CHAPTER XXX.

Mrs. Austin left the next day, and the soul-united trio were alone. Only

those who know the value of fresh minds and blending qualities of heart

and spirit, can realize how much they enjoyed together. To Dawn, Basil

seemed new and old,--old in acquaintance, as we ever find those who

have pursued the same current of thought; new in the power of presenting

truth to her mind, in fresh combination and coloring. He had all the

delicacy of Ralph, with more mental vigor, and broader experiences.

His sister, Dawn learned to love better every day, as she witnessed the

exercise of her varied powers, all working in harmony, and rounding her

life into completeness.

“I could live here forever,” she exclaimed, one morning, when nature was

sparkling with diamond drops of dew, and singing her morning praises.

“Then stay forever,” said a voice, deep and musical, at her side. “Why

not stay forever? for we should stay where we live the most,” said

Basil, laying his hand on her head. “I suppose, however, the 'forever'

meant, so long as your life here is replete with enjoyment, did it not?”

“Yes, I suppose that is our definition of 'forever,' and as it is a

portion of it, we may properly call it thus.”

“Then see that you stay your 'forever,' and make us happy in so doing,”

and his earnest eyes fastening their gaze on hers, told how dearly he

loved to have her there.

The bell rang for breakfast, and the little party brought bright faces

and fresh thoughts to the meal.

“Would you like to sail upon the pond, to-day?” inquired Miss Bernard of

Dawn.

“Nothing better, if there are lilies we can gather.”

“There is a plenty, so we shall go. You will see my brother in a new

phase to-day, Miss Wyman, for nothing calls forth the sweetness of his

nature like sailing.”

“I should advise one to go often, if it had that effect,” said Dawn

scarce daring to lift her eyes.

“I cannot afford to be exercised that way often,” he answered, looking,

it seemed to her, almost stern.

“Why?” inquired his sister, laughing.

“Because it so completely exhausts me to be called out into a high,

spiritual state too often.”

“You speak of conditions as compartments, brother. May we not blend the

whole, into one perfect state?”

“We may harmonize and unite, but each distinct faculty must forever

have a separate action, like the functions of the human body, perfect in

parts, to make a perfect whole.”

“I perceive your meaning, yet it does not attenuate me, at least I do

not feel that it does, when the spiritual and affectional parts of my

nature are exercised.”

“One reason is because your balancing power is greater than mine;

another, there is more spiritual elasticity in women than in men. Women

rebound in a breath; men take a more circuitous route.”

“You have explained yourself very well, yet we hope to see you to-day in

your best mood.”

“My companions would draw me into that state. When will you both be

ready?” he asked, rising.

“At nine o'clock.”

“Then be at the lower garden gate at that hour.” Having give this

direction, Basil went to give some orders for the day, while Dawn and

Beatrice dressed themselves for the sail.

“Wear something which you do not fear to soil, Miss Wyman; and have you

a broad-brimmed hat to protect you from the sun?”

“I have. It is one of the staple articles of my wardrobe. I never go

from home without it.”

They were soon ready, and found Basil at the gate at the appointed hour.

The lake lay calm and clear in its woodland setting. They glided

for miles over its smooth surface, and each felt the other's need of

silence. A gentle breeze just stirred the waters into ripples, breaking

the stillness of the hour.

“The correspondence of speech,” said Basil, giving the boat a sudden

turn, and displaying some drooping willows on the shore which were

duplicating their graceful branches in the clear waters.

“When we are passive, do not they of the upper world thus throw their

image upon our minds?” he said, looking earnestly on the reflection of

the branches.

Dawn thrilled at the beautiful analogy, and thought of one unseen who

might be, perhaps, at that time, enjoying the outer world through her

tranquil state, if not through her senses.

“I sailed once on this lake with Ralph. It was such a day as this,” said

Basil. “O, how he enjoyed it. He loved the water, everything from brook

to ocean.”

“I wonder if he is near us to day?” said Miss Bernard.

Dawn wept. Her spirit was full of love and harmony, and the tears gushed

forth like waters leaping from joyous cascades. They were not tears of

sorrow or of loneliness, but crystal drops of emotion.

“There are harmonists whose fingers,

From the pulses of the air,

Call out melody that lingers

All along the golden stair

Of the spiral that ascendeth

To the paradise on high,

And arising there emblendeth

With the music of the sky.”

And there they were lifted, and dwelt.

“We are approaching the lilies now,” said Basil, feeling that he must

break the deep spiritual atmosphere into which they were all passing.

“We must keep on the earth-side a little longer,” he said, playfully.

“Long enough to gather some of these beautiful lilies at least,” said

his sister, as she gazed lovingly into his deep, tender eyes.

He swung the boat round, and gathering a handful, threw them at the feet

of Dawn.

“I will twine you a garland,” said Beatrice, taking some of the lilies

and weaving their long stems together.

“No, no. There are but few who can wear lilies alone, Miss Bernard. Some

may wear them, but not I.”

“You are not the best judge, perhaps, as to what becomes your spiritual

and physical nature,” said Basil.

“I know my states, and that lilies are not suited to my present

condition,” answered Dawn.

“Since you will not be crowned, Miss Wyman, will you please pass that

basket? I think we all need to descend into more normal conditions; we

are too sublimated.” Following this suggestion he allowed the boat

to float without guidance, while they partook of the delicate yet

substantial repast.

The evening carnation tinged the clouds about the setting sun as they

sailed homeward, gathering lilies on their way. The bells from a village

near by were ringing, and the sound came distinctly over the water,

musical and sweet to the ear.

“Do you remember the passage in Pilgrim's Progress, where the bells in

heaven were ringing, over the river?” said Beatrice to them both.

“I do,” said Dawn, earnestly. “O, that we all were across that river.

When shall we be there?”

“I suppose when our usefulness is most needed here,” said Basil, in a

tone which caused them both to start.

“Why, brother?”

“Because that seems to be the law of life. All men and women go when

most needed here; as the rose dies when its tinge is brightest, its

blossom fullest.”

“And that is our time,” said Dawn.

“And God's,” he answered.

Dawn found on her dressing table that night a garland of lilies and red

roses.

“Passion and purity,” she said. “O, this will do for human heads.” She

laid long that night wondering whether Basil or his sister twined it. It

did not seem like Beatrice, and yet she scarce thought he would do it.

It lay between them, however, and pondering on that, and the day's keen

enjoyment, she fell asleep, nor woke till morn.

Miss Bernard was very busy that day from necessity, she said, and partly

to balance the state of the day previous.

“I shall want your company this afternoon for a drive,” she said to

Dawn; “this morning the library, piano and garden are at your disposal,

to use at your pleasure. I have domestic duties to perform, and hope you

will make yourself as comfortable as possible.”

So little time, and so much to enjoy. First, Dawn went into the garden

and gathered some flowers for the library; then she played an hour,

she thought, but it proved to be two, on looking at the clock, and the

remainder of the morning was passed with books. The bell rang for dinner

long before she thought it could be time, so quickly and pleasantly had

the hours passed away.

After dinner and a little rest, they started on their drive.

“I am going to take you to a little village, or cluster of houses, to

see how its peculiar atmosphere affects you,” remarked Miss Bernard.

After a pleasant drive through shaded streets and roads, they came in

sight of a church spire, then a few cottages here and there, and were

soon in the centre of the village, when Miss Bernard looked inquiringly

to her guest.

“How frigid and cold it seems here. Why, there is such a desolate,

unsocial feeling I should not live out half my days if I had to remain

in such a place. Have I indicated its peculiarity?”

“Perfectly.”

“But what is the cause of it? Surely the scenery, so lovely and calm,

ought to inspire the deepest sentiments of social life in the hearts of

the inhabitants.”

“One cause is too much wealth; another, too few people. The place

needs the addition of two or three hundred families to give it life

and impetus. Each family now here has settled into itself, and grown

conventional and rusty. Most of the people have considerable mental

ability, but lock and bar their souls and hearts so closely that their

better feelings cannot flow at all, nor find their legitimate sphere

of action. They are all nice, quiet people, read a good deal, adopt

theories and fine drawn sentiments in profession, but never make them of

any use to themselves or others. They have considerable mental sympathy,

but none of heart and soul. They seem to live by rule. No spontaneous

outgushes of their nature are ever seen, for they have dropped into a

kind of polite externalism, and lost all the warm magnetic currents of

life.”

“But are there not a few exceptions?”

“A very few, but the cold is so severe that it soon freezes out their

warm life, and the good that they would do is put far from their reach.

They are a very pious, church-going people, and invariably as a

class, look upon all forms of entertainment, such as assemblies and

theatricals, as out of order, and sinful. Of course the young people

grow old long before their time, and leave the place, and you know

that one of the saddest sights on earth is a little village deserted

of youth. All this might be remedied by an infusion of a strong social

force; but, one or two families who have lived very different lives, and

have taken up their abode in it, can do but little towards so desirable

a change. The little hall which we are now passing should have a series

of assemblies each winter, concerts, private theatricals, meetings for

conversation, and the like, in which all, free of caste limitation,

might take part. Now it is seldom lighted with gay and joyous faces. The

young have no spirited life, consequently the old have none; for it's

the merry beating of their hearts, and happy faces which enkindles and

rejuvenates the joys of their elders. Everything joyous is looked upon

as innovation, and frowned down. Those who reach out for a little more

life, become frost-bitten, and gladly retire within themselves. I have

given you a sad picture, I know, but it's true, not only of this but of

many places.”

“It is sad, indeed, because 't is true.”

“Notice this little vine-clad cottage, which we are approaching,” said

Miss Bernard.

“It's a lovely spot; I hope the people are adapted to it.”

“They are not, or, rather, are not suited to their conditions. It is

occupied by two maiden ladies, who do not know how to live and get the

most out of life, and each other. They live too close, too enwrapped

within themselves. They should have separate interests, or occupations;

but instead of that, they live in each other's atmosphere every day, go

together and return together, see the same people at the same time, when

their interviews should be varied, and each at times alone. Thus their

magnetisms have become so interblended, that one has nothing to give the

other. Now, Miss Wyman, after such mutual exhaustion, what can they have

for each other?”

“Nothing but exhaustion; and how many live in the same way, plodding

through life, growing old before their time, losing power, or magnetism,

which is power, every day. Such persons close their eyes to any light

one might throw upon their path, and I see no way, but for all such to

remain where they are. It is lamentably true that comparatively few of

the inhabitants of earth are growing people; most of them are content

with a slow, dull routine of daily life. I'd rather see persons full of

zeal and purpose, even though their impulsive nature might lead them to

commit many mistakes, rather than one whose life seems purposeless.”

“So had I. Motion is life; and in that motion we do many things which we

afterwards regret, yet find them to have been the legitimate results of

life; so I suppose we should not regret anything.”

“Nothing which has occurred outside or independent of our will or

design.”

“It is hard to tell where our own will commences to act; is it not, Miss

Bernard?”

“I sometimes question whether we can; yet in order for our lives to be

individualized there must be some point where we lay aside our personal

will, disengage it, as it were, from the causes or outside forces, which

seem to be ever propelling us.”

“What do you consider the most quiescent state of the soul?”

“That state in which the mind clearly perceives it could not have

afforded to have dispensed with one personal experience, least of all,

with one sorrow which formed a part of that experience.”

“How few can subscribe to that, save in theory, yet I know by the few

years of my own life, that I could not lose one of my experiences, least

of all, those that deepened the mind; or gave me higher, broader views

of life. I hope I shall live many years, Miss Bernard, for the more we

know of this life, the better prepared shall we be to live and enjoy the

other.”

“They are so interwoven that one must really know both well in order to

act and live well in either.”

“Have you ever seen with your interior perceptions the conditions of

mortals who have passed beyond the vale? I have felt their states, but

have never seen them. I think you also have, for I have heard from your

friend, Miss Wyman, of your wondrous power to see at times, those

who have thrown aside the mortal. I should be deeply interested in a

relation of any of your experiences at some future time when you feel

inclined to give them; for my faith in the ability of spirits to return

to earth, and influence us, is as deep and strong as my trust in God.”

“In some quiet hour, I will tell you many of my personal experiences.

It is a strange, dual life I live, and sometimes I feel myself in such

mixed states, that I scarcely know my mooring, if, indeed, I have any.”

“Some do not, I think.”

“I am one, then, of that class; I seem to belong everywhere, and to

everybody.”

“I am quite certain of two, to whom you belong-myself and brother-but

here we are in sight of home, and Basil is waiting for us on the

piazza.”

“It is pleasant to have a brother like yours, and to me to look upon the

relation you bear to each other, for usually the relation of brother and

sister is so ordinary and means so little.”

“He is a noble man and brother, and has done much toward developing

my spirit. I want you to know him well, and learn what a friend and

companion he can be to woman.”

At that moment they wound around the drive, and he came to meet them,

his face full of kindness and affection, greeting his sister as though

she had been gone weeks, instead of hours only; and bestowing a look

of generous hospitality upon Dawn, whose thoughts seemed to grow richer

every moment in his presence.

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