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As I stood behind the coffin of my little son the other day, with my

mind bent on anything but disputation, the officiating minister read, as

a part of his duty, the words, "If the dead rise not again, let us eat

and drink, for to-morrow we die." I cannot tell you how inexpressibly

they shocked me. Paul had neither wife nor child, or he must have known

that his alternative involved a blasphemy against all that was best and

noblest in human nature. I could have laughed with scorn. What! because

I am face to face with irreparable loss, because I have given back to

the source from whence it came, the cause of a great happiness, still

retaining through all my life the blessings which have sprung and will

spring from that cause, I am to renounce my manhood, and, howling,

grovel in bestiality? Why, the very apes know better, and if you

shoot their young the poor brutes grieve their grief out and do not

immediately seek distraction in a gorge.

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