[The outlines of this story were given me by my friend Augustus Thomas,
whose plays are but an index to the tenderness of his own nature.]
He came from up the railroad near the State line. Sanders was the name on
the pay-roll,--John Sanders, laborer. There was nothing remarkable about
him. He was like a hundred others up and down the track. If you paid him
off on Saturday night you would have forgotten him the next week, unless,
perhaps, he had spoken to you. He looked fifty years of age, and yet he
might have been but thirty. He was stout and strong, his hair and beard
cropped short. He wore a rough blue jumper, corduroy trousers, and a red
flannel shirt, which showed at his throat and wrists. He wore, too, a
leather strap buckled about his waist.
If there was anything that distinguished him it was his mouth and eyes,
especially when he smiled. The mouth was clean and fresh, the teeth
snow-white and regular, as if only pure things came through them; the
eyes were frank and true, and looked straight at you without wavering. If
you gave him an order he said, "Yes, sir," never taking his gaze from
yours until every detail was complete. When he asked a question it was to
the point and short.
The first week he shoveled coal on a siding, loading the yard engines.
Then Burchard, the station-master, sent him down to the street crossing to
flag the trains for the dump carts filling the scows at the long dock.
This crossing right-angled a deep railroad cut half a mile long. On the
level above, looking down upon its sloping sides, staggered a row of
half-drunken shanties with blear-eyed windows, and ragged roofs patched
and broken; some hung over on crutches caught under their floor timbers.
Sanders lived in one of these cabins,--the one nearest the edge of the
granite retaining-wall flanking the street crossing.
Up the slopes of this railroad cut lay the refuse of the
shanties,--bottomless buckets, bits of broken chairs, tomato cans, rusty
hoops, fragments of straw matting, and other debris of the open lots. In
the summer-time a few brave tufts of grass, coaxed into life by the warm
sun, clung desperately to an accidental level, and now and then a gay
dandelion flamed for a day or two and then disappeared, cut off by some
bedouin goat. In the winter there were only patches of blackened snow,
fouled by the endless smoke of passing trains, and seamed with the
short-cut footpaths of the yard men.
There were only two in Sanders's shanty,--Sanders and his crippled
daughter, a girl of twelve, with a broken back. She barely reached the
sill when she stood at the low window to watch her father waving his flag.
Bent, hollow-eyed, shrunken; her red hair cropped short in her neck; her
poor little white fingers clutching the window-frame. "The express is late
this morning," or "No. 14 is on time," she would say, her restless, eager
blue eyes glancing at the clock, or "What a lot of ashes they do be
haulin' to-day!" Nothing else was to be seen from her window.
When the whistle blew she took down the dinner-pail, filled it with
potatoes and the piece of pork hot from the boiling pot, poured the coffee
in the tin cup, put on the cover, and, limping to the edge of the
retaining-wall, lowered it over by a string to her father. Sanders looked
up and waved his hand, and the girl went back to her post at the window.
When the night came he would light the kerosene lamp in their one room and
read aloud the stories from the Sunday papers, she listening eagerly and
asking him questions he could not answer, her eyes filling with tears or
her face breaking into smiles. This summed up her life.
Not much in the world, all this, for Sanders!--not much of rest, or
comfort, or happy sunshine,--not much of song or laughter, the pipe of
birds or smell of sweet blossoms,--not much room for gratitude or courage
or human kindness or charity. Only the ceaseless engine-bell, the grime,
the sulphurous hellish smoke, the driving rain, the ice and dust,--only
the endless monotony of ill-smelling, steaming carts, the smoke-stained
signal-flag and greasy lantern,--only the tottering shanty with the two
beds, the stove, and the few chairs and table,--only the blue-eyed
crippled girl who wound her thin arms about his neck.
It was on Sundays in the summer that the dreary monotony ceased. Then
Sanders would carry her to the edge of the woods, a mile or more back of
the cut. There was a little hollow carpeted with violets, and a pond,
where now and then a water-lily escaped the factory boys, and there were
big trees and bushes and stretches of grass, ending in open lots squared
all over by the sod gatherers.
On these days Sanders would lie on his back and watch the treetops swaying
in the sunlight against the sky, and the girl would sit by him and make
mounds of fresh mosses and pebbles, and tie the wild flowers into bunches.
Sometimes he would pretend that there were fish in the pond, and would cut
a pole and bend a pin, tie on a bit of string, and sit for hours watching
the cork, she laughing beside him in expectation. Sometimes they would
both go to sleep, his arm across her. And so the summer passed.
One day in the autumn, at twelve-o'clock whistle, a crowd of young
ruffians from the bolt-works near the brewery swept down the crossing
chasing a homeless dog. Sanders stood in the road with his flag. A passing
freight train stopped the mob. The dog dashed between the wheels,
doubling, and then bounding up the slope of the cut, sprang through the
half-open door of the shanty. When he saw the girl he stopped short,
hesitated, looked anxiously into her face, crouched flat, and pulling
himself along by his paws, laid his head at her feet. When Sanders came
home that night the dog was asleep in her lap. He was about to drive him
out until he caught the look in her face, then he stopped, and laid his
empty dinner-pail on the shelf.
"I seen him a-comin'," he said; "them rats from the bolt-factory was
a-humpin' him, too! Guess if the freight hadn't a-come along they'd
a-ketched him."
The dog looked wistfully into Sanders's face, scanning him curiously,
timidly putting out his paw and dropping it, as if he had been too bold,
and wanted to make some sort of a dumb apology, like a poor relation who
has come to spend the day. He had never had any respectable
ancestors,--none to speak of. You could see that in the coarse, shaggy
hair, like a door mat; the awkward ungainly walk, the legs doubling under
him; the drooping tail with bare spots down its length, suggesting past
indignities. He was not a large dog--only about as high as a chair seat;
he had mottled lips, too, and sharp, sawlike teeth. One ear was gone,
perhaps in his puppyhood, when some one had tried to make a terrier of
him and had stopped when half done. The other ear, however, was active
enough for two. It would curl forward in attention like a deer's, or start
up like a rabbit's in alarm, or lie back on his head when the girl stroked
him to sleep. He was only a kickable, chasable kind of a dog,--a dog made
for sounding tin pans tied to his tail and whooping boys behind.
All but his eyes! These were brown as agates, and as deep and clear.
Kindly eyes that looked and thought and trusted. It was these eyes that
first made the girl love him; they reminded her, strange to say, of her
father's. She saw, too, perhaps unconsciously to herself, down in their
depths, something of the same hunger for sympathy that stirred her own
heart--the longing for companionship. She wanted something nearer her own
age to love, though she never told her father. This was a heartache she
kept to herself, perhaps because she hardly understood it.
The dog and the girl became inseparable. At night he slept under her bed,
reaching his head up in the gray dawn, and licking her face until she
covered him up warm beside her. When the trains passed he would stand up
on his hind legs, his paws on the sill, his blunt little nose against the
pane, whining at the clanging bells, or barking at the great rings of
steam and smoke coughed up by the engines below.
She taught him all manner of tricks. How to walk on his hind feet with a
paper cap on his head, a plate in his mouth, begging. How to make believe
he was dead, lying still a minute at a time, his odd ear furling nervously
and his eyes snapping fun; how to carry a basket to the grocery on the
corner, when she would limp out in the morning for a penny's worth of milk
or a loaf of bread, he waiting until she crossed the street, and then
marching on proudly before her.
With the coming of the dog a new and happier light seemed to have
brightened the shanty. Sanders himself began to feel the influence. He
would play with him by the hour, holding his mouth tight, pushing back his
lips so that his teeth glistened, twirling his ear. There was a third
person now for him to consult and talk to. "It'll be turrible cold at the
crossin' to-day, won't it, Dog?" or, "Thet's No. 23 puffin' up in the cut:
don't yer know her bell? Wonder, Dog, what she's switched fur?" he would
say to him. He noticed, too, that the girl's cheeks were not so white and
pinched. She seemed taller and not so weary; and when he walked up the
cut, tired out with the day's work, she always met him at the door, the
dog springing half way down the slope, wagging his tail and bounding ahead
to welcome him. And she would sing little snatches of songs that her
mother had taught her years ago, before the great flood swept away the
cabin and left only her father and herself clinging to a bridge, she with
a broken back.
After a while Sanders coaxed him down to the track, teaching him to bring
back his empty dinner-pail, the dog spending the hour with him, sitting by
his side demurely, or asleep in the sentry-box.
All this time the dog never rose to the dignity of any particular name.
The girl spoke of him as "Doggie," and Sanders always as "the Dog." The
trainmen called him "Rags," in deference, no doubt, to his torn ear and
threadbare tail. They threw coal at him as he passed, until it leaked out
that he belonged to "Sanders's girl." Then they became his champions, and
this name and pastime seemed out of place. Only once did he earn any
distinguishing sobriquet. That was when he had saved the girl's basket,
after a sharp fight with a larger and less honest dog. Sanders then spoke
of him, with half-concealed pride, as "the Boss," but this only lasted a
day or so. Publicly, in the neighborhood, he was known as "Sanders's dog."
One morning the dog came limping up the cut with a broken leg. Some said a
horse had kicked him; some that the factory boys had thrown stones at him.
He made no outcry, only came sorrowfully in, his mouth dry and
dust-covered, dragging his hind leg, that hung loose like a flail; then he
laid his head in the girl's lap. She crooned and cried over him all day,
binding up the bruised limb, washing his eyes and mouth, putting him in
her own bed. There was no one to go for her father, and if there were, he
could not leave the crossing. When Sanders came home he felt the leg over
carefully, the girl watching eagerly. "No, Kate, child, yees can't do
nothin'; it's broke at the jint. Don't cry, young one."
Then he went outside and sat on a bench, looking across the cut and over
the roofs of the factories, hazy in the breath of a hundred furnaces, and
so across the blue river fringed with waving trees where the blessed sun
was sinking to rest. He was not surprised. It was like everything else in
his life. When he loved something, it was sure to be this way.
That night, when the girl was asleep, he took the dog up in his arms, and
wrapping his coat around him so the corner loafers could not see, rang the
bell of the dispensary. The doctor was out, but a nurse looked at the
wound. "No, there was nothing to be done; the socket had been crushed.
Keep it bandaged, that was all." Then he brought him home and put him
under the bed.
In three or four weeks he was about again, dragging the leg when he
walked. He could still get around the shanty and over to the grocer's, but
he could not climb the hill, even with the pail empty. He tried one day,
but he only climbed half way. Sanders found him in the path when he went
home, lying down by the pail.
Sanders worried over the dog. He missed the long talks at the crossing
over the dinner, the poor fellow sitting by his side watching every
spoonful, his eyes glistening, the old ear furling and unfurling like
a toy flag. He missed, too, his scampering after the sparrows and pigeons
that often braved the desolation and smoke of this inferno to pick up
the droppings from the carts. He missed more than all the
companionship,--somebody to sit beside him.
As for the girl--there was now a double bond between her and the dog. He
was not only poor and an outcast, but a cripple like herself. Before, she
was his friend, now, she was his mother, whispering to him, her cheek to
his; holding him up to the window to see the trains rush by, his nose
touching the glass, his poor leg dangling.
The train hands missed him too, vowing vengeance, and the fireman of No.
6, Joe Connors, spent half a Sunday trying to find the boy that threw the
stone. Bill Adams, who ran the yard engine, went all the way home the next
day after the accident for a bottle of horse liniment, and left it at the
shanty, and said he'd get the doctor at the next station if Sanders
wanted.
One broiling hot August day--a day when the grasshoppers sang among the
weeds in the open lot, and the tar dripped down from the roofs, when the
teams strained up the hill reeking with sweat, a wet sponge over their
eyes, and the drivers walked beside their carts mopping their necks--on
one of these steaming August days the dog limped down to the crossing just
to rub his nose once against Sanders as he stood waving his flag, or to
look wistfully up into his face as he sat in the little pepper-box of a
house that sheltered his flags and lantern. He did not often come now.
They were making up the local freight--the yard engine backing and
shunting the cars into line. Bill Adams was at the throttle and Connors
was firing. A few yards below Sanders's sentry-box stood an empty flat car
on a siding. It threw a grateful shade over the hard cinder-covered
tracks. The dog had crawled beneath its trucks and lay asleep, his
stiffened leg over the switch frog. Adams's yard engine puffing by woke
him with a start. There was a struggle, a yell of pain, and the dog fell
over on his back, his useless leg fast in the frog. Sanders heard the cry
of agony, threw down his flag, bounded over the cross-ties, and crawled
beneath the trucks. The dog's cries stopped. But the leg was fast. In a
moment more he had rushed back to his box, caught up a crowbar, and was
forcing the joint. It did not give an inch. There was but one thing
left--to throw the switch before the express, due in two minutes, whirled
past. In another instant a man in a blue jumper was seen darting up the
tracks. He sprang at a lever, bounded back, and threw himself under the
flat car. Then the yelp of a dog in pain, drowned by the shriek of an
engine dashing into the cut at full speed. Then a dog thrown clear of the
track, a crash like a falling house, and a flat car smashed into kindling
wood.
When the conductor and passengers of the express walked back, Bill Adams
was bending over a man in a blue jumper laid flat on the cinders. He was
bleeding from a wound in his head. Lying beside him was a yellow dog
licking his stiffened hand. A doctor among the passengers opened his red
shirt and pressed his hand on the heart. He said he was breathing, and
might live. Then they brought a stretcher from the office, and Connors and
Bill Adams carried him up the hill, the dog following, limping.
Here they laid him on a bed beside a sobbing, frightened girl; the dog at
her feet.
Adams bent over him, washing his head with a wad of cotton waste.
Just before he died he opened his eyes, rested them on his daughter, half
raised his head as if in search of the dog, and then fell back on his bed,
that same sweet, clear smile about his mouth.
"John Sanders," said Adams, "how in h--- could a sensible man like you
throw his life away for a damned yellow dog?"
"Don't, Billy," he said. "I couldn't help it. He was a cripple."