LETTER XXIX

_Louisa Clifton to Coke Clifton_

_Rose-Bank_

I write, dear brother, in answer to your last, that I may not by any

neglect of mine contribute to the mistake in which you are at present.

Your letter shews that you suppose your sister to be vain,

presumptuous, and rude; and, such being your feelings, I am far from

blaming you for having expressed them.

Still, brother, I must be sincere, and I would by no means have it

understood that I think you have chosen the best manner of expressing

them; for it is not the manner which, if I have such faults, would be

most likely to produce reformation. But your intention has been to

humble me; and, desiring to be sarcastic, you have not failed in

producing your intended effect. I am sincerely glad of it: had you

shewn that desire without the power, I should have been as sincerely

sorry. But where there is mind there is the material from which every

thing is to be hoped.

I suppose I shall again incur chastisement, for rising thus as you call

it to the sublime. But I will write my thoughts without fear, and I

hope will patiently listen should they deserve reproach. If I have

sinned, it is in most fervently wishing to find my brother one of the

brightest and the best of men; and I have received more pleasure from

the powers he has displayed, in reproving me, than I could have done by

any dull expression of kindness; in which, though there might have been

words, there would neither have been feeling, sentiment, nor soul.

The concluding sentence of your letter warns me not to defame you with

my friend. I must speak without disguise, brother. You feel that, had

you received such a letter, revenge would have been the first emotion

of your mind. I hope its duration would have been short. I will most

readily and warmly repeat all the good of my brother that I know: but I

will neither conceal what ought to be said, nor say what I do not know.

I take it for granted that he would not have me guilty of duplicity.

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