VII
By Monday noon Darby Thornbury was unable to lift his head from the
pillow by reason of its aching. He remembered nothing about receiving
the blow over his eye, and talked little. Dame Blossom and Debora
tended him faithfully, keeping Master Blossom away from a true
knowledge of affairs. Debora would have had a physician, but Darby
would not listen to it.
"I will have no leeching, blood-letting nor evil-smelling draughts," he
cried, irritably; "no poultices nor plasters neither! I have misery
enough without adding to it, Egad!"
Being brought to this pass and having seen his face in the mirror, he
bade Debora find the Master-player of the Company and make what excuse
she could for him.
"I be a thrice-dyed fool, Deb," he said with a groan. "Work is over
for me in London. I'll ship to the Indies, or America, an' make an
ending." Then starting up--"Oh! Deb, could naught be done with me so
that I could play this evening?"
"I know not, dear heart," she answered gently, "perchance thy looks
might not count an' thou wer't able to act. Art better?"
"Nay, worse!" he said, falling back. "My head maddens me! An' not a
word o' the lines sticks i' my memory." So he raved on, fiercely
upbraiding himself and wearying Debora. After a time she slipped on
her hooded cloak, bade him good-bye, and went out. Returning, she told
Darby that he could take courage, for a substitute had been found in
his place.
"Ask no questions, dear heart. Nay--an' trouble no more, but rest.
Thou wilt be on the boards by Wednesday, an' thy luck is good."
"Dost think so, sweet?" he asked, weakly. "An' will the mark be gone?"
"Why, nearly," she answered; "an' if it still be a little blue, we will
paint it. In any case, thine eye will be open, which it is not now."
"Thou art a very angel, Deb, an' I am a brute. I know not where they
got one to take my part--an' Marry! I seem not to care. Never will I
drink aught but water. Nay, then, thou shalt not go. Stay by me till
I sleep, for there be queer lights before my eyes, an' I see thee
through them. Thou art so beautiful, Deb, so beautiful."
She waited till he slept, sometimes smiling to herself in a wise way.
What children men were when they were ill, she thought. Even Dad would
not let her out of his sight when the rheumatism crippled him all last
winter. Why, once Nick Berwick came in with a sprained wrist, and
naught would be but Deb must bathe and bind it. Nick Berwick! he was
so strong and tall and straight. A sigh broke over her lips as she
rose and went away to her room.
Half an hour later Debora came down the stairs dressed in the suit of
Kendal green. Dame Blossom met her in the hallway.
"Dost keep to thy mad plan, Mistress Deb?"
"Truly," answered the girl. "See, I will be back by sundown. Have no
fear for me, the tiring-room hath a latch, an' none know me for myself.
Keep thy counsel an' take care o' Darby."
* * * * *
Blackfriars was filled that March afternoon. The narrow windows in the
upper gallery had all been darkened, and the house was lit by a
thousand lights that twinkled down on eager faces turned towards the
stage. Even then at the edge of the rush-strewn boards was a line of
stools, which had been taken at a rose-noble apiece by some score of
young gallants.
Those who watched the passing of the Master's new romance remembered it
while life was in them. Many told their children's children of the
marvel of it in the years that followed.
"There was a maid i' the play that day," said a man, long after, "whom
they told me was no maid, but a lad. The name was written so on the
great coloured bill i' the play-house entrance. 'Marry! an' he be not
a maid,' said I, ''tis little matter.' He played the part o' Juliet,
not as play-acting, but reality. After the curtain was rung down the
people stole away in quiet, but their tongues loosened when they got
beyond the theatre, for by night the lad was the talk o' London.
"So it went the next day, an' the next, I being there to see, an' fair
fascinated by it. Master Will Shakespeare was noticed i' the house the
third evening for the first time, though peradventure he had been with
the Company behind the scenes, or overhead in the musicians' balcony.
Howbeit, when he was discovered there was such a thunder o' voices
calling his name that the walls o' the play-house fairly rocked.
"So he came out before the curtain and bowed in the courtly way he hath
ever had. His dress was all of black, the doublet o' black satin
shining with silver thread, an' the little cloak from his shoulders o'
black velvet. He wore, moreover, a mighty ruff fastened with a great
pearl, which, I heard whispered, was one the Queen herself had sent
him. Report doth says he wears black always, black or sober grays, in
memory o' a little lad of his--who died. Well-a-day; I know not if 't
be true, but I do know that as he stood there alone upon the stage a
quiet fell over the theatre till one could hear one's own heart beat.
He spoke with a voice not over-steady, yet far-reaching and sweet and
clear, an', if my memory hath not played me false, 'twas this he said:--
"'Good citizens, you who are friendly to all true players of whatever
Company they be, I give you thanks, and as a full heart hath ever few
words, perchance 'tis left me but to say again and again, I give you
thanks. Yet to the gentlemen of my Lord Chamberlain's Company I owe
much, for they have played so rarely well, the story hath indeed so
gained at their hands, I have dared to hope it will live on.
"''Tis but a beautiful dream crystallised, but may it not,
peradventure, be seen again by other people of other times, when we,
the players of this little hour, have long grown weary and gone to
rest; and when England is kindlier to her actors and reads better the
lessons of the stage than now. When England--friends of mine--is older
and wiser, for older and wiser she will surely grow, though no
dearer--no dearer, God wots--than to-day.'
"Ay!" said he who told of this, "in such manner--though perchance I
have garbled the words--he spoke--Will Shakespeare--in the old theatre
of Blackfriars, and for us who listened 'twas enough to see him and
know he was of ourselves."
Behind the scenes there was much wonderment over the strangely clever
acting of Darby Thornbury. Two players guessed the truth; another knew
also. This was a man, one Nicholas Berwick.
He stood down by the leathern screenings of the entrance, and three
afternoons he was there, his face white as the face of the dead, his
eyes burning with an inward fire. He watched the stage with mask-like
face, and his great form gave no way though the throng pressed and
jostled him. Now and again it would be whispered that he was a little
mad. If he heard, he heeded nothing. To him it was as though the end
of all things had been reached.
He saw Debora, only Debora. She was there for all those curious eyes
to gaze upon, an' this in absolute defiance of every manner and custom
of the times. Slowly it came to Berwick's mind, distraught and
tortured, that she was playing in Darby's stead, and with some good
reason. "That matters not," he thought. "If it be discovered there
will be no stilling o' wicked tongues, nor quieting o' Shottery
gossip." As for himself, he had no doubt of her. She was his
sovereign lady, who could do no wrong, even masquerading thus. But a
very terror for her possessed him. Seeming not to listen, he yet heard
what the people said in intervals of the play. They were quick to
discover the genius of the young actor they called Thornbury, and
commented freely upon his wonderful interpretation of lines; but, well
as he was known by sight, not a word--a hint, nor an innuendo was
spoken to throw a doubt on his identity. Debora's resemblance to him
was too perfect, the flowing, heavy garments too completely hid the
girlish figure. Further, her accent was Darby's own, even the trick of
gesture and smile were his; only the marvel of genius was in one and
not in the other.
What the girl's reasons could be for such desperate violation of custom
Berwick could not divine, yet while groping blindly for them, with
stifled pain in his heart and wild longing to take her away from it
all, he gave her his good faith.
Just after sundown, when the play was ended, the man would watch the
small side door the actors alone used. Well he knew the figure in the
Kendal green suit. Debora must have changed her costume swiftly, for
she was among the first to leave the theatre, and twice escaped without
being detained by any. On the third evening Berwick saw her followed
by two actors.
"Well met, Thornbury!" they called. "Thou hast given us the slip often
enough, and further, Master Shakespeare himself was looking for thee as
we came out. Hold up, we be going by the ferry also and are bound to
have thee for company. 'Fore Heaven, thou art a man o' parts!"
Debora halted, swinging half round toward them with a little laugh.
"Hasten, then," she said. "I have an appointment. Your lines be
lighter than mine, in good sooth, or your voices would need resting."
"Thou hast been a very wonder, Thornbury," cried the first. "Talking
of voices, what syrup doth use, lad? Never heard I tones more smooth
than thine. Thou an' Sherwood together! Egad! 'Twas most singular
an' beautiful in effect. Thy modulation was perfect, no wretched
cracking nor breaking i' the pathetic portions as we be trained to
expect. My voice, now! it hath a fashion of splitting into a thousand
fragments an' I try to bridle it."
"'Tis all i' the training," responded Debora, shortly.
"Beshrew me!" said the other; "if 'tis not pity to turn thee back into
these clothes, Thornbury. By Saint George! yes--thou dost make too
fine a woman."
Berwick clenched his hands as he followed hard behind. The players
decided to cross by London Bridge, as the ferries were over-crowded,
and still the man kept his watch. Reaching Southwark, the three
separated, Debora going on alone. As she came toward Master Blossom's
house a man passed Berwick, whom he knew at a glance to be the actor
Sherwood. He was not one to be easily forgotten, and upon Nicholas
Berwick's memory his features were fixed indelibly; the remembrance of
his voice was a torture. Fragments of the passionate, immortal lines,
as this man had spoken them at Blackfriars, went through his mind
endlessly.
Now Sherwood caught up to the boyish figure as it ran up the steps of
the house.
Berwick waited in shadow near by, but they gave him no heed. He saw
the girl turn with a smile that illumined her face. The actor lifted
his hat and stood bareheaded looking upward. He spoke with eager
intensity. Berwick caught the expression of his eyes, and in fancy
heard the very words.
Debora shook her head in a wilful fashion of her own, but, bending
down, held out her hand. Sherwood raised it to his lips--and--but the
lonely watcher saw no more, for he turned away through the twilight.
"The play is ended for thee, Nick Berwick," he said, half aloud. "The
play is ended; the curtain dropped. Ay--an' the lights be out." He
paced toward the heart of the city, and in the eastern sky, that was of
that rare colour that is neither blue nor green, but both blended, a
golden star swung, while in the west a line of rose touched the gray
above. A benediction seemed to have fallen over the world at the end
of the turbulent day. But to Nicholas Berwick there was peace neither
in the heavens nor the earth.