Forrester thought about it. "Well--"

"Let us suppose that you are a coward who has avoided fights all his

life. Now you are given these powers. What will happen?"

"I'll be strong."

"Exactly. You will be strong. And because you are strong, and almost

indestructible, you suddenly decide that you can now get your revenge on

the people who have pushed you around."

"Well," Forrester said, "I--"

"You begin to look for fights," Vulcan said. "You go around beating up

everyone you can find, simply because you now know you can get away with

it. Do you understand me?"

"I guess so."

"A man with a vicious streak in him would be intolerable in this

position. Can you see that? Take an example: Ares. Mars is a tough God,

hard and at times brutal. But he is not vicious."

Forrester was a little surprised to hear Vulcan say anything nice about

Mars. He knew, as everyone did, the long history of ill-will and

positive hatred the two had built up between them. It had begun soon

after Vulcan's marriage to Aphrodite/Venus.

He hadn't been a cripple then, of course. For a while, he and Venus had

had a fine time. But Venus, apparently, just wasn't satisfied with the

dull normal routine of married life. None of the Gods seemed to be, as a

matter of fact. Either they were altogether too married, like Zeus, or

else they weren't married enough, like Venus. Or else they were like

Diana and Athena, indifferent to marriage.

At any rate, Venus had begun looking around for fresh talent. And the

fresh talent had been right there ready to sign up for a long contract

on a strictly extra-legal basis.

One day Vulcan caught them at it, his wife and Mars. Vulcan was angry,

but Mars didn't exactly like to be interrupted, either, and he was a

little faster on the draw. He tossed Vulcan over a nearby cliff,

crippling him for good.

And as for Aphrodite--who knew? It was entirely possible that, by this

time, the Goddess of Love had run through the entire list of Gods and

was now at work on the mortals.

Forrester wasn't entirely sure he disliked the idea, on a simple

physical level. But there was more than that to it, of course; there was

Vulcan. Forrester found himself liking the solemn, positive workman. He

didn't want to hurt him.

And a liaison with Venus was certain to do just that.

He came back to the present to hear Vulcan still discoursing. "Also,"

the God said, "changes in glandular balance must be made. These changes

have a necessary effect on the brain. The personality changes subtly,

though I can assure you that the change is not a marked one." He paused.

"For all these reasons," he finished, "I am sure that you can see why we

must subject you to further tests."

"I understand," Forrester said vaguely.

"Good. Now, you will not know whether a given incident--any given

incident--is a perfectly natural occurrence or a test imposed on you by

the Pantheon. Can you understand that?"

Forrester nodded.

Vulcan levered himself upright, his ugly face smiling just a little.

"And remember what I have told you. No worrying. You don't even know

just what any given test is supposed to accomplish, so you can't know

whether the action you choose is right or wrong. Therefore, worrying

will do nothing for you. You will be at your best if you simply behave

naturally."

"I'll try."

"Remember, also, that you were picked not merely for your physical

resemblance to Dionysus, but your psychological resemblance as well.

Therefore, playing his part should be comparatively simple for you.

Right?"

"I guess so," Forrester said, feeling both expectant and a little

hopeless about it all.

"Fine," Vulcan said. "Now wait one moment." He turned and limped over to

a structure that looked like a sort of worktable. When he came back, he

was carrying several objects in his big hands. He selected one, an ovoid

about the size of a marble, colored a dull orange, and handed it to

Forrester. "Swallow that."

Forrester took it cautiously. As soon as he found out what he was

supposed to do with the thing, its dimensions seemed to grow. It looked

about the size of a golf ball in his shaking hands.

"_Swallow_ it?" he said tentatively.

"Correct," Vulcan said.

"But--"

"This object is a--well, call it a talisman. It will not dissolve, and

it is recoverable, but for the Investiture it must be inside you."

"But--"

"You will find it so easy to swallow that you will need no water. Go

ahead."

Forrester put the thing in his mouth and swallowed once, just to test

Vulcan's statement. The effect was surprising. He could barely feel it

leave his tongue, and he couldn't feel it go down at all. He swallowed

again, experimentally, and explored the inside of his mouth with his

tongue.

"It is gone," Vulcan said. "Good."

"It's gone, all right," Forrester said wonderingly.

"The sandals are next." Vulcan selected a pair of sandals with rather

thick soles and handed them over. They were apparently made of gold.

Forrester obediently strapped them on, and Vulcan next handed him a pair

of golden cylinders indented to fit his curved fingers.

"You hold these very tightly," Vulcan said. "During the Investiture, you

must grip them as hard as you can." He peered closely at them and

pointed to one. "This one goes in the left hand. The other goes in the

right. Squeeze them as if--as if you were trying to crush them. All

right?"

"All right," Forrester said.

Vulcan nodded. "Good. From this moment on, do exactly as you are told.

Answer questions truthfully. Keep nothing secret. Remember my

instructions."

"Right," Forrester said doubtfully.

"Come on," Vulcan said, heading for the wall. The inevitable Veil of

Heaven appeared, and Forrester followed through it as before.

The room they entered was not, he thought, the same one they had been in

before. Or, if it was, it had changed a great deal. It was difficult to

tell anything for sure; the shifting walls looked the same, but they

also looked like the shifting walls in Venus' apartments.

At any rate, there were now no couches on the floor. The room seemed

even bigger than before, and when the walls settled down to a steady

golden glow, Forrester felt lost in the immensity of the place. In the

center of the room was a raised golden dais. It was about five feet

across and nearly three feet high.

The Gods were ranged around it in a semicircle, facing him. Vulcan

slipped into an empty space in the line, and Forrester stood perfectly

alone, holding the cylinders.

Zeus cleared his throat. "Step up on the dais," he said.

Stumbling slightly, Forrester managed to do so without losing his grip

on the cylinders.

In the center of the raised platform, with the Gods staring at him, he

felt like something under a microscope.

"William Forrester," Zeus said, and he shuddered. The All-Father's voice

had never been more powerful. "William Forrester, from this moment

onward you will renounce your present name. You will be known as

Dionysus the Lesser until and unless it shall please us to confer

another name on you. Henceforth, you will be, in part, a recipient of

the worship due to Dionysus, and you will hold the rank of demi-God. Do

you accept these judgments and this honor?"

Forrester gulped. A long time seemed to pass. At last he found his

voice. "I do," he said.

"Very well," Zeus said.

The Gods joined hands and closed the circle around Forrester,

surrounding him completely. The golden auras that shone about their

bodies grew more and more bright. Forrester clutched the golden

cylinders tightly.

Then, very suddenly, there was an explosion of light. Forrester thought

he had staggered, but he was never sure. Everything was too bright to

see. Dizziness began, and grew.

The room whirled and tipped. Somewhere a great organlike note began, and

went on and on.

Forrester convulsed with the force of a single great burst of energy

that crashed through his nervous system.

And then, in a timeless instant, everything went black.

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