CHAPTER XXXII

GOOD-BYE TO IRIS

LADY HARRY lifted her veil, and looked at Mountjoy with sad entreaty in

her eyes. "Are you angry with me?" she asked.

"I ought to be angry with you," he said. "This is a very imprudent,

Iris."

"It's worse than that," she confessed. "It's reckless and desperate.

Don't say I ought to have controlled myself. I can't control the shame

I feel when I think of what has happened. Can I let you go--oh, what a

return for your kindness!--without taking your hand at parting? Come

and sit by me on the sofa. After my poor husband's conduct, you and I

are not likely to meet again. I don't expect you to lament it as I do.

Even your sweetness and your patience--so often tried--must be weary of

me now."

"If you thought that possible, my dear, you would not have come here

to-night," Hugh reminded her. "While we live, we have the hope of

meeting again. Nothing in this world lasts, Iris--not even jealousy.

Lord Harry himself told me that he was a variable man. Sooner or later

he will come to his senses."

Those words seemed to startle Iris. "I hope you don't think that my

husband is brutal to me!" she exclaimed, still resenting even the

appearance of a reflection on her marriage, and still forgetting what

she herself had said which justified a doubt of her happiness. "Have

you formed a wrong impression?" she went on. "Has Fanny Mere

innocently--?"

Mountjoy noticed, for the first time, the absence of the maid. It was a

circumstance which justified him in interrupting Iris--for it might

seriously affect her if her visit to the hotel happened to be

discovered.

"I understood," he said, "that Fanny was to come here with you."

"Yes! yes! She is waiting in the carriage. We are careful not to excite

attention at the door of the hotel; the coachman will drive up and down

the street till I want him again. Never mind that! I have something to

say to you about Fanny. She thinks of her own troubles, poor soul, when

she talks to me, and exaggerates a little without meaning it. I hope

she has not misled you in speaking of her master. It is base and bad of

him, unworthy of a gentleman, to be jealous--and he has wounded me

deeply. But dear Hugh, his jealousy is a gentle jealousy. I have heard

of other men who watch their wives--who have lost all confidence in

them--who would even have taken away from me such a trifle as this."

She smiled, and showed to Mountjoy her duplicate key of the cottage

door. "Ah, Harry is above such degrading distrust as that! There are

times when he is as heartily ashamed of his own weakness as I could

wish him to be. I have seen him on his knees before me, shocked at his

conduct. He is no hypocrite. Indeed, his repentance is sincere, while

it lasts--only it doesn't last! His jealousy rises and falls, like the

wind. He said last night (when the wind was high): 'If you wish to make

me the happiest creature on the face of the earth, don't encourage Mr.

Mountjoy to remain in Paris!' Try to make allowances for him!"

"I would rather make allowances, Iris, for you. Do _you,_ too wish me

to leave Paris?"

Sitting very near to him--nearer than her husband might have liked to

see--Iris drew away a little. "Did you mean to be cruel in saying

that?" she asked. "I don't deserve it."

"It was kindly meant," Hugh assured her. "If I can make your position

more endurable by going away, I will leave Paris to-morrow."

Iris moved back again to the place which she had already occupied. She

was eager to thank him (for a reason not yet mentioned) as she had

never thanked him yet. Silently and softly she offered her gratitude to

Hugh, by offering her cheek. The irritating influence of Lord Harry's

jealousy was felt by both of them at that moment. He kissed her

cheek--and lingered over it. She was the first to recover herself.

"When you spoke just now of my position with my husband," she said,

"you reminded me of anxieties, Hugh, in which you once shared, and of

services which I can never forget."

Preparing him in those words for the disclosure which she had now to

make, Iris alluded to the vagabond life of adventure which Lord Harry

had led. The restlessness in his nature which that life implied, had

latterly shown itself again; and his wife had traced the cause to a

letter from Ireland, communicating a report that the assassin of Arthur

Mountjoy had been seen in London, and was supposed to be passing under

the name of Carrigeen. Hugh would understand that the desperate

resolution to revenge the murder of his friend, with which Lord Harry

had left England in the past time, had been urged into action once

more. He had not concealed from Iris that she must be resigned to his

leaving her for awhile, if the report which had reached him from

Ireland proved to be true. It would be useless, and worse than useless,

to remind this reckless man of the danger that threatened him from the

Invincibles, if he returned to England. In using her power of

influencing the husband who still loved her, Iris could only hope to

exercise a salutary restraint in her own domestic interests, appealing

to him for indulgence by careful submission to any exactions on which

his capricious jealousy might insist. Would sad necessity excuse her,

if she accepted Mountjoy's offer to leave Paris, for the one reason

that her husband had asked it of her as a favour?

Hugh at once understood her motive, and assured her of his sympathy.

"You may depend upon my returning to London to-morrow," he said. "In

the meantime, is there no better way in which I can be of use to you?

If your influence fails, do you see any other chance of keeping Lord

Harry's desperate purpose under control?"

It had only that day occurred to Iris that there might be some prospect

of an encouraging result, if she could obtain the assistance of Mrs.

Vimpany.

The doctor's wife was well acquainted with Lord Harry's past life, when

he happened to be in Ireland; and she had met many of his countrymen

with whom he had associated. If one of those friends happened to be the

officious person who had written to him, it was at least possible that

Mrs. Vimpany's discreet interference might prevent his mischievous

correspondent from writing again. Lord Harry, waiting for more news,

would in this event wait in vain. He would not know where to go, or

what to do next--and, with such a nature as his, the end of his

patience and the end of his resolution were likely to come together.

Hugh handed his pocket-book to Iris. Of the poor chances in her favour,

the last was to his mind the least hopeless of the two.

"If you have discovered the name of your husband's correspondent," he

said, "write it down for me, and I will ask Mrs. Vimpany if she knows

him. I will make your excuses for not having written to her lately;

and, in any case, I answer for her being ready to help you."

As Iris thanked him and wrote the name, the clock on the chimneypiece

struck the hour.

She rose to say farewell. With a restless hand she half-lowered her

veil, and raised it again. "You won't mind my crying," she said

faintly, trying to smile through her tears. "This is the saddest

parting I have ever known. Dear, dear Hugh--good-bye!"

Great is the law of Duty; but the elder law of Love claims its higher

right. Never, in all the years of their friendship, had they forgotten

themselves as they forgot themselves now. For the first time her lips

met his lips, in their farewell kiss. In a moment more, they remembered

the restraints which honour imposed on them; they were only friends

again. Silently she lowered her veil. Silently he took her arm and led

her down to the carriage. It was moving away from them at a slow pace,

towards the other end of the street. Instead of waiting for its return,

they followed and overtook it.

"We shall meet again," he whispered.

She answered sadly: "Don't forget me."

Mountjoy turned back. As he approached the hotel he noticed a tall man

crossing from the opposite side of the street. Not two minutes after

Iris was on her way home, her jealous husband and her old friend met at

the hotel door.

Lord Harry spoke first. "I have been dining out," he said, "and I came

here to have a word with you, Mr. Mountjoy, on my road home."

Hugh answered with formal politeness: "Let me show your lordship the

way to my rooms."

"Oh, it's needless to trouble you," Lord Harry declared. "I have so

little to say--do you mind walking on with me for a few minutes?"

Mountjoy silently complied. He was thinking of what might have happened

if Iris had delayed her departure--or if the movement of the carriage

had been towards, instead of away from the hotel. In either case it had

been a narrow escape for the wife, from a dramatic discovery by the

husband.

"We Irishmen," Lord Harry resumed, "are not famous for always obeying

the laws; but it is in our natures to respect the law of hospitality.

When you were at the cottage yesterday I was inhospitable to my guest.

My rude behaviour has weighed on my mind since--and for that reason I

have come here to speak to you. It was ill-bred on my part to reproach

you with your visit, and to forbid you (oh, quite needlessly, I don't

doubt!) to call on me again. If I own that I have no desire to propose

a renewal of friendly intercourse between us, you will understand me, I

am sure; with my way of thinking, the less we see of each other for the

future, the better it may be. But, for what I said when my temper ran

away with me, I ask you to accept my excuses, and the sincere

expression of my regret."

"Your excuses are accepted, my lord, as sincerely as you have offered

them," Mountjoy answered. "So far as I am concerned, the incident is

forgotten from this moment."

Lord Harry expressed his courteous acknowledgments. "Spoken as becomes

a gentleman," he said. "I thank you."

There it ended. They saluted each other; they wished each other

good-night. "A mere formality!" Hugh thought, when they had parted.

He had wronged the Irish lord in arriving at that conclusion. But time

was to pass before events helped him to discover his error.

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