MR. SERJEANT STILLINGFAR.
Gloucester Place, Portman Square. In one of its handsome houses--as
they are considered to be by persons of moderate desires--dwelt its
owner, Major Carlen. Major Carlen was a man of the world; a man of
fashion. When the house had fallen to him some years before by the
will of a relative, with a substantial sum of money to keep it up, he
professed to despise the house to his brother-officers and other
acquaintances of the great world. He would have preferred a house in
Belgrave Square, or in Grosvenor Place, or in Park Lane. Major Carlen
was accustomed to speak largely; it was his way.
Since then, he had retired from the army, and was master of himself,
his time and his amusements. Major Carlen was fond of clubs, fond of
card-playing, fond of dinners; fond, indeed, of whatever constitutes
fast life. His house in Gloucester Place was handsomely furnished,
replete with comfort, and possessed every reasonable requisite for
social happiness--even to a wife. And Major Carlen's wife was Jessy,
once Mrs. Strange, once Mrs. Heriot.
It is quite a problem why some women cannot marry at all, try to do so
as they may, whilst others become wives three and four times over, and
without much seeking of their own. Mrs. Heriot (to give her her first
name) was one of these. In very little more than a year after her
first husband died, she married her second; in not any more than a
year after her second husband's death, she married her third. Major
Carlen must have been captivated by her pretty face and purring
manner; whilst she fell prone at the feet of the man of fashion, and
perhaps a very little at the prospect of being mistress of the house
in Gloucester Place. Anyway, the why and the wherefore lay between
themselves. Mrs. Strange became Mrs. Carlen.
Reading over thus far, it has struck me that you may reasonably think
the story is to consist chiefly of marrying and dying; for there has
been an undue proportion of both events. Not so: as you will find as
you go on. Our ancestors do marry and die, you know: and these first
three chapters are only a prologue to the story which has to come.
* * * * *
Christmas has come round again. Not the Christmas following that which
ended so disastrously for us at White Littleham Rectory, but one five
years later. For the stream of time flows on its course, and boys and
girls grow insensibly towards men and women.
It had been a green Christmas this year. We were now some days past
it. The air was mild, the skies were blue and genial. Newspapers told
of violets and other flowers growing in nooks, sheltered and
unsheltered. Mrs. Carlen, seated by a well-spread table, half dinner,
half tea, in the dining-room at Gloucester Place, declared that the
fire made the room too warm. I was reading. Blanche, a very fair and
pretty girl, now ten years old, sat on a stool on the hearthrug, her
light curls tied back with blue ribbons, her hands lying idly on the
lap of her short silk frock. We were awaiting an arrival.
"Listen, Charles!" cried mamma--as I called her still. "I do think a
cab is stopping."
I put down my book, and Blanche threw back her head and her blue
ribbons in expectation. But the cab went on.
"It is just like Tom!" smiled Mrs. Carlen. "Nothing ever put him out
as it does other people. He gives us one hour and means another. He
_said_ seven o'clock, so we may expect him at ten. I do wish he could
have obtained leave for Christmas Day!"
Major Carlen did not like children, boys especially: yet Tom Heriot
and I had been allowed to spend our holidays at his house, summer and
winter. Mrs. Carlen stood partly in the light of a mother to us both;
and I expect our guardians paid substantially for the privilege. Tom
was now nearly eighteen, and had had a commission given him in a crack
regiment; partly, it was said, through the interest of Major Carlen. I
was between fifteen and sixteen.
"I'm sure you children must be famishing," cried Mrs. Carlen. "It
wants five minutes to eight. If Tom is not here as the clock strikes,
we will begin tea."
The silvery bell had told its eight strokes and was dying away, when a
cab dashing past the door suddenly pulled up. No mistake this time. We
heard Tom's voice abusing the driver--or, as he called it, "pitching
into him"--for not looking at the numbers.
What a fine, handsome young fellow he had grown! And how joyously he
met us all; folding mother, brother and sister in one eager embrace.
Tom Heriot was careless and thoughtless as it was possible for anyone
to be, but he had a warm and affectionate heart. When trouble, and
something worse, fell upon him later, and he became a town's talk,
people called him bad-hearted amongst other reproaches; but they were
mistaken.
"Why, Charley, how you have shot up!" he cried gaily. "You'll soon
overtake me."
I shook my head. "While I am growing, Tom, you will be growing also."
"What was it you said in your last letter?" he went on, as we began
tea. "That you were going to leave school?"
"Well, I fancy so, Tom. Uncle Stillingfar gave notice at Michaelmas."
"Thinks you know enough, eh, lad?"
I could not say much about that. That I was unusually well educated
for my years there could be no doubt about, especially in the classics
and French. My father had laid a good foundation to begin with, and
the school chosen for me was a first-rate one. The French resident
master had taken a liking to me, and had me much with him. Once during
the midsummer holidays he had taken me to stay with his people in
France: to Abbeville, with its interesting old church and
market-place, its quaint costumes and uncomfortable inns. Altogether,
I spoke and wrote French almost as well as he did.
"What are they going to make of you, Charley? Is it as old Stillingfar
pleases?"
"I think so. I dare say they'll put me to the law."
"Unfortunate martyr! I'd rather command a pirate-boat on the high seas
than stew my brains over dry law-books and musty parchments!"
"Tastes differ," struck in Miss Blanche. "And you are not going to sea
at all, Tom."
"Tastes do differ," smiled Mrs. Carlen. "I should think it much nicer
to harangue judges and law-courts in a silk gown and wig, Tom, than
to put on a red coat and go out to be shot at."
"Hark at the mamsie!" cried Tom, laughing. "Charley, give me some more
tongue. Where's the Major to-night?"
The Major was dining out. Tom and I were always best pleased when he
did dine out. A pompous, boasting sort of man, I did not like him at
all. As Tom put it, we would at any time rather have his room than his
company.
The days I am writing of are not these days. Boys left school earlier
then than they do now. I suppose education was not so comprehensive as
it is now made: but it served us. It was quite a usual thing to place
a lad out in the world at fourteen or fifteen, whether to a profession
or a trade. Therefore little surprise was caused at home by notice
having been given of my removal from school.
At breakfast, next morning, Tom began laying out plans for the day.
"I'll take you to this thing, Charley, and I'll take you to that."
Major Carlen sat in his usual place at the foot of the table, facing
his wife. An imposing-looking man, tall, thin and angular, who must
formerly have been handsome. He had a large nose with a curious twist
in it; white teeth, which he showed very much; light gray eyes that
stared at you, and hair and whiskers of so brilliant a black that a
suspicious person might have said they were dyed.
"I thought of taking you boys out myself this afternoon," spoke the
Major. "To see that horsemanship which is exhibiting. I hear it's very
good. Would you like to go?"
"Oh, and me too!" struck in Blanche. "Take me, papa."
"No," answered the Major, after reflection. "I don't consider it a fit
place for little girls. Would you boys like to go?" he asked.
We said we should like it; said it in a sort of surprise, for it was
almost the first time he had ever offered to take us anywhere.
"Charles cannot go," hastily interrupted Mrs. Carlen, who had at
length opened a letter which had been lying beside her plate. "This is
from Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar, Charley. He asks me to send you to his
chambers this afternoon. You are to be there at three o'clock."
"Just like old Stillingfar!" cried Tom resentfully. Considering that
he did not know much of Serjeant Stillingfar and had very little
experience of his ways, the reproach was gratuitous.
Major Carlen laughed at it. "We must put off the horsemanship to
another day," said he. "It will come to the same thing. I will take
you out somewhere instead, Blanchie."
Taking an omnibus in Oxford Street, when lunch was over, I went down
to Holborn, and thence to Lincoln's Inn. The reader may hardly believe
that I had never been to my uncle's chambers before, though I had
sometimes been to his house. He seemed to have kept me at a distance.
His rooms were on the first floor. On the outer door I read "Mr.
Serjeant Stillingfar."
"Come in," cried out a voice, in answer to my knock. And I entered a
narrow little room.
A pert-looking youth with a quantity of long, light curly hair and an
eye-glass, and not much older than myself, sat on a stool at a desk,
beside an unoccupied chair. He eyed me from head to foot. I wore an
Eton jacket and turn-down collar; he wore a "tail" coat, a stand-up
collar, and a stock.
"What do _you_ want?" he demanded.
"I want Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar."
"Not in; not to be seen. You can come another day."
"But I am here by appointment."
The young gentleman caught up his eyeglass, fixed it, and turned it on
me. "I don't think you are expected," said he coolly.
Now, though he had been gifted with a stock of native impudence, and a
very good stock it was at his time of life, I had been gifted with
native modesty. I waited in silence, not knowing what to do. Two or
three chairs stood about. He no doubt would have tried them all in
succession, had it suited him to do so. I did not like to take one of
them.
"Will my uncle be long, do you know?" I asked.
"Who _is_ your uncle?"
"Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar."
He put up his glass again, which had dropped, and stared at me harder
than before. At this juncture an inner door was opened, and a
middle-aged man in a black coat and white neckcloth came through it.
"Are you Mr. Strange?" he inquired, quietly and courteously.
"Yes. My uncle, Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar, wrote to tell me to be here
at three o'clock."
"I know. Will you step in here? The Serjeant is in Court, but will not
be long. As to you, young Mr. Lake, if you persist in exercising your
impudent tongue upon all comers, I shall request the Serjeant to put a
stop to your sitting here at all. How many times have you been told
not to take upon yourself to answer callers, but to refer them to me
when Michael is out?"
"About a hundred and fifty, I suppose, old Jones. Haven't counted
them, though," retorted Mr. Lake.
"Impertinent young rascal!" ejaculated Mr. Jones, as he took me into
the next room, and turned to a little desk that stood in a corner. He
was the Serjeant's confidential clerk, and had been with him for
years. Arthur Lake, beginning to read for the Bar, was allowed by the
Serjeant and his clerk to sit in their chambers of a day, to pick up a
little experience.
"Sit down by the fire, Mr. Strange," said the clerk. "It is a warm
day, though, for the season. I expected the Serjeant in before this.
He will not be long now."
Before I had well taken in the bearings of the room, which was the
Serjeant's own, and larger and better than the other, he came in,
wearing his silk gown and gray wig. He was a little man, growing
elderly now, with a round, smooth, fair face, out of which twinkled
kindly blue eyes. Mr. Jones got up from his desk at once to divest him
of wig and gown, producing at the same time a miniature flaxen wig,
which the Serjeant put upon his head.
"So you have come, Charles!" he said, shaking hands with me as he sat
down in a large elbow-chair. Mr. Jones went out with his arm full of
papers and shut the door upon us.
"Yes, sir," I answered.
"You will be sixteen next May, I believe," he added. He had the
mildest voice and manner imaginable; not at all what might be expected
in a serjeant-at-law, who was supposed to take the Court by storm on
occasion. "And I understand from your late master that in all your
studies you are remarkably well advanced."
"Pretty well, I think, sir," I answered modestly.
"Ay. I am glad to hear you speak of it in a diffident, proper sort of
way. Always be modest, lad; true merit ever is so. It tells, too, in
the long-run. Well, Charles, I think it time that you were placed out
in life."
"Yes, sir."
"Is there any calling that you especially fancy? Any one profession
you would prefer to embrace above another?"
"No, sir; I don't know that there is. I have always had an idea that
it would be the law. I think I should like that."
"Just so," he answered, the faint pink on his smooth cheeks growing
deeper with gratification. "It is what I have always intended you to
enter--provided you had no insuperable objection to it. But I shall
not make a barrister of you, Charles."
"No!" I exclaimed. "What then?"
"An attorney-at-law."
I was too much taken by surprise to answer at once. "Is that--a
gentleman's calling, Uncle Charles?" I at length took courage to ask.
"Ay, that it is, lad," he impressively rejoined. "It's true you've no
chance of the Woolsack or of a judgeship, or even of becoming a
pleader, as I am. If you had a ready-made fortune, Charles, you might
eat your dinners, get called, and risk it. But you have not; and I
will not be the means of condemning the best years of your life to
anxious poverty."
I only looked at him, without speaking. I fancy he must have seen
disappointment in my face.
"Look here, Charles," he resumed, bending forward impressively: "I
will tell you a little of my past experience. My people thought they
were doing a great thing for me when they put me to the Bar. I thought
the same. I was called in due course, and donned my stuff gown and wig
in glory--the glory cast by the glamour of hope. How long my mind
maintained that glamour; how long it was before it began to give
place to doubt; how many years it took to merge doubt into despair, I
cannot tell you. I think something like fifteen or twenty."
"Fifteen or twenty years, Uncle Stillingfar!"
"Not less. I was steady, persevering, sufficiently clever. Yet
practice did not come to me. It is all a lottery. I had no fortune,
lad; no one to help me. I was not clever at writing for the newspapers
and magazines, as many of my fellows were. And for more years than I
care to recall I had a hard struggle for existence. I was engaged to
be married. She was a sweet, patient girl, and we waited until we were
both bordering upon middle age. Ay, Charles, I was forty years old
before practice began to flow in upon me. The long lane had taken a
turning at last. It flew in then with a vengeance--more work than I
could possibly undertake."
"And did you marry the young lady, Uncle Charles?" I asked in the
pause he came to. I had never heard of his having a wife.
"No, child; she was dead. I think she died of waiting."
I drew a long breath, deeply interested.
"There are scores of young fellows starving upon hope now, as I
starved then, Charles. The market is terribly overstocked. For ten
barristers striving to rush into note in my days, you may count twenty
or thirty in these. I will not have you swell the lists. My brother's
grandson shall never, with my consent, waste his best years in
fighting with poverty, waiting for luck that may never come to him."
"I suppose it is a lottery, as you say, sir."
"A lottery where blanks far outweigh the prizes," he assented. "A
lottery into which you shall not enter. No, Charles; you shall be
spared that. As a lawyer, I can make your progress tolerably sure. You
may be a rich man in time if you will, and an honourable one. I have
sounded my old friend, Henry Brightman, and I think he is willing to
take you."
"I am afraid I should not make a good pleader, sir," I acknowledged,
falling in with his views. "I can't speak a bit. We had a
debating-club at school, and in the middle of a speech I always lost
myself."
He nodded, and rose. "You shall not try it, my boy. And that's all for
to-day, Charles. All I wanted was to sound your views before making
arrangements with Brightman."
"Has he a good practice, sir?"
"He has a very large and honourable practice, Charles. He is a good
man and a _gentleman_," concluded the Serjeant emphatically. "All
being well, you may become his partner sometime."
"Am I not to go to Oxford, sir?" I asked wistfully.
"If you particularly wish to do so and circumstances permit it, you
may perhaps keep a few terms when you are out of your articles," he
replied, with hesitation. "We shall see, Charles, when that time
comes."
* * * * *
"What a shame!" exclaimed Mrs. Carlen, when I reached home. "Make you
a lawyer! That he never shall, Charles. I shall not allow it. I will
go down and remonstrate with him."
Major Carlen said it was a shame; said it contemptuously. Tom said it
was a double-shame, and threw a host of hard words upon Mr. Serjeant
Stillingfar. Blanche began to cry. She had been reading that day about
a press-gang, and quite believed my fate would be worse than that of
being pressed.
After breakfast, next morning, we hastened to Lincoln's Inn: I and
Mrs. Carlen, for she kept her word. I should be a barrister or
nothing, she protested. All very fine to say so! She had no power over
me whatever. That lay with Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar and the other
trustee, and he never interfered. If they chose to article me to a
chimneysweep instead of a lawyer, no one could say them nay.
Mr. Jones and young Lake sat side by side at the desk in the first
room when we arrived. Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar was in his own room. He
received us very kindly, shaking hands with Mrs. Carlen, whom he had
seen occasionally. Mrs. Carlen, sitting opposite to him, entered upon
her protest, and was meekly listened to by the Serjeant.
"Better be a successful attorney, madam, than a briefless barrister,"
he observed, when she finished.
"All barristers are not briefless," said Mrs. Carlen.
"A great many of them are," he answered. "Some of them never make
their mark at all; they live and die struggling men." And, leaning
forward in his chair--as he had leaned towards me yesterday--he
repeated a good deal that he had then said of his own history; his
long-continued poverty, and his despairing struggles. Mrs. Carlen's
heart melted.
"Yes, I know. It is very sad, dear Mr. Serjeant, and I am sure your
experience is only that of many others," she sighed. "But, if I
understand the matter rightly, the chief trouble of these young
barristers is their poverty. Had they means to live, they could wait
patiently and comfortably until success came to them."
"Of course," he assented. "It is the want of private means that makes
the uphill path so hard."
"Charles has his three hundred a year."
The faint pink in his cheeks, just the hue of a sea-shell, turned to
crimson. I was sitting beyond the table, and saw it. He glanced across
at me.
"It will take more money to make Charles a lawyer and to ensure him a
footing afterwards in a good house than it would to get him called to
the Bar," he said with a smile.
"Yes--perhaps so. But that is not quite the argument, Mr. Serjeant,"
said my stepmother. "Any young man who has three hundred a year may
manage to live upon it."
"It is to be hoped so. I know I should have thought three hundred a
year a perfect gold-mine."
"Then you see Charles need not starve while waiting for briefs to come
in to him. Do you _not_ see that, Mr. Serjeant?"
"I see it very clearly," he mildly said. "Had Charles his three
hundred a year to fall back upon, he might have gone to the Bar had he
liked, and risked the future."
"But he has it," Mrs. Carlen rejoined, surprise in her tone.
"No, madam, he has it not. Nor two hundred a year, nor one hundred."
They silently looked at one another for a full minute. Mrs. Carlen
evidently could not understand his meaning. I am sure I did not.
"Charles's money, I am sorry to say, is lost," he continued.
"Lost! Since when?"
"Since the bank-panic that we had nearly two years ago."
Mrs. Carlen collapsed. "Oh, dear!" she breathed. "Did you--pray
forgive the question, Mr. Serjeant--did you lose it? Or--or--the other
trustee?"
He shook his head. "No, no. We neither lost it, nor are we responsible
for the loss. Charles's grandfather, my brother, invested the money,
six thousand pounds, in bank debentures to bring in five per cent. He
settled the money upon his daughter, Lucy, and upon her children after
her, making myself and our old friend, George Wickham, trustees. In
the panic of two years ago this bank _went_; its shares and its
debentures became all but worthless."
"Is the money all gone? quite gone?" gasped Mrs. Carlen. "Will it
never be recovered?"
"The debentures are Charles's still, but they are for the present
almost worthless," he replied. "The bank went on again, and if it can
recover itself and regain prosperity, Charles in the end may not
greatly suffer. He may regain his money, or part of it. But it will
not be yet awhile. The unused portion of the income had been sunk,
year by year, in further debentures, in accordance with the directions
of the will. All went."
"But--someone must have paid for Charles all this time--two whole
years!" she reiterated, in vexed surprise.
"Yes! it has been managed," he gently said.
"I think you must have paid for him yourself," spoke Mrs. Carlen with
impulse. "I think it is you who are intending to pay the premium to
Mr. Brightman, and to provide for his future expenses? You are a good
man, Mr. Serjeant Stillingfar!"
His face broke into a smile: the rare sweet smile which so seldom
crossed it. "I am only lending it to him. Charley will repay me when
he is a rich man. But you see now, Mrs. Carlen, why a certainty will
be better for him than an uncertainty."
We saw it all too clearly, and there was no more remonstrance to be
made. Mrs. Carlen rose to leave, just as Mr. Jones came bustling into
the room.
"Time is up, sir," he said to his master. "The Court will be waiting."
"Ah, so: is it? Good-morning, madam," he added, politely dismissing
her. "I shall send for you here again in a day or two, Charles."
"Thank you for what you are doing for me, Uncle Charles," I whispered.
"It is very kind of you."
He laid his hand upon my shoulder affectionately, keeping it there for
a few seconds. And as we went out, the last glimpse I had was of his
kind, gentle face, and Mr. Jones standing ready to assist him on with
his wig and gown.
And we went back to Gloucester Place aware that my destiny in life was
settled.