CHAPTER VIII

ITALY, CAMBRIDGE, GERMANY, LONDON

After Christmas I stayed a few days with Chérie at her house at Cosham

and with the Ponsonbys at the Isle of Wight. Uncle Henry Ponsonby said

he had taken one book with him in the Crimean War, and he had read it

through. This was _Paradise Lost_. The conversation arose from his

quoting the lines:

“The mind is its own place, and in itself

Can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven,”

and I happened to know where the quotation came from. I stayed for a few

days with the Bensons at Addington. Arthur and Fred Benson were there,

but none of the rest of the family. Fred Benson had just finished his

novel, _Dodo_, and was correcting the proofs of it. I read the proofs.

Arthur Benson had written a great many poems, which he read out to me.

They were published later in the year. During the time I had spent at

Hildesheim I had continued to write verse every now and then, and I

used to send my efforts to Arthur Benson for his criticism. I had also

written what must have been a childish play, a modern drama, but I

had published nothing except a little verse in a Plymouth newspaper.

While I was staying at Osborne with the Ponsonbys and also at Addington

with the Bensons I heard a great deal about a Miss Ethel Smyth. Arthur

Benson had told me about her at Eton. She was a friend of his family,

and he used often to hear from her. She was a newer friend of my aunts

and my cousins, and they talked a great deal about her. I heard about

her wonderful singing, her energy, her vitality, her talk, how she had

said that Mrs. Benson was “as good as God and as clever as the Devil”;

how I must hear her sing “l’Anneau d’argent,” and her own Mass. It was

arranged that I was to make her acquaintance. Her Mass was to be given

at the Albert Hall, and I was invited by Mrs. Charles Hunter (Miss

Smyth’s sister) to hear it from her box. The box was full of Miss Smyth’s

hunting friends, who gave the music a respectful hearing, and when it

was over we went to the Bachelors’ Club and had supper. I sat next to

Miss Smyth and we made friends at once. The next night I had dinner at

Dover Street, where Mrs. Hunter was staying, and there I met General

Smyth, Miss Smyth’s father, and Mr. Brewster, an American by birth, a

Frenchman by education, an Italian by residence. His appearance was

striking; he had a fair beard and the eyes of a seer; _à contre jour_,

someone said he looked like a Rembrandt. His manner was suave, and at

first one thought him inscrutable—a person whom one could never know,

surrounded as it were by a hedge of roses. When I got to know him better

I found the whole secret of Brewster was this: he was absolutely himself:

he said quite simply and calmly what he thought. Nothing leads to such

misunderstandings as the truth. Bismarck said the best of all diplomatic

policies was to tell the truth, as nobody believed you. But even when

you are not prepared to disbelieve, and suspect no diplomatic wiles,

the truth is sometimes disconcerting when calmly expressed. I recollect

my first conversation with Mr. Brewster. We talked of books, and I was

brimful of enthusiasm for Swinburne and Rossetti. “No,” said Brewster, “I

don’t care for Rossetti; it all seems to me like an elaborate exercise. I

prefer Paul Verlaine.” I knew he was not being paradoxical, but I thought

he was lacking in catholicity, narrow in comprehension. Why couldn’t one

like both? I thought he was being Olympian and damping. When I got to

know him well, I understood how completely sincere he had been, and how

utterly unpretentious; how impossible it was for him to pretend he liked

something he did not like, and how true it was that Rossetti seemed to

him as elaborate as an exercise.

That night we went to a concert at St. James’s Hall, and I saw again the

familiar green benches where for so many years my mother had seats in Row

2. “You remind me,” said a lady I was introduced to that night, “of a

lady who used to come and sit here at the Pops in the second row, a long

time ago.”

I can’t remember where it was I first heard Ethel Smyth sing, whether

it was in Dover Street or in her own little house, “One Oak.” I remember

the songs she sang—some Brahms, some Schubert, among others “Pause” and

“Der Doppelgänger,” “l’Anneau d’argent,” and “Come o’er the Sea,” and I

knew at once that I had opened a window on a new and marvellous province.

The whole performance was so complete and so poignantly perfect: the

accompaniment, the way the words and the music were blended, and the

composer’s inmost and most intimate intention and meaning seemed to be

revealed and interpreted as if he were singing the song himself for the

first time; the rare and exquisite quality and delicacy of her voice, the

strange thrill and wail, the distinction and distinct clear utterance,

where every word and every note told without effort, and the whirlwind of

passion and feeling she evoked in a song such as “Come o’er the Sea” or

Brahms’ “Botschaft.”

It was settled that I was to learn Italian, and for that purpose I went

to Florence. I stayed in Paris a few days on the way at the Hôtel St.

Romain, Rue St. Roch, and I went to several plays and saw Bartet at the

Théâtre français, in _Le Père Prodigue_. Then I travelled to Florence in

a crowded second-class carriage. I had expected Florence to be a dismal

place, full of buildings like Dorchester House, grey and cold. It was

cold when the Tramontana blew, but I had forgotten or rather I had not

imagined the Italian sun. I arrived late, at one in the morning, and when

I got up and saw the sun streaming from a cloudless blue sky on warm,

yellow, sun-baked houses with red flat roofs, I was amazed. I stayed

the first night I arrived at an hotel, and then moved into a pension at

Lung’Arno della Borsa 2 bis, which belonged to Signora Agnese Traverso.

I began to learn Italian at once, and had lessons from a charming old

Italian called Signor Benelli. Signor Benelli had been a soldier in

Garibaldi’s Army; he was an intense enthusiast both in politics and

literature—a Dante scholar and an admirer of the moderns: Carducci, and

Gabriele d’Annunzio’s early poems, which were not well known then. I

never had a better master before or afterwards. He knew English well and

revelled in English poetry, especially in Shelley and Keats. As soon as

I got to understand Italian we read Dante, and I read the whole of the

_Divina Commedia_ aloud with Signor Benelli, all Leopardi, and a great

deal of Tasso and Ariosto. I also made other discoveries for myself

in other branches of literature. There was a large lending library at

Florence, full of books in every European literature. I there discovered

by myself the works of Anatole France and read _Thaïs_, _Balthazar_, and

_L’Etui de Nacre_, _le Crime de Sylvestre Bonnard_, and _La Rôtisserie

de la Reine Pédauque._ I read a great deal of Maupassant as well, the

complete works of Merimée, some Balzac, and the plays of Dumas fils, and

all the Sardou I could get hold of. I also had a few Russian lessons from

a lady, but I did not go on with them as I had not the time. I made the

acquaintance of Miss Violet Paget (Vernon Lee), who lived in a lovely

little villa called “The Palmerino” on the Fiesole side of the town.

The spring in Florence is a wonderful pageant. At first you do

not see where there can be any room for it. The trees seem all

evergreen—cypresses and silvery olives. The landscape seems complete as

it is. Then suddenly the brown hills are alive with wild, fluttering, red

jagged-edged tulips. Large bunches of anemones, violets, and lilies of

the valley are sold in the streets, and soon roses. Then the young corn

shoots up, and all the hills become green and the cornfields are fringed

with wild dog-roses, and soon the tall red and white lilies come out, and

then the wistaria, and the Judas trees—a dense mass of blossom against

the solid, speckless blue sky.

In May I met Hubert Cornish at Naples and spent a few days with him,

and we went for a night to Sorrento, and in June I went to Venice by

myself and stayed there for one long and deliciously hot week. I saw the

pictures, drifted about on the lagoon, and bathed at the Lido in the

Adriatic, the only sea that is really hot enough.

At the end of June I was back again in England. I was to go to Oxford or

Cambridge, but to do either of these things it is necessary to pass an

examination in which sums had to be done. At first I was going to Oxford,

but it was thought that I would never be able to pass Smalls, so it was

decided I should go to Cambridge, but in order to pass the examination

before matriculating I had to go to a crammer’s to brush up my Latin and

Greek and try to learn Arithmetic.

At the end of July I went to Eton and stayed with the Cornishes. Mr.

Cornish had just been made Vice-Provost, and was moving into the

Cloisters from Holland House. It was a hot, beautiful August and we spent

most of our days on the river. One day there was a regatta going on at

Datchet. As we passed it we made triolets on the events of the regatta.

“My shirt is undone, here comes the regatta,” one of them began. The

incident that struck us most was the passage of Miss Tarver in a boat.

She appeared to be in distress, and was weeping. This incident was at

once put to verse in this triolet:

“Oh! there’s Lily Tarver

In oceans of tears,

Like streams of hot lava,

Oh! there’s Lily Tarver!

The regatta’s loud _brava_

Still rings in her ears.

Oh! there’s Lily Tarver

In oceans of tears!”

At Arthur Benson’s one night I met Mr. Gosse, who was kind to me, and

from that moment became a lifelong friend.

I had written an essay on Collins, and Arthur Benson had sent it for me

to _Macmillan’s Magazine_. The editor did not print it, but he wrote me a

letter about it, urging me to go on writing. While I had been at Florence

I had written a complete novel, which I had sent to the publishers. The

publishers’ reader reported that it was worth printing, and offered to

publish it on the half-profits system. I had the sense to put it in the

fire. Everyone, said Vernon Lee to me once, should write a novel once, if

only so as never to want to do it again.

In August I went to Mr. Tatham, who lived near Abingdon, to prepare

for my examination. At his house several boys were struggling with the

same task and preparing to go to Oxford. Mr. Tatham did not teach me

arithmetic—nobody could do that—but he taught me some Greek and Latin. We

read the _Plutus_ of Aristophanes, and some Catullus, and he led me into

new fields in English literature. I enjoyed myself at his house quite

immensely. Sometimes at dinner Mr. Tatham would laugh till tears poured

down his cheeks, and once he laughed so much that he was almost ill and

had to go upstairs to his room to recover.

We used to make up triolets at meals, and at all times of the day, and

while I was at Abingdon I had two little books of them printed called

_Northcourt Nonsense_. One of them was written while dressing for dinner

and after having been stung by a fly, and addressed to Mr. Tatham and

sent to him by the maid. It ran thus:

“May I wear a silk tie

To-night at the table?

I’ve been stung by a fly,

May I wear a silk tie?

I will bind it as high

And as low as I’m able,

May I wear a silk tie

To-night at the table?”

to which Mr. Tatham at once sent this answer:

“The tie that you wear

May be wholly of silk,

Or of stuff or mohair,

The tie that you wear;

If the pain you can’t bear,

Better bathe it with milk,

The tie that you wear

May be wholly of silk.”

One of the boys who was preparing for Oxford was called Ralli, and he had

great facility as a planchette writer. He could not write by himself,

but as soon as anyone else put their hands on planchette at the same

time as he did, it would write like mad. The things it wrote seemed to

be nearly always what he had read and forgotten, sometimes an article

from the _Figaro_, sometimes a passage from a French novel. Sometimes it

wrote verse. Ralli was a fluent poet, but wrote better verse without the

aid of planchette than with. Sometimes the planchette board answered his

questions, but with a flippant inconsequence.

In October I went to Cambridge and passed into Trinity, leaving the

_Little Go_ to be tackled later. I had rooms in Trinity Street. Hubert

Cornish was at King’s. I was to go in for the Modern Language Tripos,

which meant languages about as modern as _Le Roman de la Rose_ and

Chaucer. I went to a coach for mathematics, but this was sheer waste of

time, as not one word of what I was taught ever entered my brain, nor did

I improve one jot.

I belonged to two debating societies—the Magpie and Stump, and the

Decemviri—and used to speak at both of them quite often; and to a society

where one read out papers, called the Chit-Chat. I also belonged to the

A.D.C., and played the part of the butler in _Parents and Guardians_, and

that of the footman in the _Duchess of Bayswater_.

In the summer term, during the May week, Hubert Cornish, R. Austen Leigh,

and myself edited an ephemeral newspaper called the _Cambridge A B C_,

which had four numbers and which contained an admirable parody of Kipling

by Carr-Bosanquet.

Here are some lines from it:

“By Matyushin and Wilczek-land he is come to the Northern Pole,

Whose tap-roots bite on the Oolite and Palæozoic coal:

He set his hand and his haunch to the tree, he plucked it up by the

root,

And the lines of longitude upward sprang like the broken chords of

a lute;

And over against the Hills of Glass he came to the spate of stars,

And the Pole it sank, but he swam to bank and warmed himself on Mars;

Till he came to the Reeling Beaches between the night and the day,

Where the tall king crabs like hansom cabs and the black bull lobsters

lay.”

Aubrey Beardsley was just becoming known as an artist, and we wrote to

him and asked him to design a cover, never thinking he would consent to

do so. He did, for the modest sum of ten guineas, and many people thought

it was a clever parody of his draughtsmanship.

At Trinity, Carr-Bosanquet was the shining light of the Decemviri

Debating Society. At Eton he had edited the _Parachute_, which was far

the best schoolboy periodical that had appeared there for years, and

had written, in collaboration with two other boys, a book called _Seven

Summers_, about Eton, which was afterwards withdrawn from circulation

because for some reason or other the authorities objected to it. Next to

_A Day of my Life at Eton_ it is the best book about Eton life that has

ever been written, and the only book of its kind. It certainly ought to

be republished. The curious thing is that the objections to it, which

to the lay mind are not perceptible (for a more harmless book was never

written), were only made after it had been published for some time.

Carr-Bosanquet used often to contribute poems of a light kind about

topical events to the _Eton Chronicle_, and at Cambridge he wrote as

wittily as he talked and spoke. He had rather a dry, kind sense of

humour, saltlike sense, and an Attic wit, which pervaded his talk, his

speeches, his finished and scholarly verse. We thought he was certain

to be a bright star in English literature, a successor to Praed and

Calverley, and perhaps to Charles Lamb; but his career was distinguished

in another line—archæology—and he allowed himself no rival pursuit. Had

he opted for literature, and the province of the witty essay and the

light rhyme, he certainly could have achieved great things, as he had

already done far more than show promise. His performance as far as it

went was already mature, finished, and of a high order. There was at

Trinity and at King’s at this time, as I suppose there is at all times, a

small but highly intellectual world, of which the apex was the mysterious

Society of the Apostles, who discussed philosophy in secret. I skirted

the fringe of this world, and knew some of its members: Bertrand Russell,

the mathematician; Robert Trevelyan, the poet; and others. One day, one

of these intellectuals explained to me that I ought not to go to Chapel,

as it was setting a bad example. Christianity was exploded, a thing of

the past; nobody believed in it really among the young and the advanced,

but for the sake of the old-fashioned and the unregenerate I was bidden

to set an example of sincerity and courage, and soon the world would

follow suit. I remember thinking that although I was much younger in

years than these intellectuals, and far inferior in knowledge, brains,

and wits, no match for them in argument or in achievement, I was none

the less older than they were in a particular kind of experience—the

experience that has nothing to do either with the mind, or with

knowledge, and that is independent of age, but takes place in the heart,

and in which a child may be sometimes more rich than a grown-up person.

I do not mean anything sentimental. I am speaking of the experience that

comes from having been suddenly constrained to turn round and look at

life from a different point of view. So when I heard the intellectuals

reason in the manner I have described, I felt for the moment an old

person listening to young people. I felt young people must always have

talked like that. It was not that I had then any definite religious

creed. I seldom went to Chapel, but that was out of laziness. I seldom

went to church in London, and never of my own accord.

While I was at Heidelberg the religious tenets which I had kept

absolutely intact since childhood, without question and without the

shadow of doubt or difficulty, suddenly one day, without outside

influence or inward crisis, just dropped away from me. I shed them as

easily as a child loses a first tooth. In the winter of 1893, when I came

back from Berlin, someone asked me why I didn’t go to church. I said it

was because I didn’t believe in a Christian faith, and that if I were

ever to again I would be a Catholic. That seemed to me the only logical

and indeed the inevitable consequence of such a belief. In spite of this,

dogmatic disbelief was to me always an intolerable thing, and when I

heard the intellectuals talk in the manner I have described, I used to

feel that people like Dr. Johnson had known better than they, but that

in his day it was probable that the young and he himself talked like

that; it was one of the privileges of youth. I did not say this, however.

I kept my thoughts to myself. I remember my spoken answer being that I

did not care if my landlady thought an upright poker placed in front of

the fire made it burn or not. If she liked to believe that, it was her

affair. I didn’t mind if she worshipped the poker.

At King’s my great friends were Hubert Cornish, Ramsay, who was

afterwards Lower Master at Eton, and R⸺ A⸺, the son of a distinguished

soldier. A. was the most original of all the undergraduates I knew. He

was a real scholar, with the most eclectic and rather austere taste in

literature, and a passion for organ music. He was shy and fastidious

beyond words. He could not endure being shaved at Cambridge, and used to

go up to London twice a week for that purpose. He took no part in any

of the clubs or societies. At the same time he was a devoted friend and

a fiery patriot. He was so difficult to please about his own work that

when he went up for his Tripos and had to do a set of Latin hexameters,

he showed up a series of unfinished lines, “pathetic half-lines,” a

suggested end of hexameter, a possible beginning, the hint of a cæsura, a

few epithets, and here and there an almost perfect line, with a footnote

to say “these verses are not meant to scan.” He was a bibliophile, but

collected faded second editions and never competed. He had a passionate

admiration for Thomas Hardy’s works, and a great deference for the

opinion of his friends. One day when he was discussing literature with

Hubert Cornish, Hubert said he liked a book which A. disliked. When A.

heard this he said gently: “Of course if you like it, Hubert, I like it

too.”

This all happened in the period of the ’nineties. When people write

about the ’nineties now, which they often do, they seem to me to weave a

baseless legend and to create a fantastic world of their own creation.

The ’nineties were, from the point of view of art and literature, much

like any other period. If you want to know what literary conversation was

like in the ’nineties you can hear it any day at the Reform Club. If you

compare the articles on literature or art that appeared in the _Speaker_

of 1892-3 with the articles in the _New Statesman_ of 1921, you will find

little difference between the two. The difference between the _Yellow

Book_ and periodicals of the same kind (_The Owl_, for instance), which

were started years later, was chiefly in the colour of the cover. The

fact is there are only a certain number of available writers in London,

and whenever a new periodical is started, all the available writers are

asked to contribute; so in the _Yellow Book_ you had practically the

available writers of the time contributing—Henry James, Edmund Gosse,

George Moore, Crackenthorpe, William Watson, John Davidson, John Oliver

Hobbes, Vernon Lee, Le Gallienne, Arthur Benson, Arthur Symons, and Max

Beerbohm. I think there is seldom any startling difference between the

literature of one decade and another. When I was at Cambridge, England

was said by the newspapers to be a nest of singing birds; again the same

thing was said when the Georgian poets began to publish their work;

but the same thing might be said of any epoch. Throughout the whole of

English history there never has been a period, as yet, when England was

not a nest of singing birds, and when a great quantity of verse, good,

bad, and indifferent, was not being poured out. But it was said in the

’nineties that poetry was a paying business; second-hand booksellers

were speculating in the first editions of the new poets, just as they

do now; and to get the complete works of one poet, who had published

little, one had to pay a hundred pounds. A society called the Rhymers’

Club published two books called respectively the _Book of the Rhymers’

Club_, and the _Second Book of the Rhymers’ Club_, both of which were

anthologies by living authors, and somewhat the same in intention as

the _Books of Georgian Poetry_. Both these books are now rare and

sought after by collectors. It is interesting to look at them now, and

to look back in general on the poets of that day, and to see what has

survived and what has been forgotten. These two anthologies by no means

represented the whole of the poetic output and production of the day.

They were not comprehensive anthologies of all the living poets, but the

manifesto of one small Poetical Club. Taking a general bird’s-eye view

of literature and the literary world of that day, this is what you would

have noted. Tennyson was just dead. Swinburne was still writing, and

published some of the finer poems of his later manner in a volume called

_Astrophel_, in 1894. Stevenson was alive, and had just published _The

Ebb Tide_. Meredith had but lately come into his own, and was hailed by

old and young. _Tess of the D’Urbervilles_ had enlarged the public of

Thomas Hardy. Robert Bridges was issuing fastidious pamphlets of verse

printed by Mr. Beeching at Oxford. Christina Rossetti was alive. Mr.

Kipling published what are perhaps his greatest achievements in the short

story in _Life’s Handicap_ in 1891, and his _Many Inventions_ came out

in 1892. His _Barrack Room Ballads_ were published in 1892. His loud

popularity among the public was endorsed by critics such as Henry James,

Edmund Gosse, and Andrew Lang. Andrew Lang was still writing “books like

_Genesis_ and sometimes for the _Daily News_,” besides a monthly causerie

in _Longman’s Magazine_, and a weekly causerie in the _Illustrated London

News_. Mrs. Humphry Ward’s _David Grieve_ was published in 1892 and

acclaimed by the whole press. Edmund Gosse was collecting and preparing a

volume of the verse of his maturity (published in 1894), and once a year

produced a volume of delicate and perspicuous prose. Henley was writing

patriotic verse and barbed prose in the _National Observer_, which was

full of spirited, scholarly and brilliant writing. Charles Whibley was

making a name. Max Beerbohm was making his début. William Watson was

discovered as a real new poet, and his “Wordsworth’s Grave,” and his

“Lachrymæ Musarum” won praise from the older critics, and attracted,

for verse, great attention. He was named as a possible laureate. John

Davidson was said to have inspiration and fire, and to have written a

fine ballad; Norman Gale’s _Country Lyrics_ were praised; Arthur Benson

represented the extreme right of English poetry, and Arthur Symons

the extreme left. Wilde had published a play in French, and his _Lady

Windermere’s Fan_ was hailed as the best comedy produced on the English

stage since Congreve. Pinero had startled London with his _Second Mrs.

Tanqueray_ and the discovery of Mrs. Patrick Campbell. In the _Speaker_

Quiller-Couch wrote a weekly causerie, and George Moore put some of his

best work in weekly articles on art, and Mr. Walkley some of his wittiest

writing in weekly articles on the stage. Henry James was struggling

with the stage, and John Oliver Hobbes was making a name as a coiner of

epigrams. Harry Cust was editing the _Pall Mall Gazette_ and concocting

delightful leaders out of the classics, with fantastic titles. E. F.

Benson had published _Dodo_. Turning from the general to the particular,

and to the _Book of the Rhymers’ Club_, published in 1892, the names of

the contributors were: Ernest Dowson, Edwin Ellis, C. A. Greene, Lionel

Johnson, Richard le Gallienne, Victor Plarr, Ernest Radford, Ernest Rhys,

T. W. Rolleston, Arthur Symons, John Todhunter, and W. B. Yeats. In the

second series the same names occur with an additional one—Arthur Cecil

Hillier.

A reaction against supposed foreign influences was started and preached,

and Richard le Gallienne called his book of verse _English Lyrics_ to

accentuate this; but it is difficult to find any trace of this foreign

influence in the verse of that day, except in some of the poems of

Arthur Symons. When people write of the ’nineties now, they say that

the verse of that period is all about pierrots, powder, and patchouli.

The reason is perhaps that the most startling feature in the creative

art of the period was the genius of Aubrey Beardsley, whose perfect

draughtsmanship seemed to be guided by a malignant demon. I have looked

through the _Books of the Rhymers’ Club_ carefully, and I cannot find

a single allusion to a pierrot, or even to a powder-puff. Here are the

titles of some of the subjects: “Carmelite Nuns of Perpetual Adoration”;

“Love and Death”; “The Pathfinder”; “The Broken Tryst”; “A Ring’s

Secret”; “A Burden of Easter Vigil”; “Father Gilligan”; “In Falmouth

Harbour”; “Mothers of Men”; “Sunset in the City”; “Lost”; “To a Breton

Beggar”; “Song in the Labour Movement”; “Saint Anthony”; “Lady Macbeth”;

“Midsummer Day”; “The Old Shepherd”; “The Night Jar”; “The Song of the

Old Mother”; “The First Spring Day”; “An Ode to Spring.” These subjects

seem to me singularly like those that have inspired poets of all epochs;

it is difficult to detect anything peculiar to the ’nineties in a title

such as “The First Spring Day,” or “A Ring’s Secret.”

The first _Rhymers’ Book_ contains Yeats’ exquisite poem on the Lake of

Innisfree, and some dignified verse by Lionel Johnson; the second series

contains a well-known poem by Ernest Dowson: “I have been faithful to

thee, Cynara, in my fashion.” But I think I am right in saying that

it was neither Yeats nor Lionel Johnson nor Dowson’s work in these

anthologies that attracted the greatest attention, but a lyric of Le

Gallienne’s called “What of the Darkness?” which I remember one critic

said wiped out Tennyson’s lyrics. Tennyson’s lyrics, however, went on

obstinately existing, no doubt so as to give another generation the

pleasure of thinking that they had wiped them out. While these singing

birds were twittering, I remember one day at Cambridge buying a new book

of verse by a man called Francis Thompson. Here, I thought, is another of

the hundreds of new poets, but directly I caught sight of the “Hound of

Heaven,” I thought to myself “Here is something different.” I remember

showing Hubert Cornish a poem called “Daisy,” and saying to him, “Isn’t

this very good?” It begins:

“Where the thistle lifts a purple crown

Six foot out of the turf,

And the harebell shakes on the windy hill,

O the breath of the distant surf.”

“Yes,” said Hubert, “but the trouble is that everyone writes so well

nowadays that it is hardly worth while for any new poet to write well.

All can raise the flower because all have got the seed.”

The undergraduates had no great enthusiasm for any of these new writers.

I mean the intellectuals among the undergraduates. But the booksellers

were always urging us to buy them on the plea that they would go up.

Some of them did, and those who speculated in Francis Thompson and Yeats

did well. The curious thing is that the prose writers and the poets were

supposed to be great sticklers for form, to be absorbed by the theory of

art for art’s sake, and to be aiming at impeccable craftsmanship. Looking

back on the work of those poets now, their technique, compared to that

of more modern poets, seems almost ludicrously feeble, but they seem to

have had just what they were supposed to be without: a burning ideal to

serve literature; to have been consumed with the desire to bring about a

renaissance in English literature and an _English_ renaissance. There

was one poet’s name which was sometimes mentioned then, and which had

come down to the ’nineties from other and older generations. The name

has gone on being mentioned since, and will one day, I think, reach the

safe harbour of lasting fame, and this was Michael Field. Michael Field

was a pseudonym which covered the remarkable personalities of two ladies,

an aunt and a niece, who were friends of Robert Browning and of all the

literary lights of their day, and who wrote a series of most remarkable

dramas in verse and some extremely beautiful lyrics.

John Lane, the publisher, used to come down to Cambridge sometimes, and I

made his acquaintance and, through him and Mr. Gosse, that of many of the

writers I have mentioned: John Davidson, Le Gallienne, and others. There

was a society at this time in London called the Cemented Bricks, to which

some of the _littérateurs_ and poets belonged, which met at Anderton’s

Hotel in Fleet Street, and I was made a member, and on one occasion made

a speech, and was down to read a paper, but I had to go abroad and this

never came off. But what I chiefly remember about it is one occasion when

Le Gallienne read a paper in which he passionately attacked the theory

of art for art’s sake, and insisted on the relative unimportance of art

compared with Nature, saying that a branch of almond blossom against

the sky was worth all the pictures in the world. His paper was answered

a month later by a young man who said this was the most Philistine

sentiment he had ever heard expressed. This was while I was at Cambridge.

I did little work at Cambridge, and from the Cambridge curriculum I

learnt nothing. I attended lectures on mathematics which might just as

well have been, for the good they did me, in Hebrew. I spent hours with

a coach who wearily explained to me things which I didn’t and couldn’t

understand. I went to some lectures on French literature, but all I

remember of them is that the lecturer demonstrated at some length that

the French written by many well-known authors was often ungrammatical

and sometimes full of mistakes. The lecturer cited to support his case

pages of Georges Ohnet. One hardly needed a lecturer to point out that

Georges Ohnet was not a classical writer. The lecturer’s aim was not to

show the badness of certain authors, but to prove that the French of

modern current literature was an independent living organism that was

growing and developing heedless of classical models, grammatical rules,

and academic authority. I think he would have done better had he pointed

out how certain other authors were writing prose and verse of so great an

excellence that in the course of time their works might become classics.

Boileau was one of the books to be read for the Tripos, and I had already

read a great deal of Boileau and learnt his verse by heart as a child. I

copied out the following lines in 1888:

“Hélas! qu’est devenu ce temps, cet heureux temps,

Où les rois s’honoraient du nom de fainéants;

S’endormaient sur le trône, et, me servant sans honte,

Laissaient leur sceptre aux mains ou d’un maire ou d’un comte?

Aucun soin n’approchait de leur paisible cour:

On reposait la nuit, on dormait tout le jour.

Seulement au printemps, quand Flore dans les plaines

Faisaient taire des vents les bruyantes haleines,

Quatre bœufs attelés, d’un pas tranquille et lent,

Promenaient dans Paris le monarque indolent.”

When I told Dr. Verrall that we were reading Boileau he was delighted. He

said: “How I wish I was reading Boileau; instead of which, when I have

time to read, I read the latest Kipling story.” He said he spent his

life in vain regret for the books he wanted to read, but which he knew

he never would read. He could not help reading the modern books, but he

often deplored the sad necessity. I stuck up for the modern books; I said

I would far rather read Kipling than Boileau. I supposed in Boileau’s

time people said: “Here I am, wasting my time reading Boileau, which I

must read so as to follow the conversation at dinner, when I might be

reading _le Roman de la Rose_.”

Dr. Verrall was an amusing story-teller, and I remember his telling a

story of two old ladies who, while they were listening to the overture of

_Lohengrin_, looked at each other with a puzzled, timid expression, until

one of them asked the other: “Is it the gas?” Dr. Verrall told me he

thought Rossetti’s poem, the “Blessed Damozel,” was rubbish. On the other

hand, he admired his ballad, “Sister Helen.”

He said: “Why did you melt your waxen man, Sister Helen?” was a

magnificent opening to a poem.

In spite of having learnt nothing in an academic sense at Cambridge,

I am glad I went there, and I think I learnt a good deal in other

ways. I look back on it and I see the tall trees just coming out in

the backs, behind King’s College; a picnic in canoes on the Cam;

bookshops, especially a dark, long bookshop in Trinity Street where a

plaintive voice told one that Norman Gale would be sure to go up; little

dinner-parties in my rooms in Trinity Street, the food arriving on a tray

from the College kitchen where the cook made _créme brûlée_ better than

anyone else in the world; one night fireworks on the window-sill and the

thin curtains ablaze; rehearsals for the A.D.C., and Mr. Clarkson making

one up; long, idle mornings in Trinity and King’s; literary discussions

in rooms at Trinity; debates of the Decemviri in Carr-Bosanquet’s room

on the ground floor of the Great Court; summer afternoons in King’s

College gardens, and the light streaming through the gorgeous glass

of the west window in King’s Chapel, where, listening to the pealing

anthem, I certainly never dreamed of taxing the royal Saint with vain

expense; gossip at the Pitt Club in the mornings, crowds of youths

with well-brushed hair and straw hats telling stories in front of the

fireplace; the Sunday-evening receptions in Oscar Browning’s rooms full

of Arundel prints and crowds of long-haired Bohemians; the present

Provost of Eton mimicking the dons; and the endless laughter of those who

could say:

“We were young, we were merry, we were very, very wise,

And the door stood open to our feast.”

I left Cambridge after my first summer term as I could not pass the

Little Go, nor could I ever have done so, had I stayed at Cambridge for

years. My life during the next five years was a prolonged and arduous

struggle to pass the examination into the Diplomatic Service. When I

left Cambridge I went to Versailles, and stayed there a month to work at

French. Then after a few days at Contrexéville, with my father, I went

back to Hildesheim and stopped at Bayreuth on the way.

That year _Parsifal_ and _Tannhäuser_ were given, and for the first

time at Bayreuth, _Lohengrin_. Mottl conducted; Vandyk sang the part of

Lohengrin. When I arrived at the station, after a long night’s journey, I

was offered a place for the performance of _Parsifal_ that afternoon. I

took it, but I was so tired after the journey that I fell asleep during

the first act, and slept so soundly, that at the end of the act, I had

to be shaken before I woke up. In the third act, it will be remembered

that Lohengrin, when he reveals his parentage, his occupation, and his

name, at Elsa’s ill-timed request, mentions that his father’s name was

Parsifal. A German lady who was sitting near me, when she heard this,

gave a gasp of relief and recognition, as if all were now plain, and

sighed: “_Ach der Parsifal!_”

At Leipzig I ran short of money, and nobody would cash me a cheque, as

I could not satisfy either the Hotel or the Bank or the British Consul

(Baron Tauchnitz) that I was who I claimed to be. I telegraphed to the

Timmes for money, and they sent it to the Bank for me by telegram, but

even then the Bank refused to give it to me, as they were doubtful of

my identity. Finally I got the Timmes to telegraph it to the Hotel. The

Consul was annoyed, and said that Englishmen always appeared to think

they could go where they liked and do what they liked. I told him this

was the case, and I had always supposed it to be the duty of a British

Consul to help them to do so. I stayed at Hildesheim till Mr. Scoones’

establishment for candidates for the Diplomatic Service examination

opened at Garrick Chambers in London in September. The examination for

the Diplomatic Service was competitive. Candidates had to qualify in each

of twelve subjects, which included three modern languages, Latin, modern

history, geography, arithmetic, précis-writing, English essay-writing,

and shorthand. The standard in French and German was high, and the most

difficult task was the translation of a passage from a _Times_ leading

article into French and German as it was dictated. Life at Scoones’

meant going to lectures from ten till one, and again in the afternoon,

and being crammed at home by various teachers. Mr. Scoones was a fine

organiser and an acute judge of character. He was half French, and his

personality was electric and fascinating; he was light in hand, amusing,

and full of point. He used to have luncheon every day at the Garrick

Club, which was next door to Garrick Chambers, and he lectured himself

on French. He was assisted by the Rev. Dawson Clarke, who in vain tried

to teach me arithmetic, and did manage to teach me enough geography,

after five years, to qualify, and Mr. J. Allen, who gave us brilliant

lectures on modern history. There was also a charming French lecturer, M.

Esclangon, who corrected our French essays. The first time I wrote him

an essay he wrote on it: “Le Français est non seulement pur mais élégant.”

I lived alone in a room at the top of 37 Charles Street, and worked in

the winter months extremely hard. Special coaches used to come to me, and

special teachers of arithmetic. One of them had a new system of teaching

arithmetic, which was supposed to make it simple, but in my case the

system broke down.

Mr. Scoones told my father after I had been there a little time that I

was sure to pass eventually.

On Sunday evenings I used often to have supper with Edmund Gosse at his

house in Delamere Terrace, and there I met some of the lights of the

literary world: George Moore, Rider Haggard, Henry Harland, and Max

Beerbohm. Sometimes there would be serious discussions on literature

between George Moore, Edmund Gosse, and Arthur Symons. I remember once,

when Swinburne was being discussed, Arthur Symons saying that there

was a period in everyone’s life when one thought Swinburne’s poetry

not only the best, but the only poetry worth reading. It seemed then

to annihilate all other verse. Edmund Gosse then said that he would

not be at all surprised, if some day Swinburne’s verse were to appear

almost unintelligible to future generations. He thought it possible that

Swinburne might survive merely as a literary curiosity, like Cowley. He

also said that Swinburne in his later manner was like a wheel that spun

round and round without any intellectual cog.

George Moore in those days was severe on Guy de Maupassant, and said his

stories were merely carved cherry-stones. Edmund Gosse contested this

point hotly. Still more amusing than the literary discussions were those

occasions when Edmund Gosse would tell us reminiscences of his youth,

when he worked as a boy at the British Museum, and of the early days of

his friendship with Swinburne.

There was an examination for the Diplomatic Service that autumn, and I

was given a nomination for it, but I was ill and couldn’t compete.

I went back to Hildesheim for Christmas. Christmas is the captain jewel

of German domestic life, and no one who has not spent a Christmas with a

German family can really know Germany, just as no one who has not lived

through the Easter festival with a Russian family can really know Russia.

It is only in Germany that the Christmas tree grows in its full glory.

The Christmas tree at Hildesheim was laden with little tangerine oranges

and sprinkled over with long threads of silver snow. When it was lighted,

the carol: “_Stille Nacht, Heilige Nacht_,” was sung round it. The

presents were arranged, or rather displayed, on a table under the tree:

new presents, and a present of many years’ standing, the _Puppenstube_,

which took on a new life every Christmas by being redecorated, and

having the small kitchen utensils in its dolls’ kitchen refurbished.

The presents were not wrapped up in parcels, but they were exposed to

the full view of those who were about to receive them, and so arranged

that they appeared at their very best, as though Santa Claus and a fairy

godmother had arranged them themselves. My present was a beautiful

embossed dicky.

On New Year’s Eve, the Christmas tree was relit, and as the bells rang

for New Year, we clinked glasses of punch and said: “_Prosit Neujahr_.”

If you want to know what is the spirit of a German Christmas you will

find its quintessence distilled in the poem of Heine about “_Die heil’gen

drei Kon’ge aus Morgenland_,” which ends:

“Der Stern blieb stehn über Joseph’s Haus,

Da sind sie hineingegangen;

Das Ochslein brüllte, das Kindlein schrie,

Die heil’gen drei Könige sangen.”

While I was going through this complicated and protracted training, the

date of the examination was, of course, only a matter of conjecture, but

when an Ambassador died there was always an atmosphere of excitement

at Garrick Chambers, and on Scoones’ face one could clearly read that

something momentous had occurred. As a rule the examinations happened

about once a year. Having missed my first chance, which was fortunate,

as I was woefully unprepared, I had to wait a long time for my second

chance, and I spent the time between London, which meant Garrick

Chambers, Germany, which meant Hildesheim, and Italy, which meant Madame

Traverso’s pension at Lung’Arno della Borsa 2 bis, at Florence.

One night, at Edmund Gosse’s, in the winter of 1895, Harland was there,

and the conversation turned on Anatole France. I quoted him some passages

from _Le Livre de Mon Ami_, which he had not read. The name of Anatole

France had not yet been mentioned in the literary press of London, and

Harland said to me: “Why don’t you write me an article about him and

I will print it in the _Yellow Book_?” The _Yellow Book_ by that time

had lost any elements of surprise or newness it had ever had and had

developed into an ordinary review to which the stock writers of London

reviews contributed. I said I would try, and I wrote an article on

Anatole France, which was accepted by Harland and came out in the April

number. This was the first criticism of Anatole France which appeared in

England. In the same number there was a story by Anatole France himself,

and a long poem by William Watson. When the proof of my article came,

I took it to Edmund Gosse, and read it aloud to him in his office at

the Board of Trade in Whitehall. He was pleased with it, and his meed

of generous and discriminating praise and encouragement was extremely

welcome and exhilarating. He said there was a unique opportunity for

anyone who should make it his aim and business to write gracefully and

delicately about beautiful and distinguished things, and that I could not

do better than try to continue as I had begun. No one could have been

kinder nor more encouraging. The University is not a stimulating place

for aspiring writers. The dons have seen it all before so many times, and

heard it all so often; the undergraduates are so terribly in earnest and

uncompromisingly severe about the efforts of their fellow-undergraduates;

so cocksure and certain in their judgments, so that at Cambridge I hid

my literary aspirations, and when I left it I had partially renounced

all such ambitions, thinking that I had been deluding myself, but at the

same time cherishing a hidden hope that I might some day begin again.

Edmund Gosse’s praise kindled the smouldering ashes and prevented them

from being extinguished, although I was too busy learning arithmetic,

geography, and long lists of obscure terms in French and German to think

much about such things.

One night that winter I went with my father and my sisters to the first

night of the _Notorious Mrs. Ebbsmith_ at the Garrick Theatre. Sir John

Hare and Mrs. Patrick Campbell both played magnificently, and Mrs.

Campbell enjoyed a triumph. She held the audience at the beginning of the

play by her grace, and by her quiet magnetic intensity, and then swept

everyone off their feet by her outbursts of vituperation. Mr. Shaw,

writing in the _Saturday Review_ about it, said that one of the defects

of the play, the unreality of the chief female character, had “the lucky

effect of setting Mrs. Patrick Campbell free to do as she pleases in

it, the result being an irresistible projection of that lady’s personal

genius, a projection which sweeps the play aside and imperiously becomes

the play itself. Mrs. Patrick Campbell, in fact, pulls her author through

by playing him clean off the stage. She creates all sorts of illusions,

and gives one all sorts of searching sensations. It is impossible not

to feel that those haunting eyes are brooding on a momentous past, and

the parting lips anticipating a thrilling imminent future, whilst some

enigmatic present must no less surely be working underneath all that

subtle play of limb and stealthy intensity of tone.” After the third

act the audience applauded deliriously, and the next day the critics

declared unanimously that Mrs. Campbell had the ball at her feet. They

all prophesied that this was the beginning of undreamed-of triumphs. They

little dreamed how recklessly she would kick the ball.

At Easter I went to Florence once more and stayed there far into June.

I think it was that year I spent a little time at Perugia. One day I

drove to Assisi. The country was in the full glory of spring. We passed

groaning carts drawn by slow, white oxen; poppies flared in the green

corn; little lizards sunned themselves on the walls; one felt one was

no longer in Italy, but in an older country, in Latium; in some little

kingdom in which Remus might have been king, or that kindly monarch,

Numa Pompilius, with Egeria, his gracious consort. I saw the Italy that

I had dreamt of ever since as a child I had read with Mrs. Christie in

the _Lays of Ancient Rome_ of “where sweet Clanis wanders through corn

and vines and flowers,” of milk-white steer grazing along Clitumnus, and

the struggling sheep plunging in Umbro. And when at last Assisi appeared,

with its shining snow-white basilica crowning the hill like a diadem, one

seemed to be driving up to a celestial city.

On the 18th of May, life was made exciting by an earthquake. It happened

about nine o’clock in the evening. We had just finished dinner at the

pension. I had walked to my bedroom to fetch something, when there came

a noise like a gas explosion or a bomb exploding, and I was thrown on to

my bed. The pictures fell from the walls, and the ground seemed to be

slipping away from one. Outside on the landing—we lived on the second

floor of the Palazzo Alberti, up two flights of stairs—I heard the

servants crying: “_Sono i Ladri_” (“The thieves are upon us”), and there

was a scamper down the stairs, as the maid and the cook rushed down to

bolt the front door and keep out the thieves. Then various objects of

value were saved, or at least a mysterious process of salvage was begun.

A box containing family deeds was carried from one room to another, and

some American children were carried downstairs in a blanket. The shock, I

think, lasted only seven seconds, but had been, while it lasted, intense.

Then there was a good deal of bustle and discussion, and everybody

suggested something different that ought to be done; and Madame Traverso

carried on a conversation with the landlady of the house, who lived on

the first floor. Relations between the two households had hitherto been

strained, and a state of veiled hostilities had existed between them.

The earthquake changed all this and brought about a reconciliation.

From her window Madame Traverso called to the landlady and assured her

that we were: “_Nelle mani di Dio_” (“We are in the hands of God”).

“_Si_,” answered the landlady: “_Siamo nelle mani di Dio_” (“Yes, we

are in the hands of God”). Signora Traverso said we could not sleep in

the house that night. It was not to be thought of, and we joined the

population in the streets. No sooner had people begun to say it was all

over, and that we could quietly go home, than another faint tremor was

felt. People encamped in carriages; others walked about the streets. The

terror inspired by an earthquake is unlike any other, because you feel

there is no possible escape from it. At eleven o’clock in the evening

there was another faint shock. We got to bed late; some of the inmates

of the pension slept in a cab. The next day one could inspect the damage

done. The village of Grassina near the Certosa had been destroyed. I had

just been to the Certosa, and one of the monks there, an Irishman, when

we asked him what the green liqueur was made of, that he sold, said:

“Shamrocks and melted emeralds.” Grassina was a village where on Good

Friday I had seen the procession of _Gesù Morto_ by torchlight, in the

April twilight, with its centurions in calico and armour, its tapers,

its nasal brasses and piercing lamentation, and crowd of nut-sellers;

a ceremony as old as the soil, and said to be a new incarnation of the

funeral of Pan.

The Palazzo Strozzi was rent from top to bottom with a huge crack.

Pillars in Piazza dell’Anunziata had fallen down; and at San Miniato,

the school of the Poggio Imperiale had been seriously damaged. Had the

shock lasted a few seconds longer the destruction in Florence would have

been extremely serious, and many irreplaceable treasures would have been

destroyed.

The afternoon after the earthquake I bicycled out to see Vernon Lee,

and she said that the butcher boy in her village declared that in the

afternoon before the earthquake he had seen the Devil leap from a cleft

in the ground in a cloud of sulphurous fumes and fires. In the night

there was another slight shock towards one in the morning. I was asleep

and I was woken suddenly, and experienced the strange sensation of

feeling the floor slightly oscillating, but it only lasted a second or

two, and that was the last of the earthquake.

I made that year the acquaintance of Professor Nencioni, a poet and

a critic, and a profound student of English literature and English

verse. He was saturated with English literature, and his poems show the

influence and impress of the English poets of the nineteenth century. He

used to give lectures on English poetry in Italian; he was a stimulating,

eloquent lecturer, and his knowledge of English was amazing. I went to

his lectures and made his acquaintance, and we had long talks about

literature. He asked me if I had written anything, and I told him I had

some typed poems, but that I had given up trying to write verse. He asked

me to show them him. The next time I went to his lecture I took my typed

MSS. and left it with him. The next Sunday after the lecture he came up

to me with the MSS. in his hand and said: “_Lei è poeta_,” and he said:

“Never mind what anyone may tell you, _I_ tell you it is a fact.” I was

greatly exhilarated by Nencioni’s encouragement, but I thought that

being a foreigner he was perhaps too indulgent, and I would have felt

uncomfortable had a Cambridge undergraduate overheard his conversation.

It had nevertheless an effect, and I thought that I would some day try to

write verse again.

Towards the end of the summer, I went back to Germany. Edward Marsh

joined me at Hildesheim and stayed at the Timmes’. E. was the most

painstaking and industrious pupil Professor Timme ever had, and he

enjoyed the German life to the full, but it was his misfortune rather

than his fault that he offended the easily ruffled susceptibilities of

the Timme family.

On one occasion he made what turned out to be an unfortunate remark about

the river Innerste, which is Hildesheim’s river. He said it was dirty;

upon which Professor Timme, much nettled, said: “_Das will ich nicht

sagen. Sie ist viel reiner als mancher Fluss, der von einer Grosstadt

kommt, und vielleicht ganz rein aussieht._” [I won’t say that; it is much

cleaner than many a river that comes from a big town and perhaps _looks_

quite clean.]

There was a delightful German pupil living in the house called Erich

Wippern, a brother of Hans Wippern, who had been there before. We

arranged to give a _Kneipe_ for him and the other boys in one of the

villages. The matter had been publicly discussed and seemed to be

settled, but at the last minute, Professor Timme objected to it, and we

had a long and painful interview on the subject. He said the _Kneipe_ was

not to be, and when I reminded him that he had already given his consent,

he lost his temper. We decided after this distressing scene to go away,

and we left for Heidelberg, our ultimate objective in any case, the next

day.

E. and I had invented a game which I think I enjoyed more than any game

I have ever played at, with the exception of a good game of Spankaboo.

It was called: “The Game.” You played it like this: One player gave the

other player two lines or more of poetry, or a sentence of prose, in any

language. The other player was allowed two guesses at the authorship of

the quotation, and, if he said it immediately after the second guess,

breathlessly so to speak, a third guess; but there must not be a second’s

pause between the second and the third. They had to be “double leads.”

The third had to come, if at all, helter-skelter after the second guess.

If you guessed right you got a mark, and if you guessed wrong you got a

nought; the noughts and crosses were entered into a small book, which

went on getting fuller and fuller. They were added up at the bottom of

every page; but as The Game is eternal, we shall never know who won it,

until the Last Day, and then perhaps there won’t be time. We both played

it well on the whole, although we both had strange lapses. I never could

guess a line out of _Lycidas_ and E. never could guess a line out of

_Adonaïs_. I attributed one day one of the finest lines of Milton to the

poet Montgomery, and E. made an equally absurd mistake, which happened

to have a profound effect on my future, or rather on my future literary

aspirations. We were playing the game in the _Biergarten_ at Hildesheim.

The band was playing the overture from _Tannhäuser_. Schoolboys were

walking round the garden, arm in arm, and when they met an acquaintance

took off their hats all together, in time, and by the right, or by the

left, as the case might be, held them at an arm’s length and put them

back stiffly. At many little tables, groups and families were sitting

enjoying the music, drinking beer and eating _Butterbrote_. I said to

E.: “Who is this by in _The Game_?” which was the recognised formula for

saying you had begun to play, because the game began suddenly in the

midst of conversation and circumstance quite remote from it: no matter

how inappropriate or inopportune. The lines I quoted were these:

“Sank in great calm, as dreaming unison

Of darkness and midsummer sound must die

Before the daily duty of the Sun.”

“Oh,” said E., without any hesitation, “it’s magnificent—Shakespeare.”

“No,” I said, “it is not by Shakespeare; it is the end of a sonnet by

Maurice Baring, written at Hildesheim in 1892.”

Now I had shown the poem in which these lines occurred with others to

some undergraduates at Cambridge, possibly to E. himself, and had been

told the stuff was deplorable, which no doubt it was, but this had so

damped my spirits that I had resolved never to try and write verse

again. Then came Nencioni’s praise (who had marked these very lines in

blue pencil), and I partially reconsidered my decision. Now came this

incident, which opened a shut door for me. It was not that I didn’t know

that in this Game one was capable of any aberrations. It was not that

I took myself seriously, but the mere fact of E. making such a mistake

convinced me that mistakes _in my favour_ were possible. Nencioni might

be right after all. In any case, there was no reason why I should not

try; and two days later I produced a sonnet, which E. entirely approved

of, and which I afterwards published.

It was a great game; it included not only verse and prose, but sayings of

great and small men, and even of personal acquaintances. We were both

at our best in guessing things from books we had never read. I had an

unerring ear for Zola’s prose, which I had then read little of, and E.,

whose reading was far wider and deeper than mine, was very hard to baffle

except, as I have already said, by quoting Shelley’s _Adonaïs_, which he

ended by learning by heart.

At Heidelberg I introduced E. to Professor Ihne. Professor Ihne,

confronted, in the shape of E., with an undergraduate, or rather with

a graduate, who had just taken his degree, and had won academical

distinctions, was in his most Johnsonian mood, and contradicted him

even when he agreed with him. He asked E. what degree he had taken at

Cambridge, and when E. said: “Palæography,” Ihne, with a smile, said:

“Oh, that’s all nonsense.” The Professor turned the conversation on

to his favourite topic: the superfluity of the Norman element in the

English language; the sad occurrence of the word pullulate in a _Times_

article was mentioned, and E. made a spirited defence of the phrase:

“Assemble and meet together,” which he said was a question of rhythm.

“Pooh!” said Ihne, “it’s only association makes you think that.” The

word “to get,” he said, was used to denote too many things. Poor E.

was interpellated, as if he, and he alone, had been responsible for

the shortcomings of the English language. He used, said Ihne, the word

education when he meant instruction. “One is instructed at school,” he

said. He asked E. for the derivation of the word caterpillar. E. had no

suggestion to offer. Ihne said he derived it from Kater and to pill,

but he had also given καθερπίζω a thought. Then the talk veered round

to literature. “Schiller,” said Ihne, “is a greater dramatic poet than

Shakespeare. Shakespeare’s tragedies are too painful; _King Lear_ and

_Othello_ are unbearable.” E. said, unwisely, that Schiller’s women were

so uninteresting. Ihne said that that was a thing E. could know nothing

about, as he was not a married man. For his part, and he had been a

married man, Schiller’s characters, and especially Thekla, were the most

beautiful women characters that had ever been drawn. E. tried to defend

Shakespeare, and pointed out the qualities of Shakespeare’s women. He

mentioned Portia. “No,” said Ihne; “Portia is not a good character,

because she oversteps her duties as counsel and tries to play the part

of a judge.” “I consider Lord Byron,” said Ihne, “the finest English

poet of the century.” E. said Byron had a great sense of rhythm. “If he

had merely a great sense of rhythm,” said Ihne, “he wouldn’t have been

a great poet.” E., to propitiate him, said something laudatory about

Goethe’s _Faust_. Ihne at once said that Schiller was a greater poet

than Goethe, because _Faust_ was a collection of detached scenes, and

Schiller’s plays were complete wholes.

We saw Professor Ihne several times, and what I have described is typical

of all our conversations.

After staying at Heidelberg for about a week I went back to London, and

the routine of Garrick Chambers began once more.

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