I turned away with a laugh.

“And you are a humane man, monsieur, and a susceptible. Well, it is

not for me to teach the inquisitor his trade.”

“Understand,” I said, facing round once more, “that I cannot rest, or

live, or love, while this remains unaccomplished.”

He did not answer; but, standing irresolute a moment, shrugged his

shoulders and left me.

But I knew at last that the moment was near.

On the 22nd of that same month the penalties of rivalry were ended for

Lady Hamilton by the arrival, in the _Foudroyant_, of the Lord

Admiral, who came to transport his mistress to Naples, as Her

Majesty’s deputy in the latest Reign of Terror inaugurated in that

capital.

A fortnight later the king himself, taking me with him as his simpler

and nerve-doctor, and leaving the amiable English Ambassador behind to

play dry-nurse to his queen in Palermo--followed in the _Sea Horse_,

which, after a short fair passage, anchored in the bay. Thence, rather

to my annoyance, we were transhipped no farther than to the

_Foudroyant_--his mightiness being timid for the moment of venturing

into his distracted city--and, there, were scarcely on board before my

services were called into requisition in an odd enough connection.

The king--Nelson and his _cara sposa_ being gone ashore--was looking

idly out seawards over the taffrail of the quarter-deck, and

chattering desultorily with members of his suite behind him, when he

broke off abruptly to stare under his palm at some object in the

water, which, first seen at a distance, grew rapidly nearer, drifting

with the tide upon the ship. Then, in an instant, he gave a hoarse

scream; and, seeing him pointing and articulating confusedly, we all

ran to the side, and followed with our eyes the direction of his hand.

“_Vátene!_” he shrieked: “_è Caracciolo!_” and he shuddered down, so

that nothing but his nose and goggle eyes were peeping over the

railing.

I held my breath, staring fascinated, while the others echoed his cry:

“_Caracciolo! è Caracciolo! O me miserábile, Caracciolo!_” in a

dozen accents of terror.

I had heard of the poor scapegoat admiral,[2] whom Nelson--always

bearing a grudge against him for his better seamanship--had caused ten

days before to be hanged with every refinement of savagery, and

afterwards flung into the water. Now risen, it seemed, from its first

sleep on the floor of the bay, the sopt and dreary spectre was come

riding to sear the eyeballs of the master, whom it had failed to serve

only through being deeper pledged to humanity. Fouling our hawser, the

body swung upright, bobbing and reeling as if it were treading water.

Its hair and long beard swayed on its cheeks; its dead stiff eyes

stared unwinking in the spray; its arms were flung wide, as if

inviting its destroyer to a mocking embrace. Turning a moment, it

drifted loose, and went dancing towards the shore, where the poor

fishermen of Santa Lucia, who had loved the man, were to find and give

it Christian burial.

The king staggered back.

“Mother of saints!” he sobbed, “what does the creature want?”

“Sire,” whispered a voice, “he asks for a consecrated grave.”

“Give it him, give it him!” gasped His Majesty, and signed to me to

follow him below, where, however, I was not long in laying his

“horrors.”

“_Enfin, mon père_,” I said, “the man, by his appearance, was only

asking your forgiveness.”

“Magnificent,” he answered, with a shaky laugh. “He was certainly in

need of it”--and he turned to me gratefully, but with a rather scared

look.

“Little agent of Providence, if thou hast ever a poor friend thou

wouldst save in the dark time coming, ask of my Majesty’s mercy, and

it will listen. There may be some who err through the mind’s nobility.

Of that I know nothing; only--only, I would have something to balance

my possible mistakes.”

It was true enough, though the blood-lust was not long in mastering

him, when once, without risk to himself, he could taste the spice of

vengeance. Even while he spoke the depleting of the gaols and

prison-ships was begun, and the hurried trials, and the false

testimony, and the hangings. And the wail of the thousand doomed was

already mingling itself in the streets with the roar of a grand State

lottery, when at last we could venture ashore and to safe quarters in

the reconsecrated palace.

We were all triumphant then, or about to be. I remember the last night

we spent on the _Foudroyant_. It was a full moon; and, seated under an

awning on the upper deck, Lady Hamilton sang “Rule Britannia,” with a

cockney fervour which must have pierced reassuringly to the ears of

the poor wretches imprisoned behind the floating walls that surrounded

us. She was always so much more than equal to the occasion, was Emma.

XXX.

I AM JUSTIFIED IN MY POLICY

It was a dark and gusty night when I issued forth with de’ Medici

from a side door of the palace.

“She is condemned,” he had whispered to me a minute earlier.

A needle of ice had seemed to enter my heart. The question my lips

could not ask had flown to my eyes. Comprehending it, he had caught at

his throat and lolled out his tongue grotesquely. To the same dumb

inquisitors he had answered, as confidently as if I had spoken,

“To-morrow.”

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