Opaque from rain drawn in slant streaks by wind and speed across the
pane, the window of the railway carriage lets nothing be seen but stray
flashes of red lights--the signals rapidly passed. Wrapped in thick
overcoat, collar turned up to his ears, warm gloves on his hands, and a
rug across his knees, the traveller may well wonder how those red
signals and the points are worked out in the storms of wintry London,
Rain blown in gusts through the misty atmosphere, gas and smoke-laden,
deepens the darkness; the howl of the blast humming in the telegraph
wires, hurtling round the chimney-pots on a level with the line,
rushing up from the archways; steam from the engines, roar, and
whistle, shrieking brakes, and grinding wheels--how is the traffic
worked at night in safety over the inextricable windings of the iron
roads into the City?
At London Bridge the door is opened by some one who gets out, and the
cold air comes in; there is a rush of people in damp coats, with
dripping umbrellas, and time enough to notice the archaeologically
interesting wooden beams which support the roof of the South-Eastern
station. Antique beams they are, good old Norman oak, such as you may
sometimes find in very old country churches that have not been
restored, such as yet exist in Westminster Hall, temp. Rufus or
Stephen, or so. Genuine old woodwork, worth your while to go and see.
Take a sketch-book and make much of the ties and angles and bolts; ask
Whistler or Macbeth, or some one to etch them, get the Royal
Antiquarian Society to pay a visit and issue a pamphlet; gaze at them
reverently and earnestly, for they are not easily to be matched in
London. Iron girders and spacious roofs are the modern fashion; here we
have the Middle Ages well-preserved--slam! the door is banged-to,
onwards, over the invisible river, more red signals and rain, and
finally the terminus. Five hundred well-dressed and civilised savages,
wet, cross, weary, all anxious to get in--eager for home and dinner;
five hundred stiffened and cramped folk equally eager to get out--mix
on a narrow platform, with a train running off one side, and a detached
engine gliding gently after it. Push, wriggle, wind in and out, bumps
from portmanteaus, and so at last out into the street.
Now, how are you going to get into an omnibus? The street is "up," the
traffic confined to half a narrow thoroughfare, the little space
available at the side crowded with newsvendors whose contents bills are
spotted and blotted with wet, crowded, too, with young girls,
bonnetless, with aprons over their heads, whose object is simply to do
nothing--just to stand in the rain and chaff; the newsvendors yell
their news in your ears, then, finding you don't purchase, they "Yah!"
at you; an aged crone begs you to buy "lights"; a miserable young
crone, with pinched face, offers artificial flowers--oh, Naples! Rush
comes the rain, and the gas-lamps are dimmed; whoo-oo comes the wind
like a smack; cold drops get in the ears and eyes; clean wristbands are
splotched; greasy mud splashed over shining boots; some one knocks the
umbrella round, and the blast all but turns it. "Wake up!"--"Now
then--stop here all night?"--"Gone to sleep?" They shout, they curse,
they put their hands to their mouths trumpet wise and bellow at each
other, these cabbies, vanmen, busmen, all angry at the block in the
narrow way. The 'bus-driver, with London stout, and plenty of it,
polishing his round cheeks like the brasswork of a locomotive, his neck
well wound and buttressed with thick comforter and collar, heedeth not,
but goes on his round, now fast, now slow, always stolid and rubicund,
the rain running harmlessly from him as if he were oiled. The
conductor, perched like the showman's monkey behind, hops and twists,
and turns now on one foot and now on the other as if the plate were
red-hot; now holds on with one hand, and now dexterously shifts his
grasp; now shouts to the crowd and waves his hands towards the
pavement, and again looks round the edge of the 'bus forwards and
curses somebody vehemently. "Near side up! Look alive! Full
inside"--curses, curses, curses; rain, rain, rain, and no one can tell
which is most plentiful.
The cab-horse's head comes nearly inside the 'bus, the 'bus-pole
threatens to poke the hansom in front; the brougham would be careful,
for varnish sake, but is wedged and must take its chance; van-wheels
catch omnibus hubs; hurry, scurry, whip, and drive; slip, slide, bump,
rattle, jar, jostle, an endless stream clattering on, in, out, and
round. On, on--"Stanley, on"--the first and last words of cabby's life;
on, on, the one law of existence in a London street--drive on, stumble
or stand, drive on--strain sinews, crack, splinter--drive on; what a
sight to watch as you wait amid the newsvendors and bonnetless girls
for the 'bus that will not come! Is it real? It seems like a dream,
those nightmare dreams in which you know that you must run, and do run,
and yet cannot lift the legs that are heavy as lead, with the demon
behind pursuing, the demon of Drive-on. Move, or cease to be--pass out
of Time or be stirring quickly; if you stand you must suffer even here
on the pavement, splashed with greasy mud, shoved by coarse ruffianism,
however good your intentions--just dare to stand still! Ideas here for
moralising, but I can't preach with the roar and the din and the wet in
my ears, and the flickering street lamps flaring. That's the 'bus--no;
the tarpaulin hangs down and obscures the inscription; yes. Hi! No
heed; how could you be so confiding as to imagine conductor or driver
would deign to see a signalling passenger; the game is to drive on.
A gentleman makes a desperate rush and grabs the handrail; his foot
slips on the asphalt or wood, which is like oil, he slides, his hat
totters; happily he recovers himself and gets in. In the block the 'bus
is stayed a moment, and somehow we follow, and are landed--"somehow"
advisedly. For how do we get into a 'bus? After the pavement, even this
hard seat would be nearly an easy-chair, were it not for the damp smell
of soaked overcoats, the ceaseless rumble, and the knockings overhead
outside. The noise is immensely worse than the shaking or the steamy
atmosphere, the noise ground into the ears, and wearying the mind to a
state of drowsy narcotism--you become chloroformed through the sense of
hearing, a condition of dreary resignation and uncomfortable ease. The
illuminated shops seem to pass like an endless window without division
of doors; there are groups of people staring in at them in spite of the
rain; ill-clad, half-starving people for the most part; the
well-dressed hurry onwards; they have homes. A dull feeling of
satisfaction creeps over you that you are at least in shelter; the
rumble is a little better than the wind and the rain and the puddles.
If the Greek sculptors were to come to life again and cut us out in
bas-relief for another Parthenon, they would have to represent us
shuffling along, heads down and coat-tails flying, splash-splosh--a
nation of umbrellas.
Under a broad archway, gaily lighted, the broad and happy way to a
theatre, there is a small crowd waiting, and among them two ladies,
with their backs to the photographs and bills, looking out into the
street. They stand side by side, evidently quite oblivious and
indifferent to the motley folk about them, chatting and laughing,
taking the wet and windy wretchedness of the night as a joke. They are
both plump and rosy-cheeked, dark eyes gleaming and red lips parted;
both decidedly good-looking, much too rosy and full-faced, too well fed
and comfortable to take a prize from Burne-Jones, very worldly people
in the roast-beef sense. Their faces glow in the bright light--merry
sea coal-fire faces; they have never turned their backs on the good
things of this life. "Never shut the door on good fortune," as Queen
Isabella of Spain says. Wind and rain may howl and splash, but here are
two faces they never have touched--rags and battered shoes drift along
the pavement--no wet feet or cold necks here. Best of all they glow
with good spirits, they laugh, they chat; they are full of enjoyment,
clothed thickly with health and happiness, as their shoulders--good
wide shoulders--are thickly wrapped in warmest furs. The 'bus goes on,
and they are lost to view; if you came back in an hour you would find
them still there without doubt--still jolly, chatting, smiling, waiting
perhaps for the stage, but anyhow far removed, like the goddesses on
Olympus, from the splash and misery of London. Drive on.
The head of a great grey horse in a van drawn up by the pavement, the
head and neck stand out and conquer the rain and misty dinginess by
sheer force of beauty, sheer strength of character. He turns his
head--his neck forms a fine curve, his face is full of intelligence, in
spite of the half dim light and the driving rain, of the thick
atmosphere, and the black hollow of the covered van behind, his head
and neck stand out, just as in old portraits the face is still bright,
though surrounded with crusted varnish. It would be a glory to any man
to paint him. Drive on.
How strange the dim, uncertain faces of the crowd, half-seen, seem in
the hurry and rain; faces held downwards and muffled by the
darkness--not quite human in their eager and intensely concentrated
haste. No one thinks of or notices another--on, on--splash, shove, and
scramble; an intense selfishness, so selfish as not to be selfish, if
that can be understood, so absorbed as to be past observing that any
one lives but themselves. Human beings reduced to mere hurrying
machines, worked by wind and rain, and stern necessities of life;
driven on; something very hard and unhappy in the thought of this. They
seem reduced to the condition of the wooden cabs--the mere
vehicles--pulled along by the irresistible horse Circumstance. They
shut their eyes mentally, wrap themselves in the overcoat of
indifference, and drive on, drive on. It is time to get out at last.
The 'bus stops on one side of the street, and you have to cross to the
other. Look up and down--lights are rushing each way, but for the
moment none are close. The gas-lamps shine in the puddles of thick
greasy water, and by their gleam you can guide yourself round them. Cab
coming! Surely he will give way a little and not force you into that
great puddle; no, he neither sees, nor cares, Drive on, drive on. Qick!
the shafts! Step in the puddle and save your life!