CHAPTER V

ILLUMINATION

Whitman returned to Brooklyn about the time that Free-soil Democrats

and Liberty men were uniting at Buffalo on the ticket and platform

which I have already described. He established a small book-store and

printing office on Myrtle Avenue,[116] and commenced the publication of

the _Freeman_, a weekly first, but afterwards a daily paper.

The venture continued for about a year but eventually proved

unsuccessful. Its failure may have been due to the comparatively small

circle of readers which the Free-soil party in Brooklyn could provide,

or it may have resulted from the same lack of regularity which killed

the _Long Islander_. It is not improbable that Whitman wearied of

the continuous mechanical production demanded by the ownership and

management of a daily paper. He was not methodical; and his mind was

struggling with ideas which made him restless in harness, ideas so

large and fundamental that much of the merely ephemeral detail of

journalism must have become irritating and irksome. When the _Freeman_

collapsed it was a bondage broken, and its owner and editor became a

freeman himself.

His father was some sixty years of age and failing in health, and for

lack of anything more suited to his state of mind, Walt joined him,

taking up his business and becoming a master carpenter, building small

frame-houses in Brooklyn and selling them upon completion as his father

had been doing these thirty years.

Brooklyn was growing fast, and the Whitmans prospered. Walt lived at

home and spent little; he was soon on the way to become rich. What was

more important, he was now the master of his own time; and carpentering

left his mind free to work entirely in its own way. He was no longer

being "pushed for copy". When the mood was urgent he could idle; that

is to say, he could give himself up to his thoughts. He could dream,

but the saw in his hand and the crisp timber kept him close to reality.

He was out of doors, too, and among things rather than thoughts, so

that his ideas were but rarely bookish.

* * * * *

Yet though he was the opposite of bookish he was not ill-read. He

always carried a volume or part of a magazine in his knapsack with his

mid-day dinner;[117] and every week for years he had visited Coney

Island beach to bathe there and to read. He watched the English and

American reviews, bought second-hand copies whenever they contained

matter of interest to him, tore out his prize and devoured it with his

sandwich. He loved especially to read a book in its native elements:

the _Inferno_[118] in an ancient wood, Homer in a hollow of the rocks

with the Atlantic surf on either hand, while he saw all the stage-plays

of Shakespeare upon the boards.

He had always remained faithful to Scott, and especially to the

Border ballads of his collection, with their innumerable and repaying

notes. He studied the Bible systematically and deliberately, weighing

it well and measuring it by the standards of outdoor America in the

nineteenth century. In the same way and spirit he had read and re-read

Shakespeare's plays before seeing them, until he could recite extended

passages; and he had come to very definite conclusions about their

feudal and aristocratic atmosphere and influence.

He read Æschylus and Sophocles in translations, and felt himself

nearer to the Greeks than to Shakespeare or the Middle Ages. It is

interesting to note that he barely mentions Euripides, most modern of

the Hellenes, the poet of women, and was evidently little acquainted

with Plato. Surely if he had read _The Republic_ or _The Symposium_

there could be no uncertainty upon the matter.

But about another poet, as opposed to Plato as any in the category,

there is no shade of doubt. Whitman, like Goethe and Napoleon, was

a lover of that shadowy being whom Macpherson exploited with such

success--Ossian the Celt.[119] Ossian is dead, and for good reasons--we

can do much better than read Ossian to-day; but with all his mouthings

and in spite of the pother of his smoke, he is not without a flavour

of those Irish epics which are among the perfect things of pure

imagination. And when one thinks of the eighteenth century with

its town wit, one cannot wonder at the welcome Macpherson's Ossian

won. Great billowy sea-mists engulf its reader; and through them he

perceives phantom-forms, which, though they are but the shadows of men,

are pointed out to him for gods. But at least the sea is there, and the

wind and an outdoor world. Whitman was not blind to the indefinite and

misty in Ossian.[120] He himself clung to the concrete, and though he

could rant he preferred upon the whole to use familiar phrases. But he

loved Ossian for better, for worse. And we may add as a corollary he

disliked Milton.[121]

In the case of the foreign classics I have mentioned, and of others

like Don Quixote, Rousseau, and the stories of the Nibelungen,[122] he

fell back upon translations, and in works of classical verse, often

upon prose. He declaimed the _Iliad_ in Pope's heroics, but he studied

it according to Buckley.[123]

As a journalist and writer for the magazines, he had become more or

less acquainted with contemporary literature, but, with few exceptions

only, it seems to have affected him negatively. He knew something of

Wordsworth, Byron and Keats;[124] the first he said was too much of a

recluse and too little of a lover of his kind; Byron was a pessimist,

and in the last of the three he seemed only to find one of the

over-sensitive products of civilisation and gentility. Tennyson--whose

"Ulysses" (1842) was a special favourite--interested him from the

beginning, though Whitman always resented what he called his "feudal"

atmosphere.[125] It is doubtful whether he had yet read anything of

Carlyle's, though he would be acquainted with the ideas of _Heroes and

Hero-Worship_.

Among Americans, he was apparently most familiar with Bryant and with

Fenimore Cooper. When he first studied Emerson is uncertain; he seems

to have known him as a lecturer, and could not have been ignorant of

the general tendencies of his teaching.[126] Longfellow's "Evangeline,"

Lowell's "Biglow Papers" and Whittier's "Voices of Freedom" were the

talk of the time. He had met Poe; and his tragic death at Baltimore

in 1849 may have set him to re-read the brilliant but disappointing

verses, and profounder criticism, of that ill-starred genius.[127]

But it was from the pages of the Bible, of Homer and of Shakespeare,

of Ossian and of Scott that he derived most. Ballads he loved when

they came from the folk; but Blake and Shelley, the purely lyrical

writers of the new era, do not seem to have touched him; perhaps they

were hardly virile enough, for when he came to know and appreciate

Burns, it was as a lyrist who was at once the poet of the people and

a full-blooded man. From all of which it may be deduced that it was

the elemental and the virile, rather than the subtle qualities of

imagination which appealed to him; he responded to breadth and strength

of movement and of passion, rather than to any kind of formal or

static beauty. For him, poetry was a passionate movement, the rhythm

of progress, the march of humanity, the procession of Freedom. It

was more; it was an abandonment to world-emotions. Where he felt this

abandonment to inspiration, he recognised poetry, and only there. In

American literature he did not feel it at all.

When he read poetry, the sea was his favourite companion. The rhythm

of the waves satisfied the rhythmical needs of his mind. Everything

that belonged to the sea exercised a spell over him. The first vision

that made him desire the gift of words was that of a full-rigged

ship;[128] and the love of ships and shipping remained a passion with

him to the end; so that when he sought to describe his own very soul

it was as a ship he figured it. For the embrace of the sea itself, for

the swimmer's joy,[129] he had the lover's passion of a Swinburne or a

Meredith.

His reading was not, of course, confined to pure literature, but we

have no list of the books which he read in other departments. We know

that he was deeply interested in the problems of philosophy and the

discoveries of science.

Though never what is called a serious student of their works, he had

a good understanding of the attitude both of the metaphysicians and

of the physicists of his time; and he had no quarrel with either. In

his simple and direct way he came indeed very near to them both; for

he loved and reverenced concrete fact as he reverenced the concept

of the cosmos. Individual facts were significant to him because they

were all details of a Whole, but he loved facts too for their own

sake. And to the Whole, the cosmos, his soul responded as ardently as

to the detailed parts. The deeper his knowledge of detail--the closer

his grasp upon facts--the more intense must be his consciousness of

the Whole. This consciousness of the Whole illuminated him more fully

about this date, in a way I will soon recount; it must for some time

previously have been exercising an influence upon his thought.

Regarding poetry as the rhythmical utterance of emotions which are

produced in the soul by its relation to the world, he doubtless

regarded science as the means by which that world becomes concrete,

diverse and real to the soul, as it becomes one and comprehensible to

it through philosophy. Science and philosophy seemed alike essential,

not hostile, to poetry. Poetry is the utterance of an inspired emotion;

but an emotion inspired by what? By the discovery that the Other and

the Self are so akin that joy and passion arise from their contact.

In order to conceive of science or philosophy as hostile to poetry,

we must think of them as building up some barrier between us and the

world. But in this respect modern science does not threaten poetry, for

it recognises the homogeneity of a material self with a material world;

neither does idealism threaten the source of this emotion, regarding

the self and the world as both essentially ideal.

The aim of modern thought has been, not to isolate the soul, but rather

to give it back to the world of relations. It seems to me that, in so

far as Religion has attempted to separate between the Self and things,

between God and Man, between the soul and the flesh, Religion has cut

at the roots of poetry; but the Religion which attempted this is not, I

believe, the religion of the modern world.

Whitman then accepted modern science and philosophy with equanimity,

in so far as he understood them, and in their own spheres. Apparent

antagonisms between them did not trouble him. They were for him

different functions of the one soul. He was too sensible of his own

identity and unity in himself to share in the perplexity of those who

lose this sense through the exclusive exercise of one or other of their

functions. His joint exercise of these proved them to be harmonious. He

was unconscious of any quarrel in himself between the scientific and

the poetic, the religious and the philosophic faculties.

Definitions in such large matters must generally seem absurd and almost

useless, yet here they may be suggestive. If Whitman had formulated

his thought he might, perhaps, have said: "Science is the Self probing

into the details of the Not-self; Philosophy is the Self describing the

Not-self as a Whole; Religion is the attitude of the Self toward the

Not-self; and Poetry springs from the passionate realisation of the

homogeneity of the Self with the Not-self".

In such rough and confessedly crude definitions we may suggest, at any

rate, a theory for his attitude toward the thought of his day. That

thought, it seems unnecessary to add, was impregnated by the positive

spirit of science. Names like those of Leibnitz, Lamarck, Goethe, Hegel

and Comte remind us that the idea of evolution was becoming more and

more suggestive in every field--soon to be enforced anew, and more

definitely, by Darwin, Wallace and Spencer. The idea of an indwelling

and unfolding principle or energy is the special characteristic of

nineteenth century thought; and it has been accompanied by a new

reverence for all that participates in the process of becoming. Every

form of life has its secret, and is worthy of study, for that secret

is a part of the World's Secret, the Eternal Purpose which affects

every soul. We are each a part of that progressive purpose which we

call the universe. But we are each absolutely and utterly distinct and

individual. Every one has his own secret, his own purpose; in the old

phrase, it is to his own master that each one standeth or falleth.

Ideas such as these, the affirmations of a new age, were driving the

remnants of the old faiths and the dogmas of the school of Paley into

the limbo of the incredible; but they were also casting out the futile

atheisms and scepticisms of the dead century. The era of Mazzini,

Browning, Ruskin, Emerson, was an era of affirmations, not an era of

doubt. And Whitman caught the spirit of his age: eagerly he accepted

and assimilated it.

His knowledge of modern thought came to him chiefly through the more

popular channels of periodical literature, and through conversations

with thoughtful men. Probably the largest and most important part

of his reading, then and always, was the daily press. A journalist

himself, he had besides an insatiable craving for living facts, and

especially for American facts. He wanted to know everything about his

country. America was his passion: he understood America. Sometimes he

wondered if he was alone in that.

* * * * *

The papers were, indeed, crowded with news of enterprise and adventure.

In California, the new territory which Frémont and Stockton had taken

from Mexico, gold was discovered in 1848, and in eighteen months a

torrent of 50,000 argonauts had poured across the isthmus and over the

plains, leaving their trail of dead through the awful grey solitude

of the waterless desert. In the summer of '49 there were five hundred

vessels lying in San Francisco harbour,[130] where a few years earlier

a single visitor had been comparatively rare. And at the same hour,

on the eastern coast, every port was a-clamour with men frantically

demanding a passage, and the refrain of the pilgrims' song was

everywhere heard,

Oh, California, that's the land for me.

There is no indication in Whitman's writings that he was ever swept off

his feet by this fierce tide of adventure. Anyone who has felt such

a current setting in among the fluid populations of the West is not

likely to underestimate its power. Even in the more staid and sober

East the excitement must have been intense: and it is, at the first

thought, surprising that Walt, who was still full of youth and strength

and ambition, should have remained at home. On second thought, however,

it is clear that gold-seeking was about the last enterprise to entice

a man who was shortly to relinquish house-building because he was

accumulating money.

The attraction of the new lands may have been strong when the _Freeman_

released him, but he had had wandering enough for the present, and the

attraction of New York itself was at least as strong. Unlike Joaquin

Miller, who was among the first in each of the new mining camps which

sprang up along the Pacific slopes during the next fifty years, Whitman

remained within the circle of New York Bay. He was content to see the

vessels being built for their long and hazardous voyage, strong to take

all the buffeting of two oceans--those beautiful Yankee clipper ships

which have never been rivalled for grace combined with speed. He was

content to see all the possibilities of that bold frontier life in the

friendly faces of young men leaning over the bench or driving their

jolly teams.

He was not one of those who need to go afield in order that their

sluggish blood may be quickened into daring, or their dull mood be

thrilled with admiring wonder. Nothing was commonplace to his eyes,

and he found adventures enough to occupy him in any street. Thus

while others were framing new governments for new communities, he

stayed at home and framed new houses for new families of workmen; and

perhaps after all, in his transcendental fashion, he found his own

work the more romantic. He had a deeply-rooted prejudice against the

exceptional; he planned for himself the life of an average American of

the middle nineteenth century, no longer geographically a frontiersman,

though more than ever a pioneer in other fields. He would have taken

his pan and washed for gold in the Sacramento had he wanted; but the

Brooklyn streets and ferry, Broadway and the faces of New York held

him. He had not exhausted them yet.

He had, moreover, a strongly conservative instinct, an inclination to

"stay put," evident in his story from this time forth. He was not a

nomad, forever striking his tent and moving on; he wanted a settled

home, and attached himself more than most men to the familiar. He took

root, like a tree. The secure immobility of his base allowed him to

stretch his branches far in every direction.

His mind, too, we may be sure, was occupied with its own problems. At

first, perhaps, as an inner struggle with insurgent and rebel thoughts

and desires, but now as an effort of the conscious self to include

and harmonise new elements, and so to lie open to all experience with

equanimity, refusing none. Such a process of integration in a mind like

Whitman's requires years of slow growth and brooding consciousness, if

it is to be fully and finally achieved. And as the integration of his

character became more and more complete, he won another point of view

upon all things, and, as it were, saw all things new. It is little

wonder that we have but scanty record of the years from 1850 to 1855.

In his home-life in Brooklyn he was happy and beloved and able to

follow his own path without being questioned, or, for that matter,

understood. He was probably not quite the easiest of men to live

with.[131] He had his own notions, with which others were not allowed

to interfere; he never took advice, and was not too considerate of

domestic arrangements.

As to money, which was never too plentiful in the household, he

professed and felt a royal indifference, in which, one may suspect, the

others did not share. The father was somewhat penurious on occasion and

capable of sharp practice; he had worked hard and incessantly, and had

known poverty; the youngest son, moreover, would always be dependent

upon others, and Jesse, the oldest, seems to have displayed little

ability. One can understand that the father and his second son--who,

with the largest share of capacity, must have seemed to the old man

the most given over to profitless whims and to idle pleasures--had not

always found it easy to live together, and that in the past the mother,

with her good sense and understanding of them both, had often had to

mediate between them. In the later years, however, Walt understood his

father thoroughly and himself better, so that their relationship became

as happy as it was really affectionate.

His knowledge of the world, his coolness in a crisis, his deliberate

balancing of the facts, and yet more deliberate and confident

pronouncing of judgment, made him an oracle to be consulted by his

family and the neighbours on every occasion of difficulty. The

sisters and younger brothers were all fond of him; he was more than

good-natured and kind, and never presumed upon his older years to limit

their freedom of action or thought.

* * * * *

The man's kindliness and benignity are admirably suggested in the

portraits taken in his thirty-sixth year, the earliest that we have.

One in particular--that chosen for the frontispiece of this book--is

almost articulate with candour and goodwill. In many respects it is the

most interesting of the hundred or more portraits extant. Whitman was

an excellent sitter, especially to the camera. His photographs give

you a glance of recognition, and rarely wear the abstracted look, the

stolidity, which is noticeable in several easel pictures.

The daguerrotype of 1854 is the most speaking of the whole series. It

is an absolutely frank face, by no means the mask which, according to

the sitter himself, one of the later portraits shows. It is frank,

and it is kindly, but how much more! The longer one gazes at it the

more complex its suggestions become. The eyes are not only kind, they

are the eyes of a mystic, a seer; they are a thought wistful, but

they are very clear. Like William Blake's, they are eyes that are

good for the two visions; they see and they are seen through. If, as

I suppose is probable, something of the expression is due to the fact

that the photograph was taken on a brilliant summer's day, we can only

congratulate ourselves that the elements co-operated with the sitter's

soul.

In striking contrast with the eyes is the good-natured but loose mouth,

a faun-like expression upon its thick lips, which dismisses at once

any fancy of the ascetic saint. The nose, too, is thick, strong and

straight, with large nostrils. Even in the photograph you can feel

that rich and open texture of the skin which radiates the joy of

living from every pore.

It is the face, above all, of a man, and the face of a man you would

choose for a comrade; there would be no fear of his failing or

misunderstanding you. But, withal, it is the face of a spirit wholly

untamed, a wood-creature if you will, perhaps the face of Adam himself,

looking out upon Eden with divine eyes of immortality.

Remember, as you meet his gaze, that he knows the life of cities, and

that the Fall lies behind him, not before. Perhaps that is why some who

have looked at it describe it as the "Christ portrait"--for Jesus was

the second Adam--but this is not the ascetic Christ of the Churches,

the smile about the lips is too full for that. No, it is the face of a

man responsive to all the appeals of the senses, a man who drives the

full team of those wild horses of passion which tear in pieces less

harmonious souls.

This is a man who saw life whole, and had joy of it. He knew the life

of the body on every side, save that of sickness, and of the mind

on every side, save that of fear. His large, friendly, attractive

personality was always feeding him with the materials of experience,

and there was nothing in it all which he did not relish. The responses

of his nature to each object and incident were joyous; for the

responses of a harmonious nature are musical, whatever be the touch

that rouses them.

* * * * *

A shrewd estimate of Whitman's character had been made five years

before by a New York phrenologist, and its general accuracy seems

to have vanquished the incredulity of its subject.[132] Mr. Fowler

described him--I will translate the jargon of his pseudo-science

into plain English--as capable of deep friendship and sympathy, with

tendencies to stubbornness and self-esteem, and a strong feeling for

the sublime. He thought that Whitman's danger lay in the direction of

indolence and sensuality, "and a certain reckless swing of animal

will". At the same time he recognised in him the quality of caution

largely developed.

As this estimate was subsequently quoted by Whitman with approval, and

referred to as an authority, it evidently tallied with his reading

of himself, and while it is by no means remarkable or particularly

significant, it bears out other testimony. That "reckless swing of

animal will" always distinguished him from the colourless peripatetic

brains and cold-blooded collectors of copy so numerous in the hosts of

journalism. Walt came of a race of slow but passionate men, and when he

was deeply moved he could be terrible. At such times his wrath blazed

up and overwhelmed him in its sudden access, but it was as short-lived

as it was swift.

It is related[133] that once in a Brooklyn church he failed to remove

his soft broad-brimmed hat, and entered the building with his head

thus covered, looking for all the world like some Quaker of the olden

time. The offending article was roughly knocked off by the verger. Walt

picked it up, twisted it into a sort of scourge, seized the astonished

official by the collar--he always detested officials--trounced him with

it, clapped it on his head again, and so, abruptly and coolly, left

the church. He was a tall, muscular fellow, stood six feet two, and

was broad in proportion, and could deal effectually with an offensive

person when he felt that action was called for. Such actions naturally

added to his popularity among the "boys"--the stage-drivers, firemen

and others--with whom he was always a favourite. But, as a rule, he

had no occasion to use his strength in this manner. He never gave,

and rarely recognised, provocation. There are times, however, when

persuasion has to give place to more summary demonstrations of purpose.

Of his strength, but especially of his health, he was not a little

proud. As a lad, the praise that delighted him most was that of his

well-developed body as he bathed.[134] He did not care to be thought

handsome; he knew that wholesomeness and health were really more

attractive, and he was content with his own perfect soundness. He was

never ailing, even when, in his 'teens, he outgrew for a time his

natural vigour. In middle life it was his boast that he could not

remember what it was to be sick. Vanity is so natural in the young

that when properly based it is probably a virtue, and there can be no

question that Walt's was well-founded.

* * * * *

There is something more, however, in the portrait I have been

describing than the perfection of physical health. It is health raised

to its highest possibility, which radiates outward from the innermost

seat of life, potent with the magnetism of personality, through every

pore and particle of flesh. His health, hitherto unbroken, had been

deepened into that sense of spiritual well-being which, in its fulness,

only accompanies the realisation of harmony or wholeness.[135] He had

undergone some fusing process which ended in unity and illumination.

It is difficult to say anything at all adequate about such an

experience, because it appears to belong to the highest of the stages

of consciousness which the race has yet attained; and because there are

many men and women of the finest intellectual training and the widest

culture to whom it remains foreign.

The petals of consciousness unfold as it were from within, and every

stage of unfolding, being symmetrical, appears to be perfect. A further

evolution is almost inconceivable, but the flower still unfolds. The

healthy and vigorous personality of the man whose story we are trying

to read, continued its development a stage further than the general,

and at an age of from thirty to thirty-five established an exceptional

relation with the universe.

That exceptional relation is best described as mystical, though the

word has unhappy and unwholesome associations, which cannot attach to

the character revealed in the portrait. Whitman was almost aggressively

cheerful and rudely healthy. But he was not the less a mystic. One

of the most essentially religious of men, his religion was based upon

profound personal experience.

The character of mystical experience seems to vary as widely as does

that of individual mystics, but it has certain common features. It is

essentially an irruption of some profounder self into the field of

consciousness; an irruption which is accompanied by a mysterious but

most authoritative sense of the fulness, power and permanence of this

new life. Consequent upon this life-enhancement, come joy and ecstasy.

The whole story of the development of consciousness is, as I have

said, a process of unfoldings; but there is one critical moment of

that process which occurs sometimes after the attainment of maturity,

of such infinite significance to the individual that it seems like a

revolution rather than a mere development in consciousness. It is often

described as conversion. Whitman's experience was fully as significant

and wonder-compelling as any; but momentous as it was, its nature

compelled him to regard it as a further and crowning step in a long

succession of stairs--a culmination, not a change of direction. With it

he came to the top of the slope and looked over, on to the summit, and

beheld the outstretched world. It was no turning round and going the

other way; it was the rewarding achievement of a long and patient climb.

But the simile of the mountain-side hardly suffices, for this was

a bursting of constraint--a breaking, as well as a surmounting of

barriers; as though the accumulating waters in some dark and hidden

reservoir should so increase in volume that they burst at last through

their confining walls of rubble and of rock, forcing their way upwards

in a rush of ecstasy to the universal life and the outer sunshine. This

outlet of the pent-up floods of emotional experience into another and

a vaster sphere of consciousness--this outpouring of the soul from its

confinement in the darkness to the freedom of the light--results from

the slow accumulation of the stores of life, but it has at last its

supreme hour, its divine instant of liberation.

In this it has its parallel with the passion of Love. For the inner

mysteries of religion and of sex are hardly to be separated. They are

different phases of the one supreme passion of immanent, expanding

and uniting life; mysterious breakings of barriers, and burstings

forth; expressions of a power which seems to augment continually with

the store of the soul's experience in this world of sense; experience

received and hidden beneath the ground of our consciousness. To feel

the passion of Love is to discover something of that mystery breaking,

in its orgasm, through the narrow completeness and separate finality

of that complacent commonplace, which in our ignorance we build so

confidently over it, and creating a new life of communion. To feel the

passion of religion is to discover more.

The relation of the two passions was so evident to Whitman that we

may believe it was suggested to his mind by his own experience. In

some lives it would appear that the one passion takes the place of the

other, so that the ascetics imagine them to be mutually exclusive;

but this was certainly not Whitman's case. Whitman's mysticism was

well-rooted in the life of the senses, and hence its indubitable

reality. We have seen that he had had experience of sex-love, and

we have found reasons to aver that it was of a noble and honourable

order; we have seen this experience followed by an acute crisis and its

determination, or at least its suspension, and change of character.

But in the meantime, the sex-experience had revealed to Whitman the

dominance in his nature of those profound emotional depths of which

he had always been dimly conscious since the hours on Long Island

beach. The whole crisis had made him realise more fully than ever the

solemnity and mysterious purpose of life. It had not satisfied him: it

had roused in him many perplexities, and had entailed what was probably

the first great sacrifice of his life. In a word, this obscure and

mysterious page in his story prepared him who read it for a further

emotional revelation, such as I have been describing.

This actually came to him one memorable midsummer morning[136] as he

lay in the fields breathing the lucid air. For suddenly the meaning of

his life and of his world shone clear within him, and arising, spread

an ineffable peace, joy and knowledge all about him. The long process

of integration was at last completed. He was at one with himself, and

at peace. It was the new birth of his soul, and properly speaking, the

commencement of his manhood.

Co-incident with self-realisation came the realisation of the

universe. He saw and felt that it was all of the same divine stuff as

the new-born soul within him; that love ran through it purposefully

from end to end; that thought could not fathom the suggestions which

the least of things was capable of making to its brother the soul;

that the very leaves of the grass were inspired with divine spirit

as truly as the leaves of any Bible. It was as though something far

larger than that which he had hitherto regarded as himself had now

become self-conscious in him. He was an enthusiast in the literal

sense of that mystic word, possessed by a god, filled with the divine

consciousness. The Spirit is One, and he was in the Spirit. It

identified him with the things and objects that hitherto had appeared

external to him, and infinitely increased his sense of their mysterious

beauty. George Fox's description of his own mystical experience is

true, upon the whole, of Whitman's. He writes: "Now was I come up in

spirit through the flaming sword into the Paradise of God. All things

were new, and all the creation gave another smell unto me than before,

beyond what words can utter."[137] When one considers the Quaker

reputation for veracity and caution, one can hardly doubt that these

wonderful words describe a condition of consciousness similar to that

of Whitman on the June morning of which we speak.

Fox continues that the nature of things lay so open to him that he was

at a stand "whether he should practise physic for the good of mankind".

It was by the subtle sympathy of the Spirit that the first Quaker

supposed himself to be familiar with the medicinal virtues of herbs,

and the same sympathy made Whitman feel that he understood the purpose

of their myriad lives. The wonder of the universal life was revealed to

them both. They partook of the consciousness which pervades all matter.

To both men illumination brought a double gift of vision, vision into

the nature of the universal purpose--of the spiritual or deeper side

of life--and insight into the condition and needs of individuals. But

in Fox and Whitman this insight, which seems to predominate rather in

observant than in creative types of genius such as theirs, was less

prominent than the other vision. They were more largely occupied with

the universal than with the individual; and while their words carry

the extraordinarily intimate message of an appeal to the profoundest

element in each soul, their very universality may have rendered

them often indifferent to the secondary consciousness or individual

self of their hearers. And it is observable that neither of them

evinced anything of that dramatic gift which seems to require the

predominance of this insight into the secondary self-consciousness. The

impersonality with which as preacher or poet they made their public

appeal, must have made them at times somewhat inaccessible in their

private lives.

Consciousness, it would seem, is of a double nature, being, as it were,

both personal and impersonal--if we may use these terms of something

that seems after all to be so wholly personal. And hence it appears

contradictory to itself, and we are forever trying to harmonise it

by the sacrifice of one portion to the other. But in reality it is

one consciousness with two functions: the first for fellowship and

communion, the second for definition and for concrete achievement.

Whitman developed these two functions harmoniously; he never sacrificed

his individual self-consciousness to the cosmic. He was just as

positively Walt Whitman the man, as he was Walt Whitman the organ of

inspiration. I think we may say that in the midst of that mysterious

wonder, that extension of himself which took place at the touch of

God, Whitman's own identity, so far from being lost, was deepened and

intensified, so that he knew instinctively and beyond a doubt that it

was in some sense of the word absolute and imperishable.

* * * * *

Earlier in this chapter we viewed philosophy as the attempt of the

Self to apprehend the Not-self as a Whole; Whitman's revelation was,

it seems to me, the discovery in himself of the sense which does

so apprehend the universe; not as a hypothetical Whole, but as an

incarnate purpose, a life with which he was able to hold some kind of

communion. It was a realisation, not a theory. Whatever this communion

may have been, it related him to the universe on its spiritual side by

a bond of actual experience. It related him to the ants and the weeds,

and it related him more closely still to all men and women the world

over. The warmth of family affection was extended to all things, as it

had been in the experience of the Nazarene, and of the little poor man

of Assisi.

But while his sense of relationship to individuals was thus quickened,

the quickening power lay in the realisation of God's life, and of his

own share in it. His realisation of God had come to him through an

ardent love of individual and concrete things; but now it was that

realisation which so wonderfully deepened and impassioned his relation

to individuals. What we mean when we use the word God in public, is

necessarily somewhat ambiguous and obscure; but when Whitman used it,

as he did but rarely and always with deliberation, he seems to have

meant the immanent, conscious Spirit of the Whole.

Theory came second to experience with him, and he was no adept at

definition: the interest he grew to feel in the Hegelian philosophy

and in metaphysics resulted from his longing, not to convince himself,

but to explain himself intelligibly to his fellows, and, in so far as

it was possible, make plainer to them the meaning of the world and of

themselves.

It seems desirable to define his position a little further, though we

find ourselves at once in a dilemma; for at this point it is evident

that he was both--or neither--a Christian nor a Pagan. He is difficult

to place, as indeed we must often feel our own selves to be, for whom

the idea of a suffering God is no more completely satisfying than

that of Unconscious Impersonal Cosmic Force. Again, while worship was

a purely personal matter for him, yet the need of fellowship was so

profound that he strove to create something that may not improperly be

described as a Church, a world-wide fellowship of comrades, through

whose devotion the salvation of the world should be accomplished.

In a profound sense, though emphatically not that of the creeds,

Whitman was Christian, because he believed that the supreme Revelation

of God is to be sought, not in the external world, but in the soul of

man; because he held, though not in the orthodox form, the doctrine

of Incarnation; because he saw in Love, the Divine Law and the Divine

Liberty; and because it was his passionate desire to give his life to

the world. In all these things he was Christian, though we can hardly

call him "a Christian," for in respect of all of these he might also be

claimed by other world-religions.

As to the Churches, he was not only outside them, but he frankly

disliked them all, with the exception of the Society of Friends;

and even this he probably looked upon principally as a memory of

his childhood, a tradition which conventionality and the action of

schismatics had gone far to render inoperative in his Nineteenth

Century America. We may say that he was Unitarian in his view of Jesus;

but we must add that he regarded humanity as being fully as Divine as

the orthodox consider Jesus to be; while his full-blooded religion was

very far from the Unitarianism with which he was acquainted;[138] and

his faith in humanity exalted the passions to a place from which this

least emotional of religious bodies is usually the first to exclude

them. In fact, he took neither an intellectual nor an ascetic view of

religion. He had the supreme sanity of holiness in its best and most

wholesome sense; but whenever it seemed to be applied to him in later

years he properly disclaimed the cognomen of saint, less from humility,

though he also was humble, than because he knew it to be inapplicable.

In conventional humility and the other negative virtues, renunciation,

remorse and self-denial, he saw more evil than good. His message was

one rather of self-assertion, than of self-surrender. One regretfully

recognises that, for many critics, this alone will be sufficient to

place him outside the pale.

Another test would be applied by some, and though it would exclude

many besides Whitman, we may refer to it in passing. He was apparently

without the sense of mystical relationship, save that of sympathy, with

Jesus as a present Saviour-God.[139] But none the less he had communion

with the Deity whose self-revealing nature is not merely Energy but

Purpose. And his God was a God not only of perfect and ineffable

purpose, but of all-permeating Love.[140]

Whether his relation to God can be described as prayer, it is perhaps

unprofitable to ask. It is better worth while to question whether

he was conscious of feeding upon "the bread of life," for this

consciousness is a test of communion. Undoubtedly he was; and the

nourishment which fed his being came to him as it were through all

media. The sacrament of wafer and cup is the symbol of that Immanent

Real Presence which is also recognised in the grace before meat.

Whitman partook of the sacrament continually, converting all sensation

into spiritual substance.

The final test of religions, however, is to be found in their fruits,

and the boast of Christianity is its "passion for souls". Now Whitman

is among the great examples of this passion, and his book is one long

"personal appeal" addressed, sometimes almost painfully, "to You".

But, it may be asked, did he aim at "saving souls for Christ"? If I

understand this very mystical and obscure question, and its ordinary

use, I must answer, No,--but I am not sure of its meaning. Whitman's

own salvation urged him to save men and women by the Love of God for

the glory of manhood and of womanhood and for the service of humanity.

Far as this may be from an affirmative reply to the question, the

seer who has glimpses of ultimate things will yet recognise Whitman

as an evangelical. For he brought good tidings in his very face. He

preached Yourself, as God purposed you, and will help and have you to

be. Whether this is Paganism or Christianity let us leave the others

to decide; sure for ourselves, at least, that it is no cold code of

ethical precepts and impersonal injunctions, but the utterance of a

personality become radiant, impassioned and procreative by the potency

of the divine spirit within.

* * * * *

In stating thus the nature of Whitman's vision, I do not wish to place

it too far out of the field of our common experience. His ordinary

consciousness had been touched by it in earlier hours; and some gleam

or glimmer of it enters every life as an element of romance. But for

most of us, only as a light on the waters that passes and is gone, not

as in Whitman's case, and in the case of many another mystic whether

Pagan or Christian--for mysticism is far older and more original

than the creeds--as the inward shining and immortal light which

henceforward becomes for them synonymous with health and wholeness.

For most men, the fairy light of childhood becomes a half-forgotten,

wholly foolish memory; Romance also we outgrow, or cling only to its

dead corpse as to a pretty sentiment. Thus the wonder of our childhood

and our youth, so essentially real in itself, fades into the light of

common day; it becomes for our unbelief a light that never was on sea

or land.

But in Whitman's story we find it living on, to become transformed in

manhood into the soul of all reality. His wonder at the world grew

more. And this wonder, always bringing with it, to the man as to the

child, a sense of exhilaration and expansion, was at the heart of his

religion, as it is doubtless at the heart of all. No one will ever

understand Whitman or his influence upon those who come in contact

with him, who does not grasp this fact of his unflagging and delighted

wonder at life. It kept him young to the end. The high-arched brows

over his eyes are its witness.

FOOTNOTES:

[116] Bucke, 25.

[117] J. T. Trowbridge, _My Own Story_. _Cf._ list of articles, etc.,

in Camden, vol. x.

[118] Later than this, spring, 1859; _cf._ Camden, ix., 92.

[119] Camden, ix., 188; _Comp. Prose_, 184, 185.

[120] Camden, ix., 95.

[121] _Ib._, 98.

[122] _Ib._, 80, 81.

[123] _L. of G._, 441.

[124] Camden, ix., 98, 120.

[125] _Ib._, 123-128; _Comp. Prose_, 487.

[126] Camden, ix., 160; _cf._ Trowbridge.

[127] _L. of G._, 441.

[128] Kennedy, 43.

[129] _Fortnightly Review_, vi., 538.

[130] _Camb. Mod. Hist._, 400, 401; C. H. Shinn, _Mining Camps_ (1885),

132, 133.

[131] _In re_, 33-40.

[132] _In re_, 25 n.

[133] Johnston, 102.

[134] G. Gilchrist, _op. cit._

[135] _Comp. Prose_, 502.

[136] _In re_, 342; Camden, iii., 276, 277, 287; Bucke's _Cosmic

Consciousness_, 33-35; _L. of G._, 32, 33. _Cf._:--

... "Swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and knowledge

that pass all the argument of the Earth.

And I know that the hand of God is the promise of my own,

And I know that the Spirit of God is the brother of my own,

And that all the men ever born are also my brothers, and the women

my sisters and lovers,

And that a kelson of the creation is love,

And limitless are leaves stiff or drooping in the fields,

And brown ants in the little wells beneath them,

And mossy scabs of the worm fence, heap'd stones, elder, mullein

and poke weed."--L. of G., ed. '92.

[137] _Fox's Journal_ (ed. 1901), p. 28.

[138] _Comp. Prose_, 322; Camden, v., 280, 281.

[139] _Cf._ however, _infra_, 167.

[140] _Cf. In re_, 368; Camden, ix., 166 (on Hegel).

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