LETTER LXVII

_Frank Henley to Oliver Trenchard_

_London, Grosvenor Street_

Oliver, it is not half an hour since I ended writing one of the most

undutiful and bitter Philippics, that ever was addressed by a son to

his father. I say undutiful, because this wise world has decreed that

to abhor, reprove, and avoid vice in a father, instead of being the

performance of a duty, is offensive to all moral feeling.

I have just received a letter from him, chiding and blaming me, with

his usual acrimony, for a supposed want of cunning; and for not aiding

him in what I perceive now to be the design he has most at heart; which

is my marriage with the divine Anna. He has almost disgusted me with

myself, for having, though ineffectually, endeavoured to aid him so

well. Nay I have been tempted to shew his letter to Sir Arthur. But, on

recollection, I have thrown the Philippic I mentioned into the fire;

and have determined on silence: for I perceive harm that may result

from a contrary conduct, but no good. To swerve, to the right or the

left, from the direct path of principle and truth, because of the

selfish, narrow, and unwise views of others, is to be weak and

culpable.

What, indeed, has relationship to do with truth? No human ties can bind

us to error: and, while we rigorously act according to the rules of

truth, as far as we know them, the comments, mistakes, disapprobation,

and even resentment, of relation, friend, or father, ought to be

disregarded.

I must own, however, I have still the folly to feel additional grief

that errors of so mean, so selfish, so dishonest a nature should have

taken such firm possession of the mind of my father: and I am afraid I

could support them better in the person of another.

Having determined not to write to him, I have written to thee, to give

vent and relief to these feelings. Of course thou wilt tell me if thou

seest any reason, which I have not discovered, why I ought to

communicate the contents of his letter to Sir Arthur; whom he vaunts of

having in his power, and whom he is determined not to supply with

money, for the projected marriage with Clifton. My conviction is that

to shew this letter would but increase their mutual anger, and render

compliance on my father's part, whose temper I know, still less

probable than it is; if less it can be.

Adieu.

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