XIII

FANCHON did not go up-stairs. She flung herself face downward on the

lounge in the library and writhed there, beating the old silk cushions

with her small, furious fists. In the bitterness of her heart she

thought she hated them all, every Carter who was ever born! Because

she was so angry, so wilfully hurt, she had wreaked her vengeance upon

Daniel. She had told him a falsehood, and now, thinking of it, she tore

at the cushions and wept hot tears.

She had no idea why she had done it. She hated Virginia Denbigh,

because she knew the Carters loved Virginia. They had wanted William

to marry her, and she believed they were making William hate his wife.

She believed it from the bottom of her soul. But why had she struck at

Daniel?

Perhaps it was because he was William’s brother; perhaps it was because

Fanchon had divined that he loved Virginia.

Virginia, with her calm, lovely face, had become a nightmare to

Fanchon. She quarreled with her husband, and she goaded and teased

him, because the Carters did not like her, because their attitude was

so superior. Then she laid it all to Virginia!

Fanchon had done nothing lately but quarrel with William. He had

objected to Corwin, had forbidden her to have him at the house.

Fanchon, who feared Corwin, might have rejoiced had she not resented

her husband’s tone. He had been set on, she thought, by Mr. Carter.

Since that fatal dance Mr. Carter had been coldly civil. He hadn’t

considered it his duty to scold his daughter-in-law, but he snubbed

her. Fanchon, carrying her head high, had nevertheless been cut to the

heart by it. She loved admiration, she loved applause, she lived on

excitement, and she had none of these things, unless she counted the

admiration of Leigh and Emily--two children, as she thought scornfully,

who didn’t know any better!

As she lay there on the old lounge, strange, ancestral passions stirred

in her, wild impulses of rage and melancholy. She had had a bitter

time. The very place was intolerable; she hated it, and she knew that

the place hated her. The stodgy, monotonous domestic life--she had to

face that, too--three meals a day with the Carters!

If they had liked her, if they had even made her welcome and forgiven

her unconventional ways, it might have been different, she thought;

but now she hated them. She knew that Mrs. Carter had seen her in the

church lane with Corwin. Mrs. Carter had no idea of the quarrel she had

with Corwin, or her fear of him, but she must think ill of her and run

home to tattle about it!

Fanchon sat on the old lounge and dashed hot tears from her eyes. She

pictured herself sitting at the luncheon-table with the family. She

could see them! Mr. Carter and William would not be at home; but there

would be Leigh, making moon eyes, a sentimental boy, and Emily with

her white eyelashes and her honest, snub-nosed face, and Mrs. Carter,

her fair hair fading in ugly streaks, and her absence of eyebrows.

Daniel, too, his dark, handsome head bent and his eyes indifferent--he

had never liked her! Even Miranda, moving around cumbersomely with the

dishes, would show the whites of her eyes when she looked at her, as if

she was watching something strange and outlandish.

“I might be a Fiji Islander, from the way they look at me!” Fanchon

sobbed angrily, staring about the old room with its familiar, guttered

armchairs, its littered library-table--where Mr. Carter’s pipe lay

beside his accustomed place--and at the dull, ancestral Carter over the

mantelpiece.

The portrait filled the latest Carter bride with a kind of fury. She

rose from the lounge and went and stared at it.

“Ugly old thing!” she cried angrily. “You’d hate me, if you could!”

She felt a sudden sensation of suffocation. The place was too small for

her; she couldn’t breathe in it. She went to the window and leaned out,

staring blankly at the peaceful scene. The Carter house was well on the

outskirts of the town, and she could glimpse a distant meadow where

a spotted cow moved placidly. A few red chickens crossed her vision,

picking in the grass. A colored maid in the next house was pinning

some clothes on the line. Down the quiet street an ice-cart trundled

its sober, dripping way. It was quiet again when the sound of wheels

receded; then suddenly a rooster crowed. He crowed tremendously in a

fine, deep bass.

“_Mon Dieu!_” cried Fanchon.

She drew back from the intolerable prospect, and heard Miranda setting

the table for luncheon. The faint jingle of glasses and the occasional

rattle of china warned her. The domestic meal was approaching with its

unfailing regularity. She could not bear it. She ran out of the room,

and had one foot already on the lowest step of the stairs, when the

door opened and Leigh came in.

“Fanchon!” he cried eagerly, his boyish face flushing to the hair.

An imp of perversity stopped her. She stood balanced, one hand on the

banisters, looking back over her shoulder. There was at least one

Carter she could manage, and she knew it. Those fawn eyes softened and

glowed.

“Leigh!” she responded softly. “_Mon brave garçon!_”

He put his books down and came toward her with shining eyes.

“Oh, Fanchon, what mites of feet you’ve got!” he exclaimed, looking at

the foot that she was displaying on the step. “I never saw a foot as

small as that.”

She smiled.

“You think so, _chéri_?”

She moved the small foot a bit, looking down at it, pensive, aware that

he could see also the charming sweep of those dark lashes. Leigh, long

since subjugated, dropped on one knee beside the lowest step.

“If I were a prince, I’d follow that shoe,” he laughed up at her, his

boyish eyes adoring. “I’ve read some French about a lady’s feet--in

a novel. It fits your feet, Fanchon.” He blushed. “I’m not sure I

pronounce very well, but it was this: ‘_Petits pieds si adorés!_’”

For a moment her lips trembled, half mirthful, half tearful. She leaned

toward him and stroked his hair caressingly, her light, soft fingers

thrilling him.

“_Je t’adore, mon Leigh!_” she whispered.

Then she laughed elfishly, put one of her slender fingers on her lip

and ran up-stairs like a whirlwind.

Leigh slipped out of her mind in an instant. She did not even see the

adoring look that followed her. She was bent on escaping that stodgy

family meal, and she was in hot haste. She had thought of a way to

evade it--to evade them all for a while.

She was fond of riding on horseback, and William had taken her out

on several occasions. He would have taken her more frequently if her

modish habit had not shocked the sobriety of the old-fashioned town. It

had been made in Paris, and it had startled the streets through which

they rode. After one or two experiences William had quietly let the

rides drop. Fanchon knew why he had done so, and it made her angry.

To-day she thought of it again, and she longed for the fresh air in her

face and the swift gallop. Even the stupid country roads were tolerable

for the sake of that.

She went to her closet and dragged out the famous breeches and

riding-coat. She was putting on the stylish leggings when Miranda

knocked.

“Please, ma’am, Miz Carter, she say ain’t you-all comin’ down t’

luncheon? De chops is gettin’ cold.”

“I don’t want any luncheon,” Fanchon called to her without opening the

door. “Say that I’ve got a headache.”

She heard Miranda retreating heavily; then she slipped on her

riding-habit, found her hat, and, opening the door softly, stole

down-stairs. She could hear Mrs. Carter talking to Daniel in a

hesitating voice, and she heard Leigh answer something. She did not

want them to talk to her. She could not bear it. She opened the door

gently, slipped out, and started almost at a run for the livery-stable

where she knew William had hired the horses.

Mr. Carter had lunched down-town. He did so when he was very busy, and

he was on his way back to his office when he encountered Judge Jessup.

The judge halted him and shook hands.

“Dan’s won the case!” he said with elation. “Why weren’t you in court

to hear your son plead, Carter?”

Mr. Carter reddened a little. He had been thinking of William and

William’s wife, and this was a keen relief. He relaxed.

“I was busy. How did the boy get on, judge?”

The judge clapped his big hand on his old friend’s shoulder.

“Carter, he’s going to be a great lawyer! I’m as proud of him as if I’d

hatched him myself.”

“Poor Dan!” Mr. Carter’s face softened while his eyes smiled. “He ought

to have something to make up--I hate to see him so lame!”

“Nonsense! It doesn’t hurt his brains, man!” Jessup exclaimed hotly.

“He only limps a little. He’s the smartest boy you have, Carter.”

Mr. Carter smiled broadly.

“Think so? I wouldn’t like to say that. William’s done well, Payson

tells me; he said so a month or two ago. They’re all pleased with the

way he handled things abroad.”

“Eh?” the judge cocked a humorous eyebrow. “I thought the most William

did over there was--to get married!”

Mr. Carter met his eye, faltered, and groaned. The judge laughed.

“You don’t appreciate Dan. Now, as I was saying--”

He stopped with his mouth open. A horse came down the main street at a

hard gallop. There was a distinct sensation. The drivers of passing

vehicles sat sidewise; a string of little half-dressed pickaninnies

streamed along the edge of the sidewalk in eager but hopeless pursuit.

A street-car that had stopped at the crossing failed to go on because

conductor and motorman were gaping after the vision.

Riding cross-saddle, in the latest extreme of fashion, was young Mrs.

William Carter. The apparition would have startled them at any time,

but the lady was already famous, and her progress might be viewed

somewhat in the light of a Roman triumph.

Very pale, her dark eyes shining and her lips compressed, Fanchon

struck her steed sharply with her riding-crop. The horse, a spirited

young bay, came on at a gallop, with the clatter of maddened hoofs,

followed by the stream of pursuing children and their wild shouts of

applause. In this fashion Fanchon dashed past Judge Jessup and Mr.

Carter and disappeared in a cloud of dust on the highroad.

A comet could scarcely have had a more startling effect. Mr. Carter

said nothing, but his color became apoplectic. He stared after her for

a minute, and then, with a set face, he turned to the judge.

“What were you saying? Oh, I remember--yes, yes, I’ll come in

to-morrow and hear Dan address the jury,” he said hastily.

The judge smiled grimly.

“The verdict was reached to-day, Johnson. You’re a bit behindhand.”

As he spoke he held out his hand. “Congratulations on Dan,” he said

heartily. “I’m in a hurry. Want to walk back to my office with me?”

“No!” said Mr. Carter.

He knew what Jessup thought, he suspected him of shaking with

suppressed laughter, but the judge looked innocent enough. They shook

hands again absently, having forgotten that they had done so twice

already, and Mr. Carter strode away. He knew that he was stared at,

and he walked fast, his face still deeply red. At the door of his

office--he was in the insurance business--he found his office-boy

gaping down the street.

Mr. Carter stopped short.

“Here, you! Go into that office!” he said sharply. “What are you doing

out there, you young ninny? You’ll be picked up for a street-corner

loafer if you don’t mind your own business better!”

The alarmed youth retreated before him, apologizing. Mr. Carter, with

his hat still on, strode past the clerks in the outer office, went into

his own room, and slammed the door with such force that the glass

rattled.

One of the young stenographers looked up from her work and laughed

silently at the other.

“Seen his daughter-in-law?” she inquired in a whisper.

The other girl nodded.

“She’s awfully pretty and swell, anyway,” she murmured. “Oh,

my--Minnie, look!”

Across the street was the old road-house where William and his wife had

supped after the dance. As Mr. Carter’s stenographer looked out now she

saw a hastily saddled horse led to the door. A tall man came out and

swung himself into the saddle. It was Corwin.

The two girls across the street rose silently and leaned over their

machines to watch him. He rode well, turning his horse around, starting

at a quick trot, and breaking almost at once into a gallop.

“He’s gone after her, Minnie!”

Minnie nodded; then, hearing a noise in the inner room, they dropped

into their places and worked furiously. Mr. Carter opened the door,

looked in, and closed it sharply again. They heard him return to his

desk.

Minnie pulled her companion’s sleeve.

“He saw him!” she whispered.

The other girl assented, touching her lips with her finger. They could

hear earthquakelike sounds within, and they rattled away at their

typewriters, demurely silent; but through the open window they could

see, far in the distance, the furious horseman disappearing down the

turnpike.

His horse was a powerful animal, a far better traveler than the young

bay that had carried Fanchon. The two girls in the office speculated

in silence, and worked rapturously. Young Mrs. Carter was the most

exciting thing in a dull town at a dull time of the year, and they were

grateful to her.

Mr. Carter kept them late that day and worked them hard. Usually an

easy taskmaster, he called them in during the afternoon and gave them

page after page of dictation. It was half past six when he slammed down

the top of his desk, locked it, and went home.

He walked, and it was a long way. It was seven o’clock when he opened

the front door with his latch-key.

The family were already at dinner--all but William, who was walking up

and down the hall, looking haggard. Mr. Carter came in and hung his hat

upon the rack.

“Waiting for any one?” he asked his son dryly.

William raised his head.

“Yes, Fanchon. She hasn’t come in yet. I’m expecting her any moment.”

“You needn’t,” his father retorted grimly. “She’s out riding with that

fellow--Caraffi’s manager.”

William said nothing, but he stopped short. Mr. Carter, after eying him

for an instant, went on into the dining-room. His wife, Daniel, Emily,

and Leigh were sitting around the table, eating the second course

disconsolately.

“I thought you’d never come--and we were hungry,” Mrs. Carter said

apologetically. “Miranda, go and get the soup for Mr. Carter. I had it

kept hot,” she added, glancing anxiously toward the hall door.

They could hear William walking to and fro again. As Miranda

disappeared for the soup, Mr. Carter looked up. He glanced at his wife

meaningly.

“She’s out riding with that man,” he said in an undertone.

“Johnson!”

His wife’s dismay only brought a grim smile to Carter’s face. He

unfolded his napkin without further comment. Before Miranda returned

with the soup-tureen, Mrs. Carter rallied sufficiently to lean over

and murmur across the table:

“I’ve got a lot to tell you--that dreadful girl was with that man this

morning--behind the Methodist Church! I saw--”

She stopped, for Leigh had risen suddenly. He flung his napkin on the

table and stalked out of the room with a white face. Mr. Carter stared

after him.

“What the--” he began.

Emily touched his hand warningly. Miranda was returning.

“Leigh’s awfully mashed on Fanchon,” Emily whispered irrelevantly,

returning to her dinner.

Mr. Carter shut his mouth hard, and the conversation languished. Daniel

spoke once about the weather, and his father nodded.

“Judge Jessup handed out a lot of compliments for you to-day, Dan,” he

remembered suddenly.

Mrs. Carter looked pleased, but even this fell flat. They could hear

William’s tramp continuing after Leigh went up-stairs. Mr. Carter rose

once and went to the door.

“Aren’t you coming in to eat your dinner, William?” he demanded.

“I’ve dined,” William replied shortly.

“Then I think you’d better go into the library and sit down,” said his

father meaningly.

William, halting in his walk, stared for a moment, puzzled. Then he

understood, and a deep red went up to his forehead. Without a word, he

turned, went into the library, and shut the door.

Miranda had brought on the dessert, but only Emily and Daniel ate

it. There was a heavy silence. Mr. Carter sat moodily, apparently

listening, and Mrs. Carter could think of nothing to say. She tried

two or three times and stopped, aghast at her own temerity. The three

vacant chairs--William’s, Fanchon’s, and Leigh’s--seemed to gape at

them. Daniel finally rose.

“I’ve got to prepare a paper for Judge Jessup,” he remarked quietly,

and left the room.

They heard him light his cigar and go up-stairs. It was then that Mr.

Carter rose also and went as usual into the library. Emily and her

mother, left alone, gaped at each other in a startled way. They heard

voices in the library, and then a heavy silence, filled with the odor

of tobacco. Emily began to be a little frightened.

“Mama, do you suppose she’s run away?” she whispered in an awed tone.

Mrs. Carter cast a frightened look toward Miranda’s retreating figure,

and shook her head.

“I don’t know, Emily. Suppose we go and sit in the parlor? I don’t

think papa wants us in the library.”

They spent the evening sitting in the little unused parlor that Fanchon

hated. It was full of heavy stuffed furniture and old-fashioned

cabinets. Accustomed to a family gathering in the library, they

languished there, watching the clock.

“It’s getting awfully late,” said Emily finally, after an interminable

hour. “Where can she be?”

“Emily,” said Mrs. Carter irrelevantly, “I wish you wouldn’t say that

Leigh is ‘mashed’ on her. In the first place it’s absurd, and in the

second it’s vulgar.”

“But he is,” insisted Emily. “He’d get down in the mud and let her walk

on him--like Sir Walter Raleigh’s cloak. He says so.”

“Nonsense!” Mrs. Carter, trembling with nervousness, discovered that it

was half past ten. “You go to bed,” she ordered shortly.

After her daughter went up-stairs, she sat for a long time, waiting.

She was puzzled by the silence in the library. From time to time she

went to the window and looked out anxiously; yet she had no real hope

that her daughter-in-law would appear. She felt sure that Fanchon had

run away, and the disgrace of it made her face burn. She turned the gas

down and sat in semi-darkness, ashamed to look at her own image in the

long mirror between the windows.

The Carters had always had such good wives, such loyal, faithful women.

She had not failed herself, she had done her best, and William, her

first-born, the pride of her heart--must he be disgraced?

She sat there watching and listening until nearly twelve o’clock. Still

she heard occasional sounds from the library. Finally, worn out, she

crept up-stairs to her room; but even there she continued to listen and

tremble at intervals.

At last she heard the sounds of locking up the house and her husband’s

heavy step on the stairs.

Mr. Carter came into the room and slammed the door. His wife had crept

hastily into bed, and she lay there, shivering a little with dread.

“What did you say to him, papa?”

“Say? Not a blamed word!” Mr. Carter sat down and pulled off his

boots, flinging one down with violence. “I guess I don’t have to say

anything,” he remarked grimly. “I reckon the fool’s got about enough.

Marrying a French ballet-dancer!”

Mrs. Carter drew a long breath.

“Where do you s’pose she is, Johnson?”

“How do I know? He’ll have to get a divorce--that’s as plain as the

nose on your face. Then I suppose the donkey’ll want to marry Rosamond

Silvertree, or Bloomie Bloomingkitten, or some other actress.”

“Oh, hush!” groaned Mrs. Carter, burying her head in her pillow with a

sob. “I can’t bear it! Poor Willie!”

Mr. Carter restrained his tongue, but he flung the other boot into the

corner with a bang more eloquent than words.

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