THE SHEEP QUEEN
The long mixed train crawling into the stockyards at Omaha, with its
ice-encased wheels, its fringe of icicles pendant from the eaves, and
snow from the wind-swept plains of western Nebraska piled on the roofs,
looked like an Arctic Special.
Kate stood on the rear platform of the swaying caboose looking with
wearied unkindled eyes at the myriad lights of the first city she had
ever seen. Those eyes were dark-circled with fatigue, her face streaked
with soft coal soot, while the wrinkled riding skirt in which she had
slept was soiled and torn. Her fleece-lined canvas coat was buttoned to
the throat, and she leaned negligently against the rail, watching from
under the broad brim of her Stetson the twinkling lights increase.
It had been Kate's intention when she left Prouty to catch a fast
passenger train and meet her sheep at a feeding station a few miles
outside of Omaha, but the violence of the storm had changed her plans
and she had remained to spend many tedious hours waiting on side-tracks,
and this, together with the work of unloading to feed and water, and
insufficient sleep, had brought her as near exhaustion as she ever had
found herself.
There was no eagerness in the sheep woman's face, only the impersonal
curiosity of a spectator at a display in which he had no part. She
accepted as a matter of course the fact that she would be here, as she
was at home, an outsider, an alien.
Kate saw nothing interesting or unusual in what she had done--it was all
in the day's work. She was merely one of innumerable stock raisers
bringing the results of months and years of patient effort to the great
stock market of the west. As she looked listlessly at the dark
silhouette of tanks and towers, skyscrapers and gable roofs, at
countless threads of smoke going straight up in the still air from the
great hive of industry and life, she wondered at her apathy, at the fact
that there was no anticipation in her mind.
Her face darkened. Had Prouty, along with other things, robbed her of
the capacity for enjoyment? Had it crushed out of her the last remnant
of the spirit of youth? Was she old, already hopelessly old at heart?
Her feeling toward the town gradually had crystallized into a cold
animus, silent and unwavering, but now, as she suddenly whirled about
and looked into the red winter sunset where, back there, beyond the
Beyond, Prouty lay, a wave of hatred surged over her, to make her tingle
to the finger tips.
Usually Prouty was personified in her mind as a hulking coward, bullying
the weak, fawning upon the strong, with no guiding principle in life
save self-interest, but to-night, as she visualized it across the
intervening miles, snow-bound, wind-swept, desolate, it was in the guise
of a shivering pauper, miserable in his present, fearful of his future.
Her grip tightened on the rail of the swaying caboose and all the
envenomed bitterness of her nature was in her choking voice as she said
between her teeth:
"Curse you and curse you and curse you! I hate you! You've robbed me of
the happiness that belonged to my youth. You've destroyed my faith in
human kind. Whatever of sweetness there was in my nature you have
turned to gall. When my Day comes I'll strike you without mercy--I'll
beat you to the earth if it's in my power!"
It was fully night before they were able to get right-of-way into the
yards, and Kate drew a deep breath of relief when the grinding wheels
finally stopped. She and Bowers swung down together from the high step
to the cinder path which lay between their own cars and a train of
cattle bawling on a parallel track. As they stumbled along in the
darkness toward the engine they heard brisk footsteps coming from that
direction.
"Low bridge!" Bowers warned jocularly as they drew close.
In stepping aside to avoid Bowers the pedestrian bumped into Kate.
"I beg your pardon!" The voice was pleasant--deep.
Kate murmured a commonplace.
At the instant a brakeman hung out from the handrail of a car of the
cattle train and swung his lantern. Instinctively Kate and the man with
whom she had collided looked at each other in the arc of light. In their
haste they had scarcely slackened their steps, and it was only a
second's glimpse that each had of the other's face, but it was long
enough to give to each a sense of bewildered surprise. The look they had
exchanged was the look one man gives to another--level, fearless--for
there never was anything of coquetry in Kate's gaze, and the impression
she had received was of poise, patience and worldly wisdom tinged with a
sadness in which there was no bitterness.
The man walked on a pace, stopped and swung about abruptly. Evidently
he could see nothing in the darkness--he could hear only the retreating
footsteps on the cinder path. Then suddenly, aloud, sharply, out of his
bewilderment he cried:
"By God! That woman looks like me!"
Kate and Bowers walked on without comment upon the incident, but when
they had reached the yard, Bowers detached himself from Kate's side and
made a rush to the nearest light where, turning his back with a
secretive air, he took from the inner pocket of his inside coat the worn
and yellowed photograph that Mullendore had recognized in Bowers's
wagon. He looked at it long and hard.
Kate was too engrossed in directing and helping with the work of
unloading, counting the sheep that had smothered, looking after those
that had been injured in transit, feeding, watering, to be conscious of
the attention she attracted among the helpers and others in the yards.
There had been "sheep queens" in the stockyards before--raucous-voiced,
domineering, sexless, inflated to absurdity by their success--but none
with Kate's personal attractiveness and her utter lack of
self-consciousness. As she walked about on the long platform beside the
pens, tall, straight, picturesque, with her free movements, her wide
gestures when she used her hands, together with her quiet air of
authority, she was the most typical and interesting figure that had come
out of the far west for a long time.
When the last thing was done that required her personal attention, Kate
went to a nearby hotel recommended by one of the employees of the
stockyard. It was third-rate and shabby, unpretentious even in its
prime, but it looked imposing to Kate, who never had seen anything
better than the Prouty House.
The loose tiling clacked as she walked across the office to the clerk's
desk. That person eyed her dubiously as she laid the flour sack
containing her belongings on the counter and registered. He saw in Kate
only a woman peculiarly dressed, with a tanned and not too clean face,
dishevelled hair, weary-eyed, and alone at a late hour. He missed
altogether the indefinable atmosphere of character and substantiality
which a more discerning and experienced person would have recognized at
once.
"Baggage?" curtly, as she returned him the pen.
She indicated the grimy flour sack.
A supercilious eyebrow went up.
"You'll have to pay in advance. Six bits."
Kate reddened.
"Is that customary, or because you don't like my looks?"
Taking umbrage at the asperity of her tone, he replied impudently:
"Well--I don't know you from a crow, do I?"
Kate's eyes flashed.
"You will before I leave Omaha."
He laughed incredulously as he took a key from the rack.
Kate followed him up the dirty stairway through a dingy hall to a still
dingier room in the back of the house. Long and narrow, it looked like a
kalsomined cave illumined by a lightning bug in a bottle when he turned
the electric switch. She was too tired, however, to be critical and in
her utter weariness lost consciousness as soon as her head touched the
pillow and slept dreamlessly until the dawn came feebly through the
coarse lace curtain that, stiff and gray with dust, hung at the one
window of the room.
She rubbed her eyes and looked in bewilderment at the unfamiliar
surroundings. Then she remembered, and the trip with all its attendant
circumstances came back. She speculated as to the probable amount the
sheep had shrunken on the way, how they would compare with other
consignments in the yards, whether the market conditions were favorable
or otherwise, what the commission agents whom she had known through
correspondence for many years would be like.
Her experience with the night clerk came to mind and her frown at the
recollection of his insolence changed to a puzzled look as she thought
of her retort. Whatever had prompted her to make the empty boast that he
would know her before she left Omaha? It was as unlike her as anything
she could imagine, but it had seemed to say itself.
She had a subconscious feeling that there was still something else of
which she wished to think before getting up, and as she searched her
mind it flashed upon her--the stranger who had bumped into her in the
dark. Of course, that was it! She heard his pleasant voice plainly and
saw his face with great distinctness as revealed by the brakeman's
light. While she recalled his features individually--his eyes, his
mouth, his chin, and the meaning they conveyed, his manner with its
mixture of friendliness and reserve, she mechanically rubbed her
forehead with her finger tips as though the action might assist in
catching some elusive memory that was just beyond her reach. Her brows
knit in perplexity and she murmured finally:
"He didn't seem a stranger, somehow--and yet--he was, of course. It
would not be possible for me ever to forget a man like that. It seemed
as if--" there was bewilderment in her face as she laid her hand upon
her heart--"as if, somehow, I knew him here."
Kate's belief that no better sheep of their class than hers would be
found in the stockyards was justified by subsequent events. Her shipment
not only "topped the market," but she received for her yearling lambs
fourteen dollars and sixty-five cents a head--the highest paid since the
Civil War. This high rate was due not only to European disturbances, but
to the quality and condition of the sheep; and, therefore, apart from
the attention which she naturally would have attracted, she was, as the
owner, an object of interest in the yards as well as in the stock
exchange offices and the bank.
Basking in the reflected sunshine of his employer's success, Bowers came
as near strutting as was possible for one of his retiring temperament.
Kate was finding a new experience in her meeting with the members of the
firm to which she had consigned her sheep, and others with whom her
business brought her in contact about the crowded Exchange. These
prosperous, clean-cut men, alert, incisive of speech and thought, were
an unfamiliar type. Their undisguised approbation, their respect, their
eagerness to be kind brought a new sensation to Kate, who had grown up
and lived in an atmosphere of prejudice. There were moments when the
tears were absurdly close to her eyes.
Aside from the circumstances which in any event would have attracted
more than a little attention to Kate, the extent of the recognition and
the courtesy extended to her was a personal triumph. Her simplicity and
good sense, her reserve, together with a kind of timid, questioning
friendliness, her unconsciousness of being in any way unusual, made her
an instantaneous and complete success with those she met the following
day, and a celebrity in the yards.
Her business was finished within a few hours and when she made her
adieu, Kate looked for Bowers to tell him that she was leaving for
Prouty on a night train, presuming that he would wish to do likewise.
But Bowers appeared to have vanished as entirely as though he had been
shanghaied and was a hundred miles at sea. It was singular that he had
not first learned her plans before leaving the stockyards.
The omission hurt Kate, for they had talked much of what they would do
and see when they reached Omaha. Bowers, with his superior knowledge of
city life, was to show her about; they were to dine together in one of
the best restaurants, to see a play and look in the shops. Kate never
had been on a street car or in a "machine," so she had counted on him to
pilot her from South Omaha to the city proper. Disappointed and hurt by
Bowers's neglect, she wandered aimlessly about the streets in the
vicinity of her hotel, stopping occasionally to look at the cheap wares
displayed in the windows of the small shops of South Omaha.
The hurrying passersby slackened their steps to stare at her in candid
interest, and she wondered if it were possible that her conspicuousness
had anything to do with Bowers's mysterious disappearance. It seemed an
ungenerous thought, but how else account for it, knowing as she did that
he had no friends, no business in Omaha, and in the past there never had
been a time when he had not preferred her society to that of everyone
else?
The elation consequent upon her day of triumph gradually oozed out, to
be replaced by the sense of dreariness that comes from being alone in a
crowd. Then, too, she had a feeling of contempt for herself for the
swift dreams of something different aroused by the day's events.
Optimism had come to be synonymous with weakness to Kate. Now, as she
stared indifferently at a display of tawdry blouses, she was asking
herself if she had not yet learned her lesson, but that upon the
strength of a little ephemeral happiness she must needs begin and build
air castles again.
The waning day was cloudy, the crossings deep with slush, the pavements
damp, and the chill of her wet soles made her shiver, adding the last
touch to her forlornness and the depression which Bowers's desertion had
induced. She dreaded returning to her cheerless room, but she could not
walk the streets indefinitely, so she bought a magazine to read until it
was time to dine alone in some one of the neighborhood's cheap
restaurants. The night clerk was already on duty and through the
fly-specked plate-glass window of the office saw her coming. Dashing
from behind the desk, he skated recklessly across the tiles to open the
door.
"Say--you're all right!" His tone was emphatic and sincere.
Kate eyed him without enthusiasm.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he demanded.
"Tell you what?"
He held up the afternoon newspaper that he had in his hand.
Kate's own face looked back at her from the front page and her name in
the headlines met her astonished eyes. The picture, which had been made
from a snapshot, was excellent, and the text was a highly colored
recital of her achievements obtained from Bowers.
The clerk's tone conveyed his admiration as he confessed:
"Looks like you knew what you was talkin' about when you said I'd know
who you was before you left Omaha."
Sitting on the edge of her bed Kate read the article again, but her
first feeling of elation did not return. With her hands clasped about
one knee, in her characteristic attitude, she stared at a festoon of
dusty cobwebs hanging from the ceiling, and there gradually crept over
her a feeling of lassitude.
She had established a record price with the best trainload of range
sheep that ever had come into the stockyards; she had been accepted as
an equal in achievement and intelligence by every one of the worthwhile
men with whom she had come in contact; and as a climax to the day's
events she was proclaimed a successful woman in the public prints. Yet,
in the silence of the cheerless room, she was cognizant of the fact that
nothing inside of her was changed thereby. There remained in her heart
the same dreary emptiness.
Two tears slipped slowly down her cheeks. She brushed them away with the
back of her hand, looked at her watch, and got up. She had no appetite,
but ordering food in a restaurant would help the time to pass. After
rubbing such mud as she could from her boots, she smoothed her hair
before the mirror and put on her hat. The sheep woman was the cynosure
of the respectful gaze of many eyes as she came down the stairs.
Outside all the world was going home with eager, hurrying feet and she
paused, looking indifferently up and down the street. The nearest
restaurant was not inviting, but it answered well enough. After a few
mouthfuls, Kate crumpled the paper napkin, paid her bill, and walked
dispiritedly back to the hotel.
More often than not, the momentous happenings in life come without
warning, and with no stage-setting to enhance the dramatic effect.
Certainly there was nothing in the announcement of the now too friendly
clerk that "she had a visitor who looked like new money," to
prognosticate that once Kate had crossed the threshold of the red-plush
parlor, her life would never be the same again.
It was Bowers, of course--she thought--Bowers come too late to take her
to the restaurant whose delectable "grub" was one of his boasted
memories of Omaha. Her conclusion was correct that Bowers was there,
wearing his new clothes like a disguise, his eyes shining with
eagerness. But it was not Bowers that Kate saw in the dim light as she
stepped through the doorway--it was the man who at intervals had been
strongly in her thoughts all day, for whom she had unconsciously kept a
lookout, impelled by an inexplicable desire to see him again and remove
that perplexing, haunting sense of having seen him somewhere before.
Kate felt herself trembling when the man arose from the sofa facing the
door. As if by divination she recognized some impending event of
importance to herself. He was no casual caller brought by idle
curiosity, she was sure of that.
There was in his eyes a tremendous hope, and a yearning tenderness in
his face which seemed to draw her into his arms. It required an effort
of will to remain passive as he approached.
Without explanation or apology, he put his hand under her chin and
raised it with all gentleness, studying meanwhile every lineament of her
face.
Kate watched the light of conviction grow in his eyes. Then she felt an
arm about her shoulder and herself being drawn close against her
father's heart as he exclaimed brokenly:
"My baby-girl, grown up! My _Kate_!"