LETTER XXXIII

_Frank Henley to Oliver Trenchard_

_Paris, Hotel de l'Université_

It is as I told thee, Oliver. He fears me. He treats me, as he thinks,

with the neglect and contempt due to an unqualified intruder: but he

mistakes his own motives, and acts with insidious jealousy; nay

descends to artifice. His alarmed spirit never rests; he is ever on the

watch, lest at entering a room, descending a staircase, stepping into

her carriage, or on any other occasion, I should touch her hand. He has

endeavoured to exclude me from all their parties; and, though often

successfully, has several times been foiled.

But his greatest disappointment was this very morning. Sir Arthur sent

for me, last night, to inform me I must return to Wenbourne-Hill, with

some necessary orders, which he did not choose to trust to the usual

mode of conveyance. I immediately suspected, and I think I did not do

him injustice, that my rival was the contriver of this sudden necessity

of my return.

I received Sir Arthur's orders, but was determined immediately to

acquaint Anna.

Clifton was present. She was surprised; and, I doubt not, had the same

suspicions as myself; for, after telling me I must not think of going,

she obliged Clifton himself to be the intercessor, with Sir Arthur,

that I should stay. His reluctance, feigned assent, and chagrin were

visible.

Her words and manner to me were kind; nay I could almost think they

were somewhat more. She seemed to feel the injustice aimed at me; and

to feel it with as much resentment as a spirit so benignant could know.

What!--Can he not be satisfied with half excluding me from her society;

with endeavouring to sink me as low in her estimation as in his own;

and with exercising all that arrogance which he supposes becoming the

character of a gentleman?

Oliver, I am determined in my plan: my appeal shall be to her justice.

If it prove to be ill-founded, why then I must acquiesce. I am angry at

my own delay, at my own want of courage; but I shall find a time, and

that quickly. At least, if condemned I must be, I will be heard; but

equity I think is on my side--Yes--I will be heard.

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