LETTER CXXVI

_Anna Wenbourne St. Ives to Louisa Clifton_

Oh my friend! I am escaped! Have broken my prison and am sitting now--I

cannot tell you where, but in a place of safety. I have been thus

successful by the aid of Laura.

It is now four days since I saw your brother. Lulled to security by the

peaceable manner in which I had submitted to confinement, and imagining

Laura to be still in the interest of Mr. Clifton, though this silly

girl is now a very sincere penitent, the old woman began to indulge her

in still greater liberties. I warned Laura very seriously against any

precipitate attempts, for I saw it was probable this incautiousness

would increase, provided it were encouraged.

No good opportunity offered till this morning, when Laura was suffered

to take the key of my prison chamber, and let herself in and out.

The moment she told me of it I enquired what other obstacles there

were. Laura said we might get into the yard, but no further, for there

was a high wall which no woman could climb. I asked her if she thought

a man could climb it? She answered, yes, she had seen men do such

things, but she could not think how.

The absence of Mr. Clifton for so long a time, without releasing me

from my imprisonment, made me in hourly expectation of his return. I

therefore did not stay to hesitate, but desired Laura to steal down

stairs before me, and open the door, for that I was determined to

attempt the wall.

Laura was terrified at the fear of being left behind, for she said she

never could climb it. 'Alas! What was to become of her?'--I told her

she should have thought of consequences long ago; but that she might be

certain I would not desert her: on the contrary, I would go to the

first house I could find and send her relief, if I should happen to

climb a wall which she could not. Though, I likewise added, it was

weakness and folly to suppose that men were better able to climb walls

than women, or that she could not follow, if I could lead.

The assurance of relief in part quieted her fears: she opened the first

door, stole down to the second, I followed, she unlocked it, and we

both got into the yard.

The wall as she said was high and not easily climbed; but I had little

time for reflection: the old woman saw us through the window, and was

coming.

To this wall there was a gate, equally high, but with a handle to shut,

ledges running across, and two or three cracked places that afforded

hold for the hand. You and I, Louisa, have often discoursed on the

excellence of active courage, and the much greater efforts of which

both sexes are capable than either of them imagine. I climbed the

gate with great speed and little I difficulty.

The old woman was already in the yard, and Laura stood wondering to see

me on the top of the wall, fearing I should now break my neck in

getting down again, and still in greater terror at the approach of the

old woman. I made some attempt to persuade the latter to give Laura her

liberty; but our turnkey is very deaf, and instead of listening to me

she ran for some offensive weapon to beat me off the wall: so, once

more assuring Laura I would send her immediate aid, and keeping hold of

the gate post with my hand, I let myself down and with very little

hurt.

I proceeded along a narrow lane: I knew not in what direction, but

hurried forward in great haste; not only from the possibility of being

pursued, but because it began to blow and rain very heavily. In less

than ten minutes I came to a house: I rang, a man came to the gate, and

I readily gained admission. I was shewn into the room where I am now

writing, and another person was sent to me, who perhaps is the master

of the house, though from his appearance I should rather suppose the

contrary. I asked first if it were possible to get a coach; and he

enquired where I came from? I told him, from a house at a considerable

distance, in the same lane, where I had been forcibly shut up, and

where my maid still was, whom I wished to have released; adding I would

well reward any two men, by whom it might easily be effected, if they

would go and help her over the wall.

He listened very attentively, stood some time to consider, and then

replied there was no coach to be procured within a mile of the place,

but that a man should go for one; and that I might make myself easy

concerning the young woman (Laura) for she should soon join me. The

look and manner of the man did not please me, but the case was urgent,

the storm increasing, and I in want of shelter and protection.

I then recollected it would perhaps be safest to write immediately to

Grosvenor-Street, to prevent surprise as well as to guard against

accidents, and I asked if he could furnish me with a sheet of paper and

pen and ink. He answered he feared not, but called a boy, and said to

him--'Did not I see you with some writing paper the other day?' The boy

answered yes; and he bade him go and fetch it, and bring me the pen and

ink.

He then left me, and the boy presently returned, with a sheet of paper,

an old ink-bottle, and a very indifferent pen. The boy looked at me

earnestly, and then examined the pen, saying it was a very bad one, but

he would fetch me a better.

The man who was just gone had told me that nobody could be spared, to

go as far as I required, in less than an hour at the soonest; I

therefore have time to write at length.

I think there can be little doubt but that my Louisa is long before

this in Grosvenor-Street. I would not wish Sir Arthur to be informed

too suddenly, I will therefore direct to her at a venture; but for fear

of accidents will add to the direction--'If Miss Clifton be not there,

to be opened and read by Mrs. Clarke.'--In the present alarmed state of

the family this will ensure its being opened, even if both my good

friends should be absent.

Good heaven! What does this mean?--I have just risen to see if the

little boy were within call, and find the door is locked upon me!

I have been listening!--I hear stern and loud voices!--I fear I have

been very inconsiderate!--I know not what to think!

Where am I?--Oh, Louisa, I am seized with terror! Looking into the

table-drawer at which I am sitting, in search of wafers, I have found

my own letter; opened, dirtied, and worn! Alas! You know of no such

letter!--Again I am addressing myself to the winds!--The very fatal

letter in which I mentioned the eight thousand pounds!--Where am I,

where am I?--In what is all this to end?

All is lost!--Flight is hopeless!--The very man who headed the ruffians

that seized me has just walked into the room, placed himself with his

back against the door, surveyed me, satisfied himself who it was, then

warily left me, locked the door, and called a man to guard it!--Oh my

incautious folly!

I am in the dwelling of demons!--I never heard such horrible

oaths!--Surely there is some peculiar mischief working!--The noise

increases, with unheard-of blasphemy!

Merciful Heaven! I hear the voice of Frank!--What is doing?--Must I

remain here?--Oh misery!----What cries!

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