CHAPTER XIII.

THE TONGUES OF ANGELS.

“When by suffering thou hast learned not to suffer--by passion learned

calmness;

Then shalt thou know what I am to thee--then shalt thou be

A clean mirror where I am reflected--a face with a splendor which

burns not!

Past all pain, seeing Me thou shalt know Me--the Strength and the

Truth of Thyself.”

--_Voltairine DeCleyre._

Being may be called the poorest, but it is at the same time the most

marvelous concept of our whole mind. It is the _sine qua non_ of all

we are, we see, we hear, we apprehend and comprehend. It is not our

body, nor our breath, nor our life, nor our heart, nor what is most

difficult to give up--our mind and intellect. It is simply that in

which all these reside--that, in fact, in which we move and have our

being.

--_F. Max Müller._

The truth of being and the truth of knowing are one.

--_Bacon._

Cartice and Chrissalyn permitted the Joys to join them in their

investigations at certain times, but for the most part they pursued

their study of psychic life alone. As they went on, their experiences

became more interesting and convincing. In the new world opened to them

they made new friends. To be sure they could not see these friends,

but they learned to know them well, to love them, and to distinguish

one from another as readily and certainly as though they were of the

visible part of creation.

One of these new friends called himself Moreau and won their hearts

completely with his courteous speech, kind instincts and gentle

manners. Indeed, after making his acquaintance they understood how

little the personality depends upon that which we call the person,

which is but a mask, as the word originally meant. He came often and

sometimes remained a whole evening, kindly writing for those who had

not yet learned to manipulate Planchette, and answering questions with

well-bred patience and never-failing politeness. When asked why he came

to them and remained so faithful, when he had not known them here, he

explained that he was attracted to both of them, because they were

magnetic to him; but that beside, it was his especial mission to make

lonely women happier. They learned to rely implicitly upon everything

he said, just as they did on the word of Prescott, whose strict

truthfulness had been his one vanity.

“How long is the act of dying?” Moreau was asked.

“It is longer for some than for others; but you are sleeping at the

time and know it not.”

This statement was corroborated by the others. They said the

death-sleep in some cases was of several days’ duration,--days as we

reckon them here, but there Time’s markings are unknown, for Time is

not.

When Moreau was asked whether he knew everything about his friends

here, present and to come, he said: “Not everything. There are some

things we are not permitted to know any more than you are.”

“Do you pass on into other stages of existence--experience a change

analogous to our dying here?”

“I think so; but I am no more certain of that than you are about your

future state.”

“How do you travel?”

“Like lightning, or even more swiftly. We think of a place and in the

same instant we are there. This is a thought world. So is yours, but

you are blind to the power of thought on your plane.”

“Are you affected by the sorrows and pains of those you love, who are

still on earth?”

“We cannot help feeling the troubles of earth when they touch what

you would call our heart-strings. But, as it were, we see with larger

eyes--we understand better the purpose of suffering and the good that

comes out of it.”

A friend to Cartice who had achieved considerable eminence as an

analytical author, came occasionally. In the noonday of success she

went away, after months of great physical suffering. When asked whether

she was happy, she replied:

“It is happiness to me to have no aching heart, no pain, no burning

brow.”

“Can you come to us when you please?”

“Sometimes only, not always. I feel a restraint, though no restraint

seems put upon me.”

“How do you occupy yourself, Edith?”

“We do not have to occupy ourselves. We are occupied by others only. I

cannot tell you better.”

When questioned as to the kind of clothing used there, she said: “The

mist of earth is not a substance to be measured, weighed or worn by

you. The material of our raiment is a thing of almost misty texture.”

“What is death?”

“To that question I will give you an explanation given me by one far

wiser than I and much older in this realm of life: ‘Death simply

denotes a rising from inactivity to action, from obscurity to eminence,

awaking from sleep, or promotion from an inferior condition.’”

“Is there a resurrection?”

“Every death is a resurrection.”

“Edith, do you ever wish to be back here in the body?”

“Never. There would be nothing to gain and much to lose.”

“Why is it that although you and others come and talk with us clearly

and freely at times, there is yet so much of your new life of which you

tell us nothing?”

“There are many reasons, which I am not permitted to give, nor could

you understand them. I myself comprehend them but dimly. I simply obey

the law.”

“What is the judgment, if there is a judgment?”

“For me it is the beholding of my mistakes.”

“What is the most wonderful phase of your present life, if I may be

pardoned for so bold a question?” Cartice asked.

“The knowledge that love is all there is--that it fills all universes;

lights all worlds; encompasses every soul, and is the life of every

soul. This is as true of your world as of ours; but nearly all there

refuse to believe it. Here we cannot doubt it--that is, those who have

love in their own hearts cannot doubt it. Those who love not do not

know it, for all is darkness to them; but that darkness disappears when

they begin to love.”

“What is love?”

“The living principle of good, which by a law that includes and governs

all that is, constantly flows out from the infinite centre. The more

you have of it the more of good in its highest and best form will

you receive, because it is the greatest of all magnets, irresistibly

attracting its like. Love is God. God is love.

“You are destined to realize this fully some day; but you might realize

it even now if you would, and then the whole face of the earth would

change and become new and beautiful. Heaven, indeed, would be opened.

But the love I speak of is not the sentiment that usually goes by that

name on earth, which too often is but an exaggeration of self, a kind

of sublimated selfishness, going out to special persons with whom your

lives are intertwined and whose well-being particularly conduces to

your own. No, no; the love that is God is universal in its application,

enfolding the humblest and most wayward as well as the highest and

most perfect. Cultivate this love and you will find heaven even on the

earth. All good will come to you. It is the kingdom of righteousness

spoken of in your scriptures, to which, if you first seek and attain,

all other things shall be added. Love, even in its crudest, most

selfish expression and narrowest interpretation yet has in it a spark

of the divine principle from the great source or centre which lights

and gives life to all worlds and all consciousness.”

“If you could give us but one precept to live by, what would it be?”

“That which was given you by the beloved disciple: Love one another,

for love is, indeed, the fulfilling of the law. But remember that ‘one

another’ includes all that live. The law is not fulfilled when you

only love those of your own household, or such as minister to your

enjoyment.”

“What are we here for? What is the purpose of life?”

“What is the purpose of any school? Is it not to fit its pupils for

that which is to follow?”

“How can we best do that?”

“By the unfoldment of your souls or selves--the best possible

development of every unit. Your ethics have taught you to aim at the

highest good to the greatest possible number; but the true ethics

of love are only content with the highest possible good to each

individual.”

“How do the things of earth appear to you now--the things we value and

strive for so hard, wealth, fame, power, pleasure?”

“As veils, or illusions which keep you from seeing the great and

glorious light of truth--soap-bubbles, glistening and beautiful to the

eye, but absolutely empty.”

“Do you not suffer at separation from friends here?”

“There is no separation. We are all one--all closely and indissolubly

united--and that one includes what is in your world as well as worlds

upon worlds, far, far, beyond my power of imagination--all that is, or

was, or ever shall be. Sometimes death unites us more closely than ever

to those still upon earth.”

“Does not the spirit sometimes faint with fear, when it first becomes

aware that it has left the body forever?”

“It was not so with me. I was prepared. During my long illness I

thought much of the future, knowing that the end of what you call

life was near. In my mind I dropped the robe of flesh without regret,

feeling that annihilation or anything that set me free from pain would

be welcome. When at last I found that the silver--(otherwise the

electrical) cord--was loosened and the body left behind, the experience

seemed natural. True, it was not without awe, but that feeling of awe

arose from the light and beauty, the newness and yet the familiarity of

that on which I had entered. Yet it is not all new, for we still have

the old, but understand it better--we see it with more comprehensive

eyes--from a larger and higher outlook.”

“Is there anything there to depress or sadden you?”

“To depress me, no; yet something akin to oppression I sometimes feel,

because of the vastness, the immensity, the endlessness of everything.

Doubtless you experience the same feeling often, when you look up

at the stars and the mind is staggered and shrinks back upon itself

at the majesty and grandeur of creation. But do not forget that the

experiences of no two souls are exactly alike here, any more than on

earth. That which this state of consciousness means to us, or holds

for us, depends upon the degree of enlightenment we have attained

before entering it--upon our mental, moral and spiritual attitude,

our aspirations and desires--or character, or in short on what we have

become.”

“Can you make things there, as here--shape things out of crude

material, I mean?”

“We have no crude material. We have to do only with the finer forces.

With us the idea creates. We form the idea, and lo! it immediately

_is_. We think, and the thought takes visible form. Wonderful as this

may seem to you, it is nevertheless as true of your world as of this,

only the method is slower. The idea is always the true creation, but to

make it objective you must give it form with the hands, out of material

substance. The imagination is the creative realm.”

“Have we each a guardian angel?”

“Yes; every soul has a guide or helper, who ever works to incline one

to good, and away from evil, yet leaves the will free. You, yourself,

not he, must make the decisions. He suggests, but does not lead.”

“Who is my guardian angel?” Cartice asked.

“Who could he be if not one who loves you?”

Once only Louis Doring came. He was the same as when here, full of self

and empty of all else. Cartice did not encourage him to come again,

feeling the distance between them to be greater than ever,--a distance

measured by an absence of sympathy, which is the only distance known

to the soul. After uttering some of the flavorless nothings which ever

characterized his conversation, he went and came no more.

Chrissalyn’s great dread, frequently expressed, was that her husband

or some of her near kindred might come. As long as none of her own

household came, Planchette did not seem uncanny; but again and again

she declared that if any one of them came she would be wretched for the

rest of her life. Colonel Layton did not respect her wish, however. One

night he took her unawares, as it were. Giving Planchette a peculiar

spin, he wrote his name as characteristically as he had ever done in

life. When Chrissalyn saw the signature, she burst into uncontrollable

sobbing, and begged him to go away.

Cartice consoled her, and implored her to let him remain, while she

talked a few moments with him, and this at last Mrs. Layton consented

to do.

“Don’t cry, Chriss,” he wrote. “I knew you didn’t want me to come; but

I wish to tell you that I am better here than there, just as you are

far better without me. So it is well as it is. I was a poor devil there

for a fact; but I’m on the up-grade here.”

Chrissalyn wept afresh, but heroically went on, and the Colonel wrote:

“Mrs. Doring, why didn’t you attend my funeral?”

Cartice looked aghast, the question, at first blush, being so

extraordinary. At some length she explained that she was too ill to go.

Evidently reading her unspoken thought, he wrote:

“Yes, I was present--the real I as well as the silent image of me in

the box. I looked around at my leisure, and saw everybody there. I

wondered at your absence, you and Chriss being such close friends.

Besides, you were always nice to me, too, God bless you!”

At this tribute to her kindness from beyond the grave Cartice dropped a

grateful tear. The Colonel’s nature had something childlike and sweet

in it, in spite of its many defects. Most of his faults had been of a

peevish and childish order.

“Thank you, Colonel Layton,” Cartice answered. “I am glad to hear from

you.”

“Mrs. Doring, do you remember the conversation I had with you an hour

or so before I made the final journey?”

“Perfectly.”

“I sang about death being a narrow sea that divides your world from the

land of pure delight. Well, it’s a very narrow sea--so narrow we can

step across. In fact it isn’t a sea at all, for the two worlds are not

really divided. They only seem to be.”

Several times Mrs. Layton’s friend, Jessie, came. When asked whether

she threw flowers at her own funeral, she said she did; that she knew

beforehand that Chriss had the faculty of seeing certain things others

could not, and had it in mind before she went away that she would do

something to prove that death was only an illusion.

Cartice’s great grandfather, who died before she was born, came and

wrote his name in full, which she did not herself know. He told things

pertaining to the family, which she afterward verified, among them

being the name of the political party to which he belonged, and which

had long been extinct. His handwriting was of an older style, and he

wrote with a deliberation uncommon in the present day.

Some communications purported to come from North American Indians,

mighty chiefs and stalwart braves with great dignity of manner and

imposing names. After a time, however, Cartice inclined to the

opinion that both the manner and the names were masks used to conceal

identities that did not wish to be known. They spoke in the figurative

style attributed to gifted red men, and for the most part their

messages were interesting and instructive.

Once when Mrs. Doring was very tired and discouraged one of them wrote:

“Is it not a pleasure to the squaw to convince the braves and old men

that she teaches many truths? She must not let the ink dry in her

horn, for she can carry many braves with her in the councils.”

Again, apparently overhearing the two investigators of psychic law

talk of some poor, pitiful, hide-bound persons who found fault with

everybody that did not revolve within their pint-measure orbit, this

same Red Feather, as he called himself, wrote with emphatic force:

“Be not tied by the ways of others. The eagle cannot fly with the wings

of a chicken.”

One evening Prescott wrote a few minutes and then excused himself from

further work, saying that something had just occurred which made him

too nervous to write.

His two friends looked at each other in speechless astonishment. Here

was a mystery beyond other mysteries. Too nervous? Were not nerves but

parts of the body, destined to dust with the rest of it?

Evidently understanding their amazement, he added this line after a

moment’s pause:

“Incredible as it may seem to you, I still have nerves.”

Once when Chrissalyn was peevish and dissatisfied, she said she had a

mind to give up fooling with Planchette; that it was scary and risky,

and there was no telling what was at the bottom of its queer doings.

Prescott came like a flash to the rescue, fearful that she would put

her threat into execution, and so cut off communication entirely.

“O Butterfly, dear, don’t do that! Please don’t, for my sake,” he

pleaded, with an earnestness that touched their hearts. “You do not

appreciate this grand, beautiful privilege, which to me is so precious.

Who, besides you can do this--converse freely with friends so far away

that the railroad has never been made that can reach them?”

Somewhat mollified by his pathetic tribute to her extraordinary psychic

gifts, she grumbled that for his sake she wouldn’t give up Planchette.

He continued:

“Had I known as much about the unknown future, when on earth, as you

do, I should have thought myself wise, indeed.

“It astonishes me now to remember that I ever doubted the persistence

of the individual, the continuousness of life. Fools who think

themselves savants will tell you to have nothing to do with spirits,

not to encourage them to come back, as that interferes with their

progression, and other rubbish of the same sort. Such persons know

nothing of the laws of progress here. The two worlds--in fact all

worlds--are one and the same. Your best interests and ours are

identical. There is no differentiation. Frequently our work lies

entirely with you. What higher mission could one have than to cheer

and strengthen the disheartened and fainting ones of earth? We help

you, and you in turn often help us. What would you think of a friend

who told you never to come and visit him, but to go on and progress by

yourself? Well, spirits are simply human beings living under conditions

as yet not understood by you. Many of them are your friends, whom you

would not dream of treating discourteously while they were with you

visibly. The pupils of your schools go from grade to grade. Those of

the highest grade are not prohibited from contact with those of the

primary, if they wish it, and often they return there as teachers. The

division between your world and ours only exists for those not yet

far enough developed to understand its non-existence. It is not real,

but only an appearance. It exists only in the consciousness of those

ignorant of the great law of oneness which is operative everywhere. And

this is true of many things that seem very real to you. They only exist

in your consciousness. Also that which is not within your consciousness

has no existence for you whatever. We are one--all the peoples of all

universes, and all are moving upward into light by means of the process

called evolution, which is the unfolding and perfecting of man, who is

spirit, not clay.”

“Are we ever reborn into this world?”

“I am told that rebirth is one of the many methods open to the soul for

progression.”

“Can you see our future in this world?”

“Some have this faculty. I have not. They only see the main incidents,

as a traveler, looking from a high hill, sees a guide-post ahead in the

valley.”

“Are we ever entirely alone?”

“Never. There is always the cloud of witnesses of which Paul spoke.”

A stranger came sometimes whose character was of an antique mould. He

gave no name, but others, when questioned about him, said he had been

one of the great of earth, and also one of the good--none greater since

Jesus.

“What is the soul of man?” Cartice asked him.

“Can any one comprehend God?” was his reply.

“I do not understand,” she persisted.

“Eternal being mirrors itself in every existence--_is_ every existence.

When you know that indefinable, illimitable, deathless and divine

manifestation called the soul, you will know God, for in the one

is imaged or reflected the other. Remember, eternal being is the

background of every existence.”

Looking at these words fresh from an intelligence whose habitation

earthly eye hath not seen, Cartice Doring thrilled with a strange

joy, in sympathetic vibration with the wave of truth that touched her

spirit. For one hallowed moment the great gates opened and she saw a

light more beautiful than the light of the morning, more glorious than

the light of many suns, softer, brighter, more beatific than was ever

on sea or land, for lo! she saw the reflection of the soul itself, and

understood its infinite source and deathless destiny. In that ineffable

moment she knew that it never had birth and never should know death,

and that separateness was not of it, nor was it divisible from aught

there is, and difference there was none. On the bosom of eternal being

it rested secure through a thousand illusions.

The key that unlocked all mysteries was revealed by a flash of the

soul’s own light. Pale and trembling she bent her head till it lay on

the written words of the nameless stranger, and closed her eyes that

she and the great white light might be alone together.

* * * * *

Thousands of years ago an Indian sage, when parting from his wife,

said: “We do not love the husband in the husband, nor the wife in the

wife, nor the children in the children. What we love in them, what we

truly love in everything is the divine spirit, (the eternal atman, the

immortal and absolute self)”--and as we should add, says Max Müller,

the immortal God, for the immortal self and the immortal God must be

one.

Life’s boundless extension and endless progression was ever the

uppermost thought in Mrs. Doring’s mind. In it she found consolation

for all ills, as well as explanation of them. She pitied those still

blind to this tremendous fact. What had they to uphold them in the

terrible conflict we make of life?

What of the literature that only reaches the grave and there halts,

unable to go further? Is it not the literature of children, useful only

to amuse and entertain them in idle hours? She had adored the art of

letters, had made a fetich of it, paying homage to its great names and

walking in its fair gardens with reverent steps. Now she asked herself

what literature had done for the voiceless army of the dead. What

representation had they in its pages? The dead, the sacred dead, the

beloved dead, what had letters done to bridge the stream that separates

them from the living?

Poets had sent them to a far-off heaven or plunged them into a

flaming hell to suit their moods and meters. Romancers had used them

as spectres to come upon the scene at inopportune moments and treat

their readers to thrills. They were flippantly spoken of as “spooks,”

“ghosts,” “apparitions,” and “supernatural appearances.” They were

good stock in certain brands of stories which nobody believed in,

and occasionally they were allowed to have a bit of business on the

stage. Witless witlings had sneered at their claims to recognition,

and writers of many minds, however they differed on other points, were

generally united in the effort to keep the dead, one and all, from

rising.

Authors of romances found death a convenience in disposing of

inconvenient characters of their own creation. When they could not

manage them effectively any other way, they slaughtered them remorsely,

and that was the end of them; that put them out of both writers’ and

readers’ way for all time. Not even the good always escaped this doom.

If readers could be entertainingly harrowed and wrought upon by the

demise of the most angelic heroine, she had to die, and that finished

her for friends and foes. At the grave everything ended. There love

laid its treasures and turned hopelessly away; and there hate sheathed

its poniard in satisfaction, having reached its extreme limit.

Now Cartice Doring saw clearly that there are no finalities here; that

the grave is not the end; that it never imprisoned a human soul. She

saw that a new literature must come forth to satisfy minds of larger

growth, which look upon death, not as a finality, but a change of

costume and the opening of a new act. And this literature must go to

the point, straight and clear; it must seek the solution of life’s

problem and not merely amuse and beguile travelers on the journey.

Many a night, while she walked home after an evening’s talk with her

unseen friends, she felt in touch with all the universe. Nothing was

far off, not even the stars, which looked down upon earth with tender

human sympathy in their bright faces. She feared nothing, and knew no

loneliness, feeling herself attended by an innumerable company. Already

she believed that what Kant said will yet be proved, “that the human

soul, even in this life, is by an indissoluble communion connected with

all the immaterial natures of the spirit world, acting upon them, and

receiving impressions from them.”

Now she understood more clearly the meaning of this statement by our

greatest philosopher, Emerson: “every man is an inlet to the Divine

mind and to all of that mind.” Yes, and an outlet, also.

Now, now she began to see that “the spirit of man is a personal

limitation of the supreme spirit,” as another philosopher says; that

“God is the all of man’s life, the power of man at bottom being the

power of God.”

Now she could understand that “what we call the material universe is

but the manifestation of infinite Deity to our finite minds”; and that

“our individual self is found,” as the ancient wisdom of the East, and

likewise Jesus and Paul, affirms, “included in the contents of the

Absolute Being or Self.”

“Eternal Being mirrors itself in every existence,” she murmured

reverently; “Eternal Being, and we are it.”

The pulsing, eager, feverish life of the city was stilled. Its

people slept, at least they were asleep to the truth, and refused

to be awakened. Thousands of Ephraims, joined to their idols, dwelt

contentedly in their fools’ paradise, asking to be let alone. And

what were those idols? Mists of their own creation, perishable and

unreal--for nothing endures, nothing is real but being, Eternal Being.

Like the wayward sons and daughters of old Jerusalem, they will not be

gathered under the wing of even divine wisdom.

The old dreams of childhood came back, with their perplexing

reminiscence of life in a land remote in the past, whose people knew

not misery.

Had she lived before? Yes, always. How could it be otherwise with

Eternal Being as the background, the source and centre of her

existence? For this there was neither beginning nor end. Was she not an

indestructible part of all that is, was and ever shall be? Behind her

was no birth; before her no death. These were but “world-fictions.”

And what was she? One of the millions of conscious atoms that make up

the great whole--a woman walking the path alone, with a dash of genius,

original, creative, commanding, it was said, and a force of will and

character that made her respected and conspicuous among other atoms.

Whence came the genius and the force of character? From the infinite

ocean of intelligence and creative energy--from the one source and

the one force. Why had she gifts and qualities others had not? Because

she had reached upward toward the light; she had aspired, and as a

consequence had expanded and grown. She had mirrored more of the

supreme intelligence than many others, because she had desired it and

had held her mind receptive to it.

All her life at times she had been a prey to a deep dissatisfaction. An

unspoken unrest, a profound melancholy lay beneath her sunniest hours,

and she had experienced a yearning of the soul for that which perhaps

no mortal ever attains.

But now in these nights when she walked alone under the stars,

illumined within by the light of truth, there were moments when

her spirit vibrated in unison with the great spirit or self of the

universe, and she was satisfied. She saw humanity, like a mighty river

rolling slowly to the sea, each drop blending with others, and all

impelled by a resistless force that bore them onward, they knew not

whence nor whither. This river was rolling toward the ocean of truth,

there to enjoy the freedom which was its divine destiny, and which each

atom or drop could only reach by recognizing, living and becoming the

truth.

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