the connection so that I can speak to Lanny!" she

instructed him after she had pressed the button and the panel door of

the telephone recess flew open.

For an instant he hesitated; then curiosity and the unremitting

authority of her tone had their way. He dropped to his knees, ran his

fingers into an aperture between two stones and made a jointure of two

wire ends.

"All ready!" he said, and eagerly. What a delightfully spirited rage she

was in! And what the devil was she going to do, anyway?

As she took the receiver from the hook she heard an electric bell at the

other end of the line, but no "Hello!"

"The bell means that Lanny will be called if he is there. No one except

him is to talk over this telephone," Feller explained softly.

Marta waited for some time before she heard a familiar, calm voice, with

a faint echo of irritation over being interrupted in the midst of

pressing duties.

"Well, Gustave, old boy, it can't be that you are in touch with

Westerling yet?"

"It is I--Marta!" and she came abruptly to the flaming interrogation

that had brought her there. "I want to ask a question. I want a clear

answer--I want everything clear! If Feller's plan succeeds it means that

you will know where the Grays are going to attack?"

"Yes; why, yes, Marta!"

"So that you can mow them down?"

"That is one way of putting it--yes."

"If I keep your secret--if I let the telephone remain, I am an

accomplice! I shall not be that--not to any kind of murder! I shall not

let the telephone remain!"

"As you will, Marta," he replied. "But anything that leads to victory

means less slaughter in the end. For we have tested our army well enough

to know that only when it is decimated will it ever retreat from its

main line of defence."

"The old argument!" she answered bitterly.

"As you will, Marta! Only, Marta--I plead with you--please, please leave

the house!" he begged passionately.

Again that request, which was acid to the raw spot of her anger! Again

that assumption that she must desert her own home because uninvited

guests would make it the theatre of their quarrel! How clear and

unassailable her reply in the purview of her distraught logic!

"Why particularly care for one life when you deal in lives by the

wholesale?" she demanded. "Why think of my life when you are taking

other lives every minute?"

"Because I am human, not just a machine! Because yours is the one life

of all to me--because I love you!" Feller, getting only one side of the

talk, cautiously watching her as he held up the lantern to throw her

face more clearly in relief, saw her start and caught the sound of a

quick indrawing of breath between her lips, while something electric

quivered through her frame. Then, as one who has twinged from a

pin-prick of distraction which she will not permit to waive her from a

white-heat purpose, she exclaimed, in rapid, stabbing, desperate

sentences:

"That! That now! After what I said to you a week ago! That in the midst

of your mowing! No, no, no!" She drove the receiver down on the hook and

blazed out to Feller: "Now you will tear out the 'phone'"

He steadied himself against the wall, covering his face with his hands,

and for the first time in her life she heard a man sob.

"My one chance--my last chance--gone!" he said brokenly. "The chance

for me to redeem myself, so that I might again look at the flag without

shame, taken from me in the name of mercy, when, by helping to bring

victory and shorten the war, I might have saved thousands of lives!" he

proceeded dismally.

"The old argument! Lanny has just used it!" said Marta. But coming from

a man sobbing it sounded differently. His hands fell away from his face

as if they were a dead weight. She saw him a wreck of a human being with

only his eyes alive, regarding her in harrowing wonder and reproach.

"When I was a gardener eating at the kitchen table, playing the part of

a spy--I who was honor man at the military school--I who had a

conscience that sent me back from the free life on the plains to try to

atone--when I hoped to do this thing in order to prove that I was fit to

die if not to live----"

He was as a man pitting his last grain of strength against overwhelming

odds. There were long, poignant pauses between his sentences as he

seemed to strive for coherence.

"--in order to prove it for my country, for Lanny, and for you who have

been so kind to me!" he concluded, another dry sob shaking him.

His chin dropped to his breast. Even the spark in his eyes flickered

out. In the feeble lantern light that deepened the shadows of his face

he was indescribably pitiful. She could not look away from him. There

was something infectious about his misery that compelled her to feel

with his nerves.

"Please," he pleaded faintly--"please leave me to myself. I will tear

out the telephone--trust me--only I wish to be alone. I am uncertain--I

see only dark!"

He sank lower against the wall, his head fell forward, though not so far

but he could see her from under his eyebrows. She started as she had at

the telephone, her breath came in the same sweep between her lips, and

he looked for a passionate refusal; but it did not come. She seemed in

some spell of recollection or projection of thought. A lustrous veil was

over her eyes. She was not looking at him or at anything in the range of

her vision. She shuddered and abruptly seized her left wrist with her

right hand, as Lanstron had in the arbor, which had brought her cry of

"I'm hurting you!" In this inscrutable attitude she was silent for a

time.

"Let it remain--it means so much to you!" she said wildly, and hurried

past him still clasping her wrist.

He stared into the darkness that closed around her. With the last sound

of her footsteps he became another Gustave Feller, who, all mercurial

vivacity, clucked his tongue against the roof of his mouth with a "La,

la, la!" as his hand shot out for the receiver. There it paused, and

still another idea animated still another Gustave Feller.

"Why not tear out the telephone--why not?" he mused. "Why didn't I agree

to her plan? Why can't I ever carry more than one thing in mind at once?

I forgot that we were at war. I forget that I am already at the front. I

have skill! God knows, I ought to have courage! Volunteers who have both

are always welcome in war. Any number of gunners will be killed! When an

artillery colonel saw what I could do he would take me on without

further questioning. Then I should not be a spy, shuffling and whining,

but bang-bang-bang on the target!"

In imagination he now had a gun. His hand made a movement of

manipulation, head bent, eye sighting.

"How do you like that? You will like this one less! And here's

another--but, no, no!" He dropped against the wall again; he drove his

nails into his palms in a sort of castigation. "I am the same as a

soldier now--a soldier assigned to a definite duty for my flag. I should

break my word of honor--a soldier's word of honor! No, not that again!"

He snatched down the receiver to make sure that temptation did not

reappear in too luring a guise, and still another Gustave Feller was in

the ascendant.

"Didn't I say to trust it to me, Lanny?" he called merrily. "Miss

Galland consents!"

"She does? Good! Good for you, Gustave!"

"Her second thought," Feller rejoined. "And, Lanny," he proceeded in

boyish enthusiasm, using a slang word of military school days, "it was

bulludgeous the way we brought down their planes and dirigibles! How I

ache to be in it when the guns are so busy! With batteries back of the

house and an automatic in the yard, things seem very homelike. I--"

"Gustave," interrupted Lanstron, "we all have our weaknesses, and

perhaps yours is to play a part. So keep away from the fight and don't

think of the guns!"

"I will, I swear!" Feller answered fervently. "One thought, one duty!

I'll 'phone you when the house is taken, and if you don't hear from me

again, why, you'll know the plan has failed and I'm a prisoner. But,

trust me, Lanny! Trust me--for my flag and my country against the

invader!"

"Against the invader--that justifies all! And get Miss Galland out of

it. You seem to have influence with her. Get her out of it!"

"Trust me!"

"Bless you, and God with you!"

"One thought, one duty!" repeated Feller with the devoutness of a monk

trying to forget everything except his aves as he started toward the

stairway. "I wonder if we still hold the knoll!" he mused, extinguishing

the lantern. "We do! we do!" he cried when he was in the doorway. "Oh,

this is life!" he added after a deep-drawn breath, watching the little

clouds of shrapnel smoke here and there along the base of the range.

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