CHAPTER XXX

SAXON AND CELT

WHEN amicable relations between two men happen to be in jeopardy, there

is least danger of an ensuing quarrel if the friendly intercourse has

been of artificial growth, on either side. In this case, the promptings

of self-interest, and the laws of politeness, have been animating

influences throughout; acting under conditions which assist the effort

of self-control. And for this reason: the man who has never really

taken a high place in our regard is unprovided with those sharpest

weapons of provocation, which make unendurable demands on human

fortitude. In a true attachment, on the other hand, there is an

innocent familiarity implied, which is forgetful of ceremony, and blind

to consequences. The affectionate freedom which can speak kindly

without effort is sensitive to offence, and can speak harshly without

restraint. When the friend who wounds us has once been associated with

the sacred memories of the heart, he strikes at a tender place, and no

considerations of propriety are powerful enough to stifle our cry of

rage and pain. The enemies who have once loved each other are the

bitterest enemies of all.

Thus, the curt exchange of question and answer, which had taken place

in the cottage at Passy, between two gentlemen artificially friendly to

one another, led to no regrettable result. Lord Harry had been too

readily angry: he remembered what was due to Mr. Mountjoy. Mr. Mountjoy

had been too thoughtlessly abrupt: he remembered what was due to Lord

Harry. The courteous Irishman bowed, and pointed to a chair. The

well-bred Englishman returned the polite salute, and sat down. My lord

broke the silence that followed.

"May I hope that you will excuse me," he began, "if I walk about the

room? Movement seems to help me when I am puzzled how to put things

nicely. Sometimes I go round and round the subject, before I get at it.

I'm afraid I'm going round and round, now. Have you arranged to make a

long stay in Paris?"

Circumstances, Mountjoy answered, would probably decide him.

"You have no doubt been many times in Paris before this," Lord Harry

continued. "Do you find it at all dull, now?"

Wondering what he could possibly mean, Hugh said he never found Paris

dull--and waited for further enlightenment. The Irish lord persisted:

"People mostly think Paris isn't as gay as it used to be. Not such good

plays and such good actors as they had at one time. The restaurants

inferior, and society very much mixed. People don't stay there as long

as they used. I'm told that Americans are getting disappointed, and are

trying London for a change."

Could he have any serious motive for this irrelevant way of talking? Or

was he, to judge by his own account of himself, going round and round

the subject of his wife and his guest, before he could get at it?

Suspecting him of jealousy from the first, Hugh failed--naturally

perhaps in his position--to understand the regard for Iris, and the

fear of offending her, by which her jealous husband was restrained.

Lord Harry was attempting (awkwardly indeed!) to break off the

relations between his wife and her friend, by means which might keep

the true state of his feelings concealed from both of them. Ignorant of

this claim on his forbearance, it was Mountjoy's impression that he was

being trifled with. Once more, he waited for enlightenment, and waited

in silence.

"You don't find my conversation interesting?" Lord Harry remarked,

still with perfect good-humour.

"I fail to see the connection," Mountjoy acknowledged, "between what

you have said so far, and the subject on which you expressed your

intention of speaking to me. Pray forgive me if I appear to hurry

you--or if you have any reasons for hesitation."

Far from being offended, this incomprehensible man really appeared to

be pleased. "You read me like a book!" he exclaimed. "It's hesitation

that's the matter with me. I'm a variable man. If there's something

disagreeable to say, there are times when I dash at it, and times when

I hang back. Can I offer you any refreshment?" he asked, getting away

from the subject again, without so much as an attempt at concealment.

Hugh thanked him, and declined.

"Not even a glass of wine? Such white Burgundy, my dear sir, as you

seldom taste."

Hugh's British obstinacy was roused; he repeated his reply. Lord Harry

looked at him gravely, and made a nearer approach to an open confession

of feeling than he had ventured on yet.

"With regard now to my wife. When I went away this morning with

Vimpany--he's not such good company as he used to be; soured by

misfortune, poor devil; I wish he would go back to London. As I was

saying--I mean as I was about to say--I left you and Lady Harry

together this morning; two old friends, glad (as I supposed) to have a

gossip about old times. When I come back, I find you left here alone,

and I am told that Lady Harry is in her room. What do I see when I get

there? I see the finest pair of eyes in the world; and the tale they

tell me is, We have been crying. When I ask what may have happened to

account for this--'Nothing, dear,' is all the answer I get. What's the

impression naturally produced on my mind? There has been a quarrel

perhaps between you and my wife."

"I fail entirely, Lord Harry, to see it in that light."

"Ah, likely enough! Mine's the Irish point of view. As an Englishman

you fail to understand it. Let that be. One thing; Mr. Mountjoy, I'll

take the freedom of saying at once. I'll thank you, next time, to

quarrel with Me."

"You force me to tell you, my lord, that you are under a complete

delusion, if you suppose that there has been any quarrel, or approach

to a quarrel, between Lady Harry and myself."

"You tell me that, on your word of honour as a gentleman?"

"Most assuredly!"

"Sir! I deeply regret to hear it."

"Which does your lordship deeply regret? That I have spoken to you on

my word of honour, or that I have not quarrelled with Lady Harry?"

"Both, sir! By the piper that played before Moses, both!"

Hugh got up, and took his hat: "We may have a better chance of

understanding each other," he suggested, "if you will be so good as to

write to me."

"Put your hat down again, Mr. Mountjoy, and pray have a moment's

patience. I've tried to like you, sir--and I'm bound in candour to own

that I've failed to find a bond of union between us. Maybe, this frank

confession annoys you."

"Far from it! You are going straight to your subject at last, if I may

venture to say so."

The Irish lord's good-humour had completely disappeared by this time.

His handsome face hardened, and his voice rose. The outbreak of jealous

feeling, which motives honourable to himself had hitherto controlled,

now seized on its freedom of expression. His language betrayed (as on

some former occasions) that association with unworthy companions, which

had been one of the evil results of his adventurous life.

"Maybe I'll go straighter than you bargain for," he replied; "I'm in

two humours about you. My common-sense tells me that you're my wife's

friend. And the best of friends do sometimes quarrel, don't they? Well,

sir, you deny it, on your own account. I find myself forced back on my

other humour--and it's a black humour, I can tell you. You may be my

wife's friend, my fine fellow, but you're something more than that. You

have always been in love with her--and you're in love with her now.

Thank you for your visit, but don't repeat it. Say! do we understand

each other at last?"

"I have too sincere a respect for Lady Harry to answer you," Mountjoy

said. "At the same time, let me acknowledge my obligations to your

lordship. You have reminded me that I did a foolish thing when I called

here without an invitation. I agree with you that the sooner my mistake

is set right the better."

He replied in those words, and left the cottage.

On the way back to his hotel, Hugh thought of what Mrs. Vimpany had

said to him when they had last seen each other: "Don't forget that

there is an obstacle between you and Iris which will put even your

patience and your devotion to a hard trial." The obstacle of the

husband had set itself up, and had stopped him already.

His own act (a necessary act after the language that had been addressed

to him) had closed the doors of the cottage, and had put an end to

future meetings between Iris and himself. If they attempted to

communicate by letter, Lord Harry would have opportunities of

discovering their correspondence, of which his jealousy would certainly

avail itself. Through the wakeful night, Hugh's helpless situation was

perpetually in his thoughts. There seemed to be no present alternative

before him but resignation, and a return to England.

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