CHAPTER XXXI

Mrs. Melrose never spoke again, or showed another flicker of the clear

and normal intelligence that she had shown in the night. But she still

breathed, and the long, wet day dragged slowly, in the big, mournful old

house, until late in the unnatural afternoon. People--all sorts of

people--were coming and going now, and being answered, or being turned

away; a few privileged old friends came softly up the carpeted stairs,

and cried quietly with Annie, who looked unbelievably old and ashen

under the double shock. Norma began to hear, on all sides, respectful

and sympathetic references to "the family." The family felt this, and

would like that, the family was not seeing any one, the family must be

protected and considered in every way. The privileged old friends talked

with strange men in the lower hall, and were heard saying "I suppose so"

dubiously, to questions of hats and veils and carriages and the church.

Chris was gone all day, but at four o'clock an urgent message was sent

him, and he and Acton came into Mrs. Melrose's room about half an hour

later, for the end. His face was ghastly, and he seemed almost unable to

understand what was said to him, but he was very quiet.

Norma never forgot the scene. She knelt on one side of the bed, praying

with all the concentration and fervour that she could rally under the

circumstances. But her frightened, tired eyes were impressed with every

detail of the dark old stately bedroom none the less. This was the end

of the road, for youth and beauty and power and wealth, this sunken,

unrecognizable face, this gathering of shadows among the dull, wintry

shadows of the afternoon.

Annie was kneeling, too, her fine, unringed hands clasping one of her

mother's hands. Chris sat against the back of the bed, half-supporting

the piled pillows, in a futile attempt to make more easy the fighting

breath, and Acton and Hendrick von Behrens, grave and awed, stood beside

him, their faces full of sympathy and distress. There was an outer

fringe of nurses, doctors, maids; there was even an audible whisper from

one of them that caused Annie to frown, annoyed and rebuking, over her

shoulder.

Minutes passed. Norma, pressing her cheek against the hand she held,

began a Litany, very low. Suddenly the dying woman opened her eyes.

"Yes--yes--yes!" she whispered, eagerly, and with a break in her

frightened voice Norma began more clearly, "Our Father, Who art in

Heaven----" and they all joined in, somewhat awkwardly and uncertainly.

Mrs. Melrose sank back; she had raised herself just a fraction of an

inch to speak. Now her head fell, and Norma saw the florid colour drain

from her face as wine drains from an overturned glass. A leaden pallor

settled suddenly upon her. When the prayer was finished they

waited--eyed each other--waited again. There was no other breath.

"Doctor----" Annie cried, choking. The doctor gently laid down the limp

hand he had raised; it was already cool. And behind him the maids began

to sob and wail unrebuked.

Norma went out into the hall dazed and shaken. This was her first sight

of death. It made her feel a little faint and sick. Chris came and

talked to her for a few minutes; Annie had collapsed utterly, and was

under the doctor's care; Acton broke down, too, and Norma heard Chris

attempting to quiet him. There was audible sobbing all over the house

when, an hour or two later, Alice's beautiful body in a magnificent

casket was brought to lie in the old home beside the mother she had

adored.

The fragrance of masses and masses of damp flowers began to penetrate

everywhere, and Norma made occasional pilgrimages in to Annie's bedside,

and told her what beautiful offerings were coming and coming and coming.

Joseph had reinforcements of sympathetic, black-clad young men, who kept

opening the front door, and murmuring at the muffled telephone. Annie's

secretary, a young woman about Norma's age, was detailed by Hendrick to

keep cards and messages straight--for every little courtesy must be

acknowledged on Annie's black-bordered card within a few weeks'

time--and Norma heard Joseph telephoning several of the prominent

florists that Mr. Liggett had directed that all flowers were to come to

the Melrose house. Nothing was overlooked.

When Norma went to her room, big boxes were on the bed, boxes that held

everything that was simple and beautiful in mourning: plain, charming

frocks, a smart long seal-bordered coat, veils and gloves, small and

elegant hats, even black-bordered handkerchiefs. She dressed herself

soberly, yet not without that mournful thrill that fitness and

becomingness lends to bereavement. When she went back to Annie's side

Annie was in beautiful lengths of lustreless crape, too; they settled

down to low, sad conversation, with a few of the privileged old friends.

Chris was nowhere to be seen, but at about six o'clock Acton came in to

show them a telegram from Leslie, flying homeward. Judge Lee was

hurrying to them from Washington, and for a few minutes Annie's

handsome, bewildered little boys came in with a governess, and she cried

over them, and clung to them forlornly.

After a distracted half-hour in the dining-room, when she and Acton and

Annie's secretary had soup and salad from a sort of buffet meal that was

going on there indefinitely, Norma went upstairs to find that the door

to the front upper sitting-room, closed for hours, was set ajar, and to

see a vague mass of beautiful flowers within--white and purple flowers,

and wreaths of shining dark round leaves. With a quick-beating heart she

stepped softly inside, and went to kneel at the nearer coffin, and cover

her face with her shaking hands. The thick sweetness of the wet leaves

and blossoms enveloped her. Candles were burning; there was no other

light.

Two or three other women were in the room, catching their breath up

through their nostrils with little gasps, pressing folded handkerchiefs

against their trembling mouths, letting fresh tears well from their

tear-reddened eyes. Chris was standing a few feet away from the

white-clad, flower-circled, radiant sleeper who had been Alice; his arms

were folded, his splendid dark gaze fell upon her with a sort of sombre

calm; he seemed entirely unconscious of the pitying and sorrowful

friends who were moving noiselessly to and fro.

In the candlelight there was a wavering smile on Alice's quiet face, her

broad forehead was unruffled, and her mouth mysteriously sweet. Norma's

eyes fell upon a familiar black coat, on the kneeling woman nearest her,

and with a start she recognized Aunt Kate.

They left the room together a few minutes later, and Norma led her aunt

to her own room, where they talked tenderly of the dead. The older woman

was touched by the slender little black figure, and badly shaken by the

double tragedy, and she cried quite openly. Norma had Regina send her up

some tea, and petted and fussed about her in her little daughterly way.

"I saw about Miss Alice this morning, but I had no idea the poor old

lady----!" Mrs. Sheridan commented sadly. "Well, well, it seems only

yesterday that here, in this very house--and they were all young

then----" Aunt Kate fell silent, and mused for a moment, before adding

briskly: "But now, will they want you, Norma, after the funeral, I mean?

Wolf wrote me----"

"I don't think Aunt Annie wants me now," Norma said, and with a

heightened colour she added, suddenly, "But I belong here, now, Aunt

Kate--I know who I am at last!"

Mrs. Sheridan's face did not move; but an indefinable tightness came

about her mouth, and an indefinable sharpness to her eyes. She looked at

Norma without speaking.

"Aunt Marianna told me," the girl said, simply. "You're sorry," she

added, quickly, "I can see you are!"

"No--I wouldn't say that, Baby!" But Mrs. Sheridan spoke heavily, and

ended on a sigh. There was a short silence.

Then Regina came in with a note for Norma, who read it, and turned to

her aunt.

"It's Chris--he wants very much to see you before you go away," she

said. "I wonder if you would ask Mr. Liggett to come in here, Regina?"

But five minutes later, when Chris came in, he looked so ill that she

was quick to spare him. "Chris, wouldn't to-morrow do--you look so

tired!"

"I _am_ tired," Chris said, after quietly accepting Mrs. Sheridan's

murmured condolence, with his hand holding hers, as if he liked the big,

sympathetic woman. "But I want this off my mind before I see Judge Lee!

You are right, Mrs. Sheridan," he said, with a sort of boyish gruffness,

not yet releasing her hands, "my wife was an angel. I always knew

it--but I wish I could tell her so just once more!"

"Ah, that's the very hardest thing about death," Mrs. Sheridan said,

sitting down, and quite frankly wiping from her eyes the tears that

sympathy for his sorrow had made spring again. "We'd always want one

more hour!"

"But Norma perhaps has told you----?" Chris said, in a different tone.

"Told you of the--the remarkable talk we had yesterday--with my poor

mother-in-law----"

Kate Sheridan nodded gravely.

"Yes," she answered, almost reluctantly, "Norma is Theodore Melrose's

child. I have letters--all their letters. I knew her mother, that was

Louison Courtot, well. It was a mixed-up business--but you've got the

whole truth at last. I've lost more than one night's sleep over my share

of it, Mr. Liggett, thinking who this child was, and whether I had the

right to hold my tongue.

"I was a widow when I went to Germany with Mrs. Melrose. She begged and

begged me to, for she was sick with worry about Miss Annie. Miss Annie

had been over there about eight months, and something she'd written had

made her mother feel that she was ill, or in trouble. Well, I didn't

want to leave my own children, but she coaxed me so hard that I went. We

sailed without cabling, and went straight to Leipsic, and to the

dreadful, dreary pension that Miss Annie was in--a dismal, lonely place.

She came downstairs to see her mother, and I'll never forget the scream

she gave, for she'd had no warning, poor child, and Müller had taken all

her money, and she was--well, we could see how she was. She began

laughing and crying, and her mother did, too, but Mrs. Melrose stopped

after a few minutes, and we couldn't stop Miss Annie at all. She

shrieked and sobbed and strangled until we saw she was ill, and her

mother gave me one look, and bundled her right out to the carriage, and

off to a better place, and we got a doctor and a nurse. But all that

night she was in danger of her life. I went in to her room that evening,

to put things in order, and she was lying on the bed like a dead

thing--white, sick, and with her eyes never moving off her mother's

face. I could hear her murmuring the whole story, the shame and the

bitter cruelty of it, crying sometimes--and her mother crying, too.

"'And, Mama,' she said--the innocence of her! 'Mama, did the doctor tell

you that there might have been a baby?--I didn't know it myself until a

few weeks ago! And that's why they're so frightened about me now. But,'

she said, beginning to cry again, 'I should have hated it--I've always

hated it, and I'd rather have it all over--I don't want to have to face

anything more!'

"Well, it looked then as if she couldn't possibly live through the

night, and all her mother could think of was to comfort her. She told

her that they would go away and forget it all, and Miss Annie clung to

her through the whole terrible thing. We none of us got any sleep that

night, and I think it was at about three o'clock the next morning that I

crept to the door, and the doctor--Doctor Leslie--an old English doctor

who was very kind, came to the door and gave me the poor little pitiful

baby in a blanket. I almost screamed when I took it, for the poor little

soul was alive, working her little mouth! I took her to my room, and

indeed I baptized her myself--I named her Mary for my mother, and Leslie

for the doctor, but I never thought she'd need a name--then. She was

under four pounds, and with a little claw like a monkey's paw, and so

thin we didn't dare dress her--we thought she was three months too soon,

then, and I just sat watching her, waiting for her to die, and thinking

of my own----!

"Miss Annie was given up the next day, she'd gone into a brain fever,

but my poor little soul was wailing a good healthy wail--I remember I

cried bitterly when the doctor told me not to hope for her! But she

lived--and on the fourth day Mrs. Melrose sent us away, and we went and

stayed in the country for two months after that.

"Then I had a letter from the Riviera, the first that'd come. Miss Annie

was getting well, her hair was coming out curly, and she hardly

remembered anything about what had happened at all. She wasn't nineteen

then, poor child! She had cried once, her mother wrote, and had said she

thanked God the baby had died and that was all she ever said of it.

"I brought the baby home, and for nearly three years she lived with my

own, and of course Mrs. Melrose paid me for it. And then one day Louison

Courtot came to see me--I'd known her, of course--Mr. Theodore's wife,

that had been Miss Annie's maid. She had a letter from Mrs. Melrose, and

she took Leslie away, and gave her to her grandmother--just according to

plan. Well, I didn't like it--though it gave the child her rights, but

it didn't seem honest. I had no call to interfere, and a few months

later Mrs. Melrose gave me the double house in Brooklyn, that you'll

well remember, Norma--and your own father made out the deed of gift, Mr.

Chris----!

"And then, perhaps a year later, Louison came to call on me again, and

with her was a little girl--four years old, and I looked at her, and

looked at Louison, and I said, 'My God--that's a Melrose!' She said,

yes, it was Theodore's child."

"Norma!" Chris said.

"Norma--and I remember her as if it was yesterday! With a blue velvet

coat on her, and a white collar, and the way she dragged off her little

mittens to go over and play with Rose and Wolf--and the little coaxing

air she had! So then Louison told me the story, how she had never told

Mrs. Melrose that Theodore really had a daughter, because she hated her

so! But she was going to be married again, and go to Canada, and she

wanted me to keep the baby until she could send for her. I said I would

see how it went, but I could see then that there never was in the

world----" Mrs. Sheridan interrupted herself, coughed, and glanced at

the girl. "Well, we liked Norma right then and there!" she finished, a

little tamely.

"Oh, Aunt Kate!" Norma said, smiling through tears, her hand tight upon

the older woman's, "you never will praise me!"

"So Norma," the story went on, "had her supper that night between my two

children, and for fourteen years she never knew that she wasn't our own.

And perhaps she never would have known if Louison hadn't written me that

she was in a hospital--she was to have an operation, and she was willing

at last to make peace with her husband's family. In the same letter was

her husband's note that she was gone, so I had to use my own judgment

then. And when I heard Norma talk of the rich girls she saw in the

bookstore, Mr. Chris, and knew how she loved what money could do for

her, it seemed to me that at least I must tell her grandmother the

truth. So we came here, three years ago, and if it wasn't for Miss

Alice's mistake about her, perhaps the story would have come out then!

But that's all the truth."

Chris nodded, his arms folded on his chest, his tired face very

thoughtful.

"It makes her a rich woman, Mrs. Sheridan," he said.

"I suppose so, sir. I understand Mr. Melrose--the old gentleman--left

everything to his son, Theodore."

"But not only that," Chris said. "She can claim every penny that has

ever been paid over to Leslie, all through her minority, and since she

came of age, and she also inherits the larger part of her grandmother's

estate, under the will. Probably Mrs. Melrose would have changed that,

if she had lived when all this came to light, and given that same legacy

to Leslie, but we can't act on that supposition. The court will

probably feel that a very grave injustice has been done Norma, and exact

the full arrears."

"But, Chris," Norma said, quickly, "surely some way can be found to

_give_ Leslie all that would have come to me----"

"Well, that, of course, would be pure generosity on your part!" he said,

quietly. "However, it would seem to me desirable all round," he added,

"to keep this in the family."

"Oh, I think so!" Norma agreed, eagerly.

"Annie and Hendrick must be informed, and, as Leslie's mother, Annie

will provide for her some day, of course. We'll discuss all that later.

But to-day I only wanted to clear up a few points before I see Judge

Lee. He has the will, I believe. He will be here to-morrow morning. In

the meanwhile, I think I would say nothing, Norma, just because Annie is

so upset, and if Leslie heard any garbled story, before she got

here----"

"Oh, I agree with you entirely, Chris! Anything that makes it easier all

round!" Norma could afford to be magnanimous and agreeable. She would

not have been human not to feel herself the most interesting figure in

all this dramatic situation, not to know that thoughtfulness and

generosity were the most charming parts of her new rôle. Quietly,

affectionately, she went to the door with Aunt Kate.

"I wish I could go home with you!" she said. "But I think they need me

here! And if Wolf should come up Saturday, Aunt Kate, you'll tell him

about the funeral----"

"Rose said he wasn't coming up on Saturday," his mother said. "But if he

does, of course he'll understand! Remember, Norma," she added, drawing

the girl aside a moment, in the lower hall, "remember that they've all

been very kind to you, dear! It's going to be hard for them all!"

"Yes, I know!" Norma said, hastily, the admonition not to her taste.

"And what you and Wolf will do with all that money----!" her aunt mused,

shaking her head. "Well, one thing at a time! But I know," she finished,

fondly, "my girl will show them all what a generous and a lovely nature

she has, in all the changes and shifts!"

Clever Aunt Kate! Norma smiled to herself as she went upstairs. She had

hundreds of times before this guided the girl by premature confidence

and praise; she knew how Norma loved the approbation of those about her.

Not but what Norma meant to be everything that was broad and considerate

now; she had assumed that position from the beginning. Leslie's chagrin,

Aunt Annie's consternation, should be respected and humoured. They had

sometimes shown her the arrogant, the supercilious side of the Melrose

nature, in the years gone by. Now she, the truest Melrose of them all,

would show them real greatness of soul. She would talk it all over with

Wolf, of course----

She missed Wolf. It was, as always, a curiously unsatisfying atmosphere,

this of the old Melrose house. The whispers, the hushed footsteps, the

lowered voices, Aunt Annie's plaintive heroism in her superb crapes, the

almost belligerent loyalty of the intimate friends who praised and

marvelled at her, the costly flowers--thousands of dollars' worth of

them--the extra men helping Joseph to keep everything decorous and

beautiful--somehow it all sickened Norma, and she wished that Wolf

could come and take her for a walk, and talk to her about it. He would

be interested in it all, and he would laugh at her account of the

undertakers, and he would break into elementary socialism when the cost

of the whole pompous pageant was estimated.

And what would he think of her new-found wealth? Norma tried to imagine

it, but somehow she could not think of Wolf as very much affected. He

hated society, primarily, and he would never be idle, not for the

treasures of India. He would let her spend it as she pleased, and go on

working rapturously at his valves and meters and gauges, perhaps

delighted if she bought him the costliest motor-car made, or the finest

of mechanical piano-players, but quite as willing that the pearls about

his wife's throat should cost fifty dollars as fifty thousand, and quite

as anxious that the heiress of the Melroses should "make good" with his

associate workers as if she had been still a little clerk from Biretta's

Bookshop!

But cheerfully indifferent as he was to everything that made life worth

living to such a man as Christopher Liggett, she knew that he would not

go to California without her unless there was a definite break between

them. She knew she could not persuade him to leave her here, as a normal

and pleasant solution, just until everything was settled, and until they

could see a little further ahead. No, Wolf was annoyingly conventional

where his wife was concerned: her place was with him, unless for some

secondary reason they had decided to part. And she knew that if he let

her go it would be because he felt that he never should have claimed

her--that, in the highest sense, he never had had her at all.

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