A MYSTERY OF HEROISM

The dark uniforms of the men were so coated with dust from the

incessant wrestling of the two armies that the regiment almost seemed a

part of the clay bank which shielded them from the shells. On the top

of the hill a battery was arguing in tremendous roars with some other

guns, and to the eye of the infantry, the artillerymen, the guns, the

caissons, the horses, were distinctly outlined upon the blue sky. When

a piece was fired, a red streak as round as a log flashed low in the

heavens, like a monstrous bolt of lightning. The men of the battery

wore white duck trousers, which somehow emphasised their legs: and when

they ran and crowded in little groups at the bidding of the shouting

officers, it was more impressive than usual to the infantry.

Fred Collins, of A Company, was saying: "Thunder, I wisht I had a

drink. Ain't there any water round here?" Then, somebody yelled: "There

goes th' bugler!"

As the eyes of half the regiment swept in one machine-like movement,

there was an instant's picture of a horse in a great convulsive leap of

a death-wound and a rider leaning back with a crooked arm and spread

fingers before his face. On the ground was the crimson terror of an

exploding shell, with fibres of flame that seemed like lances. A

glittering bugle swung clear of the rider's back as fell headlong the

horse and the man. In the air was an odour as from a conflagration.

Sometimes they of the infantry looked down at a fair little meadow

which spread at their feet. Its long, green grass was rippling gently

in a breeze. Beyond it was the grey form of a house half torn to pieces

by shells and by the busy axes of soldiers who had pursued firewood.

The line of an old fence was now dimly marked by long weeds and by an

occasional post. A shell had blown the well-house to fragments. Little

lines of grey smoke ribboning upward from some embers indicated the

place where had stood the barn.

From beyond a curtain of green woods there came the sound of some

stupendous scuffle, as if two animals of the size of islands were

fighting. At a distance there were occasional appearances of

swift-moving men, horses, batteries, flags, and, with the crashing of

infantry volleys were heard, often, wild and frenzied cheers. In the

midst of it all Smith and Ferguson, two privates of A Company, were

engaged in a heated discussion, which involved the greatest questions

of the national existence.

The battery on the hill presently engaged in a frightful duel. The

white legs of the gunners scampered this way and that way, and the

officers redoubled their shouts. The guns, with their demeanours of

stolidity and courage, were typical of something infinitely

self-possessed in this clamour of death that swirled around the hill.

One of a "swing" team was suddenly smitten quivering to the ground, and

his maddened brethren dragged his torn body in their struggle to escape

from this turmoil and danger. A young soldier astride one of the

leaders swore and fumed in his saddle, and furiously jerked at the

bridle. An officer screamed out an order so violently that his voice

broke and ended the sentence in a falsetto shriek.

The leading company of the infantry regiment was somewhat exposed, and

the colonel ordered it moved more fully under the shelter of the hill.

There was the clank of steel against steel.

A lieutenant of the battery rode down and passed them, holding his

right arm carefully in his left hand. And it was as if this arm was not

at all a part of him, but belonged to another man. His sober and

reflective charger went slowly. The officer's face was grimy and

perspiring, and his uniform was tousled as if he had been in direct

grapple with an enemy. He smiled grimly when the men stared at him. He

turned his horse toward the meadow.

Collins, of A Company, said: "I wisht I had a drink. I bet there's

water in that there ol' well yonder!"

"Yes; but how you goin' to git it?"

For the little meadow which intervened was now suffering a terrible

onslaught of shells. Its green and beautiful calm had vanished utterly.

Brown earth was being flung in monstrous handfuls. And there was a

massacre of the young blades of grass. They were being torn, burned,

obliterated. Some curious fortune of the battle had made this gentle

little meadow the object of the red hate of the shells, and each one as

it exploded seemed like an imprecation in the face of a maiden.

The wounded officer who was riding across this expanse said to himself:

"Why, they couldn't shoot any harder if the whole army was massed here!"

A shell struck the grey ruins of the house, and as, after the roar, the

shattered wall fell in fragments, there was a noise which resembled the

flapping of shutters during a wild gale of winter. Indeed, the infantry

paused in the shelter of the bank appeared as men standing upon a shore

contemplating a madness of the sea. The angel of calamity had under its

glance the battery upon the hill. Fewer white-legged men laboured about

the guns. A shell had smitten one of the pieces, and after the flare,

the smoke, the dust, the wrath of this blow were gone, it was possible

to see white lugs stretched horizontally upon the ground. And at that

interval to the rear, where it is the business of battery horses to

stand with their noses to the fight awaiting the command to drag their

guns out of the destruction, or into it, or wheresoever these

incomprehensible humans demanded with whip and spur--in this line of

passive and dumb spectators, whose fluttering hearts yet would not let

them forget the iron laws of man's control of them--in this rank of

brute-soldiers there had been relentless and hideous carnage. From the

ruck of bleeding and prostrate horses, the men of the infantry could

see one animal raising its stricken body with its fore legs, and

turning its nose with mystic and profound eloquence toward the sky.

Some comrades joked Collins about his thirst. "Well, if yeh want a

drink so bad, why don't yeh go git it?"

"Well, I will in a minnet, if yeh don't shut up!"

A lieutenant of artillery floundered his horse straight down the hill

with as little concern as if it were level ground. As he galloped past

the colonel of the infantry, he threw up his hand in swift salute.

"We've got to get out of that," he roared angrily. He was a

black-bearded officer, and his eyes, which resembled beads, sparkled

like those of an insane man. His jumping horse sped along the column of

infantry.

The fat major, standing carelessly with his sword held horizontally

behind him and with his legs far apart, looked after the receding

horseman and laughed. "He wants to get back with orders pretty quick,

or there'll be no batt'ry left," he observed.

The wise young captain of the second company hazarded to the

lieutenant-colonel that the enemy's infantry would probably soon attack

the hill, and the lieutenant-colonel snubbed him.

A private in one of the rear companies looked out over the meadow, and

then turned to a companion and said, "Look there, Jim!" It was the

wounded officer from the battery, who some time before had started to

ride across the meadow, supporting his right arm carefully with his

left hand. This man had encountered a shell apparently at a time when

no one perceived him, and he could now be seen lying face downward with

a stirruped foot stretched across the body of his dead horse. A leg of

the charger extended slantingly upward precisely as stiff as a stake.

Around this motionless pair the shells still howled.

There was a quarrel in A Company. Collins was shaking his fist in the

faces of some laughing comrades. "Dern yeh! I ain't afraid t' go. If

yeh say much, I will go!"

"Of course, yeh will! You'll run through that there medder, won't yeh?"

Collins said, in a terrible voice: "You see now!" At this ominous

threat his comrades broke into renewed jeers.

Collins gave them a dark scowl, and went to find his captain. The

latter was conversing with the colonel of the regiment.

"Captain," said Collins, saluting and standing at attention--in those

days all trousers bagged at the knees--"Captain, I wan't t' get

permission to go git some water from that there well over yonder!"

The colonel and the captain swung about simultaneously and stared

across the meadow. The captain laughed. "You must be pretty thirsty,

Collins?"

"Yes, sir, I am."

"Well--ah," said the captain. After a moment, he asked, "Can't you

wait?"

"No, sir."

The colonel was watching Collins's face. "Look here, my lad," he said,

in a pious sort of a voice--"Look here, my lad"--Collins was not a

lad--"don't you think that's taking pretty big risks for a little drink

of water."

"I dunno," said Collins uncomfortably. Some of the resentment toward

his companions, which perhaps had forced him into this affair, was

beginning to fade. "I dunno wether 'tis."

The colonel and the captain contemplated him for a time.

"Well," said the captain finally.

"Well," said the colonel, "if you want to go, why, go."

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