CHAPTER XXIII

And then, one November evening as Clyde was walking along Wykeagy

Avenue, just west of Central, a portion of the locally celebrated

avenue which, ever since he had moved to Mrs. Peyton's he was

accustomed to traverse to and from his work, one thing did occur which

in so far as he and the Griffiths were concerned was destined to

bring about a chain of events which none of them could possibly have

foreseen. At the time there was in his heart and mind that singing

which is the inheritance of youth and ambition and which the dying of

the old year, instead of depressing, seemed but to emphasize. He had

a good position. He was respected here. Over and above his room and

board he had not less than fifteen dollars a week to spend on himself

and Roberta, an income which, while it did not parallel that which had

been derived from the Green-Davidson or the Union League, was still

not so involved with family miseries in the one place or personal

loneliness in the other. And he had Roberta secretly devoted to him.

And the Griffiths, thank goodness, did not and should not know anything

of that, though just how in case of a difficulty it was to be avoided,

he was not even troubling to think. His was a disposition which did not

tend to load itself with more than the most immediate cares.

And although the Griffiths and their friends had not chosen to

recognize him socially, still more and more all others who were not

connected with local society and who knew of him, did. Only this very

day, because the spring before he had been made a room-chief, perhaps,

and Samuel Griffiths had recently paused and talked with him, no less

an important personage than Mr. Rudolph Smillie, one of the several

active vice-presidents, had asked him most cordially and casually

whether he played golf, and if so, when spring came again, whether he

might not be interested to join the Amoskeag, one of the two really

important golf clubs within a half dozen miles of the city. Now, what

could that mean, if not that Mr. Smillie was beginning to see him

as a social possibility, and that he as well as many others about

the factory, were becoming aware of him as some one who was of some

importance to the Griffiths, if not the factory.

This thought, together with one other--that once more after dinner

he was to see Roberta and in her room as early as eleven o'clock or

even earlier--cheered him and caused him to step along most briskly

and gayly. For, since having indulged in this secret adventure so

many times, both were unconsciously becoming bolder. Not having been

detected to date, they were of the notion that it was possible they

might not be. Or if they were Clyde might be introduced as her brother

or cousin for the moment, anyhow, in order to avoid immediate scandal.

Later, to avoid danger of comment or subsequent detection, as both

had agreed after some discussion, Roberta might have to move to some

other place where the same routine was to be repeated. But that would

be easy, or at least better than no freedom of contact. And with that

Roberta had been compelled to agree.

However, on this occasion there came a contact and an interruption

which set his thoughts careening in an entirely different direction.

Reaching the first of the more important houses of Wykeagy Avenue,

although he had not the slightest idea who lived there, he was gazing

interestedly at the high wrought-iron fence, as well as the kempt

lawn within, dimly illuminated by street lamps, and upon the surface

of which he could detect many heaps of freshly fallen brown leaves

being shaken and rolled by a winnowing and gamboling wind. It was all

so starkly severe, placid, reserved, beautiful, as he saw it, that he

was quite stirred by the dignity and richness of it. And as he neared

the central gate, above which two lights were burning, making a circle

of light about it, a closed car of great size and solidity stopped

directly in front of it. And the chauffeur stepping down and opening

the door, Clyde instantly recognized Sondra Finchley leaning forward in

the car.

"Go around to the side entrance, David, and tell Miriam that I can't

wait for her because I'm going over to the Trumbulls for dinner, but

that I'll be back by nine. If she's not there, leave this note and

hurry, will you?" The voice and manner were of that imperious and yet

pleasing mode which had so intrigued him the spring before.

At the same time seeing, as she thought, Gilbert Griffiths approaching

along the sidewalk, she called, "Oh, hello. Walking to-night? If you

want to wait a minute, you can ride out with me. I've just sent David

in with a note. He won't be long."

Now Sondra Finchley, despite the fact that she was interested in Bella

and the Griffiths' wealth and prestige in general was by no means

as well pleased with Gilbert. He had been indifferent to her in the

beginning when she had tried to cultivate him and he had remained so.

He had wounded her pride. And to her, who was overflowing with vanity

and self-conceit, this was the last offense, and she could not forgive

him. She could not and would not brook the slightest trace of ego in

another, and most especially the vain, cold, self-centered person of

Bella's brother. He had too fine an opinion of himself, as she saw it,

was one who was too bursting with vanity to be of service to anyone.

"Hmp! That stick." It was so that she invariably thought of him. "Who

does he think he is anyhow? He certainly does think he's a lot around

here. You'd think he was a Rockefeller or a Morgan. And for my part I

can't see where he's a bit interesting--any more. I like Bella. I think

she's lovely. But that smarty. I guess he would like to have a girl

wait on him. Well, not for me." Such in the main were the comments made

by Sondra upon such reported acts and words of Gilbert as were brought

to her by others.

And for his part, Gilbert, hearing of the gyrations, airs, and

aspirations of Sondra from Bella from time to time, was accustomed to

remark: "What, that little snip! Who does she think she is anyhow? If

ever there was a conceited little nut!..."

However, so tightly were the social lines of Lycurgus drawn, so few

the truly eligibles, that it was almost necessary and compulsory upon

those "in" to make the best of such others as were "in." And so it was

that she now greeted Gilbert as she thought. And as she moved over

slightly from the door to make room for him, Clyde almost petrified

by this unexpected recognition, and quite shaken out of his pose and

self-contemplation, not being sure whether he had heard aright, now

approached, his manner the epitome almost of a self-ingratiating

and somewhat affectionate and wistful dog of high breeding and fine

temperament.

"Oh, good evening," he exclaimed, removing his cap and bowing. "How are

you?" while his mind was registering that this truly was the beautiful,

the exquisite Sondra whom months before he had met at his uncle's, and

concerning whose social activities during the preceding summer he had

been reading in the papers. And now here she was as lovely as ever,

seated in this beautiful car and addressing him, apparently. However,

Sondra on the instant realizing that she had made a mistake and that

it was not Gilbert, was quite embarrassed and uncertain for the

moment just how to extricate herself from a situation which was a bit

ticklish, to say the least.

"Oh, pardon me, you're Mr. Clyde Griffiths, I see now. It's my mistake.

I thought you were Gilbert. I couldn't quite make you out in the

light." She had for the moment an embarrassed and fidgety and halting

manner, which Clyde noticed and which he saw implied that she had made

a mistake that was not entirely flattering to him nor satisfactory to

her. And this in turn caused him to become confused and anxious to

retire.

"Oh, pardon me. But that's all right. I didn't mean to intrude. I

thought...." He flushed and stepped back really troubled.

But now Sondra, seeing at once that Clyde was if anything much more

attractive than his cousin and far more diffident, and obviously

greatly impressed by her charms as well as her social state, unbent

sufficiently to say with a charming smile: "But that's all right. Won't

you get in, please, and let me take you where you are going. Oh, I wish

you would. I will be so glad to take you."

For there was that in Clyde's manner the instant he learned that it was

due to a mistake that he had been recognized which caused even her to

understand that he was hurt, abashed and disappointed. His eyes took

on a hurt look and there was a wavering, apologetic, sorrowful smile

playing about his lips.

"Why, yes, of course," he said jerkily, "that is, if you want me to.

I understand how it was. That's all right. But you needn't mind, if

you don't wish to. I thought...." He had half turned to go, but was

so drawn by her that he could scarcely tear himself away before she

repeated: "Oh, do come, get in, Mr. Griffiths. I'll be so glad if you

will. It won't take David a moment to take you wherever you are going,

I'm sure. And I am sorry about the other, really I am. I didn't mean,

you know, that just because you weren't Gilbert Griffiths--"

He paused and in a bewildered manner stepped forward and entering the

car, slipped into the seat beside her. And she, interested by his

personality, at once began to look at him, feeling glad that it was he

now instead of Gilbert. In order the better to see and again reveal

her devastating charms, as she saw them, to Clyde, she now switched on

the roof light. And the chauffeur returning, she asked Clyde where he

wished to go--an address which he gave reluctantly enough, since it was

so different from the street in which she resided. As the car sped on,

he was animated by a feverish desire to make some use of this brief

occasion which might cause her to think favorably of him--perhaps, who

knows--lead to some faint desire on her part to contact him again at

some time or other. He was so truly eager to be of her world.

"It's certainly nice of you to take me up this way," he now turned to

her and observed, smiling. "I didn't think it was my cousin you meant

or I wouldn't have come up as I did."

"Oh, that's all right. Don't mention it," replied Sondra archly with

a kind of sicky sweetness in her voice. Her original impression of

him as she now felt, had been by no means so vivid. "It's my mistake,

not yours. But I'm glad I made it now, anyhow," she added most

definitely and with an engaging smile. "I think I'd rather pick you

up than I would Gil, anyhow. We don't get along any too well, he and

I. We quarrel a lot whenever we do meet anywhere." She smiled, having

completely recovered from her momentary embarrassment, and now leaned

back after the best princess fashion, her glance examining Clyde's

very regular features with interest. He had such soft smiling eyes

she thought. And after all, as she now reasoned, he was Bella's and

Gilbert's cousin, and looked prosperous.

"Well, that's too bad," he said stiffly, and with a very awkward and

weak attempt at being self-confident and even high-spirited in her

presence.

"Oh, it doesn't amount to anything, really. We just quarrel, that's

all, once in a while."

She saw that he was nervous and bashful and decidedly unresourceful in

her presence and it pleased her to think that she could thus befuddle

and embarrass him so much. "Are you still working for your uncle?"

"Oh, yes," replied Clyde quickly, as though it would make an enormous

difference to her if he were not. "I have charge of a department over

there now."

"Oh, really, I didn't know. I haven't seen you at all, since that one

time, you know. You don't get time to go about much, I suppose." She

looked at him wisely, as much as to say, "Your relatives aren't so very

much interested in you," but really liking him now, she said instead,

"You have been in the city all summer, I suppose?"

"Oh, yes," replied Clyde quite simply and winningly. "I have to be,

you know. It's the work that keeps me here. But I've seen your name in

the papers often, and read about your riding and tennis contests and I

saw you in that flower parade last June, too. I certainly thought you

looked beautiful, like an angel almost."

There was an admiring, pleading light in his eyes which now quite

charmed her. What a pleasing young man--so different to Gilbert. And

to think he should be so plainly and hopelessly smitten, and when

she could take no more than a passing interest in him. It made her

feel sorry, a little, and hence kindly toward him. Besides what would

Gilbert think if only he knew that his cousin was so completely reduced

by her--how angry he would be--he, who so plainly thought her a snip?

It would serve him just right if Clyde were taken up by some one and

made more of than he (Gilbert) ever could hope to be. The thought had a

most pleasing tang for her.

However, at this point, unfortunately, the car turned in before Mrs.

Peyton's door and stopped. The adventure for Clyde and for her was

seemingly over.

"That's awfully nice of you to say that. I won't forget that." She

smiled archly as, the chauffeur opening the door, Clyde stepped

down, his own nerves taut because of the grandeur and import of this

encounter. "So this is where you live. Do you expect to be in Lycurgus

all winter?"

"Oh, yes. I'm quite sure of it. I hope to be anyhow," he added, quite

yearningly, his eyes expressing his meaning completely.

"Well, perhaps, then I'll see you again somewhere, some time. I hope

so, anyhow."

She nodded and gave him her fingers and the most fetching and wreathy

of smiles, and he, eager to the point of folly, added: "Oh, so do I."

"Good night! Good night!" she called as the car sprang away, and Clyde,

looking after it, wondered if he would ever see her again so closely

and intimately as here. To think that he should have met her again in

this way! And she had proved so very different from that first time

when, as he distinctly recalled, she took no interest in him at all.

He turned hopefully and a little wistfully toward his own door.

And Sondra, ... why was it, she pondered, as the motor car sped on its

way, that the Griffiths were apparently not much interested in him?

An American tragedy, v. 1 · 第 23 / 38 章