XXVII

THE room was small and dim, although the shutters were open, as Lucas

had remarked. There was a frayed and scanty look to everything, but

a big four-poster stood in the corner. Lying across that, looking as

small and helpless as a child, was Fanchon. She was half dressed, and

she lay with her head on her arm, her soft dark hair tumbled about her

shoulders and framing her white profile.

Virginia, who had stopped just inside the door, stood waiting,

hesitating, uncertain what to do. Fanchon did not move, and she looked

so white and limp as she lay there that Virginia thought she had

fainted. She went quickly across the room and stood beside the bed,

looking down at the motionless figure.

Fanchon’s eyes were closed, and the long, thick lashes made shadows

on her white cheeks. There was no sign of makeup now except a touch

of the lips that made her mouth look scarlet, in fearful contrast to

the whiteness of cheeks and brow and throat. One arm was thrown across

the bed and the small hand clasped the crumpled coverlet convulsively,

the blue veins showing through its delicate whiteness. Half-clad as

she was, Virginia saw how thin were Fanchon’s arms and how slender her

neck, delicate and round as the stem of a flower. How changed she was!

A memory of the daring little figure in white flashed back, and a flood

of pity submerged Virginia’s heart. William’s cry, “I’m done with

her!”--how incredibly cruel it would have seemed here!

Still she did not move or speak, and Virginia touched her gently.

“Fanchon!” she said softly.

Very slowly Fanchon rose on her elbow and looked at the visitor. The

fawn-like eyes were no longer soft; there was a smoldering fire in

them, and the delicate brows came down above them. The small white face

was distorted with an emotion that seemed to shake her from head to

foot.

“Why do you come here?” she asked sharply. “What do you want of me?”

Virginia’s blush deepened painfully.

“I came because I heard you were ill and in trouble,” she replied

kindly, her voice trembling a little.

Fanchon drew herself up farther into a sitting attitude, her knees

under her chin and her hands clasping them. Her eyes still lowered at

Virginia, and the whiteness of her face against her loose, dark hair

had an almost weird effect.

“Why do you care for that?” she asked slowly. “Why do you want to see

how far I’m down?”

Her tone and her glance alike conveyed almost an insult, and certainly

a defiance; yet she was so weak that the other girl saw her tremble

from head to foot, as if she had an ague. Again Virginia blushed, but

this time she raised her head proudly.

“You don’t know me,” she replied gravely. “You wouldn’t say that to me

if you did. I’m--I’m not like that.”

Fanchon still looked at her steadily, an untamed passion leaping up in

her brown eyes like a flame.

“_Ma foi_, I know you well enough, I think!” she retorted bitterly.

“You’re the woman my husband loved--and you’ve taken him from me! Oh, I

know--you can look indignant! You righteous people--oh, _mon Dieu_, how

good you are! But you’ve taken him away, for all that.”

Virginia, who had never had such things said to her before, recoiled.

She drew away, looking at the wild little creature on the bed with a

kind of horror. For a moment all her impulses were beaten down, and in

the rebound she was ready to turn her back, to abandon the wretched

girl to her fate. She felt as if physical blows had been rained upon

her, as if she was no longer the Virginia Denbigh who had entered that

wretched room on an errand of mercy.

“If you say things like that I can’t stay to hear them,” she said

hurriedly, speaking with an effort, hot tears in her eyes. “I came to

help you, if I could--and you insult me.”

Fanchon laughed the shrill laughter of hysterics.

“You don’t like it!” she cried wildly. “_Que voulez vous?_ You want

only nice things said to you--and I can have all the horrid things and

all the insults. That’s all I’ve had since I came here!”

Virginia, who was half-way to the door, stood still. Her quick ear had

caught the wildness of the laughter, and the poor little huddled figure

was sinking weakly forward. She came back.

“Fanchon, I came to help you. I’m telling you the truth--can’t you

believe me? I should like to help you, if I could.”

Fanchon’s face twisted convulsively, and she snatched at the coverlet

and drew it up over her shoulders. To Virginia she looked like a wild

child playing at “tents” under the counterpane.

“_Tiens!_” she cried fretfully. “I don’t know what you mean. I’ve

always told stories myself, until--until Leigh killed that man. Now,

I’m not telling stories. I suppose I can believe that you meant to do

something--something queer. That’s what they’ve all done to me since

I came. I don’t know why you’re here--I don’t care! _C’est fini_--I’m

done with you all!”

Virginia started. She remembered William’s words.

“I came because you’re ill. I want to help you, to make you more

comfortable. That’s really all I came for, Fanchon. I’m sorry you feel

so toward us--toward me.”

Fanchon shook back her hair and looked at the other girl curiously, her

eyes darkening and changing wonderfully.

“How pretty she is,” Virginia thought, “and how wretched.”

But Fanchon did not speak. For a while she only studied Virginia. At

last she spoke slowly, twisting the coverlet.

“Were you in court?” she asked.

Virginia shook her head. Fanchon’s eyes held hers, with that fierce,

dark, challenging look.

“But you know my story?”

“Yes, I’ve heard it,” Virginia reluctantly answered.

“My husband told you!” Fanchon sprang out of bed and ran across the

room, seizing Virginia’s arm and looking at her wildly. “William told

you!”

Virginia, who was fatally honest sometimes, said nothing; but her face

confessed that William had told her much. She was horrified. How could

she make this furious little creature understand how William had told

her, and how she had replied? She ought never to have come here.

For an instant panic seized her and she longed to get away; and then

her inherited and noble fearlessness steadied her. She met Fanchon’s

feverish look calmly and frankly.

“I wish you’d believe me,” she said simply. “I’m not that sort of a

woman, Fanchon. It’s true that William and I were engaged once, but he

broke it off when he married you. And now”--Virginia’s pride flashed

in her eyes--“if he were free to-morrow, Fanchon, it would make no

difference--no difference in the world to me.”

They looked at each other. Fanchon, still holding the other girl’s arm

in her shaking hands, searched Virginia’s face with that wild look of

hers, her lips quivering. Virginia met the look at first proudly and

angrily, and then with such compassion, such tenderness and honesty,

that Fanchon’s lips twisted convulsively again. Suddenly she dropped

Virginia’s arm and turned away. She took an unsteady step and almost

reeled as she flung herself into a chair, hiding her face in her hands.

“Do you believe me now, Fanchon?” Virginia asked, more gently.

There was no answer for a moment, then she heard the other girl’s

convulsive weeping. Fanchon, who had never controlled an impulse in her

life, was weeping wildly, twisting about in her chair and beating the

air for breath. It startled Virginia; she forgot herself and went to

her. Seizing the frantic little hands, she held them in her cool, firm

ones, as a mother might hold a frantic child’s.

“Hush!” she whispered. “You’re ill, you mustn’t! Don’t cry like this.”

But Fanchon wept on until she lay there almost fainting, white and limp

and broken. Virginia began to suspect what had happened before she came

into the room.

“_Dieu_, they all hated me!” Fanchon gasped at last. “All but Leigh and

that silly child, Emily.” She laughed wildly, still gasping. “She tried

to paint her face like mine, and they made her wash it off. _Quelle

drôle de chose que la vie!_ And they hated me for that.” She gasped

again, dragging her hands away from Virginia and beating the air with

them. “They made him hate me, too.”

“Oh, no, no!” cried Virginia. “Fanchon, you’re wild--you don’t

understand!”

“Oh, I understand!” she retorted bitterly. “You’re one of them. I don’t

know why you came here--you’re one of them!”

“I came because you’re ill. You’ll be very ill if you don’t stop.”

“You think I’ll die, _n’est-ce-pas_?” Her red mouth twisted oddly.

“They’d like me to die, so he’d be free. They’re so good--they don’t

like divorces!”

“Hush!” said Virginia steadily. “I wouldn’t stay here if you were not

so ill, Fanchon, you’re trembling and shaking. Let me get a doctor for

you; let me take you out of this wretched place.”

Fanchon laughed again hysterically.

“It’s a fine place, isn’t it? _Tiens!_ The place for Mrs. William

Carter. You see I have no money. _Mon Dieu_, I wouldn’t take a cent of

his--I’d starve first!”

“I understand.” Virginia laid her hand gently on her shoulder. “I

should feel like that myself. But I’m a woman, Fanchon--let me help you

while you’re so ill.”

Something in her touch, her voice, reached the girl. She stopped

shivering and looked up into Virginia’s face. She looked up steadily,

her own face changing and quivering. Then, suddenly, she sank back in

her chair very pale and quiet, her large eyes fixed not on Virginia

now, but on space.

“He was the only good man who ever loved me,” she said in a low voice.

“I’m not bad--I’ve never been bad--but they thought I was, and I lied

to him. I was afraid that if he knew I was divorced he wouldn’t care

for me--not in that way--and it would have killed me then.” Her voice

broke pitifully. “I--I loved him.”

Her head sank mournfully, she began to tear at the elaborate lace

petticoat she wore.

“You mean William?” said Virginia gently.

She nodded. Then, with a convulsive effort, she went on, more to

herself than to Virginia.

“He was good, and he loved me. He asked me to marry him, and I lied. I

said I’d never been married before. I needn’t have said it, but I was

afraid. I lied. And he hates me.” Her voice wavered again. “He hates

me. I shall never see him again!”

“But you love him still, Fanchon,” Virginia said softly; “and if you

love him you’ll forgive him.”

Fanchon’s face flamed suddenly.

“Never! I don’t want to see him again.” She rose unsteadily. “I’m going

to dress and go out there.” She pointed toward the door, laughing again

and trembling at the same time. “That fat man is out there. I’m going

into his pictures. He’s not afraid to engage me for his show.”

“You can’t go, Fanchon,” said Virginia quickly. “You’re too ill. I must

help you.” She stopped, and her eyes filled with tears. “Fanchon, I’m

so sorry for you, I hope you understand. Let me help you.”

Fanchon turned, caught at a chair-back, and clung to it, laughing

wildly.

“You’re so sorry for me--and he loves you!”

“No,” said Virginia, “he shan’t! If he did, it would make no

difference. Fanchon, I want you to leave this place and come with me.

Let me take care of you. You’re too ill to stand up.”

“To stand up? Why, I’m going to dance for the pictures. You call me

ill? I can dance. _Attendez!_”

She let go of the chair to which she had been clinging, and seemed to

listen, her head bent and her brown eyes brilliant, her whole small

figure quivering and tense.

“_Mon Dieu_--I hear it--the music!”

She swayed slightly, and then softly, easily, she began to dance. She

danced wonderfully, keeping time to the music that she seemed to hear,

swaying with it, stepping back and forth, weaving a dance so strange,

so weird, so silent, that Virginia could not move. She stood rooted to

the spot, watching, fascinated--watching the white face and the wild

hair, the half-bare shoulders and the slender lifted arms.

Fanchon clasped her hands behind her head, twisting her slender body

this way and that. Her small bare feet flashed back and forth, soft

and silent and incredibly swift. She danced across the room, back and

forth, to and fro, and Virginia watched her. Never in her life had she

seen such dancing, never in her life had she seen such a wretched,

quivering, tear-stained face. She thought it would have touched a heart

of stone.

At last she could endure it no longer; it seemed to her like the dance

of death.

“Stop!” she cried. “Oh, Fanchon, stop!”

Virginia’s voice, the sharp sound of her own name, broke the spell.

Fanchon turned her head and looked at her. Something seemed to snap in

her brain; her eyes clouded, she reeled, and, stretching out groping

hands, she staggered blindly and would have fallen had not the other

girl caught her. Virginia held her by main force, almost lifting her in

her strong young arms, for suddenly all the life and motion had left

the small wasted figure, and Fanchon lay white and senseless against

her breast.

Ten minutes later Virginia came out of Fanchon’s room and closed the

door behind her. She was very pale, but her eyes shone. She ignored the

patient Bernstein and spoke directly to the woman.

“Mrs. Quantah, I’m going to take Mrs. Carter home with me. Have you a

telephone?”

Mrs. Quantah stood rigidly.

“I ain’t got no phone, an’ she ain’t a goin’ to take her trunk until

she pays. She owes me two weeks’ board now, and extries.”

“I was just telling the lady,” Mr. Bernstein began, “I’d pay in advance

if--”

“I’ll pay,” said Virginia superbly, sweeping past them, her head up.

“Make out your bill in full, Mrs. Quantah.”

She opened the hall door and called Lucas.

“Drive over for Dr. Barbour, Lucas. Bring him here at once, if you can.

While you’re over there, phone to Plato to get the west room ready for

an invalid--yes, and phone to the colonel that I want him out here--in

a taxi.”

“Yes’m, Miss Jinny.”

Lucas turned the fat horses around with their heads toward the

highroad. Then he looked back at the tall white-clad figure in the door.

“Hurry!” she called after him.

Lucas whipped up.

“G’long, Billy! Ain’t dat jus’ Miss Jinny? I knowed it, I knowed it--if

she ain’t gwine t’ bring Miz Wilyum Carter home! Ain’t dat Miss Jinny

cl’ar down to de groun’? I declare to goodness if it don’ beat all.”

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