CHAPTER XV.

[Illustration: MR. TUBBS AND STEENIE.]

Mr. Tubbs sat with his spectacles in place, his Bible on his knee;

and Steenie, peering in at the kitchen-door and seeing it otherwise

deserted, would speedily have retreated, had she been allowed. But an

outrageous groan from Resolved arrested her flight, and awoke her ready

sympathy.

“Is it so bad, poor dear? Is it worser ’n usual?”

“Oh! Ah-h-h!” That sigh appeared to have arisen in the sigher’s very

feet, it was so long drawn out and so unutterably doleful. “To think

I’d a lived ter see this day! Man an’ boy, forty odd years, have I been

uset ter settin’ beside this very fire an’ a peroosin’ o’ Scripters by

this very winder; an’ now--My-soul-I-declare,--life ain’t wuth livin’!”

“Oh, pooh! You only feel hypoey, Mary Jane says. Try an’ not think

’bout troubles so much, please. An’ I do think, like she does, ’at it’s

the queerest thing your hypoey comes whenever they’s such a lot to do,

isn’t it? I know you can’t help it, an’ it must make you feel dreadful

bad not to be able to help more; but do try an’ not mind it, there’s a

dear!”

“I’ll try; but I ain’t the man I uset ter was. I’ve got the neuraligy

in my head, an’ the dyspepsy in my stummick, an’ the lumbago in my

back, an’ I ain’t a good deal well. You know it, don’t ye, Steenie?

Ye’re sorry fer the old man, ain’t ye?”

“Why, ye-es. But I’m lots sorrier for all the rest of the folks. My

father says it’s a’most more than Grandmother can bear, this leaving

her old home; but _she_ doesn’t go ‘Oh!’ and ‘Ah-h!’ over it. She just

shuts her lips tight, an’ goes hard to work; an’ I guess that’s what

you’d better do, dear Mr. Tubbs. It seems to help her, an’ maybe it

will you. Why, she’s packed every one o’ her ‘precious books,’ all her

own self, without nobody touching to help her; an’ Mary Jane says it’s

the best thing she could have done.”

“Some folks hain’t no fine feelin’s, Steenie. Mary Jane hain’t,--I

grieve ter say it.”

“What makes you, then?”

“Because--be-cause, I tell ye! Here they ain’t nobody payin’ no

’tention ter me; ner thinkin’ o’ my--’motions, a tearin’ myself up by

the ruts, this ’ere way; an’ jest a goin’ on as if this break-up wasn’t

nothin’.”

“Well. ’Xcuse me, but I don’t see as it is to--you. ’Cause it wasn’t

your house, see? An’ the little new one is cuter than cute! It’s as

cunning as a doll-house. An’ Mary Jane says, ‘Make the best on ’t,

honey, an’ thank the Lord it’s in a decent neighborhood!’ An’ I’m going

to do it. Mary Jane Tubbs is a real Christian, my father says.”

“Yer ‘father says’--‘father says’--tacked onter the end o’ every verse!

Yer father don’t know ever’thing!”

“He does, too, Resolved Tubbs!--Mister, I mean. Everybody says ’at

he’s the best man in the world! He can’t see a single thing, yet he’s

going to work an’ try an’ write down, all in the dark, all ’at he knows

’bout managing a great rancho; an’ Judge Courtenay says ’at he’ll get

it copied out ‘fair an’ square,’ an’ then printed; an’ the world’ll

have to see that it takes ‘more ’n blindness to kill a brave man,’--so

there! And he doesn’t groan, either. Since he’s thought ’bout this

book business he’s just as jolly as he used to be, an’ never lets

Grandmother nor me nor anybody see if he feels bad--not once! S’posin’

he got the hypo, too! Wouldn’t Grandmother an’ Mary Jane an’ me have a

terr’ble time, then?”

“Hm-m. I don’t see where Mary Jane’s sech a great Christian!

My-soul-I-declare! I hain’t seen her tetch her Bible once sence we

begun ter tear up.”

“That’s it! That’s just it! My father says ’at she has its teachings

so deep down inside her ’at she can’t forget them, an’ doesn’t

need to read ’em so much. He says her keeping the meals regular

an’ well-cooked, an’ the house sun-shiny an’ clean, an’ herself

good-tempered through all her hard work, has taught him a beautiful

lesson. Think of it! Just Mary Jane teaching my papa! Anyhow, I love

her, an’ I came to bid her good-by. ’Cause I’m off to Rookwood an’

lessons an’ fun, now! Where is she? Do you know?”

“No, ner keer; an’ you’re a ungrateful little girl. Thar I sot, all

yisterday arternoon, a crackin’ butternuts an’ pickin’ the meats fer

ye--an’ ye never! Well, well; it’s a hard kind o’ world.”

“_Puss-ley!_ Do shet up, an’ git up an’ take a holt o’ some kind o’

job, brother Resolved! You’re enough ter make a critter backslide, a

lookin’ at yer limpsey-lumpsey laziness!”

“Thar! Thar Steenie Calthorp! Ye hear her? That’s yer fine Ch--”

“Please don’t quarrel, dear folks! Don’t! An’ it isn’t so bad, is it?

We’ll all be so cosey an’ cunning in the little new house. Good-by,

Mary Jane. Dear, dear Mary Jane! I love you! You’re so lively an’ kind,

an’ fly-about-y! You make everybody feel so good, dear Mary Jane!

Good-by.”

At the door the child paused; her conscience upbraided her for

manifesting the partiality she could not help feeling, and with a

sudden dash across the room, she caught Mr. Tubbs’s neck in her arms

and gave him a hearty kiss. Then she darted out again, and in a moment

was speeding down the street toward Rookwood, where she still went

every day, but now quite by herself. Tito had for some weeks been

domiciled in Judge Courtenay’s roomy stables, and his little mistress

saw him daily. Almost daily, also, she had a long ride on his back,

so that she scarcely missed him from the High-Street home; and thus

one trouble which had seemed unendurable in prospect became quite the

contrary in reality.

“Because, you see, Mary Jane, they isn’t any nice cunning little barn

to keep him in at the new cottage, so I’m glad after all.”

“Yis, dearie; an’ so you’ll find out, long’s you live. Trouble is a

great hand ter stan’ a ways off an’ make up faces at ye: an’ ye feel’s

if ye couldn’t endure it, no way. But jest you pluck up spunk ever’

time, an’ march straight up ter the old thing, and there,--lo! an’

behold!--she’s a grinnin’ an’ a smilin’ as if she’s the best friend

you’ve got. An’ most the times she is. Folks ’at don’t have no real

trouble ter git along with, don’t gen’ally amount ter shucks. Life

ain’t all catnip; an’ it hain’t meant ter be. An’ ye better, by far,

bear the yoke in yer youth ’an in yer old age.”

“Like Mr. Resolved? He’s bearing it now, isn’t he, in his old age? Is

that what you mean?”

“Not by a jug-full! He ain’t a bearin’--nothin’; he’s squat right down

under it, an’ a lettin’ it squash all the marrer o’ religion out o’ his

poor old bones. Foolish brother Resolved! I’ve be’n a bolsterin’ an’

a highsterin’ him up all my life, an’ I ’spect I’ll have ter continner

on ter the end. No matter; I didn’t have the choosin’ o’ my own trials

er I wouldn’t a chose that kind o’ relations. An’ the good Lord is a

lookin’ out fer poor Mary Jane; so why should she bother ter look out

fer herself?”

Even the sorrow of losing Sutro had taken on a softer aspect when,

after his first night’s absence, Steenie learned from Judge Courtenay

that the old caballero had been at Rookwood just at nightfall, had

remained long enough to “transact some business” with himself, and then

had started on a late train across the continent to Santa Felisa. The

Judge had also given her Sutro’s last loving message:--

“Tell, _mi niña_, that her love has made old Sutro Vives a better man.

That he could not stay to be a burden to anybody; that he’ll be well

and happy in the spot where he was born; and that he goes to make his

last home on his own property of Santa Trinidad. _Caramba!_ He will

rest well, with old Californian soil for his bed, and Californian

sunshine for his blanket. Thou wilt say to her these words, Señor Juez?”

When the gentleman answered warmly: “I will do everything I can for

your ‘Little Lady of the Horse,’ Señor Vives; I will carry out your

instructions to the letter,” Sutro murmured: “Ten thousand thanks, most

generous. _Gracias a Dios!_ I shall see San’ Felis once more!” and

departed.

But all this was sometime past; and as Steenie went now to Rookwood,

the brilliant autumn leaves were beginning to fade on the paths, and

the Michaelmas daisies bloomed thickly by the roadside. She passed

along, a gay, cheerful, loving little maiden, feeling that the world

held but one trouble for her now, and that one so far beyond her power

to remove, that she was trying to “march straight up to it,” and see if

it would smile at her, as Mary Jane had said.

The trouble has probably been foreseen; and Judge Courtenay put it into

words for her as she danced up to the porch where he was pacing, and

swept him a grave, graceful Spanish “courtesy,” that she had learned

“at home” from dark-eyed Suzan´.

“Good-morning, good-morning, Miss Sunbeam! You look as bright as if we

elder people were not worrying our heads off this minute! So when does

the ‘flitting’ occur? The removal from High Street to that miserable

cottage?”

“To-morrow, sir, thank you! An’, please ’xcuse me, but it isn’t

mis’able. It’s as pretty as it can be, I think.”

“And ‘I think’ settles it, eh? Well, well; you ought to thank Heaven

for your temperament! Now if I only had it, I shouldn’t be feeling this

minute angry enough to ‘bite a ten-penny nail in two.’”

Down sat the funny gentleman in the big Plymouth rocker, and opened

his arms to “his other little girl,” who nestled in them quite as

confidently and almost as lovingly as Beatrice would have done. “Why,

sir, whatever can be the matter to make _you_--look cross?”

“I look it, too, do I?--as well as feel it. Hm-m. Thank you. Children,

et cetera,--truth, you know. First reason, please: I’m deserted. My

wife and daughter are busy with all these guests, and I’ve had to

retreat to the schoolroom for a bit of quiet.”

“Never mind. They have to be p’lite, I s’pose. My grandmother

says ’at folks who live in high stations, like you do, owes great

’sponsibilities to s’ciety an’ its demandings.”

“Your grandmother is an oracle! She’s making you one. But draw up that

other chair and hear me grumble; it does me good to express myself to

somebody. My wife says that I cannot keep anything, save clients’

business, to myself. Hm-m. What do you think of that?”

“I s’pose she knows, prob’ly. But am I to have no lessons?”

“No. Not unless you are suffering to rattle off: ‘I have been, thou

hast been or you have been, he has been,’--and all the rest of it.

Seems to me I heard you say, yesterday, that you thought grammar was

not very ‘exciting,’ eh?”

“Oh! no, sir, it isn’t! And if I could have a holiday, maybe Diablo

could have another waltzing lesson, couldn’t he? He’s such a graceful,

teachable horse, I love him!”

“So do I, thanks to your wise interpretation of his character. But

Diablo isn’t in today’s programme. And I’m greatly disturbed, absurdly

disturbed, for such a foolish cause. However, I cannot help it, cannot

throw it off.”

“Can I help it? I wish I could! What is the thing ’at disturbs you?”

“The afternoon’s race.”

“Why--what? I thought everything was all fixed. I hope it isn’t given

up, is it?”

“Not yet. Nor do I like to postpone it; but--There comes John with a

telegram. I hope a favorable one.”

The race referred to was a proposed contest for supremacy to be held at

the “private track” of Rookwood, between the Courtenay horses and those

of neighboring county magnates. As has been said before, that part of

the state was famous for its fine stock; and these millionnaire owners

of world-renowned animals spared no expense in the indulgence of their

equine “hobby,” or the furtherance of their ambition to lead in the

matter of speed and purity of breed.

Steenie had been deeply interested in the preparations, and her heart

beat in sympathy with a distress she had now learned was connected with

the day’s event.

“Pshaw! It’s too bad! Too contemptibly pitiful and mean! I can’t get

the other jockey, either!” exclaimed the Judge, thrusting the yellow

missive behind him, and striding up and down the school-room porch.

Steenie waited but a moment, then she stole to his side, slipped her

warm little hand into his great palm, and made an absurd attempt with

her own shorter limbs to equal the pace of her perplexed friend.

“Hm-m. You good little thing! But even your encouragement can’t help me

now.”

“Would you just as lief tell me what it is? Maybe I could help, maybe.

I’m awful anxious to, ’cause, ’cause--you’re so good to me an’ every

single body. Maybe I can.”

“I wish you could! If you were a boy! Hm-m. No use. Yet it is so trying

to be balked by a little thing like that!”

“Like what, sir?”

“Oh, you persistent little monkey! There--you know I mean that for

a compliment! Come then, sit you down and hear an old simpleton’s

trouble, then laugh at him as you laugh at all annoyance.”

“But not folks. Dear Judge Courtenay, I don’t mean to laugh at folks.”

“You don’t! Listen. You know Lady Trix?”

“Course.”

“You know she’s fast, don’t you?”

“Faster ’n lightning!”

“Pretty near, I declare. Well, you know, also, that boy Tretter who was

going to ride her against Doctor Gerould’s Mordaunt?”

“Yes. Well?”

“Anything but well! That imp has gone and tumbled off a wood-shed roof,

playing circus, and broke his leg.”

“Oh, my! Poor Tretter!”

“Poor Tretter? Poor Courtenay! Lady Trix was never ridden by anybody

else, at any such time as this. He was just right weight, and had a

good head,--or I thought that he had till this performance.”

“But I s’pose he couldn’t help it.”

“Couldn’t help it? What did he get up there for, any way? I’d have

given him a thousand dollars to stay off that roof,--or at least to

postpone the leg-break for another twenty-four hours.”

Steenie gazed at her old friend’s face in astonishment; then her own

countenance flushed. “Oh, I said maybe I could help you, and I can--I

can!”

“What? Do you know any jockey round here, worth a cent? One that Trix

will bear?” asked the other, eagerly.

“No, sir. I ain’t ’quainted with any jockeys in Old Knollsboro; but

_I_--can ride her.”

There was utter silence for an instant, and the horse-fancier’s face

brightened. “You?” Then it sobered again. “Thank you, dearie, but that

wouldn’t answer.”

“Why wouldn’t it? I’m sure I could! And I want you to win; I do, I do!

I’d be so glad! Do let me try?”

“Steenie Calthorp, don’t tempt me; in a case like this my will is

water!”

“But why not? Don’t you know that I could? Haven’t you seen me ride

Diablo bareback,--standing--sitting--every way? And once, before I knew

how ’ticular you were ’bout her, I came dreadful near riding Trixie

myself,--I did, indeed, only Beatrice told me better. But I could.

Mayn’t I?”

“I want to win!”

“I will.”

“How do you know?”

“Try me; please try me! You’ve done things an’ things an’ things--for

me; an’ now--please let me do this wee, wee little thing for you.”

“Wee? It’s a tremendous undertaking.”

“Pouf!” Steenie shrugged her shoulders in one of her little Spanish

fashions, and made a motion of blowing thistle-down from her

fingertips. “Wait till I tell you. Do sit down a minute, please. I can

ride anything. I can ride standing, an’ jumping through rings, an’ over

hurdles, an’ any way a horse can go I can ride. If you’ll let me show

you now,--once this morning,--before everybody much is on the track,

I’ll make you see. Then you’ll say yes, won’t you?”

“Steenie--I’m--I’m wax. But your grandmother--Do with me as you will!”

cried the Judge, comically, but looking very much relieved. “And there

certainly is no harm in your riding Trixie once, now--as you say.”

Within the next half-hour Steenie demonstrated fully her ability to

ride Lady Trix, “anyhow, any shape,” and to that sensitive animal’s

perfect satisfaction, which, in such a case, was far more important

than the satisfaction of her master.

“But, my little girl, what shall we say to the people at home? What

will they think of me as a guardian for their jealously-loved child?”

Steenie sat thoughtful for a moment; then her face cleared. “They’ll

say I ought to do it if I can,--that is, if he was here to know

’bout it my father would say so. He tells me all the time to show my

’preciation of your kindness; an’ how am I going to if you don’t let me

have any chance? The only one way I can do things for you is through

your horses, ’cause I know ’bout ’em. Isn’t it? I’m puffectly sure my

father would say yes.”

The Judge was reasonably certain of that also; but he was not so

positive concerning Madam’s opinion. However, his inclination urged him

so strongly that he at last replied: “Then, my brave, helpful little

girl, hear me. If I let you ride you must take the thousand dollars I

offered. Wait--listen--understand. It is the want of just that paltry

sum which necessitates your grandmother’s leaving her old home; she was

‘short’ just that amount in her indebtedness, or ‘liability,’ after the

farm was sold. To raise this money she is to sell her home. She would

not accept the loan of it, because she saw no way of ever repaying it;

and if your dear father’s writing ever comes to anything, it will be in

the future,--some distance.”

“If you ride and win the race you must consider that you earn the

money fairly; and must take it. Else--no--decidedly--to the whole

proposition.”

Again Steenie considered seriously. Her hesitation was not for herself,

of course, but for that proud old lady whom she so loved and, also,

feared. “If I earned it that way it couldn’t be wrong, could it? To

keep a dear grandmother in ‘the home of her youth.’ My father says what

we do things for, makes the things hono’ble, or dishono’ble. That was

’bout the riding-school. He would have let me, only he didn’t like--You

know. ’Count o’ Grandmother. This won’t be wrong, will it?”

“From my point of view it seems very right, in every way; unless you

are afraid of the horse, or the publicity.”

“What’s that?”

“The people,--the being stared at. Will it make any difference with

your nerves?”

“No! Oh, no! Grandmother says I haven’t any nerves, she guesses. And

I’m not afraid of folks--no more than horses. Why should I be? They’re

awful nice to me. Everybody is.”

“How can they help being? Is it a compact, then?”

“Yes, yes, yes! Oh, what fun! It makes me think of San’ Felis’ an’

my dear ‘boys,’ an’ most of all of darling Bob. He’d be proud of the

Little Un, wouldn’t he? Oh, if he only knew!” She turned from Trixie’s

stall toward the stable door, and looked up at somebody who stood

there, the attendant groom, she had supposed.

“He does, Little Un! Here he is! All the way from Californy to see you

win!”

“Bob! My Bob!”

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