XXI

Hale was beyond Black Mountain when her letter reached him. His work

over there had to be finished and so he kept in his saddle the greater

part of two days and nights and on the third day rode his big black

horse forty miles in little more than half a day that he might meet

her at the train. The last two years had wrought their change in him.

Deterioration is easy in the hills--superficial deterioration in

habits, manners, personal appearance and the practices of all the little

niceties of life. The morning bath is impossible because of the crowded

domestic conditions of a mountain cabin and, if possible, might if

practised, excite wonder and comment, if not vague suspicion. Sleeping

garments are practically barred for the same reason. Shaving becomes a

rare luxury. A lost tooth-brush may not be replaced for a month. In time

one may bring himself to eat with a knife for the reason that it is hard

for a hungry man to feed himself with a fork that has but two tines. The

finger tips cease to be the culminating standard of the gentleman. It

is hard to keep a supply of fresh linen when one is constantly in the

saddle, and a constant weariness of body and a ravenous appetite make a

man indifferent to things like a bad bed and worse food, particularly

as he must philosophically put up with them, anyhow. Of all these things

the man himself may be quite unconscious and yet they affect him more

deeply than he knows and show to a woman even in his voice, his walk,

his mouth--everywhere save in his eyes, which change only in severity,

or in kindliness or when there has been some serious break-down of soul

or character within. And the woman will not look to his eyes for the

truth--which makes its way slowly--particularly when the woman has

striven for the very things that the man has so recklessly let go. She

would never suffer herself to let down in such a way and she does not

understand how a man can.

Hale's life, since his college doors had closed behind him, had always

been a rough one. He had dropped from civilization and had gone back

into it many times. And each time he had dropped, he dropped the deeper,

and for that reason had come back into his own life each time with more

difficulty and with more indifference. The last had been his roughest

year and he had sunk a little more deeply just at the time when June had

been pluming herself for flight from such depths forever. Moreover,

Hale had been dominant in every matter that his hand or his brain had

touched. His habit had been to say “do this” and it was done. Though

he was no longer acting captain of the Police Guard, he always acted as

captain whenever he was on hand, and always he was the undisputed leader

in all questions of business, politics or the maintenance of order and

law. The success he had forged had hardened and strengthened his mouth,

steeled his eyes and made him more masterful in manner, speech and

point of view, and naturally had added nothing to his gentleness, his

unselfishness, his refinement or the nice consideration of little things

on which women lay such stress. It was an hour by sun when he clattered

through the gap and pushed his tired black horse into a gallop across

the valley toward the town. He saw the smoke of the little dummy and, as

he thundered over the bridge of the North Fork, he saw that it was just

about to pull out and he waved his hat and shouted imperiously for it to

wait. With his hand on the bell-rope, the conductor, autocrat that he,

too, was, did wait and Hale threw his reins to the man who was nearest,

hardly seeing who he was, and climbed aboard. He wore a slouched hat

spotted by contact with the roof of the mines which he had hastily

visited on his way through Lonesome Cove. The growth of three days'

beard was on his face. He wore a gray woollen shirt, and a blue

handkerchief--none too clean--was loosely tied about his sun-scorched

column of a throat; he was spotted with mud from his waist to the soles

of his rough riding boots and his hands were rough and grimy. But his

eye was bright and keen and his heart thumped eagerly. Again it was the

middle of June and the town was a naked island in a sea of leaves

whose breakers literally had run mountain high and stopped for all time

motionless. Purple lights thick as mist veiled Powell's Mountain. Below,

the valley was still flooded with yellow sunlight which lay along the

mountain sides and was streaked here and there with the long shadow of

a deep ravine. The beech trunks on Imboden Hill gleamed in it like white

bodies scantily draped with green, and the yawning Gap held the yellow

light as a bowl holds wine. He had long ago come to look upon the hills

merely as storehouses for iron and coal, put there for his special

purpose, but now the long submerged sense of the beauty of it all

stirred within him again, for June was the incarnate spirit of it all

and June was coming back to those mountains and--to him.

* * * * * * *

And June--June had seen the change in Hale. The first year he had come

often to New York to see her and they had gone to the theatre and the

opera, and June was pleased to play the part of heroine in what was such

a real romance to the other girls in school and she was proud of Hale.

But each time he came, he seemed less interested in the diversions that

meant so much to her, more absorbed in his affairs in the mountains and

less particular about his looks. His visits came at longer intervals,

with each visit he stayed less long, and each time he seemed more eager

to get away. She had been shy about appearing before him for the first

time in evening dress, and when he entered the drawing-room she stood

under a chandelier in blushing and resplendent confusion, but he seemed

not to recognize that he had never seen her that way before, and for

another reason June remained confused, disappointed and hurt, for he

was not only unobserving, and seemingly unappreciative, but he was more

silent than ever that night and he looked gloomy. But if he had grown

accustomed to her beauty, there were others who had not, and smart,

dapper college youths gathered about her like bees around a flower--a

triumphant fact to which he also seemed indifferent. Moreover, he was

not in evening clothes that night and she did not know whether he had

forgotten or was indifferent to them, and the contrast that he was made

her that night almost ashamed for him. She never guessed what the matter

was, for Hale kept his troubles to himself. He was always gentle and

kind, he was as lavish with her as though he were a king, and she was

as lavish and prodigally generous as though she were a princess. There

seemed no limit to the wizard income from the investments that Hale

had made for her when, as he said, he sold a part of her stock in the

Lonesome Cove mine, and what she wanted Hale always sent her without

question. Only, as the end was coming on at the Gap, he wrote once to

know if a certain amount would carry her through until she was ready to

come home, but even that question aroused no suspicion in thoughtless

June. And then that last year he had come no more--always, always he was

too busy. Not even on her triumphal night at the end of the session was

he there, when she had stood before the guests and patrons of the school

like a goddess, and had thrilled them into startling applause, her

teachers into open glowing pride, the other girls into bright-eyed envy

and herself into still another new world. Now she was going home and she

was glad to go.

She had awakened that morning with the keen air of the mountains in her

nostrils--the air she had breathed in when she was born, and her eyes

shone happily when she saw through her window the loved blue hills along

which raced the train. They were only a little way from the town where

she must change, the porter said; she had overslept and she had no time

even to wash her face and hands, and that worried her a good deal. The

porter nearly lost his equilibrium when she gave him half a dollar--for

women are not profuse in the way of tipping--and instead of putting her

bag down on the station platform, he held it in his hand waiting to do

her further service. At the head of the steps she searched about for

Hale and her lovely face looked vexed and a little hurt when she did not

see him.

“Hotel, Miss?” said the porter.

“Yes, please, Harvey!” she called.

An astonished darky sprang from the line of calling hotel-porters and

took her bag. Then every tooth in his head flashed.

“Lordy, Miss June--I never knowed you at all.”

June smiled--it was the tribute she was looking for.

“Have you seen Mr. Hale?”

“No'm. Mr. Hale ain't been here for mos' six months. I reckon he aint in

this country now. I aint heard nothin' 'bout him for a long time.”

June knew better than that--but she said nothing. She would rather have

had even Harvey think that he was away. So she hurried to the hotel--she

would have four hours to wait--and asked for the one room that had a

bath attached--the room to which Hale had sent her when she had passed

through on her way to New York. She almost winced when she looked in the

mirror and saw the smoke stains about her pretty throat and ears, and

she wondered if anybody could have noticed them on her way from the

train. Her hands, too, were dreadful to look at and she hurried to take

off her things.

In an hour she emerged freshened, immaculate from her crown of lovely

hair to her smartly booted feet, and at once she went downstairs. She

heard the man, whom she passed, stop at the head of them and turn to

look down at her, and she saw necks craned within the hotel office when

she passed the door. On the street not a man and hardly a woman

failed to look at her with wonder and open admiration, for she was an

apparition in that little town and it all pleased her so much that she

became flushed and conscious and felt like a queen who, unknown, moved

among her subjects and blessed them just with her gracious presence.

For she was unknown even by several people whom she knew and that, too,

pleased her--to have bloomed so quite beyond their ken. She was like a

meteor coming back to dazzle the very world from which it had flown for

a while into space. When she went into the dining-room for the midday

dinner, there was a movement in almost every part of the room as though

there were many there who were on the lookout for her entrance. The head

waiter, a portly darky, lost his imperturbable majesty for a moment in

surprise at the vision and then with a lordly yet obsequious wave of his

hand, led her to a table over in a corner where no one was sitting. Four

young men came in rather boisterously and made for her table. She lifted

her calm eyes at them so haughtily that the one in front halted with

sudden embarrassment and they all swerved to another table from which

they stared at her surreptitiously. Perhaps she was mistaken for the

comic-opera star whose brilliant picture she had seen on a bill board in

front of the “opera house.” Well, she had the voice and she might

have been and she might yet be--and if she were, this would be the

distinction that would be shown her. And, still as it was she was

greatly pleased.

At four o'clock she started for the hills. In half an hour she was

dropping down a winding ravine along a rock-lashing stream with those

hills so close to the car on either side that only now and then could

she see the tops of them. Through the window the keen air came from the

very lungs of them, freighted with the coolness of shadows, the scent of

damp earth and the faint fragrance of wild flowers, and her soul leaped

to meet them. The mountain sides were showered with pink and white

laurel (she used to call it “ivy”) and the rhododendrons (she used to

call them “laurel”) were just beginning to blossom--they were her old

and fast friends--mountain, shadow, the wet earth and its pure breath,

and tree, plant and flower; she had not forgotten them, and it was good

to come back to them. Once she saw an overshot water-wheel on the bank

of the rushing little stream and she thought of Uncle Billy; she smiled

and the smile stopped short--she was going back to other things as well.

The train had creaked by a log-cabin set in the hillside and then past

another and another; and always there were two or three ragged children

in the door and a haggard unkempt woman peering over their shoulders.

How lonely those cabins looked and how desolate the life they suggested

to her now--NOW! The first station she came to after the train had

wound down the long ravine to the valley level again was crowded with

mountaineers. There a wedding party got aboard with a great deal of

laughter, chaffing and noise, and all three went on within and without

the train while it was waiting. A sudden thought stunned her like a

lightning stroke. They were HER people out there on the platform and

inside the car ahead--those rough men in slouch hats, jeans and cowhide

boots, their mouths stained with tobacco juice, their cheeks and eyes

on fire with moonshine, and those women in poke-bonnets with their sad,

worn, patient faces on which the sympathetic good cheer and joy of

the moment sat so strangely. She noticed their rough shoes and their

homespun gowns that made their figures all alike and shapeless, with

a vivid awakening of early memories. She might have been one of those

narrow-lived girls outside, or that bride within had it not been for

Jack--Hale. She finished the name in her own mind and she was conscious

that she had. Ah, well, that was a long time ago and she was nothing but

a child and she had thrown herself at his head. Perhaps it was different

with him now and if it was, she would give him the chance to withdraw

from everything. It would be right and fair and then life was so full

for her now. She was dependent on nobody--on nothing. A rainbow spanned

the heaven above her and the other end of it was not in the hills. But

one end was and to that end she was on her way. She was going to just

such people as she had seen at the station. Her father and her kinsmen

were just such men--her step-mother and kinswomen were just such women.

Her home was little more than just such a cabin as the desolate ones

that stirred her pity when she swept by them. She thought of how she

felt when she had first gone to Lonesome Cove after a few months at the

Gap, and she shuddered to think how she would feel now. She was getting

restless by this time and aimlessly she got up and walked to the front

of the car and back again to her seat, hardly noticing that the other

occupants were staring at her with some wonder. She sat down for a few

minutes and then she went to the rear and stood outside on the platform,

clutching a brass rod of the railing and looking back on the dropping

darkness in which the hills seemed to be rushing together far behind as

the train crashed on with its wake of spark-lit rolling smoke. A cinder

stung her face, and when she lifted her hand to the spot, she saw that

her glove was black with grime. With a little shiver of disgust she went

back to her seat and with her face to the blackness rushing past her

window she sat brooding--brooding. Why had Hale not met her? He had said

he would and she had written him when she was coming and had telegraphed

him at the station in New York when she started. Perhaps he HAD changed.

She recalled that even his letters had grown less frequent, shorter,

more hurried the past year--well, he should have his chance. Always,

however, her mind kept going back to the people at the station and to

her people in the mountains. They were the same, she kept repeating

to herself--the very same and she was one of them. And always she kept

thinking of her first trip to Lonesome Cove after her awakening and of

what her next would be. That first time Hale had made her go back as

she had left, in home-spun, sun-bonnet and brogans. There was the same

reason why she should go back that way now as then--would Hale insist

that she should now? She almost laughed aloud at the thought. She knew

that she would refuse and she knew that his reason would not appeal to

her now--she no longer cared what her neighbours and kinspeople might

think and say. The porter paused at her seat.

“How much longer is it?” she asked.

“Half an hour, Miss.”

June went to wash her face and hands, and when she came back to her seat

a great glare shone through the windows on the other side of the car. It

was the furnace, a “run” was on and she could see the streams of white

molten metal racing down the narrow channels of sand to their narrow

beds on either side. The whistle shrieked ahead for the Gap and she

nerved herself with a prophetic sense of vague trouble at hand.

* * * * * * *

At the station Hale had paced the platform. He looked at his watch to

see whether he might have time to run up to the furnace, half a mile

away, and board the train there. He thought he had and he was about to

start when the shriek of the coming engine rose beyond the low hills in

Wild Cat Valley, echoed along Powell's Mountain and broke against the

wrinkled breast of the Cumberland. On it came, and in plain sight it

stopped suddenly to take water, and Hale cursed it silently and

recalled viciously that when he was in a hurry to arrive anywhere,

the water-tower was always on the wrong side of the station. He got so

restless that he started for it on a run and he had gone hardly fifty

yards before the train came on again and he had to run back to beat it

to the station--where he sprang to the steps of the Pullman before it

stopped--pushing the porter aside to find himself checked by the crowded

passengers at the door. June was not among them and straightway he ran

for the rear of the car.

June had risen. The other occupants of the car had crowded forward and

she was the last of them. She had stood, during an irritating wait, at

the water-tower, and now as she moved slowly forward again she heard

the hurry of feet behind her and she turned to look into the eager,

wondering eyes of John Hale.

“June!” he cried in amazement, but his face lighted with joy and he

impulsively stretched out his arms as though he meant to take her in

them, but as suddenly he dropped them before the startled look in her

eyes, which, with one swift glance, searched him from head to foot. They

shook hands almost gravely.

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