"No, I had father and mother to help me, the dear babies to comfort me,

and the thought that you and Amy were safe and happy, to make the

troubles here easier to bear. I _am_ lonely, sometimes, but I dare say

it's good for me, and--"

"You never shall be again," broke in Laurie, putting his arm about her,

as if to fence out every human ill. "Amy and I can't get on without

you, so you must come and teach 'the children' to keep house, and go

halves in everything, just as we used to do, and let us pet you, and all

be blissfully happy and friendly together."

"If I shouldn't be in the way, it would be very pleasant. I begin to

feel quite young already; for, somehow, all my troubles seemed to fly

away when you came. You always were a comfort, Teddy;" and Jo leaned her

head on his shoulder, just as she did years ago, when Beth lay ill, and

Laurie told her to hold on to him.

He looked down at her, wondering if she remembered the time, but Jo was

smiling to herself, as if, in truth, her troubles _had_ all vanished at

his coming.

"You are the same Jo still, dropping tears about one minute, and

laughing the next. You look a little wicked now; what is it, grandma?"

"I was wondering how you and Amy get on together."

"Like angels!"

"Yes, of course, at first; but which rules?"

"I don't mind telling you that she does, now; at least I let her think

so,--it pleases her, you know. By and by we shall take turns, for

marriage, they say, halves one's rights and doubles one's duties."

"You'll go on as you begin, and Amy will rule you all the days of your

life."

"Well, she does it so imperceptibly that I don't think I shall mind

much. She is the sort of woman who knows how to rule well; in fact, I

rather like it, for she winds one round her finger as softly and

prettily as a skein of silk, and makes you feel as if she was doing you

a favor all the while."

"That ever I should live to see you a henpecked husband and enjoying

it!" cried Jo, with uplifted hands.

It was good to see Laurie square his shoulders, and smile with masculine

scorn at that insinuation, as he replied, with his "high and mighty"

air,--

"Amy is too well-bred for that, and I am not the sort of man to submit

to it. My wife and I respect ourselves and one another too much ever to

tyrannize or quarrel."

Jo liked that, and thought the new dignity very becoming, but the boy

seemed changing very fast into the man, and regret mingled with her

pleasure.

"I am sure of that; Amy and you never did quarrel as we used to. She is

the sun and I the wind, in the fable, and the sun managed the man best,

you remember."

"She can blow him up as well as shine on him," laughed Laurie. "Such a

lecture as I got at Nice! I give you my word it was a deal worse than

any of your scoldings,--a regular rouser. I'll tell you all about it

sometime,--_she_ never will, because, after telling me that she despised

and was ashamed of me, she lost her heart to the despicable party and

married the good-for-nothing."

"What baseness! Well, if she abuses you, come to me, and I'll defend

you."

"I look as if I needed it, don't I?" said Laurie, getting up and

striking an attitude which suddenly changed from the imposing to the

rapturous, as Amy's voice was heard calling,--

"Where is she? Where's my dear old Jo?"

In trooped the whole family, and every one was hugged and kissed all

over again, and, after several vain attempts, the three wanderers were

set down to be looked at and exulted over. Mr. Laurence, hale and hearty

as ever, was quite as much improved as the others by his foreign tour,

for the crustiness seemed to be nearly gone, and the old-fashioned

courtliness had received a polish which made it kindlier than ever. It

was good to see him beam at "my children," as he called the young pair;

it was better still to see Amy pay him the daughterly duty and affection

which completely won his old heart; and best of all, to watch Laurie

revolve about the two, as if never tired of enjoying the pretty picture

they made.

The minute she put her eyes upon Amy, Meg became conscious that her own

dress hadn't a Parisian air, that young Mrs. Moffat would be entirely

eclipsed by young Mrs. Laurence, and that "her ladyship" was altogether

a most elegant and graceful woman. Jo thought, as she watched the pair,

"How well they look together! I was right, and Laurie has found the

beautiful, accomplished girl who will become his home better than clumsy

old Jo, and be a pride, not a torment to him." Mrs. March and her

husband smiled and nodded at each other with happy faces, for they saw

that their youngest had done well, not only in worldly things, but the

better wealth of love, confidence, and happiness.

For Amy's face was full of the soft brightness which betokens a peaceful

heart, her voice had a new tenderness in it, and the cool, prim carriage

was changed to a gentle dignity, both womanly and winning. No little

affectations marred it, and the cordial sweetness of her manner was more

charming than the new beauty or the old grace, for it stamped her at

once with the unmistakable sign of the true gentlewoman she had hoped to

become.

"Love has done much for our little girl," said her mother softly.

"She has had a good example before her all her life, my dear," Mr. March

whispered back, with a loving look at the worn face and gray head beside

him.

Daisy found it impossible to keep her eyes off her "pitty aunty," but

attached herself like a lap-dog to the wonderful châtelaine full of

delightful charms. Demi paused to consider the new relationship before

he compromised himself by the rash acceptance of a bribe, which took the

tempting form of a family of wooden bears from Berne. A flank movement

produced an unconditional surrender, however, for Laurie knew where to

have him.

"Young man, when I first had the honor of making your acquaintance you

hit me in the face: now I demand the satisfaction of a gentleman;" and

with that the tall uncle proceeded to toss and tousle the small nephew

in a way that damaged his philosophical dignity as much as it delighted

his boyish soul.

[Illustration: The tall uncle proceeded to toss and tousle the small

nephew]

"Blest if she ain't in silk from head to foot? Ain't it a relishin'

sight to see her settin' there as fine as a fiddle, and hear folks

calling little Amy, Mis. Laurence?" muttered old Hannah, who could not

resist frequent "peeks" through the slide as she set the table in a most

decidedly promiscuous manner.

Mercy on us, how they did talk! first one, then the other, then all

burst out together, trying to tell the history of three years in half an

hour. It was fortunate that tea was at hand, to produce a lull and

provide refreshment, for they would have been hoarse and faint if they

had gone on much longer. Such a happy procession as filed away into the

little dining-room! Mr. March proudly escorted "Mrs. Laurence;" Mrs.

March as proudly leaned on the arm of "my son;" the old gentleman took

Jo, with a whispered "You must be my girl now," and a glance at the

empty corner by the fire, that made Jo whisper back, with trembling

lips, "I'll try to fill her place, sir."

The twins pranced behind, feeling that the millennium was at hand, for

every one was so busy with the new-comers that they were left to revel

at their own sweet will, and you may be sure they made the most of the

opportunity. Didn't they steal sips of tea, stuff gingerbread _ab

libitum_, get a hot biscuit apiece, and, as a crowning trespass, didn't

they each whisk a captivating little tart into their tiny pockets, there

to stick and crumble treacherously, teaching them that both human nature

and pastry are frail? Burdened with the guilty consciousness of the

sequestered tarts, and fearing that Dodo's sharp eyes would pierce the

thin disguise of cambric and merino which hid their booty, the little

sinners attached themselves to "Dranpa," who hadn't his spectacles on.

Amy, who was handed about like refreshments, returned to the parlor on

Father Laurence's arm; the others paired off as before, and this

arrangement left Jo companionless. She did not mind it at the minute,

for she lingered to answer Hannah's eager inquiry,--

"Will Miss Amy ride in her coop (_coupé_), and use all them lovely

silver dishes that's stored away over yander?"

"Shouldn't wonder if she drove six white horses, ate off gold plate, and

wore diamonds and point-lace every day. Teddy thinks nothing too good

for her," returned Jo with infinite satisfaction.

"No more there is! Will you have hash or fish-balls for breakfast?"

asked Hannah, who wisely mingled poetry and prose.

"I don't care;" and Jo shut the door, feeling that food was an

uncongenial topic just then. She stood a minute looking at the party

vanishing above, and, as Demi's short plaid legs toiled up the last

stair, a sudden sense of loneliness came over her so strongly that she

looked about her with dim eyes, as if to find something to lean upon,

for even Teddy had deserted her. If she had known what birthday gift was

coming every minute nearer and nearer, she would not have said to

herself, "I'll weep a little weep when I go to bed; it won't do to be

dismal now." Then she drew her hand over her eyes,--for one of her

boyish habits was never to know where her handkerchief was,--and had

just managed to call up a smile when there came a knock at the

porch-door.

She opened it with hospitable haste, and started as if another ghost had

come to surprise her; for there stood a tall, bearded gentleman, beaming

on her from the darkness like a midnight sun.

"O Mr. Bhaer, I _am_ so glad to see you!" cried Jo, with a clutch, as if

she feared the night would swallow him up before she could get him in.

[Illustration: O Mr. Bhaer, I am so glad to see you]

"And I to see Miss Marsch,--but no, you haf a party--" and the Professor

paused as the sound of voices and the tap of dancing feet came down to

them.

"No, we haven't, only the family. My sister and friends have just come

home, and we are all very happy. Come in, and make one of us."

Though a very social man, I think Mr. Bhaer would have gone decorously

away, and come again another day; but how could he, when Jo shut the

door behind him, and bereft him of his hat? Perhaps her face had

something to do with it, for she forgot to hide her joy at seeing him,

and showed it with a frankness that proved irresistible to the solitary

man, whose welcome far exceeded his boldest hopes.

"If I shall not be Monsieur de Trop, I will so gladly see them all. You

haf been ill, my friend?"

He put the question abruptly, for, as Jo hung up his coat, the light

fell on her face, and he saw a change in it.

"Not ill, but tired and sorrowful. We have had trouble since I saw you

last."

"Ah, yes, I know. My heart was sore for you when I heard that;" and he

shook hands again, with such a sympathetic face that Jo felt as if no

comfort could equal the look of the kind eyes, the grasp of the big,

warm hand.

"Father, mother, this is my friend, Professor Bhaer," she said, with a

face and tone of such irrepressible pride and pleasure that she might as

well have blown a trumpet and opened the door with a flourish.

If the stranger had had any doubts about his reception, they were set at

rest in a minute by the cordial welcome he received. Every one greeted

him kindly, for Jo's sake at first, but very soon they liked him for his

own. They could not help it, for he carried the talisman that opens all

hearts, and these simple people warmed to him at once, feeling even the

more friendly because he was poor; for poverty enriches those who live

above it, and is a sure passport to truly hospitable spirits. Mr. Bhaer

sat looking about him with the air of a traveller who knocks at a

strange door, and, when it opens, finds himself at home. The children

went to him like bees to a honey-pot; and, establishing themselves on

each knee, proceeded to captivate him by rifling his pockets, pulling

his beard, and investigating his watch, with juvenile audacity. The

women telegraphed their approval to one another, and Mr. March, feeling

that he had got a kindred spirit, opened his choicest stores for his

guest's benefit, while silent John listened and enjoyed the talk, but

said not a word, and Mr. Laurence found it impossible to go to sleep.

If Jo had not been otherwise engaged, Laurie's behavior would have

amused her; for a faint twinge, not of jealousy, but something like

suspicion, caused that gentleman to stand aloof at first, and observe

the new-comer with brotherly circumspection. But it did not last long.

He got interested in spite of himself, and, before he knew it, was drawn

into the circle; for Mr. Bhaer talked well in this genial atmosphere,

and did himself justice. He seldom spoke to Laurie, but he looked at him

often, and a shadow would pass across his face, as if regretting his own

lost youth, as he watched the young man in his prime. Then his eye would

turn to Jo so wistfully that she would have surely answered the mute

inquiry if she had seen it; but Jo had her own eyes to take care of,

and, feeling that they could not be trusted, she prudently kept them on

the little sock she was knitting, like a model maiden aunt.

A stealthy glance now and then refreshed her like sips of fresh water

after a dusty walk, for the sidelong peeps showed her several propitious

omens. Mr. Bhaer's face had lost the absent-minded expression, and

looked all alive with interest in the present moment, actually young and

handsome, she thought, forgetting to compare him with Laurie, as she

usually did strange men, to their great detriment. Then he seemed quite

inspired, though the burial customs of the ancients, to which the

conversation had strayed, might not be considered an exhilarating topic.

Jo quite glowed with triumph when Teddy got quenched in an argument, and

thought to herself, as she watched her father's absorbed face, "How he

would enjoy having such a man as my Professor to talk with every day!"

Lastly, Mr. Bhaer was dressed in a new suit of black, which made him

look more like a gentleman than ever. His bushy hair had been cut and

smoothly brushed, but didn't stay in order long, for, in exciting

moments, he rumpled it up in the droll way he used to do; and Jo liked

it rampantly erect better than flat, because she thought it gave his

fine forehead a Jove-like aspect. Poor Jo, how she did glorify that

plain man, as she sat knitting away so quietly, yet letting nothing

escape her, not even the fact that Mr. Bhaer actually had gold

sleeve-buttons in his immaculate wristbands!

"Dear old fellow! He couldn't have got himself up with more care if he'd

been going a-wooing," said Jo to herself; and then a sudden thought,

born of the words, made her blush so dreadfully that she had to drop her

ball, and go down after it to hide her face.

The manœuvre did not succeed as well as she expected, however; for,

though just in the act of setting fire to a funeral-pile, the Professor

dropped his torch, metaphorically speaking, and made a dive after the

little blue ball. Of course they bumped their heads smartly together,

saw stars, and both came up flushed and laughing, without the ball, to

resume their seats, wishing they had not left them.

Nobody knew where the evening went to; for Hannah skilfully abstracted

the babies at an early hour, nodding like two rosy poppies, and Mr.

Laurence went home to rest. The others sat round the fire, talking

away, utterly regardless of the lapse of time, till Meg, whose maternal

mind was impressed with a firm conviction that Daisy had tumbled out of

bed, and Demi set his night-gown afire studying the structure of

matches, made a move to go.

"We must have our sing, in the good old way, for we are all together

again once more," said Jo, feeling that a good shout would be a safe and

pleasant vent for the jubilant emotions of her soul.

They were not _all_ there. But no one found the words thoughtless or

untrue; for Beth still seemed among them, a peaceful presence,

invisible, but dearer than ever, since death could not break the

household league that love made indissoluble. The little chair stood in

its old place; the tidy basket, with the bit of work she left unfinished

when the needle grew "so heavy," was still on its accustomed shelf; the

beloved instrument, seldom touched now, had not been moved; and above it

Beth's face, serene and smiling, as in the early days, looked down upon

them, seeming to say, "Be happy. I am here."

"Play something, Amy. Let them hear how much you have improved," said

Laurie, with pardonable pride in his promising pupil.

But Amy whispered, with full eyes, as she twirled the faded stool,--

"Not to-night, dear. I can't show off to-night."

But she did show something better than brilliancy or skill; for she sung

Beth's songs with a tender music in her voice which the best master

could not have taught, and touched the listeners' hearts with a sweeter

power than any other inspiration could have given her. The room was very

still, when the clear voice failed suddenly at the last line of Beth's

favorite hymn. It was hard to say,--

"Earth hath no sorrow that heaven cannot heal;"

and Amy leaned against her husband, who stood behind her, feeling that

her welcome home was not quite perfect without Beth's kiss.

"Now, we must finish with Mignon's song; for Mr. Bhaer sings that," said

Jo, before the pause grew painful. And Mr. Bhaer cleared his throat with

a gratified "Hem!" as he stepped into the corner where Jo stood,

saying,--

"You will sing with me? We go excellently well together."

A pleasing fiction, by the way; for Jo had no more idea of music than a

grasshopper. But she would have consented if he had proposed to sing a

whole opera, and warbled away, blissfully regardless of time and tune.

It didn't much matter; for Mr. Bhaer sang like a true German, heartily

and well; and Jo soon subsided into a subdued hum, that she might listen

to the mellow voice that seemed to sing for her alone.

[Illustration: Mr. Bhaer sang heartily]

"Know'st thou the land where the citron blooms,"

used to be the Professor's favorite line, for "das land" meant Germany

to him; but now he seemed to dwell, with peculiar warmth and melody,

upon the words,--

"There, oh there, might I with thee,

O my beloved, go!"

and one listener was so thrilled by the tender invitation that she

longed to say she did know the land, and would joyfully depart thither

whenever he liked.

The song was considered a great success, and the singer retired covered

with laurels. But a few minutes afterward, he forgot his manners

entirely, and stared at Amy putting on her bonnet; for she had been

introduced simply as "my sister," and no one had called her by her new

name since he came. He forgot himself still further when Laurie said, in

his most gracious manner, at parting,--

"My wife and I are very glad to meet you, sir. Please remember that

there is always a welcome waiting for you over the way."

Then the Professor thanked him so heartily, and looked so suddenly

illuminated with satisfaction, that Laurie thought him the most

delightfully demonstrative old fellow he ever met.

"I too shall go; but I shall gladly come again, if you will gif me

leave, dear madame, for a little business in the city will keep me here

some days."

He spoke to Mrs. March, but he looked at Jo; and the mother's voice gave

as cordial an assent as did the daughter's eyes; for Mrs. March was not

so blind to her children's interest as Mrs. Moffat supposed.

"I suspect that is a wise man," remarked Mr. March, with placid

satisfaction, from the hearth-rug, after the last guest had gone.

"I know he is a good one," added Mrs. March, with decided approval, as

she wound up the clock.

"I thought you'd like him," was all Jo said, as she slipped away to her

bed.

She wondered what the business was that brought Mr. Bhaer to the city,

and finally decided that he had been appointed to some great honor,

somewhere, but had been too modest to mention the fact. If she had seen

his face when, safe in his own room, he looked at the picture of a

severe and rigid young lady, with a good deal of hair, who appeared to

be gazing darkly into futurity, it might have thrown some light upon the

subject, especially when he turned off the gas, and kissed the picture

in the dark.

[Illustration: Mrs. Laurence sitting in her mother's lap]

XLIV.

MY LORD AND LADY.

"Please, Madam Mother, could you lend me my wife for half an hour? The

luggage has come, and I've been making hay of Amy's Paris finery, trying

to find some things I want," said Laurie, coming in the next day to find

Mrs. Laurence sitting in her mother's lap, as if being made "the baby"

again.

"Certainly. Go, dear; I forget that you have any home but this," and

Mrs. March pressed the white hand that wore the wedding-ring, as if

asking pardon for her maternal covetousness.

"I shouldn't have come over if I could have helped it; but I can't get

on without my little woman any more than a--"

"Weathercock can without wind," suggested Jo, as he paused for a simile;

Jo had grown quite her own saucy self again since Teddy came home.

"Exactly; for Amy keeps me pointing due west most of the time, with only

an occasional whiffle round to the south, and I haven't had an easterly

spell since I was married; don't know anything about the north, but am

altogether salubrious and balmy, hey, my lady?"

"Lovely weather so far; I don't know how long it will last, but I'm not

afraid of storms, for I'm learning how to sail my ship. Come home, dear,

and I'll find your bootjack; I suppose that's what you are rummaging

after among my things. Men are _so_ helpless, mother," said Amy, with a

matronly air, which delighted her husband.

"What are you going to do with yourselves after you get settled?" asked

Jo, buttoning Amy's cloak as she used to button her pinafores.

"We have our plans; we don't mean to say much about them yet, because we

are such very new brooms, but we don't intend to be idle. I'm going into

business with a devotion that shall delight grandfather, and prove to

him that I'm not spoilt. I need something of the sort to keep me steady.

I'm tired of dawdling, and mean to work like a man."

"And Amy, what is she going to do?" asked Mrs. March, well pleased at

Laurie's decision, and the energy with which he spoke.

"After doing the civil all round, and airing our best bonnet, we shall

astonish you by the elegant hospitalities of our mansion, the brilliant

society we shall draw about us, and the beneficial influence we shall

exert over the world at large. That's about it, isn't it, Madame

Récamier?" asked Laurie, with a quizzical look at Amy.

"Time will show. Come away, Impertinence, and don't shock my family by

calling me names before their faces," answered Amy, resolving that there

should be a home with a good wife in it before she set up a _salon_ as a

queen of society.

"How happy those children seem together!" observed Mr. March, finding it

difficult to become absorbed in his Aristotle after the young couple had

gone.

"Yes, and I think it will last," added Mrs. March, with the restful

expression of a pilot who has brought a ship safely into port.

"I know it will. Happy Amy!" and Jo sighed, then smiled brightly as

Professor Bhaer opened the gate with an impatient push.

Later in the evening, when his mind had been set at rest about the

bootjack, Laurie said suddenly to his wife, who was flitting about,

arranging her new art treasures,--

"Mrs. Laurence."

"My lord!"

"That man intends to marry our Jo!"

"I hope so; don't you, dear?"

"Well, my love, I consider him a trump, in the fullest sense of that

expressive word, but I do wish he was a little younger and a good deal

richer."

"Now, Laurie, don't be too fastidious and worldly-minded. If they love

one another it doesn't matter a particle how old they are nor how poor.

Women _never_ should marry for money--" Amy caught herself up short as

the words escaped her, and looked at her husband, who replied, with

malicious gravity,--

"Certainly not, though you do hear charming girls say that they intend

to do it sometimes. If my memory serves me, you once thought it your

duty to make a rich match; that accounts, perhaps, for your marrying a

good-for-nothing like me."

"O my dearest boy, don't, don't say that! I forgot you were rich when I

said 'Yes.' I'd have married you if you hadn't a penny, and I sometimes

wish you _were_ poor that I might show how much I love you;" and Amy,

who was very dignified in public and very fond in private, gave

convincing proofs of the truth of her words.

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