I rose to my feet with a burning face.

“Go!” I said, with an imperious gesture; “insult me no more. Have I

not suffered wrong and outrage enough, but my heart must be made the

sport of every common”--

“Highty-tighty, miss!”

She rose in astonishment. For a moment she stood conning me, my

quivering lips and heaving bosom. Then of a sudden she smiled.

“Well, perhaps”--she said. “There, I’ve a way of letting my tongue run

away with me; but it’s no example for you to follow. I should have

remembered the glass houses in the sayin’ before I twitted you with

your past. Only for sure, Diana Please, it can never be said against

me that I betrayed my love that betrayed me.”

My rage was all gone. I dropped my head, with a sad little cry. The

sound of it brought her to my side.

“Was he not your love,” she whispered--“him that came with you?”

And I answered, “He was my love.”

“Was--was,” she repeated. “Well--I see. They take other fancies.”

“You was sold yourself--is it not true?” I muttered.

“Ay,” she answered, and sighed. “But it was for gold.”

“_You_ can forgive, then, and forget,” I said; “but not I--no, never.”

“You would ruin him?”

“Yes, and her.”

“Bring him to the gallows?”

“That is why I sent for you. You can trust me.”

“And in the meantime you fear for yourself?”

“I struck her. He tried to stab me. I cried, _Vive le Roi!_ You know

what that means.”

“Cry _Vive la Reine_ for the future. ’Tis the sweet saint who suffers

most. Well, it seems the truth at last; and you have your

provocation--by God, you have! Only for me, having one different, to

help myself by you?--it goes against my stomach somehow. I wish it was

your principles instead of your jealousy.”

“Help me in nothing but to some place of safety, where I can inform

and direct the court. _It_ will not be troubled with your ladyship’s

scruples.”

“How do you know? ’Tis so you have been taught to regard my sweet

queen, I suppose?”

“O, madam!” I cried, “you know what made me an ardent pupil.”

She stood musing upon me long and earnestly.

“Yes, perhaps,” she said at length, and sighed; “what a fool preacher

is Love, not to be able to keep his own faith! To drive woman for

refuge on woman--’tis like banishing your physician to the enemy’s

camp. Well”--she took my hands; I thought she was going to kiss me,

but she made no offer--“for myself, I don’t want to hear none of your

inculpations; but I’ll put you in train to satisfy your passions on

others that may. Will that suit you?”

She turned before I could answer, and was going.

“It must be soon,” I urged hoarsely, following her; “O, madam! don’t

you understand that it must be soon?”

“Within an hour or two,” she said, over her shoulder. “Have no fear.

You are already protected--and watched.”

I set myself, with what self-control I could, to await her return;

for, after our emotional confidences, I expected nothing less than

that she would come for me presently in person. But in that I was

mistaken, as was made evident in the ushering up to me by and by of a

very courtly young gentleman, of a shrewd, sallow visage, who informed

me, with a bow, that he was Love’s emissary.

“His Majesty, sir,” I said, with a faint smile, and some intentional

ambiguity, “is well represented. Do we go to the palace?”

“We go,” he said, “_to_ the palace. Will madam be pleased to accept my

escort?”

I took the arm he offered me. In view of some such contingency, I had

spent the interval in making my toilette agreeably to it.

He conducted me out by the back way to the stables, where, in a little

court, we found an ordinary post-chaise, with two horses, awaiting us.

“_Faire comme on le juge à propos_,” murmured my companion; and,

seeing my trunk (pregnant with damning evidence) well secured in

front, he handed me in, followed himself, pulled down the blinds, and

gave the word. In an instant we were rolling over the stones.

It was a very roundabout way, it seemed to me, that we took to the

palace; yet for long--so potent was my trust in myself as an emissary

of vengeance, and so engaging the chatter of my comrade--I suspected

no treachery. But at length, losing conscious sense, through the

thunder of the wheels, of a roar and racket which had once accompanied

it, I started as it were awake, and, in an immediate panic, peeped

from behind the blind nearest me. And then I saw that we had already

left the town, and were tearing along country roads.

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