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What followed he relates with passion, half confused. Without speaking

the big Russian turned his head by way of welcome, and O'Malley saw that

the proportions of it were magnificent like a fragment of the night and

sky. Though too dark to read the actual expression in the eyes, he

detected their gleam of joy and splendor. The whole presentment of the

man was impressive beyond any words that he could find. Massive, yet

charged with swift and alert vitality, he reared there through the night,

his inner self now toweringly manifested. At any other time, and without

the preparation already undergone, the sight might almost have terrified;

now it only uplifted. For in similar fashion, though lesser in degree,

because the mold was smaller, and hesitation checked it, this very

transformation had been going forward within himself.

The three of them leaned there upon the rails, rails oddly dwindled

now to the size of a toy steamer, while thus the spirit of the dreaming

Earth swam round and through them, awful in power, yet at the same

time gentle, winning, seductive as wild flowers in the spring. And it was

this delicate, hair-like touch of delight, magical with a supreme and

utterly simple innocence, that made the grandeur of the whole experience

still easily manageable, and terror in it all unknown.

The Irishman stood on the outside, toward the vessel's stern, next

him the father, beyond, the boy. They touched. A current like a river in

flood swept through all three.

He, too, was caught within those visible extensions of their

personalities; all again, caught within the consciousness of the Earth.

Across the sea they gazed together in silence--waiting.

It was the Oro passage, where the mainland hills on the west and the Isle

of Tenos on the east draw close together, and the steamer passes for

several miles so near to Greece that the boom of surf upon the shore is

audible. That night, however, the sea lay too still for surf; it

whispered softly in its sleep; and in its sleep, too, listened. They

heard its multitudinous rush of voices as the surge below raced by--a

giant frieze in which the phosphorescence painted dancing forms and

palely luminous faces. Unsubstantial shapes of foam held hands in

continuous array below the waves, lit by soft-sea-lanterns strung

together along the steamer's sides.

Yet it was not these glimmering shapes the three of them watched, thus

intently silent. The lens of yearning focused not in sight. Down the

great channel at whose opening they stood, leading straight to the

Earth's old central heart, the message of communion would not be a

visual one. The sensitive fringe of their stretched personalities,

contacting thus actually the consciousness of the planet-soul, would

quiver to a reaction of another kind. This point of union, already

affected, would presently report itself, unmistakably, yet not to the

eyes. The increased acuteness of the Irishman's hearing--a kind of

interior hearing--quickly supplied the key. It was that all

three--listened.

Some primitive sound of Earth would presently vibrate through their

extended beings with an authoritative sweet thunder not to be denied.

By a Voice, a Call, the Earth would tell them that she heard; that

lovingly she was aware of their presence in her heart. She would call

them, with the voice of _one of their own kind_.

How strange it all was! Enormous in conception, enormous in distance,

scope, stretch! Yet so tiny, intimate, sweet! And this vast splendor was

to report itself by one of the insignificant little channels by which

men, locked in cramped physical bodies, interpret the giant universe--a

trivial sense-impression! That so terrible a communication could reach

the soul via the quivering of a wee material nerve was on a par with that

other grave splendor--that God can exist in the heart of a child.

Thus, dimly, yet with an authority that shakes the soul, may little

human hearts divine the Immensities that travel with a thunder of great

glory close about their daily life. Through regions of their subliminal

consciousness, which transcends the restricted physical expression of it

called personality as the moisture of the world transcends a drop of

water, deific presences pass grandly to and fro.

For here, to this wild-hearted Irishman with the forbidden strain of

the _Urmensch_ in his blood, came the sharp and instant revelation that

the Consciousness is not contained skin-tight around the body. It spread

enormously about him, remote, extended; and in some distant tract of

it this strange occurrence took place. The idea of distance and

extension, of course, were merely intellectual concepts, like that of

Time. For what happened, happened near and close, beside, _within_ his

actual physical person. That physical person, with its brain, however, he

realized, was but a fragment of his total Self. A broken piece of the

occurrence filtered through from beyond and fell upon the deck at his

feet. The rest he divined, seeing it whole. Only the little bit, however,

has he found the language to describe.

And that for which all three listened was already on the way. Forever

it had been "happening," yet only reached them now because they were

ready and open to it. Events upon the physical plane, he grasped,

represented the last feeble expression of things that had happened

interiorly with a vaster power long ago--and are ever happening still.

This Sound they listened for, coming from the Spirit of the Earth, lay

ever close to men's ears, divinely sweet and splendid. It seemed born

somewhere in the heart of the blue gloom that draped the hills of Greece.

Thence, across the peaked mountains, stretched the immense pipe of

starry darkness that carried it toward them as along a channel. Made

possible of approach by the ancient passion of beauty that Greece once

knew, it ran down upon the world into their hearts, direct from the

Being of the Earth.

With a sudden rush, it grew nearer, swelling with a draught of sound

that sucked whole spaces of sky and sea and stars with it. It emerged.

They heard, all three.

Above the pulse and tremble of the steamer's engines, above the

surge and gurgle of the sea, a cry swept toward them from the shore.

Long-drawn, sweetly-penetrating, yet with some strident accent of power

and command, this voice of Earth rushed upon them over the quiet

water--then died away again among the mountains and the night. Its

passage through the sky was torrential. The whole pouring flood of it

dipped back with abrupt swiftness into silence. The Irishman understood

that but an echo of its main volume had come through.

A deep, convulsive movement ran over the great body at his side, and

at once communicated itself to the boy beyond. Father and son

straightened up abruptly as though the same force lifted both; then

stretched down and forwards over the bulwarks. They seemed to shake

themselves free of something. Neither spoke. Something utterly

overwhelming lay in that moment. For the cry was at once of enchanting

sweetness, yet with a deep and dreadful authority that overpowered. It

invited the very soul.

A moment of silence followed, and the cry was then repeated, thinner,

fainter, already further away. It seemed withdrawn, sunk more deeply

into the night, higher up, too, floating away northwards into remoter

vales and glens that lay beyond the shore-line. Though still a single

cry, there were distinct breaks of utterance in it this time, as of

words. It was, of a kind--speech: a Message, a Summons, a Command that

somehow held entreaty at its heart.

And this time the appeal in it was irresistible. Father and son started

forwards as though deliberately pulled; while from himself shot outwards

that loosening portion of his being that all the evening had sought

release. The vehicle of his yearnings, passionately summoned, leaped to

the ancient call of the Earth's eternally young life. This vital essence

of his personality, volatile as air and fierce as lightning, flashed

outwards from its hidden prison where it lay choked and smothered by the

weights and measures of modern life. For the beauty and splendor of that

far voice wrung his very heart and set it free. He knew a quasi-physical

wrench of detachment. A wild and tameless glory fused the fastenings

of ages.

Only the motionless solidity of the great figure beside him prevented

somehow the complete escape, and made him understand that the Call

just then was not for all three of them, especially not for himself. The

parent rose beside him, massive and stable, secure as the hills which

were his true home, and the boy broke suddenly into happy speech which

was wild and singing.

He looked up swiftly into his parent's steady visage.

"Father!" he cried in tones that merged half with the wind, half with

the sea, "it is his voice! Chiron calls--!" His eyes shone like stars,

his young face was alight with joy and passion.--"Go, father, _you_,

or--"

He stopped an instant, catching the Irishman's eyes upon his own

across the form between them.

"--or you!" he added with a laughter of delight; "_you_ go!"

The big figure straightened up, standing back a pace from the rails.

A low sound rolled from him that was like an echo of thunder among

hills. With slow, laborious distinctness it broke off into fragments that

were words, with great difficulty uttered, but with a final authority

that rendered them command.

"No," O'Malley heard, "you--first. And--carry word--that we--are--on

the way." Staring out across the sea and sky he boomed it deeply.

"You--first. We--follow--!" And the speech seemed to flow from the entire

surface of his body rather than from the lips alone. The sea and air

mothered the syllables. Thus might the Night herself have spoken.

_Chiron_! The word, with its clue of explanation, flamed about him

with a roar. Was this, then, the type of cosmic life to which his

companions, and himself with them, inwardly approximated...?

The same instant, before O'Malley could move a muscle to prevent

it, the boy climbed the rails with an easy, vaulting motion that was

swift yet oddly spread, and dropped straight down into the sea. He fell;

and as he fell it was as if the passage through the air drew out a part

of him again like smoke. Whether it was due to the flying cloak, or to

some dim wizardry of the shadows, there grew over him an instantaneous

transformation of outline that was far more marked than anything before.

For as the steamer drew onwards, and the body thus passed in its downward

flight close beneath O'Malley's eyes, he saw that the boy was making the

first preparatory motions of swimming,--movements, however, that were not

the horizontal sweep of a pair of human arms, but rather the vertical

strokes of a swimming animal. He pawed the air.

The surprise of the whole unexpected thing came upon him with a crash

that brought him back effectually again into himself. That part of him,

already half emerged in similar escape, now flashed back sheath-like

within him. The inner catastrophe he dreaded while desiring it, had

not yet completed itself.

He heard no splash, for the ship was high out of the water, and the

place where the body met the sea already lay far astern; but when the

momentary arrest of his faculties had passed and he found his voice to

cry for help, the father turned upon him like a lion and clapped a great,

encompassing hand upon his mouth.

"Quiet!" his deep voice boomed. "It is well--and he--is--safe."

And across the huge and simple visage ran an expression of such supreme

happiness, while in his act and gesture lay such convincing power, that

the Irishman felt himself overborne and forced to acknowledge another

standard of authority that somehow made the whole thing right. To cry

"man overboard," to stop the ship, throw life-buoys and the rest, was not

only unnecessary, but foolish. The boy was safe; it was well with him; he

was not "lost"...

"See," said the parent's deep voice, breaking in upon his thoughts as

he drew him to one side with a certain vehemence, "See!"

He pointed downwards. And there, between them, half in the scuppers,

against their very feet, lay the huddled body upon the deck, the

arms outstretched, the face turned upwards to the stars.

* * * * *

The bewilderment that followed was like the confusion which exists

between two states of consciousness when the mind passes from sleep

to waking, or _vice versa_. O'Malley lost that power of attention which

enables a man to concentrate on details sufficiently to recall their

exact sequence afterwards with certainty.

Two things, however, stood out and he tells them briefly enough: first,

that the joy upon the father's face rendered an offer of sympathy

ludicrous; secondly, that Dr. Stahl was again upon the scene with a

promptness which proved him to have been close at hand all the time.

It was between two and three in the morning, the rest of the passengers

asleep still, but Captain Burgenfelder and the first officer appeared

soon after and an orderly record of the affair was drawn up formally. The

depositions of the father and of himself were duly taken down in

writing, witnessed, and all the rest.

The scene in the doctor's cabin remains vividly in his mind: the huge

Russian standing by the door--for he refused a seat--incongruously

smiling in contrast to the general gravity, his mind obviously brought

by an effort of concentration to each question; the others seated round

the desk some distance away, leaving him in a space by himself; the

scratching of the doctor's pointed pen; the still, young outline

underneath the canvas all through the long pantomime, lying upon a couch

at the back where the shadows gathered thickly. And then the gust of

fresh wind that came in with a little song as they opened the door at

the end, and saw the crimson dawn reflected in the dewy, shining boards

of the deck. The father, throwing the Irishman a significant and curious

glance, was out to join it on the instant.

Syncope, produced by excitement, cause unknown, was the scientific

verdict, and an immediate burial at sea the parent's wish. As the sun

rose over the highlands of Asia Minor it was carried into effect.

But the father's eyes followed not the drop. They gazed with rapt,

intent expression in another direction where the shafts of sunrise sped

across the sea toward the glens and dales of distant Pelion. At the sound

of the plunge he did not even turn his eyes. He pointed, gathering

O'Malley somehow into the gesture, across the Ægean Sea to where the

shores of north-western Arcadia lay below the horizon, raised his arms

with a huge sweep of welcome to the brightening sky, then turned and

went below without a single word.

For a few minutes, puzzled and perhaps a little awed, the group of

sailors and ship's officers remained standing with bared heads, then

disappeared silently in their turn, leaving the decks to the sunrise and

the wind.

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