Thus has my first day gone. It is cold here--slushy underfoot,

snow dirty, sky dark. How different from a place we know!

There are one hundred and fifty physicians and surgeons in the

clinic, and Heaven knows how many hundred employees. No hospitals

are owned and run by the Mayos; all these are private, outside

affairs. The side tracks are filled with private cars of the

wealthy. Scores of residences, large, small, fine, and shabby are

little hospitals. The town has grown 5,000 in five years, all on

account of the Mayos, these two sons of a great country doctor who

without a college education have gathered the world's talent to

them.

I am tomorrow to be medically examined further, to the revealing

of my terrible past, my perturbed present, and pacific future. The

result of which necromancy I shall duly report. I am afraid that

they will not find that an operation will do good, if so I shall

truly despair. And if they decide for the knife, I shall go to the

guillotine like the gayest Marquis of the ancient regime. Yes, I

should do better for I have my chance, and he, poor chap, had

none.

I received your Christmas present in the spirit that sent it. I

can't say "No! No!"--for I preach mixing pleasure with business.

Things are all wrong when we don't. I will never repay you. If I

could, or did, you would receive none of the blessings that come

from giving gifts. The truth is, we knew each other years ago,

perhaps centuries ago, and you have done a good turn to an old

friend for which the old friend is glad, because it makes the tie

more binding.

I told you I would send Wells' history to you, and to it I have

added one of the greatest of human documents, William James'

Letters. I hope you love the largeness of the man, to be large and

playful and useful, I say, man, can you beat that combination? I

believe I know another beside James who meets the specifications.

And strangely enough he, too, evolved from physician to

psychologist, to philosopher.

Well, here's hoping that he and his High-Souled Partner meet with

many joys and few sorrows in 1921.

F. K. L.

XIII

LETTERS TO ELIZABETH 1919-1920

To Mrs. Ralph Ellis

[Camden, North Carolina, March, 1919]

MY DEAR ELIZABETH,--And so they call you a Bolshevik! a parlor

Bolshevik! Well, I am not surprised for your talk gives

justification for calling you almost anything, except a dull

person. When one is adventurous in mind and in speech--perfectly

willing to pioneer into all sorts of mountains and morasses--the

stay-at-homes always furnish them with purposes that they never

had and throw them into all kinds of loose company. I have

forgotten whether or no there was a Mrs. Columbus, but if the Old

Man on his return spoke an admiring word of the Indian girls he

saw on Santo Domingo you may be sure that he was at once regarded

as having outdone that Biblical hero who exclaimed, "Vanity of

Vanities, all is Vanity!," after having run his personal attachees

up into the thousand.

Yes, the very solemn truth is that adventuring is dangerous

business, and mental adventuring most dangerous of all. We forgive

those who do things that are strange, really more readily than

those who talk of doing them. People are really afraid of talk,

and rightly so, I believe. The mind that goes reaching out and up

and around and through is a disturber, it bumps into every kind of

fixed notion and takes off a chip here and there, it probes into

all sorts of mysteries and opens them to find that they are hollow

wind-bag affairs, tho' always held as holy of holies heretofore.

To think, to speculate, to wonder, to query--these imply

imagination, and the Devil has just one function in this Universe

--to destroy, to kill, or suppress or to divert or prevent the

imagination. Imagination is the Divine Spark, and old Beelzebub

has had his hands full ever since that spark was born. "As you

were," is his one military command. His diabolical energy is

challenged to its utmost when he hears the words "Forward March!"

There is not much--ANYTHING--of beauty or nobility or achievement

in the world that he has not fought, and all of it has been the

fruit of imagination, the working of the creative mind. You see I

come very near to believing in that old personal Devil which my

Presbyterian father saw so vividly, and which our friend Wells has

recently discovered, Satan is smart, and that is a very dreadful

thing to be, I never like to hear the Yankee called smart, it is a

term of reproach. I don't like to think of a Smart Set. And my

refuge is in the knowledge that there is just one thing that

destroys smartness and that is, to put it in a very high-sounding

word, Nobility. There is the test we can all put to ourselves--and

it really is conscience and ethics and religion all in one--is the

idea smart or is it noble? I'd take my chances of going to Heaven

on the conformity of conduct to that criterion.

But all this seems a far way from Parlor Bolshevism--yet it is

not so far. For it all comes down to this. The Lord he prompts us

to think and to advance, and the Devil he urges us to be smart, to

switch our thinkings, our very right thinkings, our progressive

impulses, to side tracks that will serve his ends.

And that is just what is happening to a lot of the finest minds.

Men and women who see clearly that things are wrong, who have

enough insight and knowledge to get a glimpse into the unnecessary

suffering of the world and who mentally come down with a slap-bang

declaration that this must stop, are allowing themselves to be

called by a name that history will execrate, and to smooth over

and palliate and defend things that are bad, out of which good

will not come.

You have no love for Czarism any more than you have for Kaiserism.

You do not care to make the world righteous by dictatorship,

because you know that it is not growth or the basis of growth, but

the foundation of hate. Now the very cornerstone of Bolshevism is

smartness--the get-even spirit. Because the Czars and the Dukes

have oppressed the poor, because when this land was divided among

the serfs the division was not what it pretended to be, and

because the German business managers of Russian industry made

wages and conditions that were brutal and brutalizing, the

peasants and workmen have said, "Let us have done with the whole

crew, and take all land and industry into our own hands, killing

those who were our masters under the old economic system. Let us

turn the whole world topsy-turvy in a night, and bring all down to

where we are. In our aspiration for Beauty, let us kill what has

been created. In our hunt for Justice, let us disregard fair

dealing. In our purpose to level down, let us do it with the knife

ruthlessly and logically," Thus disregarding the teachings of

time, that men are not the creatures of logic, of passionless or

passionate theses, but are the expression of an unfaltering

Spirit. Whenever men have been the victims of logicalness they

have been wrong. For instance, read the story of the Inquisition.

They saw what they wanted clearly, those old Fathers of the

Church. They knew their objective, which was to save men's souls.

And they thought they knew the way. Logic told them that those who

preached heresies were bringing men's eternal souls to everlasting

hell fire. And they set about to stop the preaching. Had I

believed as they did, I doubtless would have done as they did. But

to be infallibly right is to be hopelessly smart. Thus it is with

all who take a paper system and apply it to that strange thing

called Life.

This is the defect of the Intellectuals, the "parlor" Bolsheviks.

(Better by far be an outdoor Bolshevik, a Red Guard, if you

please, one who is in and of the fighting, who acts, who lives the

theory!) They do not think in terms of human nature, of natural

progress, of real facts. They say, "all men are born free and

equal," and at once conclude that the stable boy can step from the

stable door to the management of a factory or into the

legislature. Now experience teaches that this is a most dangerous

experiment, both for stable boy and society. The true philosophy

of Democracy teaches that the stable boy shall have, through

school and the step-ladder of free institutions, the chance to

rise to the management of industry or the leadership of the

Senate. That is why the foundation of Democracy is political. For

out of political freedom will come social and economic freedom.

That is why I favor woman suffrage, it gives women a chance to

grow, to think along new lines and grow into new capacities.

To feel acutely that things are badly ordered, and to feel that

you know what opportunities men and women and boys and girls

should have, is not a program of salvation, it is only the impulse

toward finding one. Why then, because we do feel so, should we

harness ourselves to a word that implies methods that we would not

countenance, and give character to a movement that is at absolute

defiance with America's spirit and purpose? There is danger, grave

danger, in doing this. For we can upset our own apple-cart very

easily these days. I have no more of this world's goods than the

humblest workingman. No man is poorer than I am, measured by bank

account standards. The education that I have, I fought for.

Therefore I do not speak for a class. To defend the methods by

which some men have made their money is not at all to my fancy. I

see as clearly, I think, as one can, the necessity for the strong

arm of society asserting itself, thrusting itself in where it has

not been supposed to have any business. Yet I know that a

Bolshevik movement, a capturing of what others have gained under

the system which has obtained, and the brutal satisfaction of

"getting even with the wage-masters" and making them feel to the

depths of their souls and in the pain of their flesh every

humiliation and torture, will permanently set nothing right.

America is fair play. Is it a failure? Have you tried it long

enough to know that it will not serve the world, as you think the

world should be served? Is there any experiment that we cannot

make? Are our hands tied? True, our feet may lag, our eyes may not

see far ahead, but who should say that for this reason man should

throw aside all the firmness and strength and solidity of order,

forget all that he has passed through, and start afresh from the

bottom rung of the ladder--from the muck of the primitive brute?

There are things that we would not hold, that we think unworthy of

our philosophy, that must be changed or else our sympathies and

abiding hopes will be forever offended. And this would be to live

right on under the pointing finger of shame. So we know it cannot

last, this thing that offends, the badness and brutality of

injustice, of unfairness to the weak, their inability to get a

squarer chance.

Yet this does not compel us to forsake the hopeful thing we have,

for which all men have striven, these centuries through. Must we

confess that revolution is still necessary? Are we no further

ahead for all that Pym and Hampden and Sam Adams and Washington

and all the rest of the glorified ones have done? This land is

truly a land of promise because it may be a land of fulfilment. It

shows the way by which without murder and robbery and class hatred

and the burning up of what has been, men may go right on making

experiments, and failing, making others and failing, and learning

something all the time.

So, I'm for America, because, if nationalization of land and

industry are wise experiments to make, no one can stop us from

making them, if partial nationalization of either, or both,

appeals to us as something that will right manifest wrongs, we can

try that solution. And to cry quits on the best that civilization

has done, because all that is wished for may not be realized or

realizable today, is to lose perspective and balance, and jump out

the window because the stairs go round and round.

There is really no use, and therefore no sanity, in being too gay

or too grave over this old world of ours. That smart Devil, who is

for the static life, is just now particularly active in his

favorite old line of propaganda. He knows that the fruit of the

tree will bring the millennium. Eat it and you will be happy. He

knows the short cuts to freedom and justice. He knows that the

curses that are promised for the breaking of the laws of the hunt

will be turned into songs. So he is urging and urging, telling

you, with your imagination and sensitiveness, that all is so bad

that it is best to take the great risk, telling the poor sightless

ones that their very primitive feelings and powers are the only

safe guides, their last ultimate reliance and hope. And out of

despair comes the bitter fruit we find in Russia, where they have

wrought what they call an economic revolution, but have in fact

produced nothing, for chaos is nothing. The wise Tinker who wrote

of the Pilgrim's Progress was too true a Christian Scientist, a

Christian and a Scientist, if you please, to picture his hero

reaching the gate of gold by adopting Despair as his guide.

Progress means the discovery of the capable. They are our natural

masters. They lead because they have the right. And everything

done to keep them from rising is a blow to what we call

civilization. Bolshevism is the supremacy of the least capable who

have the most power, most physical power. The thing Democracy will

do is to breed capacity, give capacity its "show." The premiums,

the distinctions, must go to capacity to promote it, to bring it

forth, to make it grow, to be its sunshine. A chance at the

sunshine, that's the motto. Sincerely yours,

FRANKLIN K. LANE

Washington, 20 [March, 1919]

You said, you will remember, that you did not mind such

unconventional things as penciled letters--so here goes, Mrs.

Radium.

This is to be a conventional letter, too, one of the bread and

butter variety, the quail and dove, pigeon pie, creamed macaroni

variety, for all of which much thanks, likewise for much

stimulating talk, your help in planting my garden, many motor

flights through brown woods, and some most charming company,

including a man named Ellis and his celebrated son, the pigeon

shooter.

We left you in the best possible hands, a lion and lioness

[Footnote: Mr. and Mrs. John Galsworthy.] who through long years

of civilized captivity came tamely to your bars to be tickled and

patted, and, no doubt, when properly fed, purred back. If I were

you, I would loot their typewriter. Therein are the secrets of the

British government, copies of all unknown treaties, plans for the

extermination of Bolsheviki generally and the female kind in

particular; likewise, therein you will find, narrated with

particularity, the details of all loose conversations had with

hotel clerks, commercial travelers, teachers, chauffeurs, and

others of the illuminati, in which "impressions" are given to

foreign authors hunting for "copy." Mr. George Creel has these

aforesaid gents of the illuminati staked out, so to speak, for

this very purpose. Your dear friend Vera, the political Vamp, is

no doubt conducting these sweet Innocents abroad, tho' not in

person of course, being much too crafty and cunning for that. She

has directed them by the wireless magic of her mind to Horsebranch

on the Hill, there to discover a radiating and luminous Lady,

hidden in the pine woods, who will reveal among other things the

following: (1) The nature of Woodrow Wilson's personal character;

(2) The full reasons for his conduct; (3) His occult international

designs; (4) How he purposes to free Ireland; (5) The value of

being House-broken; (6) The real name of the Man in the Iron Mask.

And much, much more--for she is a well, a fountain, a geyser, a

Niagara, reversed, of information, misinformation, knowledge,

ignorance, modesty, audacity, in captivating breeches or in modest

demure caps or in flowing evening robe. Wise Vera, wise Creel--

they know their business! The English snooper, with typewriter in

hand, will have a generous swig of the Scotch whiskey of the

vintage of '56, and his tied tongue will loosen, a confiding and

tender and sympathetic hand will softly clasp his, and the Dark

Flower will open to the world--rather mixed that figure! eh, what?

Now, of course, this is not what I took my pen in hand to write,

not at all. I had intended after the formalities had been duly

observed to tell you a few words about my wife. Excellent woman,

that! But very jealous! very! No sense of her own place! Unwilling

to subordinate herself. Since she "came into my life" she has

walked around in it and otherwise behaved familiarly and at home.

Never, never I beg of you, permit anyone to come into your life.

It decidedly makes for clutter and disturbance. However, as I was

saying, she is an excellent woman and has been to the Doctor who

says that she has suffered much. (Charge for same $10.) As he

wishes to make the same charge for many days the excellent wife

will not go to Charleston but remain here, that the charge may

lawfully be imposed. (This is where the Christian Scientists are

more Scientific for they could make the charge in absentia.)

However and notwithstanding, the Peace Conference still lives. By

wireless I have the news that Lloyd George is still doing

politics, that Orlando is Fiuming (give that one to the

Englisher), that Colonel House has not told all he knows to

Lansing, and that Henry White dined last night with a Duchess who

held his hand four minutes while telling him terrible things.

But this is too frivolous altogether for a statesman to be writing

to one whose mind is interested only in serious things! I can see

her steady, cold, stern eye of reproach. "And this to me," she

says, "And 'twere not for thy hoary beard, etc., etc."

I tell you frankly, tho' you may not believe it, that I am not

entirely in a sober mood. Yesterday I planted bulbs with a lady

who was not bulbous. The day before I shot pigeons for a lark. And

I am boastful! fair boastful, my Lady! My secretary and my

confidential clerk and my many dark-hued messengers are solemnly

impressed with my prowess with gun and spade. The truth shall not

be heard in the land. I am my own talebearer and my own censor. I

know more about agriculture than the Secretary of Agriculture, and

I know more of Labor than the Secretary of the same. And for this,

this glorious bursting into fruitfulness at so advanced an age--

you and your good man are responsible and to be credited in the

Golden Book in which is written, What the Plain People Do for Each

Other.

Thanking you for the Bread and Butter, believe me yours for Life,

Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness.

F. K L.

Washington, Saturday, [January 19, 1980]

I am clothed in sackcloth and sitting in ashes. My head is bowed

in humility and I am beating my breast in contrition. There is no

joy in my face and my eyes look downward. Truly I am full of

regret. Did she not write long, joyous, inquiring, curious,

inviting pages to me? and I have not answered! And now will she

ever make her face to shine upon me and give me peace?

I would fly to her--yes, fly to her in monoplane, biplane, or

triplane--but many things deter me. A wife, who is busy with the

Gods of the Elder Days; a daughter, who is busy with the God of

the present day--to wit, a young man named Philip, surnamed

Kauffmann, son of "The Star" six feet two in stockings or

otherwise, late of His Majesty's Navy, Princeton, Football, etc.,

etc. The marriage is to be tied in April, God willing, Nancy

ordering, Philip consenting, Father paying.

As if this were not enough to hinder, the desk must be cleared for

exit--the office desk; for the place that knew me through seven

long years of trouble, anxiety, insult, joy, humiliation,

satisfaction, achievement, companionship, hope, shall soon know me

no more, forever.

Verily, I say unto you, that if ever mortal man or mortal mind

needed rest, recreation, recuperation, and other alliterative

things, that same man is now writing to the Lady Elizabeth Ellis,

of Terraced Garden, in Camden, by the Wateree. And he is writing

without hope that he will see the Lady and her Lord and the

Princeling, for moons and moons. This is a sad, sad word for him

to write. But the whole world is skew-jee, awry, distorted and

altogether perverse. The President is broken in body, and

obstinate in spirit. Clemenceau is beaten for an office he did not

want. Einstein has declared the law of gravitation outgrown and

decadent. Drink, consoling friend of a Perturbed World, is shut

off; and all goes merry as a dance in hell!

Oh God, I pray, give me peace and a quiet chop. I do not ask for

power, nor for fame, nor yet for wealth. Lift me on the magic

carpet of the Infinite Wish and lay me down on a grassy slope,

looking out on a quiet sunny sea, and make me to dream that men

are gentle and women reasonable. And forgive us our trespasses,

Amen!

And again I pray--Give me patience. Let me not ask for today what

may not come until tomorrow. Let mine eyes not be filled with

visions of things as they would be in a world wherein men were

Gods. Let mine ears be closed to Siren calls which lure to the

rocks. Stiffen my soul to make the climb. Keep from my heart

cynical despair. Make my mouth to speak slow words, and curb my

tongue that it may not outrun the Wisdom taught by the years. Give

surety to my steps, O Lord, and lead me by the hand for I know not

the way.

Your telegram lures as your letter did. But such pleasures are not

for us, because of our sins. "And those that are GOOD shall be

happy!"

Work. Work. Work. It is the order of the One Supreme. It keeps us

from being foolish, and doing as fools do. It is needed for the

mastery of a world that has its Destiny written, as surely as

we have ours. It is a chain and a pair of wings; it binds and it

releases. It is the master of the creature and the tool of the

Creator. It is hell, and it lifts us out of hell into heaven. It

was not known in Paradise, but there could be no Paradise without

it. A curse and a Savior! Our life-term sentence and the one plan

of salvation! Work for the weary, the wasted, and the worn. Work--

for the joyous, the hopeful, the serene. Work--for the benevolent

and the malevolent, the just and the cruel, the thoughtful and the

unheeding. Work--for things that life needs, for things that are

illusions, for dead-sea fruit, for ashes; and work for a look at

the stars, for the sense of things made happier for many men, for

the lifting of loads from tired backs, for the smile of a tender

girl, for the soft touch of a grateful mother, for the promise it

brings to the boy of one's hopes.

Work! Why work? It is the order of the One Supreme.

So saying, at one o'clock of Sunday morning, he lifted up his hand

and waved three times to the Southward--once for the Lady of the

Troubled Heart, who flirts with the Angel of Destruction, thinking

he may turn out to be a God, and once for the Lord of the Lady,

serenely fatalistic, and the third, and this a very big one, for

the Princeling who is making a manly battle, cheerfully,

confidently. The Friend of the Three.

F. K L.

Washington, [February 5, 1920]

And so, again the Boy has been attacked by a strange enemy, and

you are fighting. That is what you have been doing for years,

fighting for that bit of life you love more than your own self.

You did not think you could do it when you were a girl, did you?

You have wondered at yourself many, many times. And wondered at

the Fate which brought this long challenge to you. But it has been

a splendid fight, hasn't it? A glorious fight against odds. There

has been no justice in it. No justice, and our souls do so want

justice, an even chance, something in front of us that we can see

and know and fight. God knows why such tortures come to some,

while others sail on such smooth seas. Can it be that there is no

soul excepting the one we make for ourselves by fighting? Are

those really blest who have such challenges given to their

spirits? Or is this all by way of excusing God, or Nature, for the

unexplainable?

There is no way to make the fight excepting to believe that the

fight is the thing--the one, only, greatest thing. (To deny this

is to leave all in a welter, and drift into purposeless cynicism,

--blackness.) To determine that this is the way, the truth, and the

life, is to get serenity. Then the winds may howl and the seas

roll, but there can be no wreck.

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