CHAPTER IX

There are few phases of human existence more interesting than that in

which a young and sensitive woman is compelled by circumstances to cast

aside the pleasant artifices, the carefully modulated emotions of a

sheltered life, and to face the realities of fact and feeling.

For twenty-three years Enid Witcherley had played with existence--toying

with it, enjoying it, as an epicure enjoys a rare wine or a choice

morsel of food prepared for his appreciation. Now, as she stood alone in

her small drawing-room with its costly decorations, its feminine

atmosphere, she was conscious for the first time that the banquet of

life is not in reality a display of delicate viands and tempting

vintages, but a meal of common bread--sweet or bitter as destiny

decrees. She saw this, and with a flash of comprehension knew and

acknowledged that her heart and her brain cried out for the wholesome

necessary food.

An hour ago, when the Prophet had stood before her and made his

confession, she had been overwhelmed by the tide of her own feelings; in

the rush of humiliation and disappointment--in the tremendous knowledge

that the image she had called gold was in reality but clay--she had been

too mortified to see beyond her own horizon. In that moment their places

in the drama had been indisputably allotted. She herself had appeared

the unoffending heroine, unjustly humiliated in her own eyes and in the

eyes of others; he had stood out, in unpardonable guise, the cause--the

instrument--of that humiliation. In the bitter knowledge she had

confronted him unrelentingly. A spoiled child--an unreasoning feminine

egoist.

But now that moment, with its instructive and primitive emotions, was

passed by what seemed months--years--a century. By a process of mind as

swift as it was subtle, the child had grown into a woman--the egoist had

become conscious of another existence. With the entrance of

Bale-Corphew--with the sound of her own denunciation upon his lips--a

new feeling had awakened within her--a feeling stronger than

humiliation, stronger than pride. It had risen, blinding and dazzling

her, as a great light might blind and dazzle; and she stood glorified

and exalted within its radiance.

As the door had closed upon her second visitor, a long sobbing sigh of

excitement, of tumultuous joy and fear shook her from head to foot; she

involuntarily drew her figure to its full height, and covered her face

with both hands, as though to ward off the light that lay across her

world.

But the great moment of joy and comprehension could not last; other and

more insistent factors were at work within her mind--claiming, even

demanding attention. Almost as the outer door closed upon Bale-Corphew,

her hands dropped to her sides and an expression akin to terror crossed

her eyes. With a mind rendered supersensitive by its own emotions, she

realized what the next five hours might hold; and like a tangible menace

the dark, angry face of the Arch-Mystic flashed back upon her

consciousness.

While he had been present in the room, while his turbulent voice had

filled her ears, she had been only partly alive to the threatened

danger; but now that his presence had been removed, now that she was

free to sift the meaning of his words, their full significance was borne

in upon her. With an alarming clearness of vision, she recognized that

behind his threats lay a definite meaning; that the man himself, at all

times passionate, and, on occasion, violent in temperament, had

suddenly become a danger--something as fierce and menacing as an

uncontrolled element.

She realized and understood this rapidly, as only the mind knows and

comprehends in moments of stress and crisis; and before her knowledge,

all ideas save one fell away like chaff before the wind. At all

costs--in face of every obstacle--she must warn and save the Prophet!

With a start of apprehension, she glanced at the clock and saw that the

hands marked ten minutes to seven. Moving to the fireplace, she once

more pressed the bell; and as Norris answered, turned to her, heedless

for perhaps the first time in her life of outward appearances.

"Get me my long black cloak, Norris," she said. "And a black hat and

veil. I am going out."

Norris's face expressed no surprise.

"You will be back to dinner, ma'am?" she inquired.

"No. I shall not want dinner. I may not be back till ten--perhaps

eleven. If I am late, no one need wait up." She walked to a mirror and

began nervously smoothing her ruffled hair, while Norris left the room,

and returned with the desired garments.

With the same nervous haste she put on her hat, tied the thick veil over

her face, and allowed herself to be helped into her cloak. Then, without

a word, she crossed the drawing-room, passed through the hall of the

flat, and entered the lift.

At the street-door she was compelled to wait while the hall-porter

called a cab; and the momentary delay almost overtaxed her patience. An

audible sound of relief escaped her when the clatter of hoofs and jingle

of bells announced that the wait was over.

"St. George's Terrace!" she ordered, in a low voice, and it seemed to

her perturbed mind that even the stolid attendant must find something

portentous in the words; then she sank into the corner of the cab and

closed her eyes, as she heard her order repeated to the cabman, and felt

the horse swing forward into the stream of traffic.

More than once she altered her position as the distance between

Knightsbridge and St. George's Terrace lessened. She was devoured by

impatience and yet paralyzed by dread. Once, as the cab halted in a

block of traffic, she heard a clock strike seven, and at the sound the

blood rushed to her face as she thought of the nearness of her ordeal;

but an instant later she drew out her watch to verify the time, and

paled with sudden apprehension as she realized that the clock was slow.

So her mind oscillated until the cab drew up beside the curb; and, with

a nervous start, she heard the cabman open the trap-door.

"What number, lady?" he asked.

[Illustration: "HER HAND WAS TREMBLING AS SHE RAISED THE HEAVY KNOCKER"]

She answered almost guiltily: "No number! Just stop here! Put me down

here!" She rose, gathering her long cloak about her.

Try as she might, she could not control her excitement, as she crossed

the roadway and entered Hellier Crescent after a week's absence. Her

hand was trembling as she raised the heavy knocker on the familiar door;

and her voice shook as she repeated the necessary formula.

There was a slight delay--a slight hesitancy on the part of the

door-keeper; then the slide, which had opened at her knock, closed with

a click, and the massive door swung back.

She stepped forward eagerly, but on the moment that she entered the hall

her heart sank. With a thrill of apprehension she saw that in place of

the humble member of the congregation who usually attended there, the

tall, fair-bearded Arch-Mystic known as George Norov was guarding the

door. Small though the incident might appear, it conveyed to her, as no

spoken declaration could have done, the spirit of action and vigilance

reigning in the House.

While the thought flashed through her mind, Norov surveyed her from his

great height.

"You are in good time, my child; the Gathering is for eight o'clock."

She looked up at him.

"Yes," she said, quickly. "I know it is for eight o'clock, but I have

come early. I have come because I wish--" Her courage faltered before

the intent, searching gaze of his blue eyes.

"I have come," she added, with gathered resolution, "because I desire

private Audience with the Prophet--because there is something on my Soul

of which I must unburden myself."

The Arch-Mystic looked at her and his eyes seemed cold as steel.

"The Prophet holds private Audience only in the morning," he replied, in

an even voice.

Enid flushed.

"I know that. But there are exceptions to the rule--"

The Arch-Mystic shook his head.

"The Prophet holds private Audience only in the morning."

"But the Prophet is generous. Five minutes alone with him will satisfy

me--three minutes--two minutes--" Her tone quickened as her anxiety

increased.

Still Norov's blue eyes met hers unswervingly.

"The Prophet holds private Audience only in the morning."

At the second repetition her apprehension rose to fear; and in her

alarmed trepidation she conceived a new idea. With a rapid searching

glance her eyes travelled over the Arch-Mystic's powerful figure, while

she mentally measured his physical strength with that of the Prophet.

Her survey was short and comprehensive; and her decision came with

equal speed. With a subtle change of manner and voice she made a fresh

appeal. Turning to him with a gesture of deference, she spoke again in a

soft and conciliatory voice.

"Of course, you are right in what you say," she murmured. "But I am

going to make an appeal. If I may not see the Prophet in private

Audience, then let me see him in your presence! I have only a dozen

words to say; and, if necessary, I will say them in your presence. You

can see it is urgent, when I am willing to humiliate myself. It is only

for her Soul that a woman will conquer her pride. You won't deny peace

to my Soul?" Her voice dropped, her whole expression pleaded.

For a moment--for just one moment--it seemed to her desperate gaze that

his hard blue eyes softened; the next, their cold, unyielding glance

disillusioned her of hope.

"It is useless to appeal to me," he said; "but if you very much desire

it, you can make your request to my brother Mystic--Horatio

Bale-Corphew. He is guarding the Prophet's Threshold."

Whether the man had any glimmering of knowledge as to her private

connection with Bale-Corphew and the Prophet was not to be read from his

austere face. His words might have been spoken in all innocence, or

might have been spoken deliberately and with malice. But in either case

the result, so far as his listener was concerned, was the same. A sense

of frightened impotence fell upon her--a knowledge that her enemy had a

longer reach and a more powerful arm than she had guessed.

By a great effort she controlled her feelings.

"Thank you!" she said, quietly, "but I will not trouble Mr.

Bale-Corphew. If I may, I will wait in the Place until the Gathering is

assembled."

Her companion bent his head.

"Permission is granted!" he said.

For a moment longer she stood, burning with apprehensive dread. On one

hand was the Prophet--trapped and unaware of his peril; on the other was

Bale-Corphew--implacable, enraged, unrelaxing in his pursuit. She waited

irresolute, until the cold, inquiring gaze of the Arch-Mystic made

action compulsory; then, scarcely conscious of the movement, she

inclined her head in mechanical acknowledgment of his courtesy, and,

turning away, passed down the lofty, sombre hall.

Never in after-life was she able to remember, with any degree of

distinctness, her threading of the familiar corridors leading to the

chapel. Her consciousness of outer things was numbed by mental strife.

Reaching the heavy curtain that shut off the sacred precinct, she thrust

it aside with nervous impetuosity and stood looking around the deserted

chapel--glancing from the rows of empty chairs to the Sanctuary, where

the great golden Throne stood shrouded in a white cloth, and the silver

censers lay awaiting the flame.

At a first glance it seemed that the chapel was entirely empty, but as

her eyes grew accustomed to the modulated light diffused by eight large

tapers, she saw that the Sanctuary was occupied by one sombre figure

that flitted silently between the lectern and the Throne. For an instant

her heart leaped, for the man was of the same height and build as the

Precursor; but a second glance put her hopes to flight. The Mystic

within the Sanctuary was the humble member of the congregation whose

duty it was to wait upon the Prophet.

As she passed slowly and automatically up the aisle, the man turned and

looked at her; but after a cursory glance returned to his task of

setting the Sanctuary in order.

The look and the evident unconcern chilled and daunted her anew. With a

movement of despair she paused, and sank into one of the empty chairs.

For a space that seemed eternal, she sat huddled in her seat--her hands

clasped nervously in her lap; her ears alert to catch the slightest

sound; her eyes unconsciously following the movements of the man within

the Sanctuary; then, suddenly and abruptly, the tension snapped; and

action--action of some description--became imperative. She rose from her

seat.

After she had risen, she stood aimlessly looking about her at the

black-and-white walls, at the rows of chairs, at the gleaming octagonal

symbol that hung from the roof; then, as if magnetically attracted, her

glance travelled back to the man inside the Sanctuary rail.

There was nothing remarkable in the spare figure, moving reverently from

one sacred object to another; but as her eyes rested on the colorless,

ascetic face, her own cheeks flushed with a new hope--a new inspiration.

With a quick movement she glanced furtively behind her; and, stepping

carefully between the chairs, regained the aisle and moved swiftly and

noiselessly up the chapel.

Her heart was beating so fast, the nervous strain was so intense, that

when she reached the railing she stood for a moment unable to command

her voice. And when the Mystic--becoming suddenly aware of her near

presence--turned and confronted her, a faint sound of nervous alarm

slipped from her.

For a space the two looked at each other; and at last the man appeared

to realize that something was expected of him. Bending his head, he

uttered the formula of the sect.

"In what can I serve you?"

The familiar words braced Enid. She glanced at him afresh, and in that

glance her plan of action arranged itself. For one moment, as she had

walked up the aisle, her hand had sought her purse, but now, as she

scanned the ascetic face of this unworldly servant, her fingers

involuntarily loosened and the purse slipped back into her pocket. With

a new resolve, she looked him straight in the eyes.

"You can do me a great service--a very great service," she said,

quietly, in her soft, clear voice.

The man looked at her in slow inquiry.

"Oh, I know you are surprised," she added, quickly. "I know this seems

unusual--" She paused in momentary hesitation.

The Mystic appeared distressed.

"My--my duty--" he broke in, uneasily. "My duty is to--"

But she checked him suddenly.

[Illustration: "I AM IN NEED OF HELP ... AND YOU CAN HELP ME"]

"Charity is greater than duty!" she said, in a low, impressive tone. By

the same feminine intuition that had made her discard her purse, she saw

that by a semi-mystical appeal--and by that alone--could she hope to

succeed. Laying her hands upon the Sanctuary railing, she leaned

forward, and raised her large eyes to the man's face.

"Which do _you_ consider the greater virtue?" she asked. "Duty or

charity?"

The Mystic looked at her.

"Charity," he said, at last, hesitatingly, "the Prophet teaches us--"

Enid's face flushed.

"Yes! yes!" she cried. "The Prophet teaches us that charity is the

greater virtue. He tells us that we are to rely upon ourselves--and also

upon each other. We are to help ourselves--and to help each other." Her

voice shook, her face glowed in her excitement and suspense.

"I am in need of help," she added. "In desperate need. And you can help

me."

Her tone was urgent, her compelling gaze never faltered. She knew that

this was her last chance--that, if this man failed her, catastrophe was

inevitable.

The Mystic stirred uncomfortably, and his glance turned half fearfully

from the intent, appealing face to the lectern on which rested the

white-bound Scitsym.

With a sudden access of enthusiasm, Enid spoke again.

"There is something troubling my Soul," she said. "Something that I must

confess to the Prophet to-night. My whole happiness--all my

peace--depends upon confessing it. I cannot speak with him before the

Gathering assembles; but I can write my confession. Will you save my

Soul? Will you carry my confession to him?"

Until the words were actually spoken, she did not realize how immensely

she had staked upon her chances of success. In a fever of anxiety she

waited, watching the man's gaze as it wavered undecidedly over the

Scitsym, then returned, as if magnetized, to her face.

"In twenty minutes the Gathering will be assembled," he murmured.

"I know, I know. But there is still time. It is a matter of--of

faith--of peace of mind."

The man shuffled his feet.

"It--it is impossible," he said.

"Why impossible?"

"Because the Prophet is exalted to-night. The Arch-Mystics themselves

are guarding the Threshold. The Prophet is exalted; he must not be

disturbed."

"But if it is necessary to disturb him? If there is a Soul in danger?"

"The Prophet must not be disturbed. What are we, that we should thrust

our wrong-doing or our sorrow upon the Mighty One?"

At the words a rage of apprehension shook Enid. She lifted her head, and

her fingers closed fiercely round the iron bar that topped the railing.

"Silence!" she said, excitedly. "You do not know what you are saying!

The Prophet sets his people high above himself. The message of a Soul

in distress is of more value in his eyes than a hundred moments of

exaltation. Take care that his wrath does not fall upon you!"

Involuntarily the man paled.

"Yes. Take care!" she cried. "Take care! You have the well-being--the

whole future--of one Soul in your hands to-night. How will you answer to

the Prophet, if you fail in the trust?"

The Mystic cowered.

"If you fail, the wrong can never be repaired. And the doing of the

action will cost you nothing. Take this note--" With agitated haste she

tore a leaf from a tiny note-book that hung at her waist. "Take this

note. Tell no one. Give it into the Prophet's own hands--" She drew out

a pencil and wrote a few enigmatical words. "Give it into his own hands;

and I can promise you that your reward will be greater than you think."

With a rapid movement, she roiled up the paper and held it out to him.

"Take it," she said, impressively. "And remember that it is something

important, essential--sacred." On the last word her voice rose; then,

without warning, it suddenly broke.

A curtain at the back of the Sanctuary had been drawn aside; and for the

second time that evening, the face of Bale-Corphew confronted her

through the dusk.

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