So many people have asked me why I took that name, and how I came to

think of it, that it will not, perhaps, be amiss if I give the reason in

this paper. It happened like this. During our negotiations, my guide

suggested that I had better take some _nom de guerre_, as it would

never do to bring out such a book under a woman's name. 'Make it as

real-sounding and non-committing as you can,' he wrote, and so, after

much cogitation and cudgelling of my brains, I chose the name of the

hero of the only story of the series which was written in the first

person, and called myself J. S. Winter. I believe that 'Cavalry Life'

was published on the last day of 1881.

Then followed the most trying time of all--that of waiting to see what

the Press would say of this, my first child, which had been so long in

coming to life, and had been chopped and changed, bundled from pillar to

post, until my heart was almost worn out before ever it saw the light.

Then, on January 14, 1882, I went into the Subscription Library at York,

where I was living, and began to search the new journals through, in but

faint hopes, however, of seeing a review of my book so soon as that; for

I was quite alone in the world, so far as literary matters went. Indeed,

not one friend did I possess who could in any way influence my career,

or obtain the slightest favour for me.

I remember that morning so well; it is, I think, printed on my memory as

the word 'Calais' was on the heart of Queen Mary. It was a fine, cold

morning, and there was a blazing fire in the inner room, where the

reviews were kept. I sat down at the table, and took up the _Saturday

Review_, never dreaming for a moment that I should be honoured by so

much as a mention in a journal which I held in such awe and respect. And

as I turned over the leaves, my eyes fell on a row of foot-notes at the

bottom of the page, giving the names of the books which were noticed

above, and among them I saw--'Cavalry Life, by J. S. Winter.'

For full ten minutes I sat there, feeling sick and more fit to die than

anything else. I was perfectly incapable of looking at the notice above.

But, at last, I plucked up courage to meet my fate, very much as one

summons up courage to have a tooth out and get the horrid wrench over.

Judge of my surprise and joy when, on reading the notice, I found that

the _Saturday_ had given me a rattling good notice, praising the new

author heartily and without stint. I shall never, as long as I live,

forget the effect of that, my first review, upon me. For quite half an

hour I sat without moving, only feeling, 'I shall never be able to keep

it up. I shall never be able to follow it up by another.' I felt

paralysed, faint, crushed, anything but elated and jubilant. And, at

last, through some instinct, I put my hand up to my head to find that it

was cold and wet, as if it had been dipped in the river. Thank Heaven,

from that day to this I have never known what a cold sweat was. It was

my first experience of such a thing, and sincerely I hope it will be my

last.

[Illustration: I TOOK UP THE 'SATURDAY REVIEW']

[Illustration: Drawing signed A. S. Boyd, 18th Mar. 1892

with signature below: Bret Harte

_A Sketch from Life_]

'_CALIFORNIAN VERSE_'

BY BRET HARTE

When I say that my 'first book' was _not_ my own, and contained beyond

the title-page not one word of my own composition, I trust that I shall

not be accused of trifling with paradox, or tardily unbosoming myself of

youthful plagiary. But the fact remains that in priority of publication

the first book for which I became responsible, and which probably

provoked more criticism than anything I have written since, was a small

compilation of Californian poems indited by other hands.

A well-known bookseller of San Francisco one day handed me a collection

of certain poems which had already appeared in Pacific Coast magazines

and newspapers, with the request that I should, if possible, secure

further additions to them, and then make a selection of those which I

considered the most notable and characteristic for a single volume to be

issued by him. I have reason to believe that this unfortunate man was

actuated by a laudable desire to publish a pretty Californian

book--_his_ first essay in publication--and at the same time to foster

Eastern immigration by an exhibit of the Californian literary product,

but, looking back upon his venture, I am inclined to think that the

little volume never contained anything more poetically pathetic or

touchingly imaginative than that gentle conception. Equally simple and

trustful was his selection of myself as compiler. It was based somewhat,

I think, upon the fact that 'the artless Helicon' I boasted 'was

Youth,' but I imagine it was chiefly owing to the circumstance that I

had from the outset, with precocious foresight, confided to him my

intention of not putting any of my own verses in the volume. Publishers

are appreciative; and a self-abnegation so sublime, to say nothing of

its security, was not without its effect.

[Illustration: WE SETTLED TO OUR WORK]

[Illustration: A CIRCULATION IT HAD NEVER KNOWN BEFORE]

We settled to our work with fatuous self-complacency, and no suspicion

of the trouble in store for us, or the storm that was to presently

hurtle around our devoted heads. I winnowed the poems, and he exploited

a preliminary announcement to an eager and waiting Press, and we moved

together unwittingly to our doom. I remember to have been early struck

with the quantity of material coming in--evidently the result of some

popular misunderstanding of the announcement. I found myself in daily

and hourly receipt of sere and yellow fragments, originally torn from

some dead and gone newspaper, creased and seamed from long folding in

wallet or pocket-book. Need I say that most of them were of an emotional

or didactic nature; need I add any criticism of these homely souvenirs,

often discoloured by the morning coffee, the evening tobacco, or, Heaven

knows! perhaps blotted by too easy tears! Enough that I knew now what

had become of those original but never re-copied verses which filled the

'Poet's Corner' of every country newspaper on the coast. I knew now the

genesis of every didactic verse that 'coldly furnished forth the

marriage table' in the announcement of weddings in the rural Press. I

knew now who had read--and possibly indited--the dreary _hic jacets_ of

the dead in their mourning columns. I knew now why certain letters of

the alphabet _had_ been more tenderly considered than others, and

affectionately addressed. I knew the meaning of the 'Lines to Her who

can best understand them,' and I knew that they had been understood. The

morning's post buried my table beneath these withered leaves of

posthumous passion. They lay there like the pathetic nosegays of

quickly-fading wild flowers, gathered by school children, inconsistently

abandoned upon roadsides, or as inconsistently treasured as limp and

flabby superstitions in their desks. The chill wind from the Bay blowing

in at my window seemed to rustle them into sad articulate appeal. I

remember that when one of them was whisked from the window by a

stronger gust than usual, and was attaining a circulation it had never

known before, I ran a block or two to recover it. I was young then, and

in an exalted sense of editorial responsibility which I have since

survived, I think I turned pale at the thought that the reputation of

some unknown genius might have thus been swept out and swallowed by the

all-absorbing sea.

There were other difficulties arising from this unexpected wealth of

material. There were dozens of poems on the same subject. 'The Golden

Gate,' 'Mount Shasta,' 'The Yosemite,' were especially provocative. A

beautiful bird known as the 'Californian Canary' appeared to have been

shot at and winged by every poet from Portland to San Diego. Lines to

the 'Mariposa' flower were as thick as the lovely blossoms themselves in

the Merced Valley, and the Madrone tree was as 'berhymed' as Rosalind.

Again, by a liberal construction of the publisher's announcement,

_manuscript_ poems, which had never known print, began to coyly unfold

their virgin blossoms in the morning's mail. They were accompanied by a

few lines stating, casually, that their sender had found them lying

forgotten in his desk, or, mendaciously, that they were 'thrown off' on

the spur of the moment a few hours before. Some of the names appended to

them astonished me. Grave, practical business men, sage financiers,

fierce speculators, and plodding traders, never before suspected of

poetry, or even correct prose, were among the contributors. It seemed as

if most of the able-bodied inhabitants of the Pacific Coast had been in

the habit at some time of expressing themselves in verse. Some sought

confidential interviews with the editor. The climax was reached when, in

Montgomery Street, one day, I was approached by a well-known and

venerable judicial magnate. After some serious preliminary conversation,

the old gentleman finally alluded to what he was pleased to call a task

of 'great delicacy and responsibility' laid upon my 'young shoulders.'

'In fact,' he went on paternally, adding the weight of his judicial hand

to that burden, 'I have thought of speaking to you about it. In my

leisure moments on the Bench I have, from time to time, polished and

perfected a certain college poem begun years ago, but which may now be

said to have been finished in California, and thus embraced in the scope

of your proposed selection. If a few extracts, selected by myself, to

save you all trouble and responsibility, be of any benefit to you, my

dear young friend, consider them at your service.'

[Illustration: 'CONSIDER THEM AT YOUR SERVICE']

In this fashion the contributions had increased to three times the bulk

of the original collection, and the difficulties of selection were

augmented in proportion. The editor and publisher eyed each other

aghast. 'Never thought there were so many of the blamed things alive,'

said the latter with great simplicity, 'had you?' The editor had not.

'Couldn't you sort of shake 'em up and condense 'em, you know? keep

their ideas--and their names--separate, so that they'd have proper

credit. See?' The editor pointed out that this would infringe the rule

he had laid down. 'I see,' said the publisher thoughtfully--'well,

couldn't you pare 'em down; give the first verse entire and sorter

sample the others?' The editor thought not. There was clearly nothing to

do but to make a more rigid selection--a difficult performance when the

material was uniformly on a certain dead level, which it is not

necessary to define here. Among the rejections were, of course, the

usual plagiarisms from well-known authors imposed upon an inexperienced

country Press; several admirable pieces detected as acrostics of patent

medicines, and certain veiled libels and indecencies such as mark the

'first' publications on blank walls and fences of the average youth.

Still the bulk remained too large, and the youthful editor set to work

reducing it still more with a sympathising concern which the

good-natured, but unliterary, publisher failed to understand, and which,

alas! proved to be equally unappreciated by the rejected contributors.

The book appeared--a pretty little volume typographically, and

externally a credit to pioneer book-making. Copies were liberally

supplied to the Press, and authors and publisher self-complacently

awaited the result. To the latter this should have been satisfactory;

the book sold readily from his well-known counters to purchasers who

seemed to be drawn by a singular curiosity, unaccompanied, however, by

any critical comment. People would lounge into the shop, turn over the

leaves of other volumes, say carelessly, 'Got a new book of California

poetry out, haven't you?' purchase it, and quietly depart. There were as

yet no notices from the Press; the big dailies were silent; there was

something ominous in this calm.

[Illustration: I WAS INWARDLY RELIEVED]

Out of it the bolt fell. A well-known mining weekly, which I here

poetically veil under the title of the Red Dog _Jay Hawk_, was first to

swoop down upon the tuneful and unsuspecting quarry. At this century-end

of fastidious and complaisant criticism, it may be interesting to recall

the direct style of the Californian 'sixties.' 'The hogwash and

"purp"-stuff ladled out from the slop bucket of Messrs.---- & Co., of

'Frisco, by some lop-eared Eastern apprentice, and called "A Compilation

of Californian Verse," might be passed over, so far as criticism goes. A

club in the hands of any able-bodied citizen of Red Dog and a steamboat

ticket to the Bay, cheerfully contributed from this office, would be

all-sufficient. But when an imported greenhorn dares to call his

flapdoodle mixture "Californian," it is an insult to the State that has

produced the gifted "Yellow Hammer," whose lofty flights have from time

to time dazzled our readers in the columns of the _Jay Hawk_. That this

complacent editorial jackass, browsing among the dock and thistles which

he has served up in this volume, should make no allusion to California's

greatest bard, is rather a confession of his idiocy than a slur upon the

genius of our esteemed contributor.' I turned hurriedly to my pile of

rejected contributions--the _nom de plume_ of 'Yellow Hammer' did _not_

appear among them; certainly I had never heard of its existence. Later,

when a friend showed me one of that gifted bard's pieces, I was inwardly

relieved! It was so like the majority of the other verses, in and out of

the volume, that the mysterious poet might have written under a hundred

aliases. But the Dutch Flat _Clarion_, following, with no uncertain

sound, left me small time for consideration. 'We doubt,' said that

journal, 'if a more feeble collection of drivel could have been made,

even if taken exclusively from the editor's own verses, which we note he

has, by an equal editorial incompetency, left out of the volume. When we

add that, by a felicity of idiotic selection, this person has chosen

only one, and the least characteristic, of the really clever poems of

Adoniram Skaggs, which have so often graced these columns, we have said

enough to satisfy our readers.' The Mormon Hill _Quartz Crusher_

relieved this simple directness with more fancy: 'We don't know why

Messrs.---- & Co. send us, under the title of "Selections of Californian

Poetry," a quantity of slum-gullion which really belongs to the sluices

of a placer mining camp, or the ditches of the rural districts. We have

sometimes been compelled to run a lot of tailings through our stamps,

but never of the grade of the samples offered, which, we should say,

would average about 33-1/3 cents per ton. We have, however, come across

a single specimen of pure gold evidently overlooked by the serene ass

who has compiled this volume. We copy it with pleasure, as it has

already shone in the "Poet's Corner" of the _Crusher_ as the gifted

effusion of the talented Manager of the Excelsior Mill, otherwise known

to our delighted readers as "Outcrop."' The Green Springs _Arcadian_ was

no less fanciful in imagery: 'Messrs.---- & Co. send us a gaudy

green-and-yellow, parrot-coloured volume, which is supposed to contain

the first callow "cheepings" and "peepings" of Californian songsters.

From the flavour of the specimens before us we should say that the nest

had been disturbed prematurely. There seems to be a good deal of the

parrot inside as well as outside the covers, and we congratulate our own

sweet singer "Blue Bird," who has so often made these columns melodious,

that she has escaped the ignominy of being exhibited in Messrs.---- &

Co.'s aviary.' I should add that this simile of the aviary and its

occupants was ominous, for my tuneful choir was relentlessly

slaughtered; the bottom of the cage was strewn with feathers! The big

dailies collected the criticisms and published them in their own columns

with the grim irony of exaggerated head-lines. The book sold

tremendously on account of this abuse, but I am afraid that the public

was disappointed. The fun and interest lay in the criticisms, and not in

any pointedly ludicrous quality in the rather commonplace collection,

and I fear I cannot claim for it even that merit. And it will be

observed that the animus of the criticism appeared to be the omission

rather than the retention of certain writers.

[Illustration: THE BOOK SOLD TREMENDOUSLY]

But this brings me to the most extraordinary feature of this singular

demonstration. I do not think that the publishers were at all troubled

by it; I cannot conscientiously say that _I_ was; I have every reason to

believe that the poets themselves, in and out of the volume, were not

displeased at the notoriety they had not expected, and I have long since

been convinced that my most remorseless critics were not in earnest, but

were obeying some sudden impulse started by the first attacking journal.

The extravagance of the Red Dog _Jay Hawk_ was emulated by others: it

was a large, contagious joke, passed from journal to journal in a

peculiar cyclonic Western fashion. And there still lingers, not

unpleasantly, in my memory the conclusion of a cheerfully scathing

review of the book which may make my meaning clearer: 'If we have said

anything in this article which might cause a single pang to the

poetically sensitive nature of the youthful individual calling himself

Mr. Francis Bret Harte--but who, we believe, occasionally parts his name

and his hair in the middle--we will feel that we have not laboured in

vain, and are ready to sing _Nunc Dimittis_, and hand in our checks. We

have no doubt of the absolutely pellucid and lacteal purity of Franky's

intentions. He means well to the Pacific Coast, and we return the

compliment. But he has strayed away from his parents and guardians while

he was too fresh. He will not keep without a little salt.'

It was thirty years ago. The book and its Rabelaisian criticisms have

been long since forgotten. Alas! I fear that even the capacity for that

Gargantuan laughter which met them, in those days, exists no longer. The

names I have used are necessarily fictitious, but where I have been

obliged to quote the criticisms from memory I have, I believe, only

softened their asperity. I do not know that this story has any moral.

The criticisms here recorded never hurt a reputation nor repressed a

single honest aspiration. A few contributors to the volume, who were of

original merit, have made their mark, independently of it or its

critics. The editor, who was for two months the most abused man on the

Pacific slope, within the year became the editor of its first successful

magazine. Even the publisher prospered, and died respected!

[Illustration: signed,

Very faithfully yours,

A. T. Quiller Couch.]

'_DEAD MAN'S ROCK_'

BY 'Q.'

I cherish no parental illusions about 'Dead Man's Rock.' It is two or

three years since I read a page of that blood-thirsty romance, and my

only copy of it was found, the other day, in turning out the lumber-room

at the top of the house. Later editions have been allowed to appear with

all the inaccuracies and crudities of the first. On page 116, Bombay is

still situated in the Bay of Bengal, and may continue to adorn that

shore. The error must be amusing, since unknown friends continue to

write and confess themselves tickled by it; and it is stupid to begin

amending a book in which you have lost interest. But though this is my

attitude towards 'Dead Man's Rock,' I can still look back on the writing

of it as on an amusing adventure.

[Illustration: 'Q.' JUNIOR]

It was begun in the late summer of 1886, and was my first attempt at

telling a story on paper. I am careful to say 'on paper,' because in

childhood I was telling myself stories from morning to night. Tens of

thousands of small boys are doing the same every day in the year; but I

should be sorry to guess how much of my time, between the ages of seven

and thirteen, must have been given up to weaving these childish epics.

They were curious jumbles; the characters (of which I had a constant

set) being drawn indiscriminately from the 'Morte d'Arthur,' 'Bunyan's

Holy War,' 'Pope's Iliad,' 'Ivanhoe,' and a book of Fairy Tales by Holme

Lee, as well as from history; and the themes ranging from battles and

tournaments to cricket, wrestling, and sailing matches. Anachronisms

never troubled the story-teller. The Duke of Wellington would cheerfully

break a lance with Captain Credence or Tristram of Lyonesse, and I

rarely made up a football fifteen without including Hardicanute (whom I

loved for his name), Hector (dear for his own sake) and Wamba (who

supplied the comic interest and scored off Thersites). They were brave

companions; but at the age of thirteen they deserted me suddenly. Or

perhaps after reading Mr. Stevenson's 'Chapter on Dreams,' I had better

say it was the Piskies--the Small People--who deserted me. They alone

know why--for their pensioner had never betrayed a single one of their

secrets--or why in these later times, when he sells their confidences

for money, they have come back to help him, though more sparingly. Three

or four of the little stories in 'Noughts and Crosses' are but

translated dreams, and there are others in my notebook; but now I never

compose without some pain, whereas in the old days I had but to sit

alone in a corner or take a solitary walk and invite them, and they did

all the work. But one summer evening I summoned them and met with no

response. Without warning the tales had come to an end.

From my first school at Newton Abbot I went to Clifton, and from Clifton

in my nineteenth year to Oxford. It was here that the old desire to

weave stories began to come back. Mr. Stevenson's 'Treasure Island' was

the immediate cause. I had been scribbling all through my school days;

had written a prodigious quantity of bad reflective poetry and burnt it

as soon as I really began to reflect; and was now plying the _Oxford

Magazine_ with light verse, a large proportion of which was lately

reprinted in a thin volume, with the title of 'Green Bays.' But I wrote

little or no prose. My prose essays at school were execrable. I had

followed after false models for a while, and when gently made aware of

this by the sound and kindly scholar who looked over our sixth-form

essays at Clifton, had turned dispirited and wrote scarcely at all.

Though reading great quantities of fiction, I had, as has been said, no

thought of telling a story, and so far as I knew, no faculty. The

desire, at least, was awakened by 'Treasure Island,' and, in explanation

of this, I can only quote the gentleman who reviewed my first book in

the _Athenæum_, and observed that 'great wits jump, and lesser wits jump

with them.' That is just the truth of it. I began as a pupil and

imitator of Mr. Stevenson, and was lucky in my choice of a master.

The germ of 'Dead Man's Rock' was a curious little bit of family lore,

which I may extract from my father's history of Polperro, a small haven

on the Cornish coast. The Richard Quiller of whom he speaks is my great

grandfather.

'In the old home of the Quillers, at Polperro, there was hanging on

a beam a key, which we as children regarded with respect and awe,

and never dared to touch, for Richard Quiller had put the key of

his quadrant on a nail, with strong injunctions that no one should

take it off until his return (which never happened), and there, I

believe, it still hangs. His brother John served for several years

as commander of a hired armed lugger, employed in carrying

despatches in the French war, Richard accompanying him as

subordinate officer. They were engaged in the inglorious

bombardment of Flushing in 1809. Some short time after this they

were taken, after a desperate fight with a pirate, into Algiers,

but were liberated on the severe remonstrances of the British

Consul. They returned to their homes in most miserable plight,

having lost their all, except their Bible, much valued then by the

unfortunate sailors, and now by a descendant in whose possession

it is. About the year 1812 these same brothers sailed to the island

of Teneriffe in an armed merchant ship, but after leaving that

place were never heard of.'

My First Book: the experiences of Walter Besant, James Payn, W. Clark Russell, Grant Allen, Hall Caine, George R. Sims, Rudyard Kipling, A. Conan Doyle, M.E. Braddon, F.W. Robinson, H. Rider Haggard, R.M. Ballantyne, I. Zangwill, Morley Roberts, David Christie Murray, Marie Corelli, Jerome K. Jerome, John Strange Winter, Bret Harte, "Q.", Robert Buchanan, Robert Louis Stevenson, with an introduction by Jerome K. Jerome. · 第 14 / 17 段