IV

After the launching space-flight was normally a monotonous routine.

The course was charted by automatic navigators and the vast pattern of

interlocking machinery and safety devices was electronically

controlled by robot relays from the pilot master-panel. The chief

function of a trained space-pilot, aside from his services as a

diplomat, was to handle emergency situations for which automatic

responses could not be built into the machinery.

Dirrul, however, could not depend a great deal upon the robot devices.

He had to avoid the well-traveled and well-charted commercial

space-lanes. He had to be constantly on the alert for the telltale

white of a police cruiser. A cargo carrier was the slowest ship in the

universe--Dirrul could outrun nothing, not even a playboy's sport

jalopy, and inspection by the customs police would have been

disastrous.

He followed a roundabout route, keeping as far from inhabited planets

as he could, and he made good time. In ninety-five days he had reached

the mythical border in space, which divided the territory of the

Planetary Union and the Vininese Confederacy.

He was almost at midpoint in the galaxy. On the glazed screen of his

space-map the mirrored pinpricks of sun systems glittered like

microscopic gems scattered over the curve of a gigantic black saucer.

Dirrul had never been so far from Agron. He felt a stifling sense of

insignificance.

The meaning of time as he understood it was somehow overwhelmed by the

immensity of space. Now and yesterday, today and tomorrow, became a

single unity. Dirrul had a new sense of the past in terms of the

present. His mind groped for word symbols that he understood which

could crystalize the shadowy new concept filling his mind.

New understanding seemed to arise from the space-map. Somewhere among

the glowing points of light was the Place of the Beginning, a single

planet called Earth. In the far-distant past Earthmen had made

themselves rational beings. But for centuries thereafter they had made

no further progress, apparently appalled by the audacity of such

presumptive evolution. They had fought through a long primitive period

of violence, erecting system on system and philosophy upon philosophy

to conceal, destroy and wipe out their own biological machinery.

Then out of a final orgy of death and terror the Earthmen had grasped

the meaning and the responsibility of the Rational Potential. They had

understood the reality of being.

Within a century after that they had conquered space. They had found

peoples like themselves occasionally--but more often races that had

followed different biological adaptations to different environments.

Wherever there seemed to be a spark of primitive rationality the

Earthmen had stayed and patiently taught the Rational Potential of

being, which they had learned for themselves only after such

bloodshed.

The galaxy was theirs, in a sense, for it thought in the patterns of

Earthmen, although long ago their direct influence had waned. They

were a legend and an ideal, lost in the vastness of space, yet bound

fast into the cultures of all peoples.

Yet somewhere the Earthmen must have failed, somewhere there must have

been a flaw in their teaching. Fifty years earlier, as the Agronians

measured time, the galaxy had been torn apart by war. The Agronians

had led one group of planets, the Vininese another. Planet after

planet was seared by deadly new weapons--world after world died in the

orange flame of gaudy atomic disintegration. Slowly the power of Vinin

crept across the sky until the Vininese ruled half the galaxy.

Their first defeat had come unexpectedly. Their great space-armada

swung in on Agron, while the people crowded in terror in their flimsy

raid shelters. But the Vininese ships had vanished high in the air.

Not even debris had fallen on the planet.

It was the first use of the Nuclear Beams. Dirrul had been a schoolboy

when the Agronian scientists announced their discovery. He remembered

the exciting thrill of pride, recalled how he and his schoolmates had

dreamed of destroying the Vininese with the new weapon.

He remembered too the galling bitterness he had felt when the

scientists announced that they had made peace instead.

They had had sound reasons, of course. They said the Beams had a

limited value. They could be used only defensively to girdle a single

planet in the stratospheric level of its atmosphere. Elsewhere they

were harmless. To compound the spectacular timidity, the scientists

had given away the secret to all comers, including the Vininese. They

had an argument for that particular idiocy too--if each planet could

protect itself so easily from all external attack its people could

freely decide for themselves their galactic allegiance or maintain

isolated independence.

The Planetary Union had been formed and members of the Vininese

Confederacy invited to join it. Not a people anywhere in the

Confederacy made even tentative exploration of the offer while five

sun systems of the Union later joined the Vininese. That was the fact

that had ultimately prodded Dirrul into joining the Movement.

Later, when he read the pamphlets brought from Vinin, he had clarified

his purposes. On the one hand lay the waste, the confusion, the

uncertainty of Agron. Scientists who talked forever of hypotheses and

were afraid to stand firm for any absolute truths--moralists who

qualified even the simplest standards of right and wrong--philosophers

who glorified a condition of eternal chaos which they called an open

mind.

On the other hand lay the clean efficiency of Vinin. Scientific

certainty, and the progress that stemmed from it--the Space-dragon

instead of the Safe-sweet candy, a clear social organization in which

the individual was directed by established and inflexible principles.

The whole of it was history as Dirrul had learned it, the chronology

of the past. As he looked on the star map of the galaxy, at midpoint

between the two great unions of planets, the meaning of the past began

to change. The chronology fell into a new perspective.

Against the vast expanse of space time twisted into a new

relationship. Time and space began to equate with an exciting

synonymity. History was not the past, dead and numbered--history was

now. All things, all space, all time, were forever fixed at the

instant of now.

In Dirrul's mind a tumult of facts trembled on the verge of a

startling new order--the atomic structure of all energy and the black

saucer of the galaxy. The violent spasms the Earthmen had suffered

before they found the Rational Potential and the devastation of the

Galactic War.

But before he could assess such new values and verbalize the new

generalization the antiquated warning system of his ship twanged

tinnily. On the control panel screen he saw the trim outline of a

white Agronian police ship. A moment later the voice came over the

speaker, ordering him to state his permit registry and his

destination.

Dragged so suddenly back to reality, Dirrul reacted in panic. It was a

routine inquiry. He might have bluffed his way clear. Instead he put

the cargo ship at top speed toward Vinin and watched helplessly while

the patrol cruiser closed relentlessly in.

"Stand for search!" the voice commanded.

When he did nothing the police shot a warning rocket over his bow. A

second shot struck the rear of the cargo ship and tore away a section

of landing gear. Swearing, Dirrul tried to maneuver out of range, and

to a certain extent he was successful. But piloting skill could not

make up for the cumbersome bulk of his unarmed ship. Two more blasts

hit him, collapsing the forward compartment and knocking out one power

tube.

At the point of triumph, however, the police patrol turned away and

left Dirrul limping alone in space. For a moment he was puzzled. In

another ten minutes they could have boarded the cargo carrier and made

him prisoner. But he understood when he glanced again at the star

map--the Agronian police had pursued him far into Vininese territory.

If Vininese patrols had found them there it might have created an

unpleasant intergalactic incident.

Dirrul made a quick survey of the damage. He had only one power tube

intact--beyond that, the cargo carrier was wrecked and he had on board

nothing with which to make repairs. He could move ahead only at

quarter-speed.

Sorgel had put a time limit of one hundred days on the trip to Vinin.

Headquarters had to know by then of the Plan on Agron. Dirrul had five

days left and as the hours ran out he was still grinding slowly toward

the outer atmosphere of Vinin. Quite aware that proper security

demanded the message be delivered in person, Dirrul nonetheless faced

the alternative of losing everything if he waited.

Logically weighing all factors, he concluded he would not be risking

too much, considering the stakes, if he used the teleray. Agron

monitors could pick it up, of course, and no doubt the outpost

stations were instructed to record all messages emanating from within

the territory of Vinin. But Dirrul knew the Air-Command.

They wallowed in the same luxury and comfort enjoyed by the rest of

the Planetary Union. Outposts personnel, so far from the capital,

would be even less likely to take their duties seriously than Dirrul's

own unit.

He tried to make the information enigmatic to the curious and at least

suggestive to the Vininese. He used the landing Wave-code 373. The

small red light on the control panel glowed and he knew he had

established contact. In carefully chosen Vininese he spoke into the

teleray mouthpiece.

"Sorgel requires help for Glenna-Hurd Plan. Exactly fifty days, their

time."

He repeated the message. As an afterthought he gave his own position

and asked for emergency repair assistance. The whole meaning hinged

upon the names of Glenna and Hurd. However, since they had been taken

to Vinin, they should already have outlined the Plan to the Vininese

command. If there were any doubts Headquarters could teleray for

clarification. When his speaker remained silent Dirrul assumed he had

been understood.

He began to feel the pull of Vininese gravity, found himself in

trouble with his ship. He tried to keep the disabled cargo carrier

relatively stationary, so that the Vininese repair ships could locate

him. With only one power tube, however, maneuver was impossible. The

battered ship plunged out of control toward the planet.

For an hour Dirrul fought with all the skill he knew. A thousand feet

above the surface he managed to force the ship to level off

temporarily. He had no time to seek a proper landing area and in any

case his gear had been shot away.

There was a wide flat plain directly below him, in the distance the

towering mass of a large city silhouetted against a range of

mountains. Dirrul headed his ship for the open fields, setting the

safety devices for a crash landing.

He hung around his neck the identification disk Sorgel had given him,

tucking it beneath his tunic. If he were hurt in the landing, a

Vininese might find him, and the disk would indicate that he was

important enough to be taken to the Headquarters Command. If his

teleray hadn't been understood there might still be a chance for him

to make his report in person.

The ship crashed against the hard ground. Dirrul felt a wrenching pain

as the automatic safety arms pinioned him fast to cushion the fall,

before hurling him free of the blazing control room. After that he

lost consciousness.

V

When Dirrul opened his eyes it was after dark but the triple moons of

Vinin were full and the landscape glowed with a yellowish light. He

had fallen into a ditch which ran beside a narrow, green-paved road.

In the distance, hidden in a dense copse of blue tree-like

vegetation, he saw the fragments of his wrecked ship. The purple grass

of Vinin spread richly all around him, damp and warm. At the bottom of

the ditch a reddish trickle of liquid washed over his feet.

His throat ached with thirst. His tongue clung like sand to the roof

of his mouth. He knew that an Agronian could live in the Vininese

atmosphere but he was uncertain whether his body could assimilate the

native liquids. Yet to ease the torture he dipped his hand into the

red fluid and rubbed a few drops over his lips. The sting of salt

increased his torment.

His body shuddered with pain as he pulled himself to his feet. He

crept a few feet along the green highway, and slowly his will mastered

his strength so that he could walk erect. He began to orient himself a

little. On the horizon he saw the skyline of the city he had observed

from the air and he knew he was following the road in the right

direction.

But the distance was greater than he had estimated. He walked for an

hour and the city still seemed no closer. Nor had he seen any sign of

habitation where he might go for help, nothing except the towering

endless yellow stone wall which he had been following for more than

half an hour. There was neither gate nor break in the stone. Atop the

wall regularly spaced brackets held three naked wires in place.

The wall probably guarded the estate of a Vininese official, he

decided. In that case the wires were either a warning device or a

charged trap against thieves. Dirrul was puzzled by the obvious

deduction. Such things were necessary on Agron to protect important

installations like the Beam Transmitters--but he had hardly expected

there would be a need for them on Vinin. Yet when he considered it

objectively, why not? Every system of society, no matter how ideal,

would produce inevitable malcontents--there were fools among the

Vininese, as there were among other peoples.

Dirrul saw a towering gate in the wall and ran ahead eagerly, only to

fall in disappointment against the thick metal grille. The gate was

locked by a concealed device he could not locate. At a considerable

distance inside the wall was a second, higher than the first. Dirrul

saw a faint light at the inner gate and assumed there was a guard of

some sort stationed there. He tried with all his strength to cry out

for help but his throat was dust-dry. He could utter only a faint

whisper.

When he tried to go on he was overcome with exhaustion. He staggered a

few feet beyond the gate and collapsed into the ditch. He lay face

down in the warm purple grass, his swollen tongue hanging limply from

his mouth. Imperceptibly the thirst began to diminish. After a

moment's speculation Dirrul understood why and crushed a handful of

the purple grass against his lips. It was warm and sweet--a comforting

liquid began to flow down his throat. He plunged his head luxuriously

into a thick mass of the weed, breathing deeply the sweet odor of the

crushed blades.

A silent grey vehicle darted along the green road and jerked to a stop

in front of the gate. It came so quickly Dirrul had no time to call

out. The Vininese driver stood up and bawled orders at the inner gate.

A faint voice replied. The driver shouted again. The gate swung open

and the vehicle moved inside.

Bewildered, Dirrul sat up, his head reeling. He understood a little

Vininese, not enough to translate exactly what had been said but

enough to make out a tantalizing half-meaning. The driver was

searching all the work camps, he had said, for the Agronian girl,

Glenna. He wanted to check something or other to see if she were here.

Work camp? Dirrul decided he must have got the word wrong. Glenna and

Hurd might still be in hospitals but if they had recovered they would

be honored citizens of Vinin. Still--what sort of hospital would have

both double walls and alarm wires?

Only an asylum for hopeless mental cases! The realization made Dirrul

cold with a terrible fear. Glenna--hopelessly insane!

To save the Movement it was vital for Dirrul to make his report

immediately. What help could the Vininese get from a madwoman? He

sprang up and ran dizzily to the gate. Before he could shout for the

guard shadowy figures rose up around him, silently closing great hairy

hands over his mouth and dragging him back across the road.

Tied and gagged Dirrul watched while the black-robed creatures worked

stealthily at the central bars of the gate with tiny blue-flaming

torches. Beneath their flowing capes they were beings like himself,

which indicated that they were either Agronian or Vininese, for by the

perverse chance of biological adaptation the people of the two planets

were so structurally similar that even intermarriage was possible. One

by one they cut out the bars until the span in the gate was wide

enough for them to work their way through.

For a moment the band stood in the road, apparently talking. At least

their lips moved and their hands fluttered expressively but Dirrul

heard no sound. Reaching a decision they went through the gate in

single file, carrying long vicious weapons with them. Two of the

black-caped men came and stood guard on either side of Dirrul.

Whatever these vandals were doing they were working in stealth and

fear and Dirrul realized their aim must be illegal. He fought to break

free of his bonds so that he might warn the loyal Vininese garrison.

The two guards shoved him back roughly. One of them grabbed Dirrul's

tunic in a claw grip and the cloth tore open, revealing Sorgel's

identification disk.

Both guards bent over him, fingering the disk, talking soundlessly

with their facile fingers. Suddenly they jerked the disk off, snapping

the chain. At the same moment a rolling explosion from within the

wall shook the earth.

Dirrul heard a great noise and a terrifying fear filled his mind. It

was a steady undiminishing fear that gripped every muscle of his body.

His throat was ice-cold. His heart pounded and gasped for breath.

Every nerve-end in his body quivered and his imagination was swamped

with a flood of shattering ephemeral horrors.

Nothing could shake off the terror. Dirrul's skill with reason and

logic failed him. It was impossible to organize his thinking to combat

the sensory shock waves disrupting his thoughts. Logical patterns made

no sense. The very process of trying to build meaning into them--the

process of thinking itself--left him weak and trembling.

The guards watched his terror for a moment, watched while he clung

close to the ground, trying to dig his fingers into it. Then one of

them laughed--a piercing discordant shriek, shrilling louder than the

din behind the wall. The second man, snarling viciously, kicked Dirrul

in the ribs.

For Dirrul the blaze of pain was almost a relief. As his body

responded to it on a level of instinct, the chattering terror in his

mind diminished. A second blow on the head sent him reeling close to

the brink of unconsciousness. His perceptive reactions went slightly

out of focus.

In a wavering mist he saw the black figures emerge from the gate,

dragging a dozen or more captives with them. A second explosion rocked

the earth and flames leaped high behind the yellow wall. In the glare

Dirrul recognized Glenna, struggling frantically in the arms of her

masked captor.

Dirrul's memory after that was a vague patchwork of unrelated

episodes. He saw huge saddled reptilian bipeds dragged out of the

concealing brush. The captives were bound in the saddles and the

black-robed figures mounted behind them. Later two of the men pulled

Dirrul up and tied him across a saddle too.

At a sickening gallop the caravan moved away from the green highway,

striking out over the purple plain. For a while Dirrul lost rational

control of sensation. He felt but without understanding. His brain

pulsed in a continuous terror that seemed to resolve itself into

sound--a continuous high-pitched scream coming from within his own

mind. His body throbbed with pain and nausea wrenched emptily at the

muscles of his stomach. But he could not sort out the feelings,

classify them or adjust to them.

At the edge of the plain the caravan turned up a steep rocky trail

which led into the ragged range of mountains banked behind the

Vininese city. They came to a stop in a stony ravine, concealed

beneath a tangle of gigantic purple-leafed vines.

Dirrul's captors dismounted and removed their black cloaks, hiding

them among the rocks. Underneath they wore the warm gray skintight

workers' clothing of Vinin. The majority left their animals tethered

to the roots of the vine and began the steep descent on foot to the

city. Only three remained behind to guard the prisoners.

They built a small fire and prepared food, serving the hot sweet

chunks of white meat in large wicker baskets. As soon as Dirrul

discovered that he could stomach the food he wolfed his share

hungrily. The guards brought him more. He felt better. Except for the

sing-song ringing in his head he might have been able to think clearly

enough to evaluate his own position.

But that could be done later. He was overcome by an immense

drowsiness. He relaxed and slept.

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