CHAPTER XIII

The reasons why a girl of Roberta's type should be seeking employment

with Griffiths and Company at this time and in this capacity are of

some point. For, somewhat after the fashion of Clyde in relation

to his family and his life, she too considered her life a great

disappointment. She was the daughter of Titus Alden, a farmer--of near

Biltz, a small town in Mimico County, some fifty miles north. And from

her youth up she had seen little but poverty. Her father--the youngest

of three sons of Ephraim Alden, a farmer in this region before him--was

so unsuccessful that at forty-eight he was still living in a house

which, though old and much in need of repair at the time his father

willed it to him, was now bordering upon a state of dilapidation. The

house itself, while primarily a charming example of that excellent

taste which produced those delightful gabled homes which embellish

the average New England town and street, had been by now so reduced

for want of paint, shingles, and certain flags which had once made a

winding walk from a road gate to the front door, that it presented

a decidedly melancholy aspect to the world, as though it might be

coughing and saying: "Well, things are none too satisfactory with me."

The interior of the house corresponded with the exterior. The floor

boards and stair boards were loose and creaked most eerily at times.

Some of the windows had shades--some did not. Furniture of both an

earlier and a later date, but all in a somewhat decayed condition,

intermingled and furnished it in some nondescript manner which need

hardly be described.

As for the parents of Roberta, they were excellent examples of that

native type of Americanism which resists facts and reveres illusion.

Titus Alden was one of that vast company of individuals who are born,

pass through and die out of the world without ever quite getting any

one thing straight. They appear, blunder, and end in a fog. Like his

two brothers, both older and almost as nebulous, Titus was a farmer

solely because his father had been a farmer. And he was here on this

farm because it had been willed to him and because it was easier to

stay here and try to work this than it was to go elsewhere. He was a

Republican because his father before him was a Republican and because

this county was Republican. It never occurred to him to be otherwise.

And, as in the case of his politics and his religion, he had borrowed

all his notions of what was right and wrong from those about him. A

single, serious, intelligent or rightly informing book had never been

read by any member of this family--not one. But they were nevertheless

excellent, as conventions, morals and religions go--honest, upright,

God-fearing and respectable.

In so far as the daughter of these parents was concerned, and in

the face of natural gifts which fitted her for something better

than this world from which she derived, she was still, in part, at

least, a reflection of the religious and moral notions there and

then prevailing,--the views of the local ministers and the laity in

general. At the same time, because of a warm, imaginative, sensuous

temperament, she was filled--once she reached fifteen and sixteen--with

the world-old dream of all of Eve's daughters from the homeliest to the

fairest--that her beauty or charm might some day and ere long smite

bewitchingly and so irresistibly the soul of a given man or men.

So it was that although throughout her infancy and girlhood she was

compelled to hear of and share a depriving and toilsome poverty, still,

because of her innate imagination, she was always thinking of something

better. Maybe, some day, who knew, a larger city like Albany or Utica!

A newer and greater life.

And then what dreams! And in the orchard of a spring day later, between

her fourteenth and eighteenth years when the early May sun was making

pink lamps of every aged tree and the ground was pinkly carpeted

with the falling and odorous petals, she would stand and breathe and

sometimes laugh, or even sigh, her arms upreached or thrown wide to

life. To be alive! To have youth and the world before one. To think of

the eyes and the smile of some youth of the region who by the merest

chance had passed her and looked, and who might never look again, but

who, nevertheless, in so doing, had stirred her young soul to dreams.

None the less she was shy, and hence recessive--afraid of men,

especially the more ordinary types common to this region. And these

in turn, repulsed by her shyness and refinement, tended to recede

from her, for all of her physical charm, which was too delicate for

this region. Nevertheless, at the age of sixteen, having repaired to

Biltz in order to work in Appleman's Dry Goods Store for five dollars

a week, she saw many young men who attracted her. But here because of

her mood in regard to her family's position, as well as the fact that

to her inexperienced eyes they appeared so much better placed than

herself, she was convinced that they would not be interested in her.

And here again it was her own mood that succeeded in alienating them

almost completely. Nevertheless she remained working for Mr. Appleman

until she was between eighteen and nineteen, all the while sensing that

she was really doing nothing for herself because she was too closely

identified with her home and her family, who appeared to need her.

And then about this time, an almost revolutionary thing for this

part of the world occurred. For because of the cheapness of labor in

such an extremely rural section, a small hosiery plant was built at

Trippetts Mills. And though Roberta, because of the views and standards

that prevailed hereabout, had somehow conceived of this type of work

as beneath her, still she was fascinated by the reports of the high

wages to be paid. Accordingly she repaired to Trippetts Mills, where,

boarding at the house of a neighbor who had previously lived in Biltz,

and returning home every Saturday afternoon, she planned to bring

together the means for some further form of practical education--a

course at a business college at Homer or Lycurgus or somewhere which

might fit her for something better--bookkeeping or stenography.

And in connection with this dream and this attempted saving two

years went by. And in the meanwhile, although she earned more money

(eventually twelve dollars a week), still, because various members of

her family required so many little things and she desired to alleviate

to a degree the privations of these others from which she suffered,

nearly all that she earned went to them.

And again here, as at Biltz, most of the youths of the town who were

better suited to her intellectually and temperamentally--still looked

upon the mere factory type as beneath them in many ways. And although

Roberta was far from being that type, still having associated herself

with them she was inclined to absorb some of their psychology in regard

to themselves. Indeed by then she was fairly well satisfied that no one

of these here in whom she was interested would be interested in her--at

least not with any legitimate intentions.

And then two things occurred which caused her to think, not only

seriously of marriage, but of her own future, whether she married or

not. For her sister, Agnes, now twenty, and three years her junior,

having recently reëncountered a young school-master who some time

before had conducted the district school near the Alden farm, and

finding him more to her taste now than when she had been in school,

had decided to marry him. And this meant, as Roberta saw it, that she

was about to take on the appearance of a spinster unless she married

soon. Yet she did not quite see what was to be done until the hosiery

factory at Trippetts Mills suddenly closed, never to reopen. And then,

in order to assist her mother, as well as help with her sister's

wedding, she returned to Biltz.

But then there came a third thing which decidedly affected her dreams

and plans. Grace Marr, a girl whom she had met at Trippetts Mills,

had gone to Lycurgus and after a few weeks there had managed to

connect herself with the Finchley Vacuum Cleaner Company at a salary

of fifteen dollars a week and at once wrote to Roberta telling her of

the opportunities that were then present in Lycurgus. For in passing

the Griffiths Company, which she did daily, she had seen a large

sign posted over the east employment door reading "Girls Wanted."

And inquiry revealed the fact that girls at this company were always

started at nine or ten dollars, quickly taught some one of the various

phases of piece work and then, once they were proficient, were

frequently able to earn as much as from fourteen to sixteen dollars,

according to their skill. And since board and room were only consuming

seven of what she earned, she was delighted to communicate to Roberta,

whom she liked very much, that she might come and room with her if she

wished.

Roberta, having reached the place where she felt that she could no

longer endure farm life but must act for herself once more, finally

arranged with her mother to leave in order that she might help her more

directly with her wages.

But once in Lycurgus and employed by Clyde, her life, after the first

flush of self-interest which a change so great implied for her, was not

so much more enlarged socially or materially either, for that matter,

over what it had been in Biltz and Trippetts Mills. For, despite the

genial intimacy of Grace Marr--a girl not nearly as attractive as

Roberta, and who, because of Roberta's charm and for the most part

affected gayety, counted on her to provide a cheer and companionship

which otherwise she would have lacked--still the world into which she

was inducted here was scarcely any more liberal or diversified than

that from which she sprang.

For, to begin with, the Newtons, sister and brother-in-law of Grace

Marr, with whom she lived, and who, despite the fact that they were not

unkindly, proved to be, almost more so than were the types with whom,

either in Biltz or Trippetts Mills, she had been in constant contact,

the most ordinary small town mill workers--religious and narrow to a

degree. George Newton, as every one could see and feel, was a pleasant

if not very emotional or romantic person who took his various small

plans in regard to himself and his future as of the utmost importance.

Primarily he was saving what little cash he could out of the wages he

earned as threadman in the Cranston Wickwire factory to enable him to

embark upon some business for which he thought himself fitted. And to

this end, and to further enhance his meager savings, he had joined

with his wife in the scheme of taking over an old house in Taylor

Street which permitted the renting of enough rooms to carry the rent

and in addition to supply the food for the family and five boarders,

counting their labor and worries in the process as nothing. And on the

other hand, Grace Marr, as well as Newton's wife, Mary, were of that

type that here as elsewhere find the bulk of their social satisfaction

in such small matters as relate to the organization of a small home,

the establishing of its import and integrity in a petty and highly

conventional neighborhood and the contemplation of life and conduct

through the lens furnished by a purely sectarian creed.

And so, once part and parcel of this particular household, Roberta

found after a time, that it, if not Lycurgus, was narrow and

restricted--not wholly unlike the various narrow and restricted homes

at Biltz. And these lines, according to the Newtons and their like,

to be strictly observed. No good could come of breaking them. If you

were a factory employee you should accommodate yourself to the world

and customs of the better sort of Christian factory employees. Every

day therefore--and that not so very long after she had arrived--she

found herself up and making the best of a not very satisfactory

breakfast in the Newton dining room, which was usually shared by Grace

and two other girls of nearly their own age--Opal Feliss and Olive

Pope--who were connected with the Cranston Wickwire Company. Also by

a young electrician by the name of Fred Shurlock, who worked for the

City Lighting Plant. And immediately after breakfast joining a long

procession that day after day at this hour made for the mills across

the river. For just outside her own door she invariably met with a

company of factory girls and women, boys and men, of the same relative

ages, to say nothing of many old and weary-looking women who looked

more like wraiths than human beings, who had issued from the various

streets and houses of this vicinity. And as the crowd, because of the

general inpour into it from various streets, thickened at Central

Avenue, there was much ogling of the prettier girls by a certain type

of factory man, who, not knowing any of them, still sought, as Roberta

saw it, unlicensed contacts and even worse. Yet there was much giggling

and simpering on the part of girls of a certain type who were by no

means as severe as most of those she had known elsewhere. Shocking!

And at night the same throng, re-forming at the mills, crossing the

bridge at the depot and returning as it had come. And Roberta, because

of her social and moral training and mood, and in spite of her decided

looks and charm and strong desires, feeling alone and neglected. Oh,

how sad to see the world so gay and she so lonely. And it was always

after six when she reached home. And after dinner there was really

nothing much of anything to do unless she and Grace attended one or

another of the moving picture theaters or she could bring herself to

consent to join the Newtons and Grace at a meeting of the Methodist

Church.

None the less once part and parcel of this household and working for

Clyde she was delighted with the change. This big city. This fine

Central Avenue with its stores and moving picture theaters. These great

mills. And again this Mr. Griffiths, so young, attractive, smiling and

interested in her.

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