LETTER LXXIV

_Sir Arthur St. Ives to Abimelech Henley_

_London, Grosvenor Street_

Mr. Henley,

It is now some time since I received your letter. It astonished and I

must say offended me so much, that I do not yet know what answer to

return. You say I have thrown you into a quandary, Mr. Henley; and I

can very sincerely return your compliment, Mr. Henley; for nothing can

be more unintelligible than your whole letter is to me, Mr. Henley. And

I must say, I think it not very grateful in you, Mr. Henley, nor in my

opinion very proper, to write me such a letter, Mr. Henley; that is as

far as I understand its meaning, Mr. Henley. I have no desire, Mr.

Henley, to quarrel with you, if I can help it; but I must say I think

you have forgotten yourself, Mr. Henley. It is very unlike the manner

in which you have been used to comport yourself to me, Mr. Henley; for,

if I understand you rightly, which I own it is very difficult to do,

you threaten me with foreclosures, Mr. Henley; which I must say, Mr.

Henley, is very improper demeanour from you to me, Mr. Henley. Not that

I seek a rupture with you, Mr. Henley; though I must say that all this

lies very heavy upon my mind, Mr. Henley.

You insinuate that you are grown rich, I think, Mr. Henley. So much the

better for you. And you seem to know, Mr. Henley, that I am grown poor:

or I think, Mr. Henley, you would not have written to me in a style

which I could almost be tempted to call impertinent, but that I wish to

avoid a quarrel with you, Mr. Henley, unless you force me to it. There

is law as you say, Mr. Henley, for every man; but law is a very fretful

and indeed fearful thing, to which you know I am averse, Mr. Henley.

Not but there are proceedings, Mr. Henley, which may lead me to

consider how far it is necessary.

I must say, Mr. Henley, that my astonishment is very great, after

writing me word, as you did, that I might have the money, which I took

very kindly of you, that you should now contradict yourself so

flagrantly [I am obliged to repeat it, Mr. Henley] and tell me it is

not to be had. What you mean by the whats, and the whys, and the

wherefores being forthcoming, is really above my capacity, Mr. Henley;

and I request you would speak plainly, that I may give a plain answer.

You say you can keep your hat on your head, and look your betters in

the face, Mr. Henley. May be so. But I leave it to your better judgment

to consider, Mr. Henley, whether you ought to forget that they are your

betters.

There are indeed, as you tell me, wheels within wheels, Mr. Henley; for

I find that you, and not my son, are in possession of the Edgemoor

estate. God bless us all, and give us clean hands and hearts, Mr.

Henley! I say no more! Though I must say that, when I heard it, my hair

almost stood an end!

You talk a great deal about somebody's son, Mr. Henley. You have

puzzled me much; but I think you must mean your own son. Though what

you mean beside is more than I can divine. I am very unwilling, Mr.

Henley, to think any thing to your disadvantage; and I must say that I

could wish you would not speak by ifs, and ands, and innuendos; but let

me know at once what you mean, and all you mean, and then I shall know

how to act.

Your son, I own, is a very excellent young gentleman; a very

extraordinary young gentleman; and no person can be more ready to

acknowledge his merits than I, and my whole family. You seem offended

with my offer of a commission for him; which I own astonishes me; for I

must say, Mr. Henley, that I thought I was doing you an act of

kindness. Not that I blame your prudence, sir; or your aversion to the

prodigal spendthrifts, who too frequently are fond of red coats and

cockades, which are so offensive to your notions of prosperity.

I am not unwilling to own that I, and all my family, are even under

obligations to your son. For which reason I am the more inclined to

overlook what I must say does not please me, in your last very

unexpected letter. Let me tell you, Mr. Henley, that I cannot but hope

you will think better of it; and that you will use your kind endeavours

to get me the money, according to your promise, which I shall take very

friendly of you, sir; and shall be willing to do any thing for your

son, in that case, for your sake as well as for his own, which reason

can require.

I beg, Mr. Henley, you will consider very seriously of this; and I

should hope you would not forget former times, and the very many

favours which, in my life, I have done you. I do assure you, sir, I

have the utmost desire to continue on a good understanding with you;

but I think I have some right to expect your compliance from motives of

reason, not to say of gratitude. So, committing this to your

consideration, and expecting an agreeable answer, I remain, sir, as

usual,

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