CHAPTER XIX

The grand jury sat upon the Whittaker case and returned a true bill

against Emerson Mead, indicting him for the murder of Will Whittaker.

Mead was confined in the jail at Las Plumas to await his trial, which

would not take place until the following autumn. The finding of Will

Whittaker's body convinced many who had formerly believed in his

innocence that Mead was guilty. Everybody knew that his usual practice

in shooting was to fire three quick shots, so rapidly that the three

explosions were almost a continuous sound, pause an instant, and then,

if necessary, fire three more in the same way. The three bullets were

pretty sure to go where he meant they should, and if he wished he

could put them so close together that the ragged edges of the holes

touched one another, as did those in the back of Whittaker's corpse.

It was the number and character of those bullet holes that made many

of Mead's friends believe that he was guilty of the murder. "Nobody

but Emerson could have put those bullets in like that," they said to

themselves, although publicly the Democrats all loudly and

persistently insisted that he was innocent.

In the constant debate over the matter which followed the finding of

the body the Democrats contended that the two men who had held Thomson

Tuttle captive all night near the White Sands must have been the

murderers. And it was on them and their mysterious conduct that Judge

Harlin rested his only hope for his client. The lawyer did not believe

they had Whittaker's body in their wagon, although he intended to try

to make the jury think so. Privately he believed that Mead was guilty,

but he admitted this to no one, and in his talks with Mead he

constantly assumed that his client was innocent. He had never asked

Mead to tell him whether or not he had committed the murder.

Nick Ellhorn and Tom Tuttle lingered about Las Plumas for a short

time, sending their gold to the mint, and trying to contrive some

scheme by which Emerson Mead could be forced into liberty. Each of

them felt it a keen personal injury that their friend was in jail, and

they were ready to forego everything else if they could induce him to

break his promise and with them make a wild dash for freedom. But he

would listen to none of their plans and told them, over and over, that

he had given his word and proposed to keep it.

"Of course," he said, "when I made that promise to Wellesly I didn't

suppose they would find Will's body. But they did, and I mean to keep

my promise. I gave my word for you-all too, and I don't want you to

make any fool breaks that will cause people to think I'm trying to

skip."

Finally they gave up their plans and Tom returned to his duties with

Marshal Black at Santa Fe and Nick went out to Mead's ranch to keep

things in order there.

Ellhorn returned to Las Plumas for his own trial, the result of which

was that he was found guilty of assault and battery upon the Chinese

and fined five hundred dollars. The moment sentence was pronounced

upon him he strode to the judge's desk and laid down his check for the

amount of his fine. Then he straightened up, thrust his hands in his

pockets, and exclaimed:

"Now, I want that pig tail!"

"You are fined five dollars for contempt of court," said the judge,

frowning at the tall Texan, who looked very much in earnest.

"All right, Judge! Here you are!" said Nick cheerfully, as he put a

gold piece down beside the check. "Now, I want that Chiny pig tail!

It's mine! I've paid big for it! It's cost me five hundred and five

dollars, and no end of trouble, and it belongs to me."

"You are fined ten dollars for contempt of court," the judge said

severely, biting his lips behind his whiskers.

"Here you are, Judge!" and Nick spun a ten-dollar gold piece on the

desk. "I want that scalp as a memento of this affair, and to remind me

not to mix my drinks again. I've paid for it, a whole heap more'n it's

worth, and I demand my property!" And Nick brought his fist down on

the judge's desk with a bang that made the gold coins rattle.

"Mr. Sheriff, remove this man!" ordered the Judge, and John Daniels

stepped forward to seize his arm. Ellhorn leaped to one side,

exclaiming, "I'll not go till I get my property!" He thrust his hand

into the accustomed place for his revolver, and with a look of

surprise and chagrin on his face stood meekly before the sheriff.

"A man can't get his rights unless he has a gun, even in a court," he

growled, as he submitted to be led out. At the door he looked back and

called to the judge:

"That scalp's mine, and I mean to have what I've paid for, if I have

to sue your blamed old court till the day o' judgment!" And he went at

once and filed a suit against the district attorney for the recovery

of the queue.

Marguerite Delarue kept on with her quiet life through the summer,

caring for little Paul and attending to her father's house. She did

not see Emerson Mead again after the day when, with her little white

sunbonnet pulled over her disordered hair, she helped her baby brother

to mount his horse. Long before the summer was over she decided that

he cared nothing for her and that she must no longer feel more

interest in him than she did in any other casual acquaintance. But

sometimes she wakened suddenly, or started at her work, seeming to

feel the intent gaze of a pair of brown eyes. Then she would blush,

cry a little, and scold herself severely.

It was late in the summer when Albert Wellesly made his next visit to

Las Plumas. He had decided to buy a partly abandoned gold mine in the

Hermosa mountains, and he explained to Marguerite Delarue, as he sat

on her veranda the afternoon of his arrival, that he was making a

hurried visit to Las Plumas in order to give it a thorough

examination. And then he added in a lower tone and with a meaning look

in his eyes, that that was not the only reason for the trip. She

blushed with pleasure at this, and he felt well enough satisfied not

to go any farther just then.

He came to see her again after he returned from the mine. It was

Sunday afternoon, and they sat together on the veranda, behind the

rose and honeysuckle vines, with Marguerite's tea table between them.

He told her about his trip to the mine and what he thought of its

condition and deferentially asked her advice in some small matters

that had an ethical as well as a commercial bearing. She listened with

much pleasure and her blue eyes shone with the gratification that

filled her heart, for never before had a man, fighting his battles

with the world, turned aside to ask her whether or not he was doing

right. Then he told her how much he valued her judgment upon such

matters and how much he admired and reverenced the pure, high

standard of her life. His tones grew more lover-like as he said it

would mean far more to him than he could express if he might hope that

her sweet influence would some day come intimately into his own life.

Then he paused and looked at her lowered eyelids, bent head and

burning cheeks. But she said nothing, sitting as still as one dead,

save for her heaving breast. After a moment he went on, saying that he

cared more for her than for any other woman he had ever known, and

that if she did not love him then, he would be willing to wait many

years to win her love, and make her his wife. Still she did not speak,

and he laid one hand on hers, where it rested on the table, and

whispered softly, "Marguerite, do you love me?" With that she lifted

her head, and the troubled, appealing look in her eyes smote his heart

into a brighter flame. He pressed her hand in a closer grasp and

exclaimed, "Marguerite, dearest, say that you love me!"

The innocent, fluttering, maiden heart of her, glad and proud to feel

that she had been chosen above all others, but doubtful of itself, and

ignorant of everything else, leaped toward him then and a wistful

little smile brightened her face. She opened her lips to speak, but

suddenly she seemed to see, beside the gate, a tall and comely figure

bending toward her with eyes that burned her cheeks and cast her own

to the ground. She snatched her hand from Wellesly's grasp and buried

her face in her palms.

"I do not know," she panted. "I must think about it."

"Yes, certainly, dear--you will let me call you dear, won't you--take

time to think it over. I will wait for your answer until your heart is

quite sure. I hope it will be what I want, and don't make me wait very

long, dear. Good-bye, sweetheart."

He lifted her hand to his lips and went away. She sat quite still

beside the table, her burning face in her hands, her breast a turmoil

of blind doubts, and longings, and keen disappointments with, she knew

not what, and over all an imperious, sudden-born wish to be loved.

Wellesly walked down the street smiling to himself in serene assurance

of an easy victory. He was accustomed to having women show him much

favor, and more than one had let him know that he might marry her if

he wished. Moreover, he thought himself a very desirable match, and he

did not doubt for an instant that any woman, who liked him as well as

he was sure Marguerite did, would accept his offer.

"It was evidently her first proposal," he thought, "and she did not

know exactly what to do with it. She is as shy and as sweet as a

little wood-violet. Some girls, after my undemonstrative manner this

afternoon, would write me a sarcastic note with a 'no' in it as big as

a house. But nothing else would have done with Marguerite. She isn't

one of the sort that wants every man she knows to begin kissing her at

the first opportunity. And that is one of the reasons I mean to marry

her. The other sort are all very well, but a man doesn't want to marry

one of them. I want my wife to have such dignity and modesty that I

can feel sure no other man ever has, or ever will, kiss her but me.

And I can feel sure of that with Marguerite--just as sure as I can

that I'll have a favorable answer from her by the time I make my next

visit to Las Plumas."

Marguerite sat behind her screen of honeysuckle vines, her face in her

hands and a mob of blind, wild, incoherent desires and doubts making

tumult in her heart, until she heard her father's footsteps in the

house. Pierre Delarue had been taking his Sunday afternoon siesta, and

he came out upon the veranda in a very comfortable frame of mind. He

patted Marguerite's shoulder affectionately and asked her to make him

a cup of tea. He was very fond of his fair young daughter, who had

grown into the living likeness of the wife he had married in the days

of his exuberant youth. But he rarely withdrew his thoughts from

outside affairs long enough to be conscious of his affection, except

on Sunday afternoons, when interest and excitement on Main street were

at too low an ebb to attract his presence. On other days, she endeared

herself to him by the sympathetic attention she gave to his accounts

of what was going on down-town and to his rehearsals of the speeches

he had made. On Sundays, when he had the leisure to feel a quickened

sense of responsibility, he both pleased himself and felt that he was

discharging a duty to her by discoursing upon his observations and

experiences of the world and by propounding his theories of life and

conduct. For Pierre prided himself on his philosophy quite as much as

he did on his oratory.

Marguerite, on her part, was very fond of her father, but it was a

fondness which considered his love of speech-making and his flighty

enthusiasms with smiling tolerance. Her cooler and more critical way

of looking at things had caused her, young as she was, to distrust his

judgment in practical affairs, and about most matters she had long

since ceased asking his advice.

She sat beside him and talked with him while he drank his cup of tea.

A recently married young couple passed the house, and Marguerite made

some disapproving comment on the man's character, adding that she did

not understand how so nice a girl could have married him.

"Oh, he has a smooth and ready tongue," answered her father, "and I

dare say it was easy for him to make love. When you are older you will

know that it is the man who can talk love easily who can make the most

women think they love him." Pierre Delarue stopped to drink the last

of his tea, and Marguerite blushed consciously, remembering the scene

through which she had just passed. She rose to put his cup on the

table, and was glad that her face was turned away from him when next

he spoke:

"When a man tells a woman that he loves her," Delarue went on, "and it

rolls easily off his tongue, she should never believe a word that he

says. If a man really loves a woman, those three little words, 'I love

you,' are the hardest ones in the whole world for him to say. Most

women do not know that when they hear their first proposals, but they

ought to know it, especially in this country, where they make so much

of love. But, after all, I do not know that it makes so much

difference, because all women want to hear no end of love talked to

them, and it is only the man who does not feel it very deeply who can

talk enough about it to satisfy them. A woman is bound to be

disappointed, whichever way she marries, for she is sure to find out

after a while that the flow of words is empty, and the love without

the words never satisfies. After all, it is better for a woman to

think of other things than love when she marries. They manage these

things better in France. Don't you think so, my daughter?"

There was a deep thrill of passionate protest in her voice as she

answered, "No, father, I certainly do not."

He laughed indulgently and patted her hand as he said: "Ah, you are a

little American!" Then he added, more seriously: "I suppose you, too,

will soon be thinking of love and marriage."

She threw her arms around his neck and there was a sob in her voice as

she exclaimed: "Father, I shall never marry!"

He smoothed her brown hair and laid his hand on her shoulder saying,

"Ah, that means you will surely be married within a year!"

She shook her head. "No, I mean it, father! I shall never marry!"

"My dear, I should be sorry if you did not," he answered with dignity,

and with a strong note of disapproval in his voice. "For what is a

woman who does not marry and bear children? Nothing! She is a rose

bush that never flowers, a grape vine that never fruits. She is

useless, a weed that cumbers the earth. No, my daughter, you must

marry, or displease your father very much."

Marguerite lay awake long that night, trying to decide what she ought

to do. Her father's words gave sight to a blind, vague misgiving she

had already felt, but at the same time she could not believe that

Wellesly meant less than his words when he told her that he loved her

and wished to make her his wife.

"Why should he propose to me if he does not wish to marry me?" she

argued with herself, "and why should he want to marry me if he does

not love me? No, he surely loves me. Perhaps father is right about the

Frenchmen. He knows them, but he does not understand the Americans.

They always feel so sure about things, and they do everything as if

there was no possibility of failure. But I wish I knew if I love him!

I suppose I do, for I felt so pleased that he should wish to marry me.

But I don't have to decide at once. I'll wait till he comes to Las

Plumas again before I give him an answer."

She debated whether or not she ought to tell her father and ask his

advice, but she feared that in his mind other considerations would

outweigh the one she felt to be the chief, and she decided to say

nothing to him until she knew her own mind in the matter. "If I refuse

him," she said to herself, "there will be no reason for me to say

anything about it, and it wouldn't be fair to Mr. Wellesly for me to

tell father or any one else that he had proposed to me. Besides,

father might possibly speak of it outside, and I couldn't bear to

think that people were gossiping about it. No, I will not say

anything, unless I should decide that I want to marry him. Then I will

ask father if he thinks I'd better."

The next morning she woke with a sudden start, all her consciousness

filled with an overwhelming desire to love and be loved, to be all of

life to some one who would be more than life to her. She sat up,

panting, pressing her hand to her heart. At once her thoughts leaped

to Wellesly.

"He loves me, he has told me so, and surely this is love I feel now,

and for him. I suppose--I do--love him."

She lifted her nightgown above her bare feet and stood beside little

Paul's crib. With her disheveled hair falling in waving masses around

her face she bent over him and lightly kissed his forehead.

"My little Bye-Bye, I would not leave you to be any man's wife. But he

will not wish me to leave you, because he thinks--that it is beautiful

and noble that I--that I have cared for you--though how could I have

done anything else--and that is partly why he loves me. Surely, I love

him, and I suppose--it is best--for me to marry him. But I'll wait

till he comes again--there!"

With burning cheeks she stood erect and stamped one bare foot on the

floor. Again the memory of the brown eyes smote suddenly into her

consciousness. Her chin took a sharper angle and her red lips shut

tightly as she threw back her head and twisted her fingers together.

"I will not think of him again," she said slowly, in a low voice. "He

is in jail, to be tried for murder, and he will probably be hung--"

She hesitated, her face turned white and there was a spasmodic

throbbing in her throat, but she went resolutely on: "And he does not

care the least thing about me. He was merely fond of my little

Bye-Bye, and I am grateful to him for that. But he is nothing to me.

I'll marry Mr. Wellesly--I think--but I'll wait--" And then the

throbbing in her throat choked her voice and she threw herself upon

the bed and buried her face in the pillow and cried. Just as thousands

of young girls have cried over their fluttering, doubtful, ignorant

maiden hearts, ever since man gave up seizing the girl of his choice

and carrying her away, willy-nilly, and began proposing to her

instead.

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