LETTER XCII

_Coke Clifton to Guy Fairfax_

_London, Dover Street_

The moment, Fairfax, the trying, the great, the glorious moment

approaches. Every possible contributing cause calls aloud for

expedition, and reprobates delay. This gardening fellow is gone. For

his absence I thank him, but not for the resolute spirit with which he

intends to attack his father and make him yield. He has a tongue that

would silence the congregated clamours of the Sorbonne, and dumb-found

Belial himself in the hall of Pandemonium. 'Tis certain he has a tough

morsel to encounter, and yet I fear he will succeed.

This would destroy all--Marry her?--No!--By heaven, no! If the hopes of

Abimelech be not stubborn enough to persevere, they must and shall be

strengthened. His refusal is indispensably necessary in every view,

unless the view of marriage, which I once more tell you, Fairfax, I now

detest. I should have no plea with her, were that of delay removed.

What is still worse, this delay may be removed by another and more

painful cause. My mother it appears declines rapidly: her death is even

feared, and should it happen, I cannot pretend to insist on the

obstacles which her maternal cares and provisionary fears have raised.

I can think of no certain expedient, for this Abimelech, but that of an

anonymous letter. Neither the writing nor the style must appear to be

mine; nor must the hand that writes it understand its purport. Tyros

and ignorant as my opponents are, in the tricks and intrigues of

amorous stratagem, still they have too much understanding not to be

redoubtable.

Those old necromancers Subtlety and Falsehood must forge the magic

armour, and the enchanted shield, under which I fight. Like wizards of

yore, they must render me invisible; and the fair form of the foolish

Clifton they have imagined must only be seen.

Honest Aby, or I mistake him, is too worthy a fellow to desert so good

a cause. And this cloud-capt lady, whose proud turrets I have sworn to

level with the dust, will not descend to plead the approaching death of

my mother, when I shall urge the injustice of delay--Ay, Fairfax, the

injustice! I mean to command, to dare, to overawe; that is the only

oratory which can put her to the rout. She loves to be astonished, and

astonished she shall be. If I do not shrink from myself her fall is

infallible.

My heart exults in the coming joy! Never more will the milky pulp of

compassion rise to mar the luxurious meal! She has been writing to the

fellow, Fairfax; ay and has shewn me her letter! For, let her but

imagine that truth, or virtue, or principle, or any other abortive

being of her own creation, requires her to follow the whims of her

disjointed fancy, and what frantic folly is there of which she is

incapable?

'Tis maddening to recollect, but she doats on the fellow; absolutely

doats! I am the tormenting demon that has appeared to interrupt her

happiness; she the devoted victim, sacrificed to shield me from harm!

The thought of separation from him is distracting, and every power must

be conjured up to avert the horrid woe!

Never before did my feelings support such various and continual

attacks; never did I endure infidelity so open or insult so unblushing.

But, patience; the day of vengeance is at hand, or rather is here! This

moment will I fly and take it! Expect to hear 'of battles, sieges,

disastrous chances, and of moving accidents; but not of hair breadth

'scapes!'--Escape she cannot! I go! She falls!

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