VIII

IT was an hour later when Miranda, looking very dark and showing the

whites of her eyes to an alarming extent, opened the front door for

Mrs. Carter, Emily and Leigh.

“Mist’ Carter says, please, ma’am, yo’ come inter de libr’ry,” said the

colored servitress in a sympathetic undertone.

Mrs. Carter cast an apprehensive look at her daughter.

“I guess you two had better go up-stairs,” she whispered.

Emily nodded, and started for the staircase, but Mr. Carter shouted

from the library:

“I hear you-all out there--come in here!”

They went. Leigh, having forgotten to put down Fanchon’s extra wraps,

brought up the rear, his flushed face just appearing above a mass of

chiffon, lace and fur.

Mr. Carter, striding up and down the room alone, caught sight of his

youngest son first.

“Put down those things!” he shouted. “You look like a dromedary.”

Leigh obeyed, but he straightened himself and stood, sullenly, his

eyes on the ground. His father took no further notice of him.

“I’d like to know if any of you knew what that girl was going to do

to-night?” he demanded fiercely.

Mrs. Carter sank weakly into the nearest chair.

“No, we didn’t! Wasn’t it awful? I was so mortified. The Baptist

minister went out just after you, Johnson, and the rector was as red as

could be. I’m sure I don’t know what he thought!”

“Thought! Where is she?”

“William came for her, and took her out to supper at the inn,” said

Emily in a weak voice.

Like Leigh she stood back, unsympathetic, but she was a little

frightened, too.

“Humph! Took her out to supper, eh?” Mr. Carter thundered. “I reckon he

thought he’d better! I gave him a piece of my mind.”

“Oh, papa! He was as white as a sheet.” William’s mother pressed her

handkerchief against her shaking lips. “He didn’t know, of course. He

wasn’t to blame, dear--you shouldn’t have done it!”

“Wasn’t to blame?” Mr. Carter blazed with wrath. “Didn’t he marry that

ballet-dancer? Didn’t he bring a French ballet-dancer home here and

foist her on a decent, respectable family? He wasn’t to blame, you

say? By Jove, I wish he was small enough to thrash!”

He was still walking up and down. As he swung around, Leigh faced him.

“She’s a lovely creature!” the boy cried passionately. “That dance was

beautiful--everybody thought so!”

“Oh, Leigh!” gasped his mother. “Dr. Fanshawe was ashamed to look at

it!”

“Old idiot!” cried Leigh. “You’re all making her unhappy--any one can

see it. Nothing but criticism from morning until night--I call it

cruel!”

Mr. Carter stared at him a moment in amazed incredulity. Then he jeered.

“Hear, hear!” he cried. “Wisdom from the mouths of babes and sucklings!

Do you want to marry a ballet-dancer, too, sir?”

But his son’s blood was up.

“I call it a burning shame!” he cried. “She’s come here, a foreigner,

and she wants to love us, and you’re talking brutally about her. She’s

exquisite, she was to-night, she----”

“Go to bed!” shouted Mr. Carter. “Shut up and go to bed!”

Mrs. Carter rose hastily and gave Leigh a little shove.

“Go!” she whispered. “There, there--don’t aggravate papa.”

Leigh, shaking with anger, yielded ground reluctantly.

“She’s an angel!” he shouted at the door. “I won’t have her abused!”

“Did you marry her!” Mr. Carter asked with fine sarcasm. “Maybe I’ve

made a mistake; I thought it was William.”

Leigh almost choked with indignation.

“He isn’t here--I won’t have her talked about.”

“Go to bed!” thundered Mr. Carter, taking a step forward.

“I----” Leigh began to sputter again, but his mother thrust him out and

shut the door.

“Do speak lower, Johnson,” she sobbed. “I know Miranda listens.”

“I don’t care a hang whether Miranda listens or not,” said Mr. Carter.

“That boy’s an ass--talk about his being a genius!”

“Oh, papa, he’s only eighteen,” said Mrs. Carter deprecatingly, “and

she’s made up to him from the very first.”

“He’s an ass!” repeated Mr. Carter. “And I guess the whole town knows

I’ve got a ballet-dancer----”

He stopped; his eye had suddenly lighted on Emily. She was huddled in

a frightened attitude behind her mother’s chair, and the light was

strong on her face. Her father stared.

“What’s the matter with that child’s eyes?” he demanded suddenly. “They

look like burnt holes in a blanket!”

Mrs. Carter, following his look, suddenly noticed her daughter’s

eyelashes and nose. In an illuminating flash she remembered that first

night in Emily’s room.

“Oh, Emmy!” she gasped. “You’ve painted your eyelashes!”

Emily clung to the back of her chair.

“I had to, mama. They’re horrid and white.”

“Good Lord, that minx is teaching my daughter to paint her face!

Mama, you ought to be ashamed of yourself. Can’t you watch your own

children?” bellowed Mr. Carter, beside himself.

“Emmy, I’m ashamed!” Poor Mrs. Carter sat gasping, her mouth open. “I

never dreamed--what’s that on your nose?”

Emily seized her handkerchief and began to rub the offending feature.

“It’s nothing, mama--just a little liquid powder.”

“You march up-stairs and wash your face!” said her father. “Hear me?

Don’t let me catch you painting up like that--singing doll!”

Emily began to cry.

“It’s--it’s nothing, papa. Everybody does it. The girls think I look so

nice.”

“Wash your face!” shouted her father. “March up and wash your face!”

“I don’t want to!” sobbed Emily. “The girls say my eyes look twice

as----”

Mr. Carter seized her by the shoulder and turned her toward the door.

“Want me to wash your face?” he asked her grimly. “No? I thought not.

Well, then, you march!”

Emily, sobbing loudly, marched. They could hear her stumbling

up-stairs, crying as she went.

“Oh, papa, you were awful!” Mrs. Carter wiped her own eyes. “The poor

child!”

“Do you suppose that I’m going to let my daughter paint her face?” Mr.

Carter fairly bellowed. “I reckon I’ve got enough in a daughter-in-law!

I’ll see to Emmy myself, if you can’t!”

“Johnson, you know I didn’t notice.”

Mr. Carter emitted another roar, and finally threw himself into a chair

and thrust his feet out.

“What did that fool William do?”

“You mean to-night?” Mrs. Carter dried her eyes. “He just met us at

the door. He was so white he scared me, and he took Fanchon off in

a taxi--in that scandalous dress! Said he’d give her a supper out

to-night. I’m afraid you’ve done it this time, Johnson. What did you

do to the poor boy?”

“Poor donkey! I told him what I thought of that woman--called by my

name, too--a woman dressing like one of those yellow East Indian

dancing-girls--that’s what I told him.”

“Johnson!”

“I did! What do you s’pose the congregation thought? By George, it made

me hot all over. Did you see her legs?”

“You mean her stockings? They were a little startling. I told her so

before we started.”

“Startling? My word.”

Mr. Carter relapsed into a terrible silence. Mrs. Carter sat helplessly

looking at him. She was thinking of that dance, that terrible, amazing,

dazzling dance. What a pretty creature, too! That was it; she had

turned William’s head; and Leigh’s and Emily’s, too. Those painted

eyelashes! For a moment Mrs. Carter half laughed.

“It’s funny--I can’t help it, Johnson,” she said, feebly apologetic,

as she met his irate eyes. “I was thinking of Emmy trying to paint her

lashes.”

“I’m glad you think it’s funny,” he retorted hoarsely. “Don’t see the

joke myself. I’ve got too much daughter-in-law, that’s my trouble!”

“Hush! There’s some one now--they’ve come!” Mrs. Carter tiptoed to the

door and listened, coming back, relieved. “No, it’s only Dan.”

“I wish William had Dan’s sense!”

“I wish Dan would marry a nice home girl. It would make things better,”

sighed Mrs. Carter.

“Daniel marry?” Mr. Carter raised his voice again to a roar of

discontent and hopelessness. “Who d’you think Dan could marry? What

kind of a girl d’you think would pick a cripple?”

“Hush!”

Mrs. Carter, very pale, rose and shut the door; but she was too late.

Daniel, suspecting the trouble in the library, had started for his

own room. The stairs were just outside the library door, however, and

he could not help hearing every word his father said. In fact, Mr.

Carter’s irate voice rang out like a trumpet. “What kind of a girl

d’you think would pick a cripple?”

Daniel, clinging to the banisters, ascended more wearily than usual.

The stairs turned at the landing, and he was out of sight when his

mother shut the door. He never used a cane in the house now. He was

well enough to get along with a heavy limp, and he made no noise as

he crossed the upper hall and went into his own room. Once there, he

locked his door, and, crossing to the window, stood staring out with

absorbed and thoughtful eyes.

The night was perfect. A young moon had set, and there seemed to

be, instead, a myriad of stars. He could discern, too, even in the

darkness, the darker profile of the hills, and, nearer at hand, the

clustering beauty of foliage, pierced here and there with the lights of

near-by houses, which shone in the darkness, without any discernible

outlines behind them, like fallen stars. The air was fragrant and soft,

with the sweetness of flowering grapes, familiar and homelike, amid all

that blended early blossoming.

He could hear soft, blurred sounds, too--the hum of insect life, the

piping of frogs, the murmur of the brook that flowed not a hundred

yards away. He stood motionless, thinking, and glad of the cool night

air on his hot cheeks and brow. He felt as if some one had dealt him a

physical blow, and his bruised flesh was still quivering under it.

“What kind of a girl d’you think would pick a cripple?”

Daniel shut his lips sharply over his clenched teeth. It wasn’t a new

idea; it wasn’t even a suggestion. He had known it all along, he told

himself, and yet the bare words were brutal. They seemed to brand him

like hot iron, to shrivel into his shrinking flesh and leave the mark

there.

“Cripple!” He remembered, in a flash, his well days--the days when he

was like other boys, before the fall which lamed him. He remembered

his own young scorn of the weakling and the maimed, the repugnance

that the physically strong often feel toward the physically disabled.

Yet there was nothing disfiguring in his trouble. He was lame, but he

was not twisted; he only halted in his walk. But, none the less, he was

a cripple.

“What kind of a girl d’you think would pick a cripple?”

Daniel stared steadily out into the night, as if the starry darkness

held the answer. One by one he saw the lights go out in the houses near

at hand. Farther off, lights still shone in the town but darkness grew

and grew. Then, far off, he detected a moving thing, saw a leap of

flame and sparks as the smoke belched from the funnel of the engine. He

could trace it coming nearer and nearer, and then he heard the clamor

of its bell at the crossing, strangely distinct at night.

He turned slowly away, lit the lamp on his table, and, going to his

desk, took out the picture of Virginia that he had stolen from the

mantel down-stairs after Fanchon’s attack upon it. He brought it to the

table, and, setting it down beside him, began to write. From time to

time, as he wrote, he glanced up at the young face in the frame, and

felt an exquisite sense of companionship. He was not alone; the picture

kept him company. The pallor of his face, too, gradually changed, and

a slight color rose in his cheeks. He took off his coat and lit his

pipe. Well into the small hours he worked steadily on a case for Judge

Jessup.

He was aware of doors shutting below, aware that sounds gradually

ceased and sleep drenched the household, but he worked on with the

passionate zeal that only an ambitious man can feel--a man who has no

other end in life but to forget himself in the fury of his toil. Yet,

all the while, the young face of Virginia bore him mute company, and

sometimes it seemed to smile upon him.

At daybreak, the fury of his thirst for work slaked, he lifted a

haggard face to the light, glanced at the picture, and stretching his

arms across the table laid his head upon them with a groan. He fell

asleep there from sheer exhaustion and was sleeping when the sun rose.

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