Stratton went to his room, put out his light, and threw open the
casement to sit and listen to the wash and rush of the coming tide. It
was darker than ever, for the sea fog had grown dense, and the water
sobbed and moaned among the rocks, and splashed against the sides of the
fishing boats in a way that in the silence of the night sounded
mysterious and strange.
All this added to Stratton's depression, and the sense of coming
trouble. It was impossible to pass it over as imaginary, face to face
as he was with the terrible difficulties before him; for in that tiny
place, unless Barron was hurried away, a meeting was imminent, and it
was his doing--his.
Guest laughed at the idea of his presence there being due to fate, he
recalled; but how else could he think of the strange complication but as
being wrought out by a greater directing hand? "And for what?" he
muttered. Could it be only to inflict fresh torture upon a gentle,
loving woman?
The mental outlook was as black and misty as that across the sands to
the moaning, sighing sea; and as Stratton sat there, with the damp, soft
air cooling his brow, he longed for rest, and thought of the peace and
gentle calm that he might find if he could take a boat and sail right
away into the soft, black darkness.
He shook his head mournfully, though, for he knew that he could not sail
away from his thoughts, and that it would be the act of a coward to try
and escape from the sufferings which fell to his lot.
To sleep was impossible. He did not even think of lying down, but sat
there waiting for the first streaks of day with the face of Myra always
before him, her eyes looking gravely into his with a sweet, trustful
tenderness, which made him recall her visit to his chambers that night
when she knelt before him with her arms outstretched to take him to her
breast, and he asked himself why he had shrunk from her--why he had not
crushed down conscience, and the horror of his having slain her husband,
and taken her away--anywhere so that they two could have been together
far from the world and its ways.
For his dread had been his own making. It was not real. The shot was
an accident, not even dealt by his own hand, and the man had lived.
Myra would have been his, and they might have been happy.
Was it too late, even now? If he could only reach her ear and tell her
how all stood. She loved him--he knew that. Once with Myra meant till
death, and she would follow him to the world's end.
"And I sit here," he cried, and started from his seat, "when she is
there yonder waiting for me. A word would rouse her from her sleep, if
she does sleep. She may be sitting at her window even now, wakeful and
wretched as I, and ready to trust me, to let me lead her far away from
all this misery and despair. Heaven never could mean us to suffer as we
do. It is a natural prompting. She must be waiting for me now."
The moments of exaltation passed, and he sank down again to bury his
face in his hands, knowing that it was all the madness of a despairing
man.
No; he could do nothing but that which he and Brettison had planned--
nothing but wait for the morning, which was yet hours away.
He grew calmer as the night passed on; firmer, too, and there was a
quiet determination in his thoughts as he felt that some day Myra would
know all that he had done, and perhaps, after all, happiness might be
theirs.
For hope came with the approach of day, and when at last the first pale
dawn appeared in the east, and by degrees there was a delicious
opalescent tint on the waves, where a soft breeze was slowly wafting
away the mist, it was a calm, grave, thoughtful man, nerved to the day's
task, who went forth with the knowledge that the people of the inn were
already stirring, for, as he stepped out, a casement was opened, and the
landlady greeted him with the customary _bon jour_.
Stratton returned the greeting, and told her his requirements--a sailing
boat and men to take him and his friends for a good long cruise.
"Ah, yes!" said the landlady; "of course, and monsieur would pay them
well,"--and at another time there were Jacques, and Jean, and Andre, and
many more who would have been so glad--for it was going to be a day
superb: look at the light on the water like the silver and sheen upon a
mackerel, to prove her words--but the hands went out last night, and
would not return in time from the fishing.
"But was there no one else?"
"Not a soul, monsieur. Why, there was a great nobleman--an old sea
admiral--English, at the little chateau who had sent only last night,
wanting a boat to sail with the beautiful ladies he had brought, one of
whom was a stately old marquise, at least, with hair grey; but no, he
could not have a boat for any money. Why could not monsieur take his
sick friend for a beautiful long drive?"
Stratton jumped at the proposal.
"Yes; that would do," he said.
"Then Guillaume should have the horse and chaise ready at any time
monsieur chose to name."
A sense of relief came over Stratton as he finished his arrangements.
The car was to be waiting till the sick friend was brought over, and
then they would start at once--after breakfast--no, perhaps sooner. It
was to be ready for them to start at any time; for the invalid was
capricious; and it was uncertain when they would come back.
Stratton could do no more but wait. He dared not show himself for fear
the admiral might be out early; and he shuddered at the idea of the old
man strolling about on the sands and encountering Brettison and his
charge.
But he felt that his old friend would take care, and, going back to his
rooms with the intention of forcing himself to wait patiently, he
watched the sun rise in all its glory over the sea of fire, while the
clouds and mists around were one blaze of effulgent hues.
It was impossible to help a feeling of elation as nature smiled upon him
full of hope and joy; and the determination to act manfully and well
grew and grew in Stratton's breast as, in obedience to a thought, he
went to where a glass hung in the passage of the little inn, and took it
up to his window.
It was with throbbing heart that he adjusted it, and brought it to bear
upon the pretty little chateau high upon the cliff, covered with
creepers, and with its terrace garden a mass of flowers.
He scanned window after window, but not a soul was visible, and after a
time he brought it to bear on the fisher's cottage at the foot of the
cliff, where he saw the smoke curling up clear and blue, though it was
quite a mile away. Dale's brawny French nurse stood outside in the
early morning sunshine knitting. The fisherman was at his boat making
some repairs, where it lay bottom upward, and his wife was going in and
out busy over household affairs, but it was too early for sign of the
other occupants.
After a time Stratton was summoned to breakfast, and, after swallowing a
little bread and coffee hastily, he made sure that the car and driver
were ready, and with the excitement growing, returned to his place of
observation with the glass, where he was seen by the landlady, who
remarked to herself how anxious monsieur was about his friend.
At that moment the glass was trembling, and its eyepiece seemed blurred;
for it was fixed upon the figure of a tall, graceful woman, standing
outside one of the windows in the terrace garden of the little chateau,
with a hand raised to shade her eyes, as she looked along the coast
line, but appeared to be gazing straight at where Stratton watched her
with the glass.
One minute of delirious joy as he observed her features, then all was
blurred, and he closed up the glass; he dared not gaze, for his brain
swam, and when the insane desire to look once more came over him, and he
yielded, the figure in its soft, white, clinging drapery, was gone, and
he sternly turned the glass upon the cottage, to watch for the coming of
Brettison, till his eyes refused to distinguish the place.
He felt that they ought to be on their way now, while the occupants of
the house above were at their morning meal; but there was still no sign,
and another hour passed full of agony for Stratton, till he forced
himself to believe that Brettison was acting for the best, and that
there must be good reason for his keeping back.
He took the glass again, and concluded why his friend had not come; for
he saw a group now upon the terrace, and directly after could trace
their descent beyond the cottage to the sands--the admiral first, with
Myra leaning on his arm, then the stately figure of Miss Jerrold, and
lastly Edie and Guest; and all so close to him that he could almost read
the expression on their features as they stopped and walked past the
cottage as if about to come in his direction.
Stratton's heart beat, for there was the possibility of Barron appearing
at the cottage door, but they turned again, went on toward the
south-east and soon disappeared beyond the rocks which lay scattered
along the shore.
"Brettison will be here directly," thought Stratton, and after watching
for a few minutes a thought struck him: they would perhaps come along
the path at the top of the cliff, and in the belief that this might be
so he hurried out to warn the car driver to be ready.
Hardly had he returned to his room when the landlady appeared to say
that a boy was there to deliver a message to him alone, and, upon going
out, a heavy looking peasant announced that he was to go on to the
cottage.
Stratton caught up his hat and started, full of anxiety, for it was
evident that Brettison was having trouble with their charge, who was
perhaps obstinate and fretful, while before he was half-way there he
began to regret not bringing the car, so that they might have started at
once.
But he felt the next moment that it was folly to bring a wheeled vehicle
down upon that heavy sand, and keeping a sharp lookout for those he
wished to avoid, and taking advantage of every sheltering rock, he at
length reached the cottage, at whose door he was met by the fisherman.
Stratton saw at a glance that something was wrong; but before he could
get out a word the fisherman's wife, who was evidently suffering from
fear, stammered that she was desolated to have to send for the monsieur.
"Where is my friend?" said Stratton sharply.
"In his chamber, monsieur, exceedingly ill."
Stratton hurried in, to find Brettison in bed looking pinched of cheek,
his eyes sunken and blue beneath the lids, and perfectly insensible.
"What does this mean?" cried Stratton.
"We did not hear the gentleman moving this morning, but my husband heard
him stirring in the night, sir; oh, yes; and when I went to call him he
answered so strangely that I entered and gave a cry, for he looked as if
he was going to the death, monsieur.
"I wanted to send for you, but he forbade me. He said he would be
better soon, and I made him tea, and gave him some cognac, and he grew
better, then worse, then better again. It is something bad with his
throat, monsieur. Look, it is--all worse, quite blue."
Stratton gazed at the livid marks in horror.
"Where is Mr Cousin, our invalid?" he said, beginning to tremble now.
"Oh, he, monsieur, he insisted upon going out on the sands with his
attendant Margot."
"Which way?" gasped Stratton.
"Yonder, monsieur," said the woman, pointing to the south-east.
"Here, get cognac; bathe his face," panted Stratton, half wild now with
horror; "and send someone for the nearest doctor. Quick. I shall be
back soon--if I live," he muttered as he rushed off through the deep,
loose sand to find and bring back their charge before he encountered the
Jerrolds on the beach.
He could not see far for the rocks that strewed the shore, which was
apparently deserted. The sun beat down upon his head, and the effort to
advance grew more painful, and yet he passed through maze after maze of
stones fallen in huge masses from the cliffs above, without seeing a
sign, till all at once, as he passed round one huge mass, beyond which
lay scores of others covered with barnacle and weed, he heard voices,
and stopped short, hidden from the group before him by one of the rocks.
His toil had been in vain, and a jealous, maddening pang shot through
him.
There, some forty yards away, sat Barron upon a huge boulder, his back
propped against a rock, and his attendant knitting a short distance
back, while Miss Jerrold sat on the sands reading beneath a great
sunshade. The admiral was smoking his cigar, looking down at Barron;
Edie and Guest were together; and Myra, pale, gentle, and with a smile
upon her lip, was offering the invalid a bunch of grapes, which he was
gently taking from her hand.
"The past condoned," said Stratton to himself; "the future--well, he is
her husband, after all. Great Heavens, am I really mad, or is all this
a waking dream?"
He staggered back and nearly fell, so terrible was the rush of horror
through his brain, but he could not draw away his eyes, and he saw that
Barron was speaking and holding out his hand--that Myra responded by
laying hers within his palm, and the fingers closed upon it--fingers
that not many hours back must have held Brettison's throat in a deadly
grip.