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"Every fragment of visible Nature might, as far as is known, serve as

part in some organism unlike our bodies.... As to that which can, and

that which cannot, play the part of an organism, we know very little. A

sameness greater or less with our own bodies is the basis from which we

conclude to other bodies and souls.... A certain likeness of outward

form, and again some amount of similarity in action, are what we stand on

when we argue to psychical life. But our failure, on the other side, to

discover these symptoms is no sufficient warrant for positive denial. It

is natural in this connection to refer to Fechner's vigorous advocacy."

--F.H. BRADLEY, _Appearance and Reality_

It was with an innate resistance--at least a stubborn prejudice--that

I heard him begin. The earth, of course, was but a bubble of dried fire,

a huge round clod, dead as mutton. How could it be, in any permissible

sense of the word--alive?

Then, gradually, as he talked there among the chimney-pots of old smoky

London, there stole over me this new and disquieting sense of reality--a

strange, vast splendor, too mighty to lie in the mind with comfort.

Laughter fled away, ashamed. A new beauty, as of some amazing dawn,

flashed and broke upon the world. The autumn sky overhead, thick-sown

with its myriad stars, came down close, sifting gold and fire about my

life's dull ways. That desk in the Insurance Office of Cornhill gleamed

beyond as an altar or a possible throne.

The glory of Fechner's immense speculation flamed about us both, majestic

yet divinely simple. Only a dim suggestion of it, of course, lay caught

in the words the Irishman used--words, as I found later, that were a

mixture of Professor James and Dr. Stahl, flavored strongly with Terence

O'Malley--but a suggestion potent enough to have haunted me ever since

and to have instilled meanings of stupendous divinity into all the

commonest things of daily existence. Mountains, seas, wide landscapes,

forests,--all I see now with emotions of wonder, delight, and awe unknown

to me before. Flowers, rain, wind, even a London fog, have come to hold

new meanings.

I never realized before that the mere _size_ of our old planet could

have hindered the perception of so fair a vision, or her mere

quantitative bulk have killed automatically in the mind the possible idea

of her being in some sense living. A microbe, endowed with our powers of

consciousness, might similarly deny life to the body of the elephant on

which it rode; or some wee arguing atom, endowed with mind and senses,

persuade itself that the monster upon whose flesh it dwelt were similarly

a "heavenly body" of dead, inert matter; the bulk of the "world" that

carried them obstructing their perception of its Life.

And Fechner, as it seems, was no mere dreamer, playing with a huge

poetical conception. Professor of Physics in Leipsic University, he found

time amid voluminous labors in chemistry to study electrical science

with the result that his measurements in galvanism are classic to this

day. His philosophical work was more than considerable. "A book on the

atomic theory, classic also; four elaborate mathematical and experimental

volumes on what he called psychophysics (many persons consider Fechner to

have practically founded scientific psychology in the first of these

books); a volume on organic evolution, and two works on experimental

æsthetics, in which again Fechner is thought by some judges to have laid

the foundations of a new science," are among his other performances....

"All Leipsic mourned him when he died, for he was the pattern of the

ideal German scholar, as daringly original in his thought as he was

homely in his life, a modest, genial, laborious slave to truth and

learning.... His mind was indeed one of those multitudinously organized

crossroads of truth which are occupied only at rare intervals by children

of men, and from which nothing is either too far or too near to be seen

in due perspective. Patientest observation, exactest mathematics,

shrewdest discrimination, humanest feeling, flourished in him on the

largest scale, with no apparent detriment to one another. He was in fact

a philosopher in the 'great' sense."

"Yes," said O'Malley softly in my ear as we leaned against the chimneys

and watched the tobacco curl up to the stars, "and it was this man's

imagination that had evidently caught old Stahl and bowled him over.

I never fathomed the doctor quite. His critical and imaginative apparatus

got a bit mixed up, I suspect, for one moment he cursed me for asking

'suspicious questions,' and the next sneered sarcastically at me for

boiling over with a sudden inspirational fancy of my own. He never

gave himself away completely, and left me to guess that he made that

Hospital place too hot to hold him. He was a wonderful bird. But every

time I aimed at him I shot wide and hit a cloud. Meantime he peppered

me all over--one minute urging me into closer intimacy with my

Russian--his cosmic being, his _Urmensch_ type--so that he might study

my destruction, and half an hour later doing his utmost apparently to

protect me from him and keep me sane and balanced." His laugh rang

out over the roofs.

"The net result," he added, his face tilted toward the stars as though

he said it to the open sky rather than to me, "was that he pushed me

forwards into the greatest adventure life has ever brought to me. I

believe, I verily believe that sometimes, there were moments of

unconsciousness--semi-consciousness perhaps--when I really did leave my

body--caught away as Moses, or was it Job or Paul?--into a Third Heaven,

where I touched a bit of Reality that fairly made me reel with happiness

and wonder."

"Well, but Fechner--and his great idea?" I brought him back.

He tossed his cigarette down into the back-garden that fringed the

Park, leaning over to watch its zigzag flight of flame.

"Is simply this," he replied, "--'that not alone the earth but the

whole Universe in its different spans and wave-lengths, is everywhere

alive and conscious.' He regards the spiritual as the rule in Nature, not

the exception. The professorial philosophers have no vision. Fechner

towers above them as a man of vision. He dared to imagine. He made

discoveries--whew!!" he whistled, "and such discoveries!"

"To which the scholars and professors of today," I suggested, "would

think reply not even called for?"

"Ah," he laughed, "the solemn-faced Intellectuals with their narrow

outlook, their atrophied vision, and their long words! Perhaps! But in

Fechner's universe there is room for every grade of spiritual being

between man and God. The vaster orders of mind go with the vaster orders

of body. He believes passionately in the Earth Soul, he treats her as our

special guardian angel; we can pray to the Earth as men pray to their

saints. The Earth has a Collective Consciousness. We rise upon the Earth

as wavelets rise upon the ocean. We grow out of her soil as leaves grow

from a tree. Sometimes we find our bigger life and realize that we are

parts of her bigger collective consciousness, but as a rule we are aware

only of our separateness, as individuals. These moments of cosmic

consciousness are rare. They come with love, sometimes with pain, music

may bring them too, but above all--landscape and the beauty of Nature!

Men are too petty, conceited, egoistic to welcome them, clinging for dear

life to their precious individualities."

He drew breath and then went on: "'Fechner likens our individual

persons on the earth to so many sense-organs of her soul, adding to

her perceptive life so long as our own life lasts. She absorbs our

perceptions, just as they occur, into her larger sphere of knowledge.

When one of us dies, it is as if an eye of the world were closed, for

all perceptive contributions from that particular quarter cease.'"

"Go on," I exclaimed, realizing that he was obviously quoting verbatim

fragments from James that he had since pondered over till they had

become his own, "Tell me more. It is delightful and very splendid."

"Yes," he said, "I'll go on quick enough, provided you promise me one

thing: and that is--to understand that Fechner does not regard the

Earth as a sort of big human being. If a being at all, she is a being

utterly different from us in kind, as of course we know she is in

structure. Planetary beings, as a class, would be totally different from

any other beings that we know. He merely protests at the presumption of

our insignificant human knowledge in denying some kind of life and

consciousness to a form so beautifully and marvelously organized as

that of the earth! The heavenly bodies, he holds, are beings superior to

men in the scale of life--a vaster order of intelligence altogether. A

little two-legged man with his cocksure reason strutting on its tiny

brain as the apex of attainment he ridicules. D'ye see, now?"

I gasped, I lit a big pipe--and listened. He went on. This time it was

clearly a page from that Hibbert Lecture Stahl had mentioned--the one

in which Professor James tries to give some idea of Fechner's aim and

scope, while admitting that he "inevitably does him miserable injustice

by summarizing and abridging him."

"Ages ago the earth was called an animal," I ventured. "We all know

that."

"But Fechner," he replied, "insists that a planet is a higher class of

being than either man or animal--'a being whose enormous size requires an

altogether different plan of life.'"

"An inhabitant of the ether--?"

"You've hit it," he replied eagerly. "Every element has its own living

denizens. Ether, then, also has hers--the globes. 'The ocean of ether,

whose waves are light, has also her denizens--higher by as much as

their element is higher, swimming without fins, flying without wings,

moving, immense and tranquil, as by a half-spiritual force through the

half-spiritual sea which they inhabit,' sensitive to the slightest pull

of one another's attraction: beings in every way superior to us. Any

imagination, you know," he added, "can play with the idea. It is old as

the hills. But this chap showed how and why it could be actually true."

"This superiority, though?" I queried. "I should have guessed their

stage of development lower than ours, rather than higher."

"Different," he answered, "different. That's the point."

"Ah!" I watched a shooting star dive across our thick, wet atmosphere,

and caught myself wondering whether the flash and heat of that hurrying

little visitor produced any reaction in this Collective Consciousness

of the huge Body whereon we perched and chattered, and upon which

later it would fall in finest dust.

"It is by insisting on the differences as well as on the resemblances,"

rushed on the excited O'Malley, "that he makes the picture of the earth's

life so concrete. Think a moment. For instance, our animal organization

comes from our inferiority. Our need of moving to and fro, of stretching

our limbs and bending our bodies, shows only our defect."

"Defect!" I cried. "But we're so proud of it!"

'"What are our legs,'" he laughed, "'but crutches, by means of which,

with restless efforts, we go hunting after the things we have not inside

ourselves? The Earth is no such cripple; why should she who already

possesses within herself the things we so painfully pursue, have limbs

analogous to ours? What need has she of arms, with nothing to reach

for? Of a neck with no head to carry? Of eyes or nose, when she finds

her way through space without either, and has the millions of eyes of

all her animals to guide their movements on her surface, and all their

noses to smell the flowers she grows?'"

"We are literally a part of her, then--projections of her immense life,

as it were--one of the projections, at least?"

"Exactly. And just as we are ourselves a part of the earth," he

continued, taking up my thought at once, "so are our organs her organs.

'She is, as it were, eye and ear over her whole extent--all that we see

and hear in separation she sees and hears at once.'" He stood up beside

me and spread his hands out to the stars and over the trees and paths

of the Park at our feet, where the throngs of men and women walked

and talked together in the cool of the evening. His enthusiasm grew as

the idea of this German's towering imagination possessed him.

"'She brings forth living beings of countless kinds upon her surface,

and their multitudinous conscious relations with each other she takes

up into her higher and more general conscious life.'"

He leaned over the parapet and drew me to his side. I stared with him

at the reflection of London town in the sky, thinking of the glow and

heat and restless stir of the great city and of the frantic strivings of

its millions for success--money, power, fame, a few, here and there, for

spiritual success. The roar of its huge trafficking beat across the night

in ugly thunder to our ears. I thought of the other cities of the world;

of its villages; of shepherds among the lonely hills; of its myriad wild

creatures in forest, plain, and mountain...

"All this she takes up into her great heart as part of herself!" I

murmured.

"All this," he replied softly, as the sound of the Band beyond the

Serpentine floated over to us on our roof; "--the separate little

consciousnesses of all the cities, all the tribes, all the nations of

men, animals, flowers, insects--everything." He again opened his arms to

the sky. He drew in deep breaths of the night air. The dew glistened on

the slates behind us. Far across the towers of Westminster a yellow moon

rose slowly, dimming the stars. Big Ben, deeply booming, trembled on

the air nine of her stupendous vibrations. Automatically, I counted

them--subconsciously.

"And all our subconscious sensations are also hers," he added, catching

my thought again; "our dreams but half divined, our aspirations half

confessed, our tears, our yearnings, and our--prayers."

At the moment it almost seemed to me as if our two minds joined, each

knowing the currents of the other's thought, and both caught up, gathered

ill, folded comfortably away into the stream of a Consciousness far

bigger than either. It was like a momentary, specific proof of what

he urged--a faint pulse-beat we heard of the soul of the earth; and it

was amazingly uplifting.

"Every form of life, then, is of importance," I heard myself thinking,

or saying, for I hardly knew which. "The tiniest efforts of value--even

the unrecognized ones, and those that seem futile."

"Even the failures," he whispered, "--the moments when we do not trust

her."

We stood for some moments in silence. Presently, with a hand upon my

shoulder, he drew me down again among our rugs against the chimney-stack.

"And there are some of us," he said gently, yet with a voice that held

the trembling of an immense joy, "who know a more intimate relationship

with their great Mother than the rest, perhaps. By the so-called Love

of Nature, or by some artless simplicity of soul, wholly unmodern of

course, perhaps felt by children or poets mostly, they lie caught close

to her own deep life, knowing the immense sweet guidance of her mighty

soul, divinely mothered, strangers to all the strife for material

gain--to that 'unrest which men miscall delight,'--primitive children of

her potent youth ... offspring of pure passion ... each individual

conscious of her weight and drive behind him--" His words faded away into

a whisper that became unintelligible, then inaudible; but his thought

somehow continued itself in my own mind.

"The simple life," I said in a low tone; "the Call of the Wild, raised

to its highest power?"

But he changed my sentence a little.

"The call," he answered, without turning to look at me, speaking it

into the night about us, "the call to childhood, the true, pure, vital

childhood of the Earth--the Golden Age--before men tasted of the Tree and

knew themselves separate; when the lion and the lamb lay down together

and a little child could lead them. A time and state, that is, of which

such phrases can be symbolical."

"And of which there may be here and there some fearful exquisite

survival?" I suggested, remembering Stahl's words.

His eyes shone with the fire of his passion. "Of which on that little

tourist steamer I found one!"

The wind that fanned our faces came perhaps across the arid wastes

of Bayswater and the North-West. It also came from the mountains and

gardens of this lost Arcadia, vanished for most beyond recovery....

"The Hebrew poets called it Before the Fall," he went on, "and later

poets the Golden Age; today it shines through phrases like the Land of

Heart's Desire, the Promised Land, Paradise, and what not; while the

minds of saint and mystic have ever dreamed of it as union with their

deity. For it is possible and open to all, to every heart, that is, not

blinded by the cloaking horror of materialism which blocks the doorways

of escape and prisons self behind the drab illusion that the outer form

is the reality and riot the inner thought...."

The hoarse shouting of a couple of drunken men floated to us from the

pavements, and crossing over, we peered down toward the opening of Sloane

Street, watching a moment the stream of broughams, motors, and

pedestrians. The two men with the rage of an artificial stimulant in

their brains reeled out of sight. A big policeman followed slowly. The

night-life of the great glaring city poured on unceasingly--the stream

of souls all hurrying by divers routes and means toward a state where

they sought to lose themselves--to forget the pressure of the bars that

held them--to escape the fret and worry of their harassing personalities,

and touch some fringe of happiness! All so sure they knew the way--yet

hurrying really in the wrong direction--outwards instead of inwards;

afraid to be--simple....

We moved back to our rugs. For a long time neither of us found

anything to say. Soon I led the way down the creaking ladder indoors

again, and we entered the stuffy little sitting-room of the tiny flat he

temporarily occupied. I turned up an electric light, but O'Malley begged

me to lower it. I only had time to see that his eyes were still aglow. We

sat by the open window. He drew a worn notebook from his still more

worn coat; but it was too dark for him to read. He knew it all by heart.

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