CHAPTER I. Rowland

Produced by Judy Boss and David Widger

RODERICK HUDSON

by Henry James

CONTENTS

I. Rowland

II. Roderick

III. Rome

IV. Experience

V. Christina

VI. Frascati

VII. St. Cecilia’s

VIII. Provocation

IX. Mary Garland

X. The Cavaliere

XI. Mrs. Hudson

XII. The Princess Casamassima

XIII. Switzerland

CHAPTER I. Rowland

Mallet had made his arrangements to sail for Europe on the first

of September, and having in the interval a fortnight to spare, he

determined to spend it with his cousin Cecilia, the widow of a nephew of

his father. He was urged by the reflection that an affectionate farewell

might help to exonerate him from the charge of neglect frequently

preferred by this lady. It was not that the young man disliked her; on

the contrary, he regarded her with a tender admiration, and he had not

forgotten how, when his cousin had brought her home on her marriage, he

had seemed to feel the upward sweep of the empty bough from which the

golden fruit had been plucked, and had then and there accepted the

prospect of bachelorhood. The truth was, that, as it will be part of

the entertainment of this narrative to exhibit, Rowland Mallet had an

uncomfortably sensitive conscience, and that, in spite of the seeming

paradox, his visits to Cecilia were rare because she and her misfortunes

were often uppermost in it. Her misfortunes were three in number: first,

she had lost her husband; second, she had lost her money (or the

greater part of it); and third, she lived at Northampton, Massachusetts.

Mallet’s compassion was really wasted, because Cecilia was a very clever

woman, and a most skillful counter-plotter to adversity. She had made

herself a charming home, her economies were not obtrusive, and there

was always a cheerful flutter in the folds of her crape. It was the

consciousness of all this that puzzled Mallet whenever he felt tempted

to put in his oar. He had money and he had time, but he never could

decide just how to place these gifts gracefully at Cecilia’s service.

He no longer felt like marrying her: in these eight years that fancy had

died a natural death. And yet her extreme cleverness seemed somehow to

make charity difficult and patronage impossible. He would rather chop

off his hand than offer her a check, a piece of useful furniture, or

a black silk dress; and yet there was some sadness in seeing such a

bright, proud woman living in such a small, dull way. Cecilia had,

moreover, a turn for sarcasm, and her smile, which was her pretty

feature, was never so pretty as when her sprightly phrase had a lurking

scratch in it. Rowland remembered that, for him, she was all smiles, and

suspected, awkwardly, that he ministered not a little to her sense of

the irony of things. And in truth, with his means, his leisure, and his

opportunities, what had he done? He had an unaffected suspicion of

his uselessness. Cecilia, meanwhile, cut out her own dresses, and was

personally giving her little girl the education of a princess.

This time, however, he presented himself bravely enough; for in the way

of activity it was something definite, at least, to be going to Europe

and to be meaning to spend the winter in Rome. Cecilia met him in the

early dusk at the gate of her little garden, amid a studied combination

of floral perfumes. A rosy widow of twenty-eight, half cousin, half

hostess, doing the honors of an odorous cottage on a midsummer evening,

was a phenomenon to which the young man’s imagination was able to do

ample justice. Cecilia was always gracious, but this evening she was

almost joyous. She was in a happy mood, and Mallet imagined there was

a private reason for it--a reason quite distinct from her pleasure in

receiving her honored kinsman. The next day he flattered himself he was

on the way to discover it.

For the present, after tea, as they sat on the rose-framed porch, while

Rowland held his younger cousin between his knees, and she, enjoying

her situation, listened timorously for the stroke of bedtime, Cecilia

insisted on talking more about her visitor than about herself.

“What is it you mean to do in Europe?” she asked, lightly, giving a

turn to the frill of her sleeve--just such a turn as seemed to Mallet to

bring out all the latent difficulties of the question.

“Why, very much what I do here,” he answered. “No great harm.”

“Is it true,” Cecilia asked, “that here you do no great harm? Is not a

man like you doing harm when he is not doing positive good?”

“Your compliment is ambiguous,” said Rowland.

“No,” answered the widow, “you know what I think of you. You have a

particular aptitude for beneficence. You have it in the first place in

your character. You are a benevolent person. Ask Bessie if you don’t

hold her more gently and comfortably than any of her other admirers.”

“He holds me more comfortably than Mr. Hudson,” Bessie declared,

roundly.

Rowland, not knowing Mr. Hudson, could but half appreciate the eulogy,

and Cecilia went on to develop her idea. “Your circumstances, in

the second place, suggest the idea of social usefulness. You are

intelligent, you are well-informed, and your charity, if one may call it

charity, would be discriminating. You are rich and unoccupied, so that

it might be abundant. Therefore, I say, you are a person to do something

on a large scale. Bestir yourself, dear Rowland, or we may be taught to

think that virtue herself is setting a bad example.”

“Heaven forbid,” cried Rowland, “that I should set the examples of

virtue! I am quite willing to follow them, however, and if I don’t

do something on the grand scale, it is that my genius is altogether

imitative, and that I have not recently encountered any very striking

models of grandeur. Pray, what shall I do? Found an orphan asylum, or

build a dormitory for Harvard College? I am not rich enough to do either

in an ideally handsome way, and I confess that, yet awhile, I feel

too young to strike my grand coup. I am holding myself ready for

inspiration. I am waiting till something takes my fancy irresistibly. If

inspiration comes at forty, it will be a hundred pities to have tied up

my money-bag at thirty.”

“Well, I give you till forty,” said Cecilia. “It ‘s only a word to

the wise, a notification that you are expected not to run your course

without having done something handsome for your fellow-men.”

Nine o’clock sounded, and Bessie, with each stroke, courted a closer

embrace. But a single winged word from her mother overleaped her

successive intrenchments. She turned and kissed her cousin, and

deposited an irrepressible tear on his moustache. Then she went and

said her prayers to her mother: it was evident she was being admirably

brought up. Rowland, with the permission of his hostess, lighted a cigar

and puffed it awhile in silence. Cecilia’s interest in his career seemed

very agreeable. That Mallet was without vanity I by no means intend to

affirm; but there had been times when, seeing him accept, hardly less

deferentially, advice even more peremptory than the widow’s, you

might have asked yourself what had become of his vanity. Now, in the

sweet-smelling starlight, he felt gently wooed to egotism. There was a

project connected with his going abroad which it was on his tongue’s end

to communicate. It had no relation to hospitals or dormitories, and yet

it would have sounded very generous. But it was not because it would

have sounded generous that poor Mallet at last puffed it away in

the fumes of his cigar. Useful though it might be, it expressed most

imperfectly the young man’s own personal conception of usefulness. He

was extremely fond of all the arts, and he had an almost passionate

enjoyment of pictures. He had seen many, and he judged them sagaciously.

It had occurred to him some time before that it would be the work of a

good citizen to go abroad and with all expedition and secrecy purchase

certain valuable specimens of the Dutch and Italian schools as to which

he had received private proposals, and then present his treasures out of

hand to an American city, not unknown to aesthetic fame, in which at

that time there prevailed a good deal of fruitless aspiration toward an

art-museum. He had seen himself in imagination, more than once, in

some mouldy old saloon of a Florentine palace, turning toward the deep

embrasure of the window some scarcely-faded Ghirlandaio or Botticelli,

while a host in reduced circumstances pointed out the lovely drawing

of a hand. But he imparted none of these visions to Cecilia, and he

suddenly swept them away with the declaration that he was of course an

idle, useless creature, and that he would probably be even more so in

Europe than at home. “The only thing is,” he said, “that there I shall

seem to be doing something. I shall be better entertained, and shall be

therefore, I suppose, in a better humor with life. You may say that that

is just the humor a useless man should keep out of. He should cultivate

discontentment. I did a good many things when I was in Europe before,

but I did not spend a winter in Rome. Every one assures me that this is

a peculiar refinement of bliss; most people talk about Rome in the same

way. It is evidently only a sort of idealized form of loafing: a passive

life in Rome, thanks to the number and the quality of one’s impressions,

takes on a very respectable likeness to activity. It is still

lotus-eating, only you sit down at table, and the lotuses are served up

on rococo china. It ‘s all very well, but I have a distinct prevision of

this--that if Roman life does n’t do something substantial to make you

happier, it increases tenfold your liability to moral misery. It seems

to me a rash thing for a sensitive soul deliberately to cultivate its

sensibilities by rambling too often among the ruins of the Palatine, or

riding too often in the shadow of the aqueducts. In such recreations the

chords of feeling grow tense, and after-life, to spare your intellectual

nerves, must play upon them with a touch as dainty as the tread of

Mignon when she danced her egg-dance.”

“I should have said, my dear Rowland,” said Cecilia, with a laugh, “that

your nerves were tough, that your eggs were hard!”

“That being stupid, you mean, I might be happy? Upon my word I am not.

I am clever enough to want more than I ‘ve got. I am tired of myself, my

own thoughts, my own affairs, my own eternal company. True happiness,

we are told, consists in getting out of one’s self; but the point is not

only to get out--you must stay out; and to stay out you must have some

absorbing errand. Unfortunately, I ‘ve got no errand, and nobody will

trust me with one. I want to care for something, or for some one. And I

want to care with a certain ardor; even, if you can believe it, with

a certain passion. I can’t just now feel ardent and passionate about a

hospital or a dormitory. Do you know I sometimes think that I ‘m a man

of genius, half finished? The genius has been left out, the faculty of

expression is wanting; but the need for expression remains, and I spend

my days groping for the latch of a closed door.”

“What an immense number of words,” said Cecilia after a pause, “to say

you want to fall in love! I ‘ve no doubt you have as good a genius for

that as any one, if you would only trust it.”

“Of course I ‘ve thought of that, and I assure you I hold myself ready.

But, evidently, I ‘m not inflammable. Is there in Northampton some

perfect epitome of the graces?”

“Of the graces?” said Cecilia, raising her eyebrows and suppressing too

distinct a consciousness of being herself a rosy embodiment of several.

“The household virtues are better represented. There are some excellent

girls, and there are two or three very pretty ones. I will have them

here, one by one, to tea, if you like.”

“I should particularly like it; especially as I should give you a chance

to see, by the profundity of my attention, that if I am not happy, it ‘s

not for want of taking pains.”

Cecilia was silent a moment; and then, “On the whole,” she resumed, “I

don’t think there are any worth asking. There are none so very pretty,

none so very pleasing.”

“Are you very sure?” asked the young man, rising and throwing away his

cigar-end.

“Upon my word,” cried Cecilia, “one would suppose I wished to keep

you for myself. Of course I am sure! But as the penalty of your

insinuations, I shall invite the plainest and prosiest damsel that can

be found, and leave you alone with her.”

Rowland smiled. “Even against her,” he said, “I should be sorry to

conclude until I had given her my respectful attention.”

This little profession of ideal chivalry (which closed the conversation)

was not quite so fanciful on Mallet’s lips as it would have been on

those of many another man; as a rapid glance at his antecedents may help

to make the reader perceive. His life had been a singular mixture of the

rough and the smooth. He had sprung from a rigid Puritan stock, and had

been brought up to think much more intently of the duties of this life

than of its privileges and pleasures. His progenitors had submitted in

the matter of dogmatic theology to the relaxing influences of recent

years; but if Rowland’s youthful consciousness was not chilled by the

menace of long punishment for brief transgression, he had at least been

made to feel that there ran through all things a strain of right and of

wrong, as different, after all, in their complexions, as the texture, to

the spiritual sense, of Sundays and week-days. His father was a chip of

the primal Puritan block, a man with an icy smile and a stony frown. He

had always bestowed on his son, on principle, more frowns than smiles,

and if the lad had not been turned to stone himself, it was because

nature had blessed him, inwardly, with a well of vivifying waters. Mrs.

Mallet had been a Miss Rowland, the daughter of a retired sea-captain,

once famous on the ships that sailed from Salem and Newburyport. He

had brought to port many a cargo which crowned the edifice of fortunes

already almost colossal, but he had also done a little sagacious trading

on his own account, and he was able to retire, prematurely for so

sea-worthy a maritime organism, upon a pension of his own providing. He

was to be seen for a year on the Salem wharves, smoking the best tobacco

and eying the seaward horizon with an inveteracy which superficial

minds interpreted as a sign of repentance. At last, one evening, he

disappeared beneath it, as he had often done before; this time,

however, not as a commissioned navigator, but simply as an amateur of an

observing turn likely to prove oppressive to the officer in command of

the vessel. Five months later his place at home knew him again, and made

the acquaintance also of a handsome, blonde young woman, of redundant

contours, speaking a foreign tongue. The foreign tongue proved, after

much conflicting research, to be the idiom of Amsterdam, and the young

woman, which was stranger still, to be Captain Rowland’s wife. Why

he had gone forth so suddenly across the seas to marry her, what had

happened between them before, and whether--though it was of questionable

propriety for a good citizen to espouse a young person of mysterious

origin, who did her hair in fantastically elaborate plaits, and in whose

appearance “figure” enjoyed such striking predominance--he would

not have had a heavy weight on his conscience if he had remained an

irresponsible bachelor; these questions and many others, bearing with

varying degrees of immediacy on the subject, were much propounded but

scantily answered, and this history need not be charged with resolving

them. Mrs. Rowland, for so handsome a woman, proved a tranquil neighbor

and an excellent housewife. Her extremely fresh complexion, however, was

always suffused with an air of apathetic homesickness, and she played

her part in American society chiefly by having the little squares of

brick pavement in front of her dwelling scoured and polished as nearly

as possible into the likeness of Dutch tiles. Rowland Mallet remembered

having seen her, as a child--an immensely stout, white-faced lady,

wearing a high cap of very stiff tulle, speaking English with a

formidable accent, and suffering from dropsy. Captain Rowland was a

little bronzed and wizened man, with eccentric opinions. He advocated

the creation of a public promenade along the sea, with arbors and little

green tables for the consumption of beer, and a platform, surrounded by

Chinese lanterns, for dancing. He especially desired the town library

to be opened on Sundays, though, as he never entered it on week-days,

it was easy to turn the proposition into ridicule. If, therefore, Mrs.

Mallet was a woman of an exquisite moral tone, it was not that she had

inherited her temper from an ancestry with a turn for casuistry.

Jonas Mallet, at the time of his marriage, was conducting with silent

shrewdness a small, unpromising business. Both his shrewdness and his

silence increased with his years, and at the close of his life he was an

extremely well-dressed, well-brushed gentleman, with a frigid gray eye,

who said little to anybody, but of whom everybody said that he had

a very handsome fortune. He was not a sentimental father, and the

roughness I just now spoke of in Rowland’s life dated from his early

boyhood. Mr. Mallet, whenever he looked at his son, felt extreme

compunction at having made a fortune. He remembered that the fruit had

not dropped ripe from the tree into his own mouth, and determined it

should be no fault of his if the boy was corrupted by luxury. Rowland,

therefore, except for a good deal of expensive instruction in foreign

tongues and abstruse sciences, received the education of a poor man’s

son. His fare was plain, his temper familiar with the discipline of

patched trousers, and his habits marked by an exaggerated simplicity

which it really cost a good deal of money to preserve unbroken. He was

kept in the country for months together, in the midst of servants who

had strict injunctions to see that he suffered no serious harm, but

were as strictly forbidden to wait upon him. As no school could be found

conducted on principles sufficiently rigorous, he was attended at home

by a master who set a high price on the understanding that he was to

illustrate the beauty of abstinence not only by precept but by example.

Rowland passed for a child of ordinary parts, and certainly, during his

younger years, was an excellent imitation of a boy who had inherited

nothing whatever that was to make life easy. He was passive,

pliable, frank, extremely slow at his books, and inordinately fond of

trout-fishing. His hair, a memento of his Dutch ancestry, was of

the fairest shade of yellow, his complexion absurdly rosy, and his

measurement around the waist, when he was about ten years old, quite

alarmingly large. This, however, was but an episode in his growth; he

became afterwards a fresh-colored, yellow-bearded man, but he was never

accused of anything worse than a tendency to corpulence. He emerged from

childhood a simple, wholesome, round-eyed lad, with no suspicion that a

less roundabout course might have been taken to make him happy, but with

a vague sense that his young experience was not a fair sample of human

freedom, and that he was to make a great many discoveries. When he was

about fifteen, he achieved a momentous one. He ascertained that his

mother was a saint. She had always been a very distinct presence in his

life, but so ineffably gentle a one that his sense was fully opened to

it only by the danger of losing her. She had an illness which for many

months was liable at any moment to terminate fatally, and during her

long-arrested convalescence she removed the mask which she had worn for

years by her husband’s order. Rowland spent his days at her side and

felt before long as if he had made a new friend. All his impressions at

this period were commented and interpreted at leisure in the future, and

it was only then that he understood that his mother had been for fifteen

years a perfectly unhappy woman. Her marriage had been an immitigable

error which she had spent her life in trying to look straight in the

face. She found nothing to oppose to her husband’s will of steel but the

appearance of absolute compliance; her spirit sank, and she lived for

a while in a sort of helpless moral torpor. But at last, as her child

emerged from babyhood, she began to feel a certain charm in patience, to

discover the uses of ingenuity, and to learn that, somehow or other, one

can always arrange one’s life. She cultivated from this time forward a

little private plot of sentiment, and it was of this secluded precinct

that, before her death, she gave her son the key. Rowland’s allowance at

college was barely sufficient to maintain him decently, and as soon as

he graduated, he was taken into his father’s counting-house, to do small

drudgery on a proportionate salary. For three years he earned his living

as regularly as the obscure functionary in fustian who swept the office.

Mr. Mallet was consistent, but the perfection of his consistency was

known only on his death. He left but a third of his property to his

son, and devoted the remainder to various public institutions and local

charities. Rowland’s third was an easy competence, and he never felt

a moment’s jealousy of his fellow-pensioners; but when one of the

establishments which had figured most advantageously in his father’s

will bethought itself to affirm the existence of a later instrument, in

which it had been still more handsomely treated, the young man felt a

sudden passionate need to repel the claim by process of law. There was a

lively tussle, but he gained his case; immediately after which he made,

in another quarter, a donation of the contested sum. He cared nothing

for the money, but he had felt an angry desire to protest against a

destiny which seemed determined to be exclusively salutary. It seemed to

him that he would bear a little spoiling. And yet he treated himself

to a very modest quantity, and submitted without reserve to the great

national discipline which began in 1861. When the Civil War broke out he

immediately obtained a commission, and did his duty for three long years

as a citizen soldier. His duty was obscure, but he never lost a certain

private satisfaction in remembering that on two or three occasions

it had been performed with something of an ideal precision. He had

disentangled himself from business, and after the war he felt a profound

disinclination to tie the knot again. He had no desire to make money,

he had money enough; and although he knew, and was frequently reminded,

that a young man is the better for a fixed occupation, he could discover

no moral advantage in driving a lucrative trade. Yet few young men of

means and leisure ever made less of a parade of idleness, and indeed

idleness in any degree could hardly be laid at the door of a young

man who took life in the serious, attentive, reasoning fashion of

our friend. It often seemed to Mallet that he wholly lacked the prime

requisite of a graceful flaneur--the simple, sensuous, confident relish

of pleasure. He had frequent fits of extreme melancholy, in which he

declared that he was neither fish nor flesh nor good red herring. He was

neither an irresponsibly contemplative nature nor a sturdily practical

one, and he was forever looking in vain for the uses of the things

that please and the charm of the things that sustain. He was an awkward

mixture of strong moral impulse and restless aesthetic curiosity,

and yet he would have made a most ineffective reformer and a very

indifferent artist. It seemed to him that the glow of happiness must be

found either in action, of some immensely solid kind, on behalf of

an idea, or in producing a masterpiece in one of the arts. Oftenest,

perhaps, he wished he were a vigorous young man of genius, without a

penny. As it was, he could only buy pictures, and not paint them; and

in the way of action, he had to content himself with making a rule to

render scrupulous moral justice to handsome examples of it in others. On

the whole, he had an incorruptible modesty. With his blooming complexion

and his serene gray eye, he felt the friction of existence more than was

suspected; but he asked no allowance on grounds of temper, he assumed

that fate had treated him inordinately well and that he had no excuse

for taking an ill-natured view of life, and he undertook constantly to

believe that all women were fair, all men were brave, and the world was

a delightful place of sojourn, until the contrary had been distinctly

proved.

Cecilia’s blooming garden and shady porch had seemed so friendly to

repose and a cigar, that she reproached him the next morning with

indifference to her little parlor, not less, in its way, a monument to

her ingenious taste. “And by the way,” she added as he followed her in,

“if I refused last night to show you a pretty girl, I can at least show

you a pretty boy.”

She threw open a window and pointed to a statuette which occupied the

place of honor among the ornaments of the room. Rowland looked at it a

moment and then turned to her with an exclamation of surprise. She

gave him a rapid glance, perceived that her statuette was of altogether

exceptional merit, and then smiled, knowingly, as if this had long been

an agreeable certainty.

“Who did it? where did you get it?” Rowland demanded.

“Oh,” said Cecilia, adjusting the light, “it ‘s a little thing of Mr.

Hudson’s.”

“And who the deuce is Mr. Hudson?” asked Rowland. But he was absorbed;

he lost her immediate reply. The statuette, in bronze, something less

than two feet high, represented a naked youth drinking from a gourd. The

attitude was perfectly simple. The lad was squarely planted on his feet,

with his legs a little apart; his back was slightly hollowed, his head

thrown back, and both hands raised to support the rustic cup. There was

a loosened fillet of wild flowers about his head, and his eyes, under

their drooped lids, looked straight into the cup. On the base was

scratched the Greek word Δἱψα, Thirst. The figure might have

been some beautiful youth of ancient fable,--Hylas or Narcissus, Paris

or Endymion. Its beauty was the beauty of natural movement; nothing had

been sought to be represented but the perfection of an attitude. This

had been most attentively studied, and it was exquisitely rendered.

Rowland demanded more light, dropped his head on this side and that,

uttered vague exclamations. He said to himself, as he had said more than

once in the Louvre and the Vatican, “We ugly mortals, what beautiful

creatures we are!” Nothing, in a long time, had given him so much

pleasure. “Hudson--Hudson,” he asked again; “who is Hudson?”

“A young man of this place,” said Cecilia.

“A young man? How old?”

“I suppose he is three or four and twenty.”

“Of this place, you say--of Northampton, Massachusetts?”

“He lives here, but he comes from Virginia.”

“Is he a sculptor by profession?”

“He ‘s a law-student.”

Rowland burst out laughing. “He has found something in Blackstone that I

never did. He makes statues then simply for his pleasure?”

Cecilia, with a smile, gave a little toss of her head. “For mine!”

“I congratulate you,” said Rowland. “I wonder whether he could be

induced to do anything for me?”

“This was a matter of friendship. I saw the figure when he had modeled

it in clay, and of course greatly admired it. He said nothing at the

time, but a week ago, on my birthday, he arrived in a buggy, with

this. He had had it cast at the foundry at Chicopee; I believe it ‘s a

beautiful piece of bronze. He begged me to accept.”

“Upon my word,” said Mallet, “he does things handsomely!” And he fell to

admiring the statue again.

“So then,” said Cecilia, “it ‘s very remarkable?”

“Why, my dear cousin,” Rowland answered, “Mr. Hudson, of Virginia, is

an extraordinary--” Then suddenly stopping: “Is he a great friend of

yours?” he asked.

“A great friend?” and Cecilia hesitated. “I regard him as a child!”

“Well,” said Rowland, “he ‘s a very clever child. Tell me something

about him: I should like to see him.”

Cecilia was obliged to go to her daughter’s music-lesson, but she

assured Rowland that she would arrange for him a meeting with the young

sculptor. He was a frequent visitor, and as he had not called for some

days it was likely he would come that evening. Rowland, left alone,

examined the statuette at his leisure, and returned more than once

during the day to take another look at it. He discovered its weak

points, but it wore well. It had the stamp of genius. Rowland envied the

happy youth who, in a New England village, without aid or encouragement,

without models or resources, had found it so easy to produce a lovely

work.

In the evening, as he was smoking his cigar on the veranda, a light,

quick step pressed the gravel of the garden path, and in a moment a

young man made his bow to Cecilia. It was rather a nod than a bow, and

indicated either that he was an old friend, or that he was scantily

versed in the usual social forms. Cecilia, who was sitting near the

steps, pointed to a neighboring chair, but the young man seated himself

abruptly on the floor at her feet, began to fan himself vigorously with

his hat, and broke out into a lively objurgation upon the hot weather.

“I ‘m dripping wet!” he said, without ceremony.

“You walk too fast,” said Cecilia. “You do everything too fast.”

“I know it, I know it!” he cried, passing his hand through his abundant

dark hair and making it stand out in a picturesque shock. “I can’t

be slow if I try. There ‘s something inside of me that drives me. A

restless fiend!”

Cecilia gave a light laugh, and Rowland leaned forward in his hammock.

He had placed himself in it at Bessie’s request, and was playing that he

was her baby and that she was rocking him to sleep. She sat beside him,

swinging the hammock to and fro, and singing a lullaby. When he raised

himself she pushed him back and said that the baby must finish its nap.

“But I want to see the gentleman with the fiend inside of him,” said

Rowland.

“What is a fiend?” Bessie demanded. “It ‘s only Mr. Hudson.”

“Very well, I want to see him.”

“Oh, never mind him!” said Bessie, with the brevity of contempt.

“You speak as if you did n’t like him.”

“I don’t!” Bessie affirmed, and put Rowland to bed again.

The hammock was swung at the end of the veranda, in the thickest shade

of the vines, and this fragment of dialogue had passed unnoticed.

Rowland submitted a while longer to be cradled, and contented himself

with listening to Mr. Hudson’s voice. It was a soft and not altogether

masculine organ, and was pitched on this occasion in a somewhat

plaintive and pettish key. The young man’s mood seemed fretful; he

complained of the heat, of the dust, of a shoe that hurt him, of having

gone on an errand a mile to the other side of the town and found the

person he was in search of had left Northampton an hour before.

“Won’t you have a cup of tea?” Cecilia asked. “Perhaps that will restore

your equanimity.”

“Aye, by keeping me awake all night!” said Hudson. “At the best, it ‘s

hard enough to go down to the office. With my nerves set on edge by a

sleepless night, I should perforce stay at home and be brutal to my poor

mother.”

“Your mother is well, I hope.”

“Oh, she ‘s as usual.”

“And Miss Garland?”

“She ‘s as usual, too. Every one, everything, is as usual. Nothing ever

happens, in this benighted town.”

“I beg your pardon; things do happen, sometimes,” said Cecilia. “Here

is a dear cousin of mine arrived on purpose to congratulate you on your

statuette.” And she called to Rowland to come and be introduced to

Mr. Hudson. The young man sprang up with alacrity, and Rowland, coming

forward to shake hands, had a good look at him in the light projected

from the parlor window. Something seemed to shine out of Hudson’s face

as a warning against a “compliment” of the idle, unpondered sort.

“Your statuette seems to me very good,” Rowland said gravely. “It has

given me extreme pleasure.”

“And my cousin knows what is good,” said Cecilia. “He ‘s a connoisseur.”

Hudson smiled and stared. “A connoisseur?” he cried, laughing. “He ‘s

the first I ‘ve ever seen! Let me see what they look like;” and he drew

Rowland nearer to the light. “Have they all such good heads as that? I

should like to model yours.”

“Pray do,” said Cecilia. “It will keep him a while. He is running off to

Europe.”

“Ah, to Europe!” Hudson exclaimed with a melancholy cadence, as they sat

down. “Happy man!”

But the note seemed to Rowland to be struck rather at random, for he

perceived no echo of it in the boyish garrulity of his later talk.

Hudson was a tall, slender young fellow, with a singularly mobile and

intelligent face. Rowland was struck at first only with its responsive

vivacity, but in a short time he perceived it was remarkably handsome.

The features were admirably chiseled and finished, and a frank smile

played over them as gracefully as a breeze among flowers. The fault of

the young man’s whole structure was an excessive want of breadth. The

forehead, though it was high and rounded, was narrow; the jaw and

the shoulders were narrow; and the result was an air of insufficient

physical substance. But Mallet afterwards learned that this fair, slim

youth could draw indefinitely upon a mysterious fund of nervous

force, which outlasted and outwearied the endurance of many a sturdier

temperament. And certainly there was life enough in his eye to furnish

an immortality! It was a generous dark gray eye, in which there came

and went a sort of kindling glow, which would have made a ruder visage

striking, and which gave at times to Hudson’s harmonious face an

altogether extraordinary beauty. There was to Rowland’s sympathetic

sense a slightly pitiful disparity between the young sculptor’s delicate

countenance and the shabby gentility of his costume. He was dressed for

a visit--a visit to a pretty woman. He was clad from head to foot in a

white linen suit, which had never been remarkable for the felicity of

its cut, and had now quite lost that crispness which garments of this

complexion can as ill spare as the back-scene of a theatre the radiance

of the footlights. He wore a vivid blue cravat, passed through a ring

altogether too splendid to be valuable; he pulled and twisted, as he

sat, a pair of yellow kid gloves; he emphasized his conversation with

great dashes and flourishes of a light, silver-tipped walking-stick,

and he kept constantly taking off and putting on one of those slouched

sombreros which are the traditional property of the Virginian or

Carolinian of romance. When this was on, he was very picturesque, in

spite of his mock elegance; and when it was off, and he sat nursing it

and turning it about and not knowing what to do with it, he could hardly

be said to be awkward. He evidently had a natural relish for brilliant

accessories, and appropriated what came to his hand. This was visible in

his talk, which abounded in the florid and sonorous. He liked words with

color in them.

Rowland, who was but a moderate talker, sat by in silence, while

Cecilia, who had told him that she desired his opinion upon her friend,

used a good deal of characteristic finesse in leading the young man to

expose himself. She perfectly succeeded, and Hudson rattled away for

an hour with a volubility in which boyish unconsciousness and manly

shrewdness were singularly combined. He gave his opinion on twenty

topics, he opened up an endless budget of local gossip, he described

his repulsive routine at the office of Messrs. Striker and Spooner,

counselors at law, and he gave with great felicity and gusto an account

of the annual boat-race between Harvard and Yale, which he had lately

witnessed at Worcester. He had looked at the straining oarsmen and the

swaying crowd with the eye of the sculptor. Rowland was a good deal

amused and not a little interested. Whenever Hudson uttered some

peculiarly striking piece of youthful grandiloquence, Cecilia broke into

a long, light, familiar laugh.

“What are you laughing at?” the young man then demanded. “Have I said

anything so ridiculous?”

“Go on, go on,” Cecilia replied. “You are too delicious! Show Mr. Mallet

how Mr. Striker read the Declaration of Independence.”

Hudson, like most men with a turn for the plastic arts, was an excellent

mimic, and he represented with a great deal of humor the accent and

attitude of a pompous country lawyer sustaining the burden of this

customary episode of our national festival. The sonorous twang, the

see-saw gestures, the odd pronunciation, were vividly depicted. But

Cecilia’s manner, and the young man’s quick response, ruffled a little

poor Rowland’s paternal conscience. He wondered whether his cousin was

not sacrificing the faculty of reverence in her clever protege to

her need for amusement. Hudson made no serious rejoinder to Rowland’s

compliment on his statuette until he rose to go. Rowland wondered

whether he had forgotten it, and supposed that the oversight was a sign

of the natural self-sufficiency of genius. But Hudson stood a moment

before he said good night, twirled his sombrero, and hesitated for the

first time. He gave Rowland a clear, penetrating glance, and then, with

a wonderfully frank, appealing smile: “You really meant,” he

asked, “what you said a while ago about that thing of mine? It is

good--essentially good?”

“I really meant it,” said Rowland, laying a kindly hand on his shoulder.

“It is very good indeed. It is, as you say, essentially good. That is

the beauty of it.”

Hudson’s eyes glowed and expanded; he looked at Rowland for some time in

silence. “I have a notion you really know,” he said at last. “But if you

don’t, it does n’t much matter.”

“My cousin asked me to-day,” said Cecilia, “whether I supposed you knew

yourself how good it is.”

Hudson stared, blushing a little. “Perhaps not!” he cried.

“Very likely,” said Mallet. “I read in a book the other day that

great talent in action--in fact the book said genius--is a kind of

somnambulism. The artist performs great feats, in a dream. We must not

wake him up, lest he should lose his balance.”

“Oh, when he ‘s back in bed again!” Hudson answered with a laugh. “Yes,

call it a dream. It was a very happy one!”

“Tell me this,” said Rowland. “Did you mean anything by your young

Water-drinker? Does he represent an idea? Is he a symbol?”

Hudson raised his eyebrows and gently scratched his head. “Why, he ‘s

youth, you know; he ‘s innocence, he ‘s health, he ‘s strength, he ‘s

curiosity. Yes, he ‘s a good many things.”

“And is the cup also a symbol?”

“The cup is knowledge, pleasure, experience. Anything of that kind!”

“Well, he ‘s guzzling in earnest,” said Rowland.

Hudson gave a vigorous nod. “Aye, poor fellow, he ‘s thirsty!” And on

this he cried good night, and bounded down the garden path.

“Well, what do you make of him?” asked Cecilia, returning a short

time afterwards from a visit of investigation as to the sufficiency of

Bessie’s bedclothes.

“I confess I like him,” said Rowland. “He ‘s very immature,--but there

‘s stuff in him.”

“He ‘s a strange being,” said Cecilia, musingly.

“Who are his people? what has been his education?” Rowland asked.

“He has had no education, beyond what he has picked up, with little

trouble, for himself. His mother is a widow, of a Massachusetts country

family, a little timid, tremulous woman, who is always on pins and

needles about her son. She had some property herself, and married a

Virginian gentleman of good estates. He turned out, I believe, a very

licentious personage, and made great havoc in their fortune. Everything,

or almost everything, melted away, including Mr. Hudson himself. This

is literally true, for he drank himself to death. Ten years ago his wife

was left a widow, with scanty means and a couple of growing boys.

She paid her husband’s debts as best she could, and came to establish

herself here, where by the death of a charitable relative she had

inherited an old-fashioned ruinous house. Roderick, our friend, was her

pride and joy, but Stephen, the elder, was her comfort and support.

I remember him, later; he was an ugly, sturdy, practical lad, very

different from his brother, and in his way, I imagine, a very fine

fellow. When the war broke out he found that the New England blood ran

thicker in his veins than the Virginian, and immediately obtained

a commission. He fell in some Western battle and left his mother

inconsolable. Roderick, however, has given her plenty to think about,

and she has induced him, by some mysterious art, to abide, nominally at

least, in a profession that he abhors, and for which he is about as fit,

I should say, as I am to drive a locomotive. He grew up a la grace de

Dieu, and was horribly spoiled. Three or four years ago he graduated at

a small college in this neighborhood, where I am afraid he had given a

good deal more attention to novels and billiards than to mathematics and

Greek. Since then he has been reading law, at the rate of a page a day.

If he is ever admitted to practice I ‘m afraid my friendship won’t avail

to make me give him my business. Good, bad, or indifferent, the boy is

essentially an artist--an artist to his fingers’ ends.”

“Why, then,” asked Rowland, “does n’t he deliberately take up the

chisel?”

“For several reasons. In the first place, I don’t think he more than

half suspects his talent. The flame is smouldering, but it is never

fanned by the breath of criticism. He sees nothing, hears nothing, to

help him to self-knowledge. He ‘s hopelessly discontented, but he

does n’t know where to look for help. Then his mother, as she one

day confessed to me, has a holy horror of a profession which consists

exclusively, as she supposes, in making figures of people without their

clothes on. Sculpture, to her mind, is an insidious form of immorality,

and for a young man of a passionate disposition she considers the law a

much safer investment. Her father was a judge, she has two brothers at

the bar, and her elder son had made a very promising beginning in the

same line. She wishes the tradition to be perpetuated. I ‘m pretty sure

the law won’t make Roderick’s fortune, and I ‘m afraid it will, in the

long run, spoil his temper.”

“What sort of a temper is it?”

“One to be trusted, on the whole. It is quick, but it is generous. I

have known it to breathe flame and fury at ten o’clock in the evening,

and soft, sweet music early on the morrow. It ‘s a very entertaining

temper to observe. I, fortunately, can do so dispassionately, for I ‘m

the only person in the place he has not quarreled with.”

“Has he then no society? Who is Miss Garland, whom you asked about?”

“A young girl staying with his mother, a sort of far-away cousin; a good

plain girl, but not a person to delight a sculptor’s eye. Roderick has

a goodly share of the old Southern arrogance; he has the aristocratic

temperament. He will have nothing to do with the small towns-people; he

says they ‘re ‘ignoble.’ He cannot endure his mother’s friends--the

old ladies and the ministers and the tea-party people; they bore him to

death. So he comes and lounges here and rails at everything and every

one.”

This graceful young scoffer reappeared a couple of evenings later, and

confirmed the friendly feeling he had provoked on Rowland’s part. He

was in an easier mood than before, he chattered less extravagantly, and

asked Rowland a number of rather naif questions about the condition of

the fine arts in New York and Boston. Cecilia, when he had gone, said

that this was the wholesome effect of Rowland’s praise of his statuette.

Roderick was acutely sensitive, and Rowland’s tranquil commendation had

stilled his restless pulses. He was ruminating the full-flavored verdict

of culture. Rowland felt an irresistible kindness for him, a mingled

sense of his personal charm and his artistic capacity. He had an

indefinable attraction--the something divine of unspotted, exuberant,

confident youth. The next day was Sunday, and Rowland proposed that they

should take a long walk and that Roderick should show him the country.

The young man assented gleefully, and in the morning, as Rowland at the

garden gate was giving his hostess Godspeed on her way to church, he

came striding along the grassy margin of the road and out-whistling the

music of the church bells. It was one of those lovely days of August

when you feel the complete exuberance of summer just warned and checked

by autumn. “Remember the day, and take care you rob no orchards,” said

Cecilia, as they separated.

The young men walked away at a steady pace, over hill and dale, through

woods and fields, and at last found themselves on a grassy elevation

studded with mossy rocks and red cedars. Just beneath them, in a great

shining curve, flowed the goodly Connecticut. They flung themselves

on the grass and tossed stones into the river; they talked like old

friends. Rowland lit a cigar, and Roderick refused one with a grimace

of extravagant disgust. He thought them vile things; he did n’t see how

decent people could tolerate them. Rowland was amused, and wondered what

it was that made this ill-mannered speech seem perfectly inoffensive

on Roderick’s lips. He belonged to the race of mortals, to be pitied

or envied according as we view the matter, who are not held to a strict

account for their aggressions. Looking at him as he lay stretched in the

shade, Rowland vaguely likened him to some beautiful, supple, restless,

bright-eyed animal, whose motions should have no deeper warrant than the

tremulous delicacy of its structure, and be graceful even when they

were most inconvenient. Rowland watched the shadows on Mount Holyoke,

listened to the gurgle of the river, and sniffed the balsam of the

pines. A gentle breeze had begun to tickle their summits, and brought

the smell of the mown grass across from the elm-dotted river meadows. He

sat up beside his companion and looked away at the far-spreading

view. It seemed to him beautiful, and suddenly a strange feeling of

prospective regret took possession of him. Something seemed to tell

him that later, in a foreign land, he would remember it lovingly and

penitently.

“It ‘s a wretched business,” he said, “this practical quarrel of ours

with our own country, this everlasting impatience to get out of it. Is

one’s only safety then in flight? This is an American day, an American

landscape, an American atmosphere. It certainly has its merits, and

some day when I am shivering with ague in classic Italy, I shall accuse

myself of having slighted them.”

Roderick kindled with a sympathetic glow, and declared that America was

good enough for him, and that he had always thought it the duty of an

honest citizen to stand by his own country and help it along. He had

evidently thought nothing whatever about it, and was launching his

doctrine on the inspiration of the moment. The doctrine expanded with

the occasion, and he declared that he was above all an advocate for

American art. He did n’t see why we should n’t produce the greatest

works in the world. We were the biggest people, and we ought to have the

biggest conceptions. The biggest conceptions of course would bring forth

in time the biggest performances. We had only to be true to ourselves,

to pitch in and not be afraid, to fling Imitation overboard and fix our

eyes upon our National Individuality. “I declare,” he cried, “there ‘s

a career for a man, and I ‘ve twenty minds to decide, on the spot, to

embrace it--to be the consummate, typical, original, national American

artist! It ‘s inspiring!”

Rowland burst out laughing and told him that he liked his practice

better than his theory, and that a saner impulse than this had inspired

his little Water-drinker. Roderick took no offense, and three minutes

afterwards was talking volubly of some humbler theme, but half heeded

by his companion, who had returned to his cogitations. At last Rowland

delivered himself of the upshot of these. “How would you like,” he

suddenly demanded, “to go to Rome?”

Hudson stared, and, with a hungry laugh which speedily consigned our

National Individuality to perdition, responded that he would like it

reasonably well. “And I should like, by the same token,” he added,

“to go to Athens, to Constantinople, to Damascus, to the holy city of

Benares, where there is a golden statue of Brahma twenty feet tall.”

“Nay,” said Rowland soberly, “if you were to go to Rome, you should

settle down and work. Athens might help you, but for the present I

should n’t recommend Benares.”

“It will be time to arrange details when I pack my trunk,” said Hudson.

“If you mean to turn sculptor, the sooner you pack your trunk the

better.”

“Oh, but I ‘m a practical man! What is the smallest sum per annum, on

which one can keep alive the sacred fire in Rome?”

“What is the largest sum at your disposal?”

Roderick stroked his light moustache, gave it a twist, and then

announced with mock pomposity: “Three hundred dollars!”

“The money question could be arranged,” said Rowland. “There are ways of

raising money.”

“I should like to know a few! I never yet discovered one.”

“One consists,” said Rowland, “in having a friend with a good deal more

than he wants, and not being too proud to accept a part of it.”

Roderick stared a moment and his face flushed. “Do you mean--do you

mean?”.... he stammered. He was greatly excited.

Rowland got up, blushing a little, and Roderick sprang to his feet. “In

three words, if you are to be a sculptor, you ought to go to Rome and

study the antique. To go to Rome you need money. I ‘m fond of fine

statues, but unfortunately I can’t make them myself. I have to order

them. I order a dozen from you, to be executed at your convenience. To

help you, I pay you in advance.”

Roderick pushed off his hat and wiped his forehead, still gazing at his

companion. “You believe in me!” he cried at last.

“Allow me to explain,” said Rowland. “I believe in you, if you are

prepared to work and to wait, and to struggle, and to exercise a great

many virtues. And then, I ‘m afraid to say it, lest I should disturb

you more than I should help you. You must decide for yourself. I simply

offer you an opportunity.”

Hudson stood for some time, profoundly meditative. “You have not seen my

other things,” he said suddenly. “Come and look at them.”

“Now?”

“Yes, we ‘ll walk home. We ‘ll settle the question.”

He passed his hand through Rowland’s arm and they retraced their steps.

They reached the town and made their way along a broad country street,

dusky with the shade of magnificent elms. Rowland felt his companion’s

arm trembling in his own. They stopped at a large white house, flanked

with melancholy hemlocks, and passed through a little front garden,

paved with moss-coated bricks and ornamented with parterres bordered

with high box hedges. The mansion had an air of antiquated dignity, but

it had seen its best days, and evidently sheltered a shrunken household.

Mrs. Hudson, Rowland was sure, might be seen in the garden of a

morning, in a white apron and a pair of old gloves, engaged in frugal

horticulture. Roderick’s studio was behind, in the basement; a large,

empty room, with the paper peeling off the walls. This represented, in

the fashion of fifty years ago, a series of small fantastic landscapes

of a hideous pattern, and the young sculptor had presumably torn it away

in great scraps, in moments of aesthetic exasperation. On a board in

a corner was a heap of clay, and on the floor, against the wall,

stood some dozen medallions, busts, and figures, in various stages of

completion. To exhibit them Roderick had to place them one by one on

the end of a long packing-box, which served as a pedestal. He did so

silently, making no explanations, and looking at them himself with a

strange air of quickened curiosity. Most of the things were portraits;

and the three at which he looked longest were finished busts. One was a

colossal head of a negro, tossed back, defiant, with distended nostrils;

one was the portrait of a young man whom Rowland immediately perceived,

by the resemblance, to be his deceased brother; the last represented a

gentleman with a pointed nose, a long, shaved upper lip, and a tuft on

the end of his chin. This was a face peculiarly unadapted to sculpture;

but as a piece of modeling it was the best, and it was admirable. It

reminded Rowland in its homely veracity, its artless artfulness, of

the works of the early Italian Renaissance. On the pedestal was cut

the name--Barnaby Striker, Esq. Rowland remembered that this was the

appellation of the legal luminary from whom his companion had undertaken

to borrow a reflected ray, and although in the bust there was naught

flagrantly set down in malice, it betrayed, comically to one who could

relish the secret, that the features of the original had often been

scanned with an irritated eye. Besides these there were several rough

studies of the nude, and two or three figures of a fanciful kind. The

most noticeable (and it had singular beauty) was a small modeled design

for a sepulchral monument; that, evidently, of Stephen Hudson. The young

soldier lay sleeping eternally, with his hand on his sword, like an old

crusader in a Gothic cathedral.

Rowland made no haste to pronounce; too much depended on his judgment.

“Upon my word,” cried Hudson at last, “they seem to me very good.”

And in truth, as Rowland looked, he saw they were good. They were

youthful, awkward, and ignorant; the effort, often, was more apparent

than the success. But the effort was signally powerful and intelligent;

it seemed to Rowland that it needed only to let itself go to compass

great things. Here and there, too, success, when grasped, had something

masterly. Rowland turned to his companion, who stood with his hands in

his pockets and his hair very much crumpled, looking at him askance.

The light of admiration was in Rowland’s eyes, and it speedily kindled a

wonderful illumination on Hudson’s handsome brow. Rowland said at last,

gravely, “You have only to work!”

“I think I know what that means,” Roderick answered. He turned away,

threw himself on a rickety chair, and sat for some moments with his

elbows on his knees and his head in his hands. “Work--work?” he said at

last, looking up, “ah, if I could only begin!” He glanced round the

room a moment and his eye encountered on the mantel-shelf the vivid

physiognomy of Mr. Barnaby Striker. His smile vanished, and he stared at

it with an air of concentrated enmity. “I want to begin,” he cried, “and

I can’t make a better beginning than this! Good-by, Mr. Striker!” He

strode across the room, seized a mallet that lay at hand, and before

Rowland could interfere, in the interest of art if not of morals, dealt

a merciless blow upon Mr. Striker’s skull. The bust cracked into a

dozen pieces, which toppled with a great crash upon the floor. Rowland

relished neither the destruction of the image nor his companion’s look

in working it, but as he was about to express his displeasure the door

opened and gave passage to a young girl. She came in with a rapid step

and startled face, as if she had been summoned by the noise. Seeing the

heap of shattered clay and the mallet in Roderick’s hand, she gave a

cry of horror. Her voice died away when she perceived that Rowland was a

stranger, but she murmured reproachfully, “Why, Roderick, what have you

done?”

Roderick gave a joyous kick to the shapeless fragments. “I ‘ve driven

the money-changers out of the temple!” he cried.

The traces retained shape enough to be recognized, and she gave a little

moan of pity. She seemed not to understand the young man’s allegory, but

yet to feel that it pointed to some great purpose, which must be an evil

one, from being expressed in such a lawless fashion, and to perceive

that Rowland was in some way accountable for it. She looked at him with

a sharp, frank mistrust, and turned away through the open door. Rowland

looked after her with extraordinary interest.

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